At night, the night view of Zhengcheng is still bustling.

After all, it is also a new first-tier city, although it is still a little worse in various aspects, but there are also some prototypes of metropolises.

Xu Zhimu took An Xiaomi and rode slowly on the road home.

Xu Zhimu is particularly fond of the dim street lamps and the deciduous plane trees.

Between the shadows of the trees, there seem to be countless fragments of memories hidden.

The good and the bad, the sour and the sweet, have become the most precious and precious memories of this life.

Xu Zhimu is a person who has lost a lot of things, and in this life, he seems to have doubled back to his side.

The girl behind her gently hugged her waist, her soft body was tightly attached to her back, and this moment of tranquility made Xu Zhimu a little dazed.

As a childhood sweetheart, Xu Zhimu is actually very clear.

Although An Xiaomi is a very proud girl, she is kind in her bones.

Xu Zhimu has lived two lives, and he already understands that he was really bad in his previous life.

Ordinary families, average grades, and slightly good-looking faces don't pay attention to body management, resulting in a nine-point appearance that can only reveal six or seven points.

And it's the rebellious period, jumping over the wall and netting, sleeping in class, and dying messy hairstyles.

It's uncomfortable to think about yourself, and it's strange to be accepted.

And during that period, although An Xiaomi never promised her confession, she didn't finish her homework every time, or slept in class.

An Xiaomi will always help him tutor again and again, reminding him in various ways.

That feeling is like the most helpless way to deal with a rebellious child.

Like a person, you can accept his failure, but you can't accept his gradual degeneration.

Use like as a binding, this is the shackles that Xu Zhimu brought to An Xiaomi in his last life.

Even after repeating a year in the previous life, Xu Zhimu still has such naïve thinking in his own concept of love.

It's like myself and my junior sister.

In fact, even if Xu Zhimu is bankrupt now, and he has been in a slump since then, hiding at home every day and not going out, the junior sister will still accompany him all the time.

But this kind of liking is not correct, and it is also unfair to the elementary sister.

Xu Zhimu may also use other ways to let the junior sister leave him.

Therefore, his mentality at this time is the same as that of An Xiaomi in the previous life.

These truths, in fact, in Xu Zhimu's slow experience, those grievances against An Xiaomi have long dissipated.

Before, it was just a simple feeling, I already had a primary school sister, and between me and An Xiaomi, I was just a neighbor at most.

But this fate is peculiar, but it is entangled together.

Xu Zhimu is only a little curious and confused in his heart now.

Even during the most cold war period between the two of them in the previous life, sometimes when it was cold, An Xiaomi would still remind him to wear more clothes.

will also come forward to take care of Xu Zhimu when he is sick.

But why, in her senior year, she suddenly chose to go abroad?

What could be the matter that made her go so suddenly and decisively in the previous life.

This is a piece of Xu Zhimu's heart, the wind at night caress his face, the cool wind, and the warmth behind it.

Xu Zhimu looked up at the moon in the sky, and finally spoke slowly.

"An Xiaomi, I want to ask you something."

"What?"

An Xiaomi's voice came with a little sweet voice.

Xu Zhimu paused again, but the girl suddenly became a little nervous.

In fact, she was scared now, if he asked himself that kind of question...... How will I answer him?

Is it to pretend to be stupid and continue to stay by his side as a sister, or ...... But if he fails, he really won't even have a chance to be by his side.

Xu Zhimu rode slowly, sorted out the thoughts in his mind, and said slowly: "If, I mean if, after I confessed to you in the third year of high school, I still haven't changed anything, I still follow you silently every day, shushh......h Will you still go out shopping with me like you do now? ”

Xu Zhimu said this question, and the girl behind him was speechless for a long time, but Xu Zhimu could feel her trembling slightly.

After a long while, the girl's soft voice, mixed with the sound of the wind, reached Xu Zhimu's ears.

"If you've really been like that all along...... I'd rather never be in your world......"

An Xiaomi's voice trembled slightly.

Xu Zhimu also held his breath for a moment.

An Mi hugged his waist.

