Xu Zhimu was silent.

Miao Qingqing said: "I know I'm just an outsider, and I'm not qualified to say anything about what happened between you, but I think that childhood sweethearts for so many years, even if they can't be together in the future, even if they are the most ordinary friends, some words are troublesome for you to explain to Xiaomi clearly, and end each other's wishes, can it be regarded as kindness......"

"She hasn't eaten anything for the past two days, and I can see her secretly crying at night every day...... Let's be clear, it's good for all of you. After Miao Qingqing finished the last sentence, she glanced between the two again, sighed and left.

Xu Zhimu came to An Xiaomi's hospital bed and looked at the girl on the hospital bed with a haggard face and constant dreams.

Why bother......

Xu Zhimu made a phone call to Xiaomi's mother and told her that he had seen An Xiaomi, and there was nothing wrong for the time being.

Xiaomi's mother sobbed, please, Xu Zhimu must take good care of Xiaomi.

Xu Zhimu hung up the phone and looked at the girl on the bed again, and his heart was also full of mixed feelings.

In the world, people are always caught up in various things, and they cannot be controlled by themselves in advancing and retreating, and all they can do is choose.

At the very least, Xu Zhimu's choice is very clear now, and all he wants now is a junior sister.

"Thirsty...... Water ......"

At this time, the girl muttered, and her originally pink lips were now white and chapped.

Xu Zhimu picked up a bottle of mineral water at the head of the bed, unscrewed it and put it to her mouth, and gently raised her head.

The girl drank several sips of nectar, and Xu Zhimu just put the water bottle back, but his hand was directly grabbed by the girl.

Xu Zhimu looked at the hanging needle on her little wrist, she hadn't woken up yet.

How insecure this is, Xu Zhimu can only put the water bottle away with his other free hand.

Reborn in two lives, it seems that the fate of the two is completely reversed.

And An Xiaomi's misty lake, he felt the long-lost warmth in his palm, and his body gradually recovered a trace of strength.

I don't know how long it took, An Xiaomi's eyes slowly bloomed, and there was a white ceiling in front of her, surrounded by the unique smell of disinfectant water in the hospital.

"Are you awake?"

The familiar voice suddenly echoed in her ears, and she rolled her eyes with difficulty, and suddenly saw Xu Zhimu sitting beside her.

Suddenly, the girl's hole shrank, and she even wondered if it was a dream......

"Your body is still very weak, pay attention to rest." Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say now, so he could only comfort him.

"Chiki...... It's you, really how do you know......" An Xiaomi muttered to herself with some excitement, she looked at Xu Zhimu's face, this face that would appear in her mind every night.

But her voice gradually became softer, and all kinds of bitterness welled up in her heart: "I'm sorry, am I ...... Bothering you again. ”

Looking at the girl's cautious appearance, Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say.

"It was my aunt who asked me to come to see you, you ...... There is no need to do this. ”

Xu Zhimu paused and spoke slowly.

An Mi waited a long time before she began to speak, and her originally bright and clear eyes were filled with too many emotions at the moment.

"I don't know...... I don't know why it's come to this. An Xiaomi's eyes were red, and she looked at Xu Zhimu stupidly: "But I really can't forget you, I really like you." ”

This...... It was the first time that the girl had uttered this sentence in its entirety, but it seemed too late, too late.

"Don't talk about that, now I'm ...... I had someone I liked. Xu Zhimu couldn't say anything.

After all, the girl in front of him is also the one he has liked for a long, long time, and she is the person who has almost been carved into her bones in her previous life.

The light in An Xiaomi's eyes darkened a little, but she was already mentally prepared.

"Zhimu, can you talk to me with you? As a childhood sweetheart, as a neighbor, as a friend? An Xiaomi's tone seemed to be calming down, but the deep helplessness and pain still made people worry for a while.

Xu Zhimu was silent, but An Xiaomi said to herself: "I still remember the first time we met at that time, it was a winter, we had just entered elementary school, my father moved into the family home because of the job transfer, and we became neighbors and childhood sweethearts......

When I first met you, you seemed to have broken your front teeth because you were naughty, but you were still happily building a snowman downstairs.

And that night, you built me a little snowman.

Later, we went to elementary school together, and every day you would leave me some small snacks and fruits that your aunt brought you.

Later, when we were in junior high school, you suddenly got called your parents because of a fight, and I later found out that it was because the boy you fought with wrote me a love letter, and you were jealous.

Or when I went to your house to deliver medicine to you and help you wipe iodophor, you blushed and told me that that boy was actually not a good person.

But I didn't even read that love letter and threw it in the trash. ”

When An Xiaomi said this, she couldn't help but show a hint of a smile, but it was a little poignant on her pale cheeks.

Xu Zhimu listened quietly, to be honest, he was a little vague about these memories, but he didn't expect her to remember them......

An Xiaomi said again: "So at that time, I could already guess that you must like me and plot against me."

After so many years of getting along, as long as it is not a piece of wood, there is no heart at all.

But later, this girl was a little pampered and arrogant, and she seemed to think that the boy would never leave her.

The ridicule of classmates in the school, the neighbors in the family yard often joke about the two, and even the parents of both sides have nothing to do.

Even in high school, some people secretly say that boys want to get rich because they fancy the rich and powerful girls in their families......

It was a bit of a shame for me to be made this kind of joke at the time, and I thought that if you could be better, you could stop these people.

It's like what many movies and TV series say, I obviously like it very much, but once it's punctured, I will deny it in every way.

Little by little, in the end, I really pushed my favorite away.

And the boy is so good to the girl, so good that the girl thinks that the boy will never leave her, so her personality becomes more and more distorted and more and more lost......

In the proud character of the girl, she thinks that boys should be better than herself, only in this way that boys will not be ridiculed

So on the day of the third year of high school, the girl still rejected his pursuit, but I didn't expect that since that day, the boy seems to have changed.

has become better, more handsome, and finally better than girls, but there seems to be no place for girls in his heart......"

An Xiaomi said, two more lines of tears in her eyes.

Xu Zhimu's heart also seemed to have turbulent waves, constantly impacting his mind.

At this moment, it doesn't matter what the truth or the explanation is.

It may be a foregone conclusion that things have come to this point.

An Xiaomi turned her head to look at him: "Xu Zhimu, in fact, sometimes I still don't understand a little, I admit that I have done these things very excessively, but I always feel that from which day, your heart seems to suddenly have a hatred for me, and it is hated to the bone......"

Xu Zhimu's body suddenly shook.

An Xiaomi looked at him deeply: "Can you tell me what else I have done in my life to be sorry for you that can make you hate me so much?" ”