An Xiaomi, who was sleeping, still held a small book on his chest tightly with one hand in his arms.

The more Xu Zhimu looked, the more familiar he became.

He reached out and grabbed the edge of the small book.

However, the girl still hugged very tightly, Xu Zhimu took out a little bit of the book, and still carried the residual warmth of the girl's body.

The moment he saw this book, Xu Zhimu felt his teeth sore.

Isn't this pedal your own dog-licking diary?

I remember that this thing should have been hidden by the junior sister.

Why did she appear here again for no apparent reason?

Xu Zhimu opened the diary and looked at it, and one of the pages was folded.

"On January 18th, it snowed heavily.

There was a lot of snow today, and I was scheduled to build a snowman together, but Xiaomi seemed to be a little uncomfortable today, and only rubbed two snowballs and went home.

Forget it, I built two more snowmen, and used the snowball rubbed by millet as the heart of the snowman, and we built it together.

……”

Build a snowman.

Xu Zhimu was fascinated, and many of his childhood memories were already a little difficult to remember.

The girl on the bed suddenly snorted, Xu Zhimu put the small notebook on the table next to him, and poured a glass of warm water.

Gripping her hand, it was a little cold.

An Xiaomi opened her eyes in a daze, thinking that her mother had been accompanying her, but the temperature from the palm of her hand made her feel very familiar.

But the figure in front of her became clearer and clearer, the girl's sickly cheeks were suddenly stunned, and a pair of dim eyes with a little bloodshot instantly widened.

"How, how are you ......"

An Xiaomi almost sat up excitedly, but she coughed again in a hurry, and her other hand was still fixed on the bed, just for fear that the patient would suddenly turn around and affect the water infusion.

"Don't move, drink saliva first."

Xu Zhimu gently touched her forehead, it was not very hot anymore, but the girl's originally pink lips were a little white at the moment.

Supporting her to prop up some of her body slightly, Xu Zhimu took the water glass and put it to her lips.

An Xiaomi looked at him stunned, slowly drank the water, and Xu Zhimu helped her adjust the angle of the hospital bed, so that she could rely on it more comfortably.

Xu Zhimu put down the water cup, and then opened the chicken soup and warm porridge made by his mother.

Immediately, the fragrance permeated the entire ward.

Xu Zhimu took out the prepared small bowl and poured the chicken soup into it.

"How do you know I ......"

An Xiao looked at him intently.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Xu Zhimu asked her a question while helping her pour chicken soup.

An Xiaomi's pale cheeks were a little lower, and she moved her lips: "I'm fine...... You can go home in two days. ”

Xu Zhimu looked at the girl's expression, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

When she was sick, she was still at her elementary sister's house.

And she got sick this time because of ...... The promise of that snowman.

Xu Zhimu took out the spoon and tasted it himself, and it was not hot.

Then he scooped up another spoonful and brought it to her lips.

An Xiaomi also opened her mouth obediently and drank it, Xu Zhimu helped her gently wipe the broth at the corner of her mouth, and fed her spoonful by spoonful.

Bursts of warm currents spread to every corner of the body.

"Where's my mom."

An Xiaomi suddenly asked.

"It's almost home."

Xu Zhimu was talking, and the mobile phone rang again, it was his mother's phone.

"Son, how is Xiaomi now? Have you eaten? ”

Xu Mu's concerned voice came out, and Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, who had recovered some of her blood color, and nodded.

"I've drunk some chicken soup, is Auntie home now?"

As soon as Xu Zhimu finished asking, Xiaomi's mother's voice on the other end of the phone came: "Xiao Mumu, Auntie has arrived home, Xiaomi hasn't eaten well for two days, so I will trouble you to take good care of her." ”

Xu Zhimu looked at the girl who was also looking at him.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of her."

Xu Zhimu said and handed the phone to An Xiaomi.

The girl turned out to be on the phone, and her voice was a little tense, and she said, "Mom......"

Xu Zhimu slowly helped her pour out the porridge, listened to the girl and her mother chat for a while, and then An Xiaomi returned the phone to Xu Zhimu.

"In the future, you have to tell me this kind of thing in time, can you know?"

Xu Zhimu saw that she was in a better state, and this was a bit of a lesson to teach her.

"I'm afraid I'll get you in trouble......"

An Mi bit her lip lightly.

"Enough trouble."

Xu Zhimu said her angrily, and the girl suddenly became a little more aggrieved, how could she be so coaxing.

In the previous life, if An Xiaomi suddenly chose to say goodbye because of her body, but in fact, this way is the most cruel thing for those who really care.

Xu Zhimu looked at her: "Anything that happens in the future must be said in time, the trouble is a little troublesome, but it is better than you carrying it stupidly alone, for those who really care about you, this kind of goodbye is the most cruel." ”

Xu Zhimu said this sentence with the regret of his previous life.

