The wind and dust are gone, and the flowers are exhausted, and the day and night are tired of combing the hair (71)
The calm air seemed to mean that no one had come.
Only the sunlight shining out of the window exudes a faint warmth.
Shen Yue's eyes were red, and crystal tears rolled down as she sobbed, shrinking the corner of the bed, and her long eyelashes were like butterflies against the light, casting a shadow on her pale face.
Goodbye, Mr. Xie.
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In the past few days, Shen Yue has obediently taken medicine, obediently injected, and obediently listened to the doctor's words, seeing that she is so actively cooperating with the treatment, the doctor thinks that Shen Yue's condition has improved.
So a week later, when Shen Yue proposed to be discharged from the hospital, the doctor agreed without hesitation.
After staying in a room for a long time, I saw the long-lost sunshine, and the crowd of people became unfamiliar.
Recently, the temperature has dropped rapidly, Shen Yue is wearing a very thick dress, with a scarf around her neck, and the face on the line is becoming more and more delicate and pale.
A faint white mist is exhaled between breaths.
Shen Yue looked at the sky.
It looks like it's about to snow.
She was a little distressed.
The sun is snowing.
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The third year of high school does not often have holidays, even if there are only two days of vacation, in these two days, Shen Yan will go to work in the construction site, moving bricks and cement, the work here is high, Shen Yan is not afraid of hardship.
Shi Juan will come back at noon, she worked the evening shift yesterday, so she can come back at noon today.
Shi Juan took the bus back to the old area and saw a familiar figure under a bare tree.
Her eyes were not very good, but she saw the figure at a glance, and the ghost made a god walk over.
The woman who was squatting on the ground and counting ants raised her head, her pale face beautiful and delicate.
She saw the person in front of her clearly, and stood up suddenly, because she got up too quickly, and her eyes were black.
The weather is cooler, the sun is not too warm, and the bare branches cast shadows on the ground.
The middle-aged woman in front of her has fine lines all over the corners of her eyes, her skin is rough and dark from years of exposure, she is not yet fifty years old, and her hair is half gray.
Shen Yue stood hesitantly in front of her, helpless, and ran away for a moment.
But Shi Juan took the first step to tentatively pull her sleeve, "Yueyue, why are you squatting here?" It's so cold outside, why don't you know how to go home? ”
Shi Juan firmly grasped the corner of Shen Yue's clothes, as if she was afraid that she would turn her head and run away like last time, and as soon as she finished speaking, her eyes turned uncontrollably red, "We've lost so much weight......"
Shen Yue's throat was dry, she lowered her head, and let her mother touch her face with trembling hands.
The middle-aged woman had tears in the corners of her eyes, and murmured vigorously, "It's good to be back, it's good to be back......
Shi Juan took her hand and returned to Shen Yue's real home.
That home may be dilapidated, and the cold can't be seen at all, but for Shen Yue, this is home.
Shen Yue followed behind Shi Juan step by step, cautiously as if she was a child who had done something wrong.
Shi Juan pulled Shen Yue to sit on the sofa, and then went into the kitchen to cook non-stop.
Shen Yue looked at the familiar furnishings in the room and smiled.
Shen Yan patted the dust on his body at the door of the house, and by the way, he smelled the almost distant smell of smoke, and then pushed the door and walked in.
"Mom, what's delicious today......"
Before the words were finished, when he saw Shen Yue sitting on the sofa, almost instantly, Shen Yan's whole face sank, walked over, and said coldly, "Why are you here?" ”
That tone was still the same as how Shen Yue shouldn't have come here.
Hearing the sudden indifference in the young man's tone, Shen Yuehuai stood up from the sofa at a loss as if he had been whipped, his beautiful black eyes widened involuntarily, his face was pale, and he trembled and explained, "I, I ......"
Shi Juan, who heard the movement in the kitchen, hurriedly walked out and pulled the young man to teach him a lesson.
"How did you talk to your sister? Your sister finally came back, don't scream! ”
Shi Juan is a soft and gentle person, and basically doesn't speak seriously.
Shen Yan waited for Shen Yue to death, his neck, shoulders, and arms were obviously tight, the green tendons on his neck were bulging, and his expression looked unprecedentedly vicious.
