Campus, classroom, school uniform, student girl, reverse thrust......

All kinds of words that could harm teenagers came to his mind one by one.

An Xiaomi's school uniform zipper was about to be pulled to the end, Xu Zhimu walked over in a stride and grabbed her hand that she wanted to take off to the end.

An Xiaomi was stunned for a moment, and her red little face was a little ashamed.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm ...... Phew! Why are you still asking me? What are you doing here? ”

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, who was blushing, and really doubted that this little girl was really stupid or stupid.

An Mi blinked and looked at her a little innocently.

"It was so hot just now... I can't pull the zipper to cool off......"

An Xiaoqi gave him a strange look, and then a few sly glances flashed in his eyes: "You don't think it's ......"

Xu Zhimu looked at the smugness in her eyes, and there was really a kind of return to the previous time.

At that time, An Xiaomi also liked to play tricks on him.

Xu Zhimu tapped on her head.

"Don't do that."

The girl protected the top of her head in pain, with a look of resentment, obviously it was all the fault of this guy's cranky thinking.

"You sit down with me."

An Xiaomi sat in the last row, pulling the corner of Xu Zhimu's clothes and sitting down.

Looking at the math problems on the blackboard that have not been completely erased, a sense of intimacy arises leisurely, although it is a little sleepy to look at densely.

Sitting in a high school classroom, especially sitting in a high school classroom, always feels a little different.

This classroom carries too many memories of the past, and those memories, good or bad, have become conversations that can be drunk and talked about in the future.

Senior year of high school is an unforgettable year for anyone.

And everything for himself was also opened in this year.

An Mi looked around, countless memories also came to mind, and she looked at the people around her.

Gently touched his arm, like a sneaky desertion during class.

"How?"

Xu Zhimu turned his head to look at her.

"If I ...... just now" An Xiaomi's face was still a little red, and her eyes were like stars: "I really wanted to do that just now...... What will you do? ”

Xu Zhimu remembered the appearance of An Xiaomi gently opening the zipper, it is true that An Xiaomi's temptation is very great.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and An Xiaomi, who had been watching, bowed his head slightly in embarrassment.

Xu Zhimu suddenly laughed: "Do you really do that?"

"I mean if."

"I'm talking about ifs."

“……”

An Xiaomi blushed, lying on the table, and only raised her eyes slightly for a long time before looking at Xu Zhimu from the gap in her arm.

"You won't, I know you as well as you know me."

Xu Zhimu answered for her.

The pride in this girl's heart has never diminished, after all, An Xiaomi is a proud girl.

It's her character, and without that, she's not her.

An Xiaomi's body trembled slightly, and her heart set off unspeakable fluctuations.

I know you as well as you know me......

This sentence, at such a time, is far more unforgettable than those sweet words.

"yes, who made us childhood sweethearts."

An Xiaomi also said with a smile, slowly propping up her body and looking at him deeply.

"Thank you for messing around with me today."

The girl's words were soft, but with a touch of sadness that only the two of them could hear.

It was getting dark outside, and the sunset, shining through the window on the desk, also illuminated the two of them.

Today is coming to an end, and that agreement is coming to an end.

"Are you going back?"

Xu Zhimu asked her.

"No, I still want to ask you a few questions......"

An Xiaomi straightened her chest, one hand propped up her cheeks, and her shining eyes were a luster that Xu Zhimu couldn't refuse.

"Just ask."

Xu Zhimu probably guessed why she wanted to speak, and waited quietly for her to speak.

An Xiaomi looked at him and then at the blackboard: "Do you know why I rejected your confession at that time?"

This question...... Xu Zhimu really didn't expect it.

He thought that An Xiaomi would ask himself why he rejected her, why his attitude towards her had suddenly changed so much.

But he didn't expect An Xiaomi to ask this question.

This is equivalent to tearing the wound between the two of them open again, and the bloody display is shown again.

Xu Zhimu looked at her and didn't speak.

An Xiaomi didn't bother to let him answer, or didn't intend to get an answer from his mouth at all.

"You also know, my dad climbed up step by step from the grassroots, my dad went to college tuition was borrowed by my grandmother who ran most of the village, and the living expenses didn't even cost 200 yuan every month, and he relied on his work-study to maintain his own life, and sometimes he had to subsidize the family, while my mother was in good family conditions, and she became famous in college, and became a goddess in the hearts of many people.

When my parents were in love, many people said that my father was ...... It's soft rice. ”

An Xiaomi said this, and smiled a little sadly.

In fact, Xu Zhimu also knows this.

An's father's family conditions since he was a child are similar to those of his current primary sister.

If you look for a real example, it's like the Dong brother of a certain Dong in the previous life.

There is such a college student in a village, and the money for going to school is all made up in a village, a real noble son from a poor family.

But Xiaomi's mother is also a proud daughter of heaven who has had a very solid family since she was a child.

Two people with such a gap, the love between them must be full of all kinds of words and snobbish provocations.

Ann Mi continued.

"Later, my father climbed to a higher and higher position step by step, and the conditions at home became better and better, but the past has become a thorn.

Only those who have truly experienced it will know how terrible it is for the word to be used by the door.

Dad's self-motivated and reciprocal character has also been inherited by me thoroughly.

No matter what, I have to do my best, no matter who I am, I will use my own standards to demand him, which even my mother often says about me. ”

There was a hint of self-deprecation in An Xiaomi's tone.