That kind of indescribable regret and emotion made the girl's heart beat faster.

She squinted her eyes and looked at the guy in front of her with a sickly smile on her cheeks.

"You really care so much about me."

"Nonsense! I don't care about you, I've been driving for five hours in a row to see you? ”

Xu Zhimu handed the porridge in his hand to her: "Can you eat it yourself?" ”

An Xiaomi's cheeks had a little more ruddy luster, and she looked at Xu Zhimu quietly: "Is it okay for you to feed me." ”

"Trouble."

Xu Zhimu said, but he still took the spoon and fed her little by little.

An Xiao was stupid, eating porridge as she looked at his cheeks.

Finally finished drinking the porridge, and there was still a lot left in the two thermos pots.

The girl hadn't eaten much for two days, and she couldn't eat too much at one time.

After that, Xu Zhimu poured out the rest into the bowl and ate it directly with the spoon that had just fed her.

"Don't dislike me......"

An Xiaomi sniffled and couldn't help coughing lightly again, but her disease was not contagious.

"What do you dislike, saliva?"

Xu Zhimu ate and looked at the girl's pink lips that began to recover after replenishing water.

I don't know how many times I've kissed this little mouth, and I already know what it's like.

An Xiaomi snorted, suddenly seemed to remember something, and opened the quilt in a panic to look for something.

"Looking for this?"

The next moment, the small notebook shook in front of her, and Xu Zhimu was holding the diary, staring at her without moving.

An Xiaomi's face was visible to the naked eye, with a hint of shame and a little embarrassment, and she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him.

"Where did you find it?" Xu Zhimu asked her.

An Xiaomi hesitated for a while before she spoke: "You, you ...... under the bed."

……

A few days ago, An Xiaomi, as always, often came to the door to eat, and saw Xu's mother start cleaning.

She offered to help, and then also cleaned up Xu Zhimu's room.

She heard from the girls in the dormitory that many boys would put some ulterior things in their homes, and basically they would hide them in the mezzanine of the wardrobe, under the desk, and under the mattress.

When An Xiaomi helped him make the bed, he couldn't help but lift the mat and look at it, and found this small notebook when he took it.

This diary should have been before high school.

It is obviously Xu Zhimu's diary, but all the content in it is inseparable from the three words An Xiaomi.

The girl held the diary, and the memories of a long time ago also came to mind little by little along with the diary.

When she saw one of the journals.

"On January 18th, it snowed heavily.

There was a lot of snow today, and it was agreed to build a snowman together, but Xiaomi seemed to be a little uncomfortable today, and only rubbed two snowballs and went home.

Forget it, I built two more snowmen, and used the snowball rubbed by millet as the heart of the snowman, and we built it together.

……”

Build a snowman.

It's a thing that two people stick to every year.

But this year, he wasn't by his side.

Heavy snow for the first time of the year.

An Xiaomi looked at the snowflakes flying outside the window, and she took out her mobile phone to send a message to Xu Zhimu.

"It's snowing, have you forgotten something?"

The reply I got was not what I wanted.

At this moment, he is building a snowman with that girl.

An Mi was silent for a long time, and she looked at the words in her diary.

It's a pity that he didn't build a snowman before, so I'll give it back to him now.

So the girl went downstairs, and under the light, stepping on the squeaky snowflakes on the ground, she slowly came to a clearing downstairs.

It is also a place where two people build a snowman together every year.

It was cold, the snow was frozen, and the snowflakes were constantly flying, bending the bare willow branches.

The cold wind burrowed into her nose and poured into her lungs, and she coughed a few times as she looked at the snowman that had been slowly built.

He took out a colored pen and wrote down the words of the two people.

wood, rice.

In the end, she took off her scarf and wrapped it around the two snowmen, just like that day, two people with a scarf, walking hand in hand.

An Mi watched quietly, and the cool breeze blew along her smooth jade neck, making her cough twice.

She got home and put the diary in her hand on the desk, where she also had a diary.

She turned one of the pages and put it together with Xu Zhimu's.

The girl's cheeks showed a slight smile, and the cold wind made her head a little groggy when she woke up...... He was already lying in the hospital.

……

These things, An Xiaomi didn't say, but it belongs to the tacit understanding between childhood sweethearts, even if you don't say anything, you can guess it.

"Stupid or not."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and pinched the girl's cheek.

An Xiaomi raised her eyes to look at him, and her eyes were red at the moment because of his gentle tone.

She looked at the scenery outside the ward where the snow was still falling, and then looked at Xu Zhimu: "There are some things, I really don't want to lose anymore...... What is more cruel than saying goodbye is watching the most important thing slip away from your eyes little by little, and you can't do anything about it......"

