When I was taking the college entrance examination, I heard the news of my sister's death.

She died silently, and I didn't even hear it a few days later.

I didn't go to the college entrance examination.

I ran to the prison and was in a daze.

They told me that my sister had been taken away.

I heard myself ask flatly, "Who is it?" ”

"It's a man, he said, it's Shen Yue's lover."

Wife?

Bullshit lover!

——

Shi Juan knew that I didn't go to the college entrance examination, and she was very angry, a woman with a weak personality and red eyes.

"I worked hard to earn money just to provide for you to study, but you didn't even take the college entrance examination! You've let me down so much! ”

I'm so lost, I'm so lost for the first time.

The ears rang like thunder.

I can't hear clearly.

I want to say, Mom, Shen Yue is dead.

I don't dare to say it, I'm afraid that Shi Juan won't be able to stand the blow, and Shi Juan's psychological quality is not good, and she may take half her life.

——

Shi Juan got up in the morning and the bathroom door was not closed.

The boy held his head and sprinkled toiletries on the ground.

Toothbrush and toothpaste.

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?"

The boy was out of breath crying, choking in pain in his throat, and when he saw his elderly mother, his consciousness returned, and he calmly touched a handful of tears.

"It's okay, my eyes hurt."

Shi Juan didn't doubt it, but just instructed in a rambling manner.

My hand holding the toothbrush was shaking.

I cried again.

Crying snot and tears all over his face, embarrassed and pitiful.

Shi Juan was worried, "My eyes really hurt, why don't I go to the hospital to take a look." ”

I shook my head.

It can't be cured.

The eyes don't hurt, the heart hurts.

——

I've seen photos of Shen Yue's death.

That toothbrush pierced almost the entire neck.

I don't understand, why can Shen Yue be so ruthless?

Be yourself.

Cruel to me.

How desperate she must have been to be pushed to such a point.

——

I want to go to Shen Yue, so I want to meet her.

After trying all the methods, I finally found the man.

It was a man full of nobility, haggard and thin but still handsome, and when he saw me, he smiled, "You are Yueyue's younger brother." ”

Since I was a child, I have always denied that Shen Yue is my sister, and now I don't speak.

The man took me to the apartment, where Shen Yue had lived before.

I saw Shen Yue.

That's a box.

I really didn't expect it to be like this.

Shen Yue.

Shen Yue.

I repeated her name in my mind.

——

The man was strange and seemed to be a little mentally abnormal.

The man's eyes at the box showed a strong tenderness and morbid love, and the whisper was like a sympathetic whisper.

He said, "Your brother has come to see you, are you happy?" ”

I heard the man say in an almost pleading voice.

"Tonight, I'd like to see you, okay?"

I saw the man's eyes red.

The man who is almost 1.9 meters aggrieved is like a child.

I heard myself ask in a very calm tone, "Why?" ”

The man said that the devil was stunned, "Because of me, it's all because of my ......"

At that time, reason collapsed.

A punch was struck, and the man did not hide.

I thought I might be crazy because I wanted to kill the person in front of me.

All!

Everyone who killed Shen Yue deserves to die!

I want to take the box away.

I felt like I should take her home.

This noble-looking man was angry, and looked at me with cold, scarlet eyes, as if he was about to devour people.

"This is her home, where are you going to take her?"

His voice seemed to be mixed with piercing ice, but it was gentle when he said "him".

I think it's ridiculous and ridiculous, "This is not her home, you are the murderer who killed Shen Yue, she will not be able to rest in peace if she stays here." ”

The man kicked me out like crazy, and the door slammed shut.

He hugged the box tightly, as if he were holding his lover.

Tears wet his face.

He shouted so relentlessly and sadly.

Losing a loved one is like digging out your heart.

——

The family was poor, and Shen Yue was admitted to university, but because he couldn't afford the tuition, he didn't let Shen Yue study.

At that time, there was a lot of trouble in the family, my father's helplessness, my mother's tears, everything, just because of money.

Later, my father tore up the college notice and burned it.

From that time on, Shen Yue rarely went home.

Shen Yue was too arrogant at that time.

It is easy to fold through the steel.

I thought to myself, if only I were my brother.

——

Half a year after his father's death, Shen Yue returned.

In addition to anger, there are also indescribable emotions.

The first sentence he said was mean and ugly, and the hatred and resentment accumulated over the past half a year were all vented on Shen Yue, who had lost his memory and didn't know anything.

At that time, Shen Yue should have been sad, I thought at the time, how could a person like Shen Yue who had no heart be sad?

The staircase was dimly lit, and I seemed to see her crying.

Now that I think about it.

If I had been gentler with Shen Yue, with a better tone and a less fierce expression, would Shen Yue not have been able to put such a heavy hand?

——

Since I was sensible, I have never called Shen Yue a sister.

Every time it was Shen Yue, Shen Yue's call.

Shen Yue was very unhappy, when she was young, she always liked to bully me because she was her sister and she was taller than me.

Screwing his ears or snatching his beloved Ultraman toys is just to force me to call her sister, I don't scream, I don't call anything.

The more Shen Yue pushed me like this, the more I hated her.

I have always refused to admit that I have this sister, Shen Yue has intervened in other people's families, and everyone in the community knows that I even feel humiliated, and I wish I had never had this sister.

Now I want to call, but I don't have a sister anymore.

I thought I should breathe a sigh of relief, but I don't know why, my eyes were sore.

——

The last time I saw Shen Yue was at noon on a sunny day.

Suddenly appeared at home, ate food, but did not choose to stay.

I asked, "Why do you want to come back?" ”

"Won't come again."

I finally knew what Shen Yue meant by this.

That day, it was also the first time that Shen Yue gently touched his head.

She was very gentle, her eyes were shining, and she didn't look like someone who was so cruel to herself.

"Xiaoyan is a man."

My heart snorted coldly, do you need to say it?

But his heart was beating wildly, and his ears were hot.

At that moment, I really wanted her to stay.

——

I even thought about it if I kept Shen Yue that day.

"Sister, go home, we've been waiting for you."

In this way, will Shen Yue not die?

——

Shi Juan nagged in my ear again when Shen Yue would come back, saying that I would take the family's souvenirs to see Shen Yue, and persuade her to come back by the way.

I said okay, I'll try to persuade my sister to come back.

Shi Juan was very happy to hear this, "You kid is sensible, and I finally know that I will call my sister." ”

I lowered my head to eat, and the white rice mixed with salt water was not very tasty.

It's a pity that in the end, I didn't persuade me to come back, and it didn't even work to call my sister.