She looked at Xu Zhimu: "We are childhood sweethearts, two people who have been together since childhood, you like me so much, how could I not like you?"

When An Xiaomi said this, she didn't have the shyness of a girl, she was telling her feelings very seriously.

Xu Zhimu listened silently, and the familiar scenes around him seemed to pull him back to his memory at that time.

"But, think about what you looked like at that time...... An Xiaomi poked his arm: "At that time, you didn't pay attention to keeping in shape, and you followed those boys to learn to keep some messy hairstyles, and often went over the wall to go online, originally your grade potential was very easy to be admitted to the ninth middle school with me, but in the end your score was so bad, and in the end, it was my dad who found a relationship that let you go to a high school with me, you say you like me every day, but I can't see your willingness to be motivated for me, Even if it's not for me, think about your own future......"

An Xiaomi revealed his black history little by little, and Xu Zhimu was a little stunned when he heard it.

Thinking about it carefully, what An Xiaomi said was not wrong at all, at that time, she was indeed a person who was carried away by love.

Think about it from another perspective, if you were An Xiaomi, you might not accept yourself at that time.

"And ah, I was immature at that time, my blind paranoia, coupled with the words of the people around me, made me even sometimes ashamed of my feelings about liking you, because when I first met you, you were not this Xu Zhimu who was full of thoughts and only longed for love, and besides, you liked me at that time...... It's not pure, either. ”

An Xiaomi's voice had a slightly questioning tone, and Xu Zhimu, who listened to it, was speechless for a long time.

Your liking for me is not pure......

This sentence made Xu Zhimu's mind roar, maybe he himself had already understood.

At that time, I liked An Xiaomi's feelings were naturally sincere, but they were not pure, and some of them were the show-off psychology of my youth......

After all, An Xiaomi has been the pride of the sky since she was a child, and if she can catch up with An Xiaomi, it will be a very honorable thing among boys.

And Xu Zhimu didn't understand what liking was and what possessiveness was at that time.

When other boys chased An Xiaomi, he began to be anxious, and he couldn't see his shortcomings clearly, and he always had a preconceived idea that he was her childhood sweetheart, and the only one who could get An Xiaomi's heart should be himself.

The final result of this pathological development may have been predestined long ago.

An Xiaomi has An Xiaomi's problem, and Xu Zhimu has Xu Zhimu's problem.

Perhaps this is a common problem that many people will have when they experience youth.

Regret and remorse all come from this.

An Xiaomi withdrew her finger from poking him again, held her chin, and said softly: "Until that day, you confessed to me in front of the whole school, and I really wanted to promise you for a moment, but I also knew that you didn't recognize your heart at that time, how could you like me wholeheartedly like you said?"

So, I rejected you, for my sake and for you.

Later, you really changed suddenly, you started to exercise, your grades began to improve by leaps and bounds, you can play basketball, sing and play the guitar, and there are more and more girls around you.

It's just that there are fewer and fewer places for me.

I suddenly realized that I was overdoing it again, and I began to be paranoid again, you are my childhood sweetheart, you must belong to me.

Until one day, you tell me that you already have someone you like.

I really realized that we had really come a long way, but it all seemed like we were to blame. ”

Xu Zhimu shuddered from the depths of his soul.

The girl in front of her was already full of tears at the moment, and the crystal tears slowly slid down her fair and flawless cheeks.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, still sighed, stretched out his finger and gently passed the tears on her cheek: "It's all over, in fact, you are very good, and it is normal for you to be harsh on your other half, because you are worthy, but now...... It's too late, I already have someone I like, and in this life, I don't have to marry her. ”

"I know...... I envy you and I envy her. An Xiaomi felt the temperature on his fingers, and smiled stupidly, laughing distressingly.

Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say now.

"It's true, I obviously said that I was happy today, why did I cry again......"

An Mi wiped away her tears and smiled miserably.

"It's okay, today, it's destined to be hard to forget."

Xu Zhimu touched her head and didn't have anything else to think about.

It's just like the first acquaintance of the two when they were young, and that kind of pure mind comforts each other.

"You're a really ...... person Shouldn't you say, "It's all your fault," at this time, so as to completely cut off my thoughts? ”

Ann Mi leaned lightly on his shoulder.

"You know me, even if I say something like this, do you really believe it?"

Xu Zhimu said helplessly.

Sometimes, between childhood sweethearts, there are really no secrets to speak of.

"Hee-hee, who made me your childhood sweetheart, the only one."

An Xiaomi said softly: "These words, it's really much easier to say them."

"Shall we go back then?"

"I still want to ......" An Mi nodded her chin, as if she was seriously thinking about something.

"You say, it's not too much, I can promise you today."

Xu Zhimu said slowly, and then An Xiaomi's eyes were shining, and he paused word by word: "Then I'm going to the toilet, you wait for me!"

Xu Zhimu: ......

Wait for An Mi to get up from her seat and leave the classroom.

Xu Zhimu sat quietly in his position, sighed for a long time.

About two minutes after An Xiaomi left, a message suddenly came from Xu Zhimu's mobile phone.

An Xiaomi: "I have a letter under my seat for you."

Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment, looked down, and sure enough, he saw a letter under An Xiaomi's seat just now.

A love letter, to be exact.