If it was just in school, An Xiaomi could still be willing to follow him silently all the time.

But here, where the two of them left memories for more than ten years, the place that originally belonged only to him and him, was squeezed away little by little.

She is a small millet these three names, maybe one day she will disappear without a trace, maybe just after a snowy night.

The snowflakes are grand and flying, but after a night, no one will remember which snowflakes fell first, mixed together, and finally melted and disappeared without a trace.

Xu Zhimu grabbed her little hands, which were cold and trembling.

"I'm not leaving, and you're not going to disappear suddenly, trust me."

The certainty in Xu Zhimu's voice is something that no one can deny.

An Xiaomi's eyes had some sparkling shine from the corners of her eyes, she looked at the snow outside, and then moved her little butt to make way for some position.

"Can you hug me......"

An Xiaomi's voice is soft, like a dandelion that will fly at the touch of a button.

Xu Zhimu sat on the edge of the hospital bed, gently hugged her shoulder, the girl's weak body leaned on his arms, and the two of them quietly looked at the snowflakes outside.

After a long time, An Xiaomi's small voice came out: "You and Sister Ning Qing...... Do you build a snowman? ”

"Heaped up."

"That's ......"

The girl's voice trembled again, but Xu Zhimu said again: "It's a pity that it's only half piled up, and I rushed back to take care of a certain puppy." ”

The girl in her arms was stunned for a moment, then raised her eyes to look at Xu Zhimu, and couldn't help but smile again: "That's it, isn't that a bit too much?" ”

"It's good to know."

Xu Zhimu blamed, but his tone was always gentle, and in his arms, the girl put the quilt on Xu Zhimu's body.

Xu Zhimu also grabbed her two small hands.

It's all cold, especially the hand that has been carrying water, it's as cold as an ice cube.

Xu Zhimu didn't dare to move, so he could only gently grab her fingers.

"Distressed?" An Xiaomi suddenly asked him with a smile.

"What do you feel sorry for? Look at your hands now, they are more ugly than a pig's trotters. ”

"Dulicitous ......"

An Xiaomi held her with her other hand, leaned on his body, and her body gradually warmed up.

After a while, the nurse pushed the door open and came in.

Looking at the two people snuggling on the bed, his eyes looked at Xu Zhimu, and he said, "Give the patient a needle." ”

"Okay, excuse me."

Xu Zhimu slowly came out of the bed, helped An Xiaomi re-fold the quilt, and then gently helped her take out the little hand that was being infused.

The nurse walked over and helped An Mi remove the needle.

"Hello, does she still need water?"

Xu Zhimu asked.

The nurse spoke: "There is no need for the time being, if the situation does not worsen tomorrow, you can be discharged from the hospital after two days of rest." ”

"Thank you, doctor."

Xu Zhimu nodded in thanks, then walked to the side of the bed, grabbed the girl's little hands that were cold like ice cubes due to long-term water infusion, put them in the palm of his hand, and put them back into the quilt to warm up.

This scene is like a sweet love drama in a Korean drama, the gentle and handsome male protagonist looks after the seriously ill heroine, and the nurse is fascinated for a moment, and finally leaves.

An Xiaomi took in everything, looked at Xu Zhimu beside the bed and spoke, and suddenly snorted twice: "That nurse sister just now has been watching you." ”

"I'm jealous when I just have a little energy, right?"

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and pinched her pretty face with one hand.

An Xiaomi squinted at her: "It was originally so." ”

Xu Zhimu smiled: "That's good, otherwise I'll sell my hue later, so that the nurse sister will take care of you?" ”

"You dare! Ahem......"

An Xiaomi was like a puppy protecting food, biting a mouthful of white teeth, but coughing again with one mouth.

"Then be honest."

Xu Zhimu was not angry enough to help her prepare to lie down and rest.

But An Xiaomi suddenly grabbed his hand, and her pretty face turned a little red.

"What's wrong? What's uncomfortable again? ”

"I, I want to ......"

The more An Xiaomi said, the redder her face became, and Xu Zhimu quickly looked at her little hand, and there was no wound or anything like that.

He reached out and touched the door of her head, and the temperature was not too high.

"What do you think? Say it, I'll get it for you. ”

Xu Zhimu asked her softly, this little sick number, follow her any request today.

"I, I want to...... Toilet ......"

An Xiao hesitated and finally spoke.

“……”

Xu Zhimu was a little unable to answer for a while: "I'll call a nurse for you." ”

"No, don't, I want to go ...... right now"

Facing the girl's gaze, Xu Zhimu's eyes also widened.

You're not going to ......

I originally planned three chapters today.,But there's something to update later in the evening.,Try to update it.。

Thanks for the support.

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