But in the end, because of Shi Juan's presence, he didn't say anything after all, but turned his head and went into the kitchen to help, but was kicked out by Shi Juan after a while.
Shen Yue looked over, but the young man didn't even look at her, and sat in the farthest position from her.
Shen Yue kept staring at the young man without blinking his eyes.
After a few minutes, probably couldn't stand it anymore, Shen Yan lifted his eyelids and glanced at her, indifferently, just scribbled at it, with undisguised coldness and disgust.
Shen Yue didn't care, but smiled at him.
Shen Yan was stunned, his brain suddenly went blank, and his heart was hit hard.
He looked away, and the chill on his body dissipated somewhat.
Half an hour later, Shi Juan cooked the meal, and the dishes on the table were all Shen Yue's favorite food, Shi Juan wiped her hands with a scarf, and beckoned the two children to come over to eat.
Shen Yan pouted secretly as soon as he saw the food, his appetite was completely opposite to Shen Yue's.
Because of the heavy work all year round, Shi Juan's shoulders are hunched, and the whole person looks a little shrunken and sour.
Shi Juan smiled, holding the bowl, she didn't eat a mouthful of food, and vigorously served Shen Yue with vegetables.
"It's too thin, don't always think about losing weight when you're young, it's good to look good when you're fat, and you're happy."
Shen Yue lowered his eyes and nodded.
Shi Juan smiled, and her tone was cautious: "Yueyue, do you think you want to come back to live?" I've always cleaned up your room, but when it's clean, I'm looking forward to your return. ”
Shen Yan didn't care about it, but he always glanced at Shen Yue's body as if he didn't care.
Shen Yue ate sweet and sour pork ribs in his mouth and didn't speak.
The atmosphere became a little awkward.
The expression on Shi Juan's face froze for a moment, and soon smiled again, "It's good outside, it's not bad to go outside to see more, when you want to go home, you can come back at any time." ”
The broken hair hung down, Shen Yue lowered her long eyelashes, tears mixed with rice, and the taste was really not very good.
Shen Yan's jaw line became tighter and tighter, and he held back his anger.
After eating, Shi Juan cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks.
Shen Yue sorted out the scarf and suddenly shouted, "Mom." ”
Shi Juan's fingertips shook, the chopsticks fell off her hand and fell to the ground, she didn't react, but looked at Shen Yue in a daze.
Shen Yue put on a scarf, her eyebrows and eyes crooked, "I'll go first." ”
Shi Juan was in a hurry, lowered her eyelashes to cover her red eyes, and said earnestly, "Let's go, don't you stay for a while?" ”
Shen Yue stood there quietly, her eyes were misty, and she smiled softly, like light breaking through the clouds and painting bright colors on the blue sky.
"Nope."
Shi Juan hurriedly untied the apron on her body, "Then I'll send you ......"
"No, you don't."
Shi Juan wanted to say something, but was stopped by Shen Yan on the side.
"I'll send her out."
Shi Juan opened her mouth, and finally just pressed Shen Yan's arm hard, signaling him not to say things that shouldn't be said.
Shen Yan nodded silently.
——
The warm sunlight pours down and falls on the tips of your shoulders, making you feel warm.
Out of the community, Shen Yue said, "It's okay, you can go back." ”
Shen Yan's face was extremely bad, and he tried his best to restrain his anger and asked.
"Why do you want to come back?"
Shen Yue's eyelashes couldn't help but flutter, "I won't come again in the future." ”
Shen Yan's expression changed drastically, and there was an indescribable pain in his chest.
He held on, dismissively.
Pretend not to care at all.
"That's for the best."
Shen Yue couldn't help but raise his hand and rub the young man's hair, and in the young man's dull gaze, the corners of his mouth revealed a gentle smile like a pear blossom blooming.
Clean and transparent.
"Xiaoyan has grown up and can take care of her mother."
"Xiaoyan is a man."
Shen Yan was stunned, and only when Shen Yue was gone did he come back to his senses.
Just now......
Shen Yue touched his head?
Fireworks crackled in his head, bringing a violent roar of blankness, and he felt his violently hot ears and wildly beating heart.
Thinking.
He is certainly a man, and he can protect not only his mother, but also ......
She.