"You know, I remember the first time I met you, you were gentle and handsome at that time, and you were the best student in school...... But ever since I came along, you've been putting all your energy into me. ”

The girl's voice carried the bitterness of memory: "But this is not right, you became more and more paranoid, without your original social circle, your personality became more and more rebellious, making some fox friends and dogs, dyeing your hair, surfing the Internet, your body became more and more greasy, and your grades became worse and worse......"

"Black history."

Xu Zhimu also smiled self-deprecatingly.

"You know that, too." The girl smacked her head on his back and then continued.

"So I think it's because of my appearance that the original Brother Zhimu has become like this...... So at that time, I naively thought, is there something to change you......"

"But...... Haven't you thought about what if it goes too far, we may really get along with each other? ”

Xu Zhimu asked her in a deep voice, in fact, even in this life, if it weren't for all kinds of mistakes, maybe the two would really be inseparable.

The girl held his hand and gently pinched his abs, but showed a bitter smile: "I've thought about it, but I can't watch you keep going like this, right...... Especially looking at the way you look now, tall and handsome and a boss, whether it is an uncle or aunt, or grandparents, all the people around you are impressed by you, I think, such a shining you should be the life you really deserve, even if it is ......"

Even if it's one less me......

The girl hugged him tightly, as if as soon as she let go, he was about to disappear.

Xu Zhimu had an indescribable feeling in his chest, and he couldn't tell whether it was blocked or sudden.

"So, if I haven't changed, even in the next five years, ten years, maybe I won't have anyone to want, or I'll always like you, will you still leave me?"

"How could that be......"

The girl behind him hugged him tightly and smiled softly: "If that's really the case, of course I have to take responsibility, after all, you became like this because of me, it's a big deal to let you eat my soft rice......"

Xu Zhimu could hear that she was not lying.

But if that's the case, why did she leave so suddenly in her last life?

And An Xiaomi's mind is also very complicated, but because of the words just now, her heartbeat is constantly accelerating.

Let him eat his own soft rice...... Isn't this just a confession?

The smell of the lake is blowing in your face.

Xu Zhimu's car stopped on the riverbank.

The two got out of the car and lay on the fence on the riverbank, quietly looking at the sparkling lake blown by the wind in the night.

Blowing the night breeze and smelling the lake.

The necks of the two were still together, Xu Zhimu looked sideways, quietly looked at the girl beside him, and finally looked at the lake again, and said softly.

"If you had to leave me for a reason, what would it be?"

Xu Zhimu said, the girl slowly turned her head, her eyes looked at him tightly, her eyes flashed: "Do you remember the winter of the second year of junior high school?" ”

Xu Zhimu thought for a while: "Remember, we built a snowman together that year, and you suddenly fell ill, that time...... It's serious. ”

"yes, it's serious...... It's really close, and it's going to leave you forever. ”

As she spoke, a smile appeared on her face, and she gently held her hands together on the railing to keep them warm.

Xu Zhimu glanced at it and put his hand on hers.

The girl was stunned for a moment, and then smiled a little brighter: "During that time, my parents wanted to take me to another hospital to recuperate, but I refused. ”

"Why?"

"Because...... I haven't finished building your snowman yet, you're still a head away, your hands are clumsy, every time you light the snowman's eyes, I don't want my snowman to be so ugly......"

An Mi said with a smile, as if the scene of that year was really in front of her.

Xu Zhimu's chest seemed to be hit again and again, and his mind was in chaos.

An Xiaomi also looked at him, and finally looked at the reflection of the lake, and looked at the lights of the ten thousand homes.

"So, if I really have to leave you, maybe it's because I'm afraid that in the next winter, I won't be able to build a snowman with you."

After the girl finished speaking, Xu Zhimu was stunned for a long time.

Everything seemed to have a vague answer in Xu Zhimu's mind.

It seems like...... An Xiaomi, who was going to leave by plane in the previous life, seems to be in a late autumn that is about to enter winter.

Seeing that he was speechless for a long time, An Xiaomi smiled lightly again: "Okay, I've been fine for several winters, and I may have been fine......

Before she finished her words, Xu Zhimu suddenly hugged her.

The sudden warmth made An Xiaomi's smiling cheeks slowly and covered with warm colors.

She also hugged Xu Zhimu's waist tightly.

The wind on the surface of the lake ruffled the necks of the two men.

Long.

