Chapter 82: The Girls' Thoughts
The night is mottled and the moon shadows are chaotic.
In a certain women's dormitory, the three girls chatted and looked at An Xiaomi, who was lying on the bed and staring blankly at the ceiling.
"Xiaomi, what's going on, I've been absent-minded since we had dinner together this afternoon."
"Qingqing, you came back with Xiaomi, did something happen on the way?"
Miao Qingqing hesitated, shook her head and said, "It's nothing, maybe the eldest aunt is coming." ”
"Oh, I was like this before I came, and I was inexplicably irritable......"
Miao Qingqing just sighed slightly in her heart, the scumbag is not shallow.
An Xiaomi's mind always saw Xu Zhimu and that big girl talking and laughing together.
I don't know why, An Xiaomi always felt that it was more natural for Xu Zhimu and that girl to stand together than with herself.
The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt in her heart, obviously they grew up together......
"Xiaomi, aren't you ready to sleep yet?" Miao Qingqing and An Xiaomi slept opposite each other, and at the moment they were lying on the edge of the bed looking at An Xiaomi, and they still couldn't help but quietly ask: "What is the situation between you......
An Xiaomi's heart was also messed up, she thought that Xu Zhimu would send him a message to explain, but until now, there has been no message.
But he didn't need to explain it to himself, after all, they were just childhood sweethearts, and to put it mildly, they were neighbors with a better relationship.
Who he is with and which girl he is in love with, he doesn't have to say anything to himself.
I knew it in my heart, but I couldn't help but feel sad......
"Xiaomi, don't be sad, if you have anything to say, it's not a way to hold it in your heart all the time......" Miao Qingqing looked at An Xiaomi's aggrieved appearance with red eyes, and sighed slightly in her heart.
"We ......" Since the confrontation with Cheng Fanmiao at school, the rift between An Xiaomi and Xu Zhimu has always existed, and after such a long time, An Xiaomi has suppressed too many emotions.
She whispered something about herself and Xu Zhimu before to Miao Qingqing.
After listening to it, Miao Qingqing also had a complicated expression, originally thought it was just a story of a girl meeting a scumbag, but after listening to it, she didn't know who to sympathize with for a while.
"Qingqing, am I ...... Did you go too far before? An Xiaomi's eyes were red, tears flashed, she was really scared now, she always felt as if she was getting farther and farther away from him.
Miao Qingqing grabbed her hand and comforted: "There is nothing right or wrong about refusing to confess, it's just that for an eighteen-year-old boy, especially for him who has liked you for so many years, it is indeed a bit cruel......"
In reality, there are some boys who always like to gamble their feelings, even if their confession is rejected once, they will completely disappear into each other's world.
"So what should I do...... I was just ......" An Mi bit her lip tightly, her eyes full of remorse and unwillingness.
Miao Qingqing looked at her and asked seriously: "Xiaomi, you ask yourself first, do you really like him?" ”
An Xiaomi was stunned, and all the memories of her time and Xu Zhimu came to her heart.
Once because he wanted to eat ice cream, he stupidly ran for a long time under the scorching sun to buy it for himself......
When it rained after school, he kept the only umbrella he had left, but he ran home in the rain and caught a cold for several days......
Every time he celebrates his birthday, he always racks his brains to make gifts for himself, but never asks for his own gifts......
The one who said "I'll take you back" when she was most helpless, and specially prepared real questions for her before the college entrance examination......
How could she not like him like this, but...... Do you really deserve to say you like him?
"I ...... I really don't know what to do......" An Mi breathed heavily, the emotions in her heart almost gushing out.
Miao Qingqing gently comforted her: "If you like it, you like it, whose youth hasn't done something stupid, and it's not really irreparable between you." ”
An Xiaomi's mood eased slightly, and Miao Qingqing continued: "He has liked you for at least ten years since elementary school, and a person can like you for ten years without hesitation, you are already luckier than too many people." ”
"But I'm ......" Of course An Xiaomi knew, but for her now, this luck seemed like a merciless mockery.
"He has liked you for ten years without hesitation, so why can't you seriously pursue him for four years in college?" Miao Qingqing suddenly changed her voice and looked at her with a smile.
An Xiaomi was stunned: "You mean ......"
"The pursuit of the person you like,It's never exclusive to boys.,It's said that women chase men.,The identity of your childhood sweetheart is your biggest hole card.,If you like it, you'll be bold to chase.,I'd rather make mistakes than do nothing.。 Miao Qingqing patted An Xiaomi's cheek.
Her tone was a little relaxed, and she said with a smile: "Besides, Xiaomi, your appearance is a proper top class in our school, and the body proportion is so good, no matter how cold the adolescent boy's personality is, he must be warm there......"
Saying that, Miao Qingqing laughed twice, and An Xiaomi's cheeks turned red: "Qingqing, you are talking nonsense again......
"I mean, his heart must be warm, too, don't you think?"
Miao Qingqing showed an innocent look, which made An Xiaomi's face even redder, but she knew that Miao Qingqing was deliberately amusing her.
"Qingqing, thank you." An Xiaomi looked at her seriously, and looked out of the window again.
The bright moon, moving in the dark clouds, like a long lamp in the sky, the girl gently covered her chest: "I think I know what I should do......"
……
The same moon and the light, at the other end of the bright moonlight.
In the silent mountain city, in that small courtyard, there were still flames flickering.
Liu Ningqing was wearing an apron and stood in front of the steamer, surrounded by white and chubby steamed buns.
The younger brother of the tiger brain is adding firewood to the pot and playing from time to time.
"Sister, the steamed buns are much better."
"That's it." Liu Ningqing has been busy since the afternoon, and her grandparents have just finished their physical examination, and they have some geriatric diseases on their bodies.
Steaming steamed buns is also a hard work, and she is afraid that Grandma will be tired again.
Liu Ningqing steamed a large vat of steamed buns this time, which was enough to eat before she came back from vacation.
Grandma walked over and looked at her granddaughter who had been tired for a day, tears flashed in her old eyes, and when she left tomorrow, her heart was empty.
"Ning Qing, you must take good care of yourself when you go to college, there are many people in the city, don't be deceived by others, don't be reluctant to spend money, we can't spend a few dollars at home when we are old, don't be too wronged by yourself......"
"Don't worry, grandma, I can earn money now, I can take care of myself." Liu Ningqing held her grandmother's arm.
Grandma sighed: "This looks like it's going to be old, all the boys in the city are flamboyant, grandma is worried that you will be deceived by others, you see how many girls in the city universities are in love and pregnant......"
Liu Ningqing's face flushed slightly: "I know grandma." ”
"Grandma doesn't allow you to fall in love, after all, you are also old, but you must be cautious when looking for a boyfriend, our family's situation is like this, I am worried that those people just want you to look good, and there is no sincere ......" Grandma said meaningfully, her granddaughter is really good-looking, and she is most worried that her granddaughter's appearance will cause some trouble.
Liu Ningqing's mind subconsciously appeared Xu Zhimu's shadow, and her pretty face was slightly red.
"Grandma, don't worry, I won't fall in love with those boys."