Xu Zhimu slowly let go of her, the girl's eyes were slightly moist, she rubbed her eyes, and lowered her head slightly: "I'm fascinated by the sand......"

Xu Zhimu also smiled: "Go home." ”

The girl looked into his eyes and nodded slightly.

"Hmm."

There were no words all the way, but the two hearts beat closer than ever in this life.

When they got home, the two walked to the door of the house holding hands.

An Xiaomi looked at him, the girl's cheeks had been with a nice blush today, she raised a pair of bright eyes, and looked at him closely.

She doesn't know, when she wakes up tomorrow, will it be a dream today?

Xu Zhimu also looked at her, and finally gently untied his scarf and helped her gently wrap it up.

"I'm having a great time today...... " the girl said softly, letting go of her grip on him little by little.

You can't be too greedy.

"I'm also very happy, eating and drinking for nothing all day."

Xu Zhimu also smiled and spoke.

An Xiaomi suddenly raised her head to look at him, looking at the face of this hippie smile, she asked him in a slightly trembling voice: "Then, I will let you eat and drink for nothing from then on, you ...... Can you come out and walk again......"

The girl's voice was a little cowardly, a little tempting, and afraid of causing disgust.

This timid and nervous appearance, Xu Zhimu seemed to be looking in the mirror.

"It depends on whether I have a reservation time, if it's okay, I can come out and eat you."

Xu Zhimu shrugged his shoulders, and there was a feeling of stinky farts in his tone.

The hands of the two people parted, but An Xiaomi felt a warm current spread through his body along his words.

The corners of An Xiaomi's mouth couldn't help but curl, some shiny luster welled up in her eyes, and her two little feet were unconsciously tiptoeing back and forth.

It's like a little kid who got a baby.

"So, see you tomorrow?"

"Okay."

Xu Zhimu nodded, and both of them had already unscrewed the doorknobs of their respective homes.

Suddenly, there was a breeze in the hallway.

An Xiaomi suddenly lowered her head and sighed softly.

"What's wrong?" Xu Zhimu turned around and asked her.

"I'm fascinated by the sand......"

An Xiaomi turned around again, still rubbing her eyes slightly.

"I'll see where it is."

Xu Zhimu walked over and was just about to help her take a look, but the girl who was rubbing her eyes suddenly raised her head.

A soft touch flashed across his cheeks.

After that, the girl returned home like a gust of wind.

I could only hear the last word "good night" with a hint of a smile.

"Good night."

Xu Zhimu looked at the door she had closed.

This life...... Since she has made up for all her regrets, she must always be safe.

Year after year, year after year, year after year, peace and security......

Xu Zhimu pushed open the door and walked in.

It's almost ten o'clock.

My mother was still wearing a mask in the living room, and when she saw Xu Zhimu coming back, she said, "You two are finally back, what are you doing?" ”

"Pressing the road."

Xu Zhimu went over and took a sip of warm tea.

"Mom, you're quite good at enjoying it now, the mask keeps on every day."

"What's the matter, my mother has worked hard for most of her life, can't she enjoy it?"

Mom, I do feel much younger lately than before.

People have money, who will not enjoy.

Xu Zhimu smiled, this is very good, everything is stable at home, and he can let go of his hands and feet to develop outside.

"Where's Dad?"

"I'm dazed, lying in the house."

“…… Very good. ”

Xu Zhimu couldn't help but laugh, and was about to take a bath and sleep.

Mom sat up suddenly: "Son, you tell Mom, what's going on with Xiaomi now?" ”

In fact, although Xu's mother unconditionally supports Xu Zhimu's choice to fall in love, and looking at the photos, his girlfriend is also quite good.

But after all, I haven't really been in contact with it yet, and An Xiaomi has been growing up.

knows the roots, has a good personality, and has always had a good relationship.

Mother Xu always felt a little sorry in her heart.

But let's say that these two children have a conflict, and the two of them have been sticking together again when they come back this time.

It feels more greasy than when it was ambiguous before.

It's really hard to figure out.

Xu Zhimu also thought about it slightly, and finally pondered and said, "Mom, you say...... What would you think if I had two girlfriends? ”

Xu Zhimu's words fell, and the mask on Xu's mother's face almost fell off.

Xu's mother: ???