The moon is dark and the wind is high.

Xu Zhimu came to the windowsill and pondered.

This kind of old family courtyard is two opposite households, and the room where Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi are located is separated by a wall in the middle.

This will go to An Xiaomi's house, and it will definitely not work to knock on the door directly, otherwise in front of An's father and Xiaomi's mother, he won't be able to say anything.

Moreover, An Xiaomi finally patted her head lightly three times......

Xu Zhimu naturally understood that Sun Wukong was knocked on the head three times by Bodhi Ancestor.

The night shift came to meet each other.

Xu Zhimu pondered on the windowsill for a while, but there was a guardrail on the air conditioner outside the room, and he could climb over it if he grabbed it.

Just do it.

Xu Zhimu pushed open the window, grabbed the railing next to him, and slowly put his feet on the outside unit of the air conditioner.

Moving over a little bit, he glanced at An Xiaomi's room, and there was only a little faint lamp light.

However, An Xiaomi sometimes likes to turn on a small light when she sleeps, saying that it is more secure to sleep like this.

Not far away, Xu Zhimu grabbed the railing on An Xiaomi's balcony, and grabbed his body with force, but his arm was whipped by the belt, and it hurt a little bit when he exerted his strength, and slowly put his other foot on the air conditioner outside her room.

Finally stood firm, the curtain was drawn, and Xu Zhimu looked through the gap in the curtain first.

There was no one else in the room, and An Xiao'an leaned quietly on the head of the bed on the bed, holding a mobile phone in her hand, occasionally picking it up and looking at it, as if waiting for someone's news.

The lamp at the head of the bed emitted a dim soft light, illuminating the girl's pink cheeks soft and glutinous, like a small rice cake.

Xu Zhimu looked at her appearance, stretched out his hand with a smile, and gently pushed the window, and there was a sudden movement.

An Xiaomi's ears moved, and when she turned her head, she saw a figure outside the curtain, which was hanging outside the window at the moment, and she wanted to open the window and come in!

An Xiaomi was startled, and instantly took out a small pink stick from her bedside table in her hand.

The next second, I wanted to open my mouth and call someone.

"Xiaomi, it's me, it's me."

Xu Zhimu also hurriedly spoke softly, in case this would be discovered by Father An, it was estimated that he would be caught and sent back to seven wolves in the next moment.

An Xiaomi was only slightly surprised for a second, and then immediately put down the things in her hand, and trotted over with her bare white little feet on the ground.

"You, how dangerous are you to climb the window?"

"Do you think I can open the door if I go through the main gate?"

The window was pushed open by Xu Zhimu, he grabbed the edge of the window and climbed up directly, but when he turned over, his arm touched the railing next to him and was scraped.

"Hiss......"

Xu Zhimu subconsciously hissed, the scraped place happened to be the place where the belt was pumped today, and it was hot.

"Are you alright..."

An Xiaomi noticed that on her arm, a red place, even a little purple in the middle, was scratched, and it seemed that the skin was slightly broken.

The distressed past asked.

"It's okay, the minor injury will be fine in two days."

Xu Zhimu finally stood on the floor of the room, and his heart was much more stable.

An Xiaomi saw that he was fine, and the worry on his face slowly faded, and he turned to a little gloomy: "What are you doing here, you still secretly climbed over the wall and entered the house in the middle of the night, like a flower thief......"

"Didn't you ask me to come?"

Xu Zhimu spread his hands with a smile, and then pointed to his head: "Some people imply that I came to the third watch in the middle of the night, I should not be mistaken." ”

An Xiaomi looked at him and wrinkled his little nose slightly, and then sighed a little angrily: "I asked you to send me a message, who made you climb the wall in the middle of the night, in case you fall and become a vegetative person, I can't afford to pay for it." ”

"Don't have to pay, take good care of me every day, just send water and food."

Xu Zhimu smiled and pinched her pretty face.

"I don't take care of you, I still beat you every day!"

An Mi snorted, then turned around and sat down on the bed.

also patted his bed board and motioned for Xu Zhimu to sit down.

Of course, Xu Zhimu was respectful and obedient, and walked over to sit on the girl's soft and fragrant boudoir.

A boy's bed, no matter how thick it is, will always feel a little hard after sleeping for a while.

Adolescent boys always have a childish spirit in their bed.

And most of the girls' beds are soft all the time, and the fragrance seems to be pickled.

"Why did Uncle beat you so hard...... Does it still hurt? ”

An Mi looked at the marks on his arm and cautiously reached out and touched it.

"If you don't fight harder, can Uncle An relieve his anger? If you don't get beaten by this, maybe the next time we can sit with the friendly person I don't know how long, and if we are beaten, we will reconcile with you as soon as possible, this deal is worth it. ”

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi with a smile.

An Xiaomi also bit her lip slightly, and looked at him with a faint gaze: "A scumbag with a greasy mouth... Don't move yet, I'll get you a hot towel. ”

With that, An Xiaomi got up first and went to the bathroom lightly to get a hot towel.

Xu Zhimu looked at the bed, there was still a small black stick, and remembered that when he came in through the window just now, An Xiaomi mistakenly thought it was a bad guy and took it out to defend himself.

Xu Zhimu looked at it, a small pink stick, and a cute rabbit sticker, this style always feels a little familiar......

Xu Zhimu pressed the button above, and then he heard the sound of "buzzing", and there was a sizzling electric sound on the mouth in front of him.

"This ......"

"Yaya sent it to me, specifically to prevent some big perverts!"

An Xiaomi came back with a hot towel, watched Xu Zhimu play with the electric shock stick, and said teasingly.

Xu Zhimu finally remembered that this white rabbit sticker was indeed Bai Yaya's girl.

An Xiaomi gave Xu Zhimu a hot towel to put a compress on his arm, and then took out safflower oil to help him rub it gently.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, this girl didn't seem to be sad, or any other emotion.

It's as if it never happened today.

It's just that Xu Zhimu came today to talk to her.

Stopped grinding bends, Xu Zhimu opened his mouth and said, "Xiaomi, today's matter... I always feel like I've lost all my work? ”

An Xiaomi gave him safflower oil, and a trace of weakness and apprehension flashed in his eyes.

"No, no... Wouldn't it be nice to do that, so that we can ...... like before."

"But I don't want to be the same as before, and it can't be the same, Xiaomi, isn't this what we've been looking forward to?"

"Zhimu, do you think that I escaped again?"

An Mi asked him softly.

Xu Zhimu met her clear eyes, and then sighed: "I suffered in vain today's beating." ”

An Xiaomi looked at his little aggrieved appearance, slowly lowered his head, and gently kissed Xu Zhimu's injured arm.

The soft lips, like the petals of a flower that have just bloomed, can soothe all the pain in an instant.

"Don't be angry, okay?"

An Xiao looked at him coquettishly, her big eyes blinking pitifully.

"Silly you, you are still close to the safflower oil you just smeared."

Xu Zhimu looked at her like this, and he really didn't know how to be angry with her.

"As long as it's yours, I'm not dirty."

An Mi spat out her pink little tongue at him.

That's it...... Xu Zhimu couldn't help but want to interject.

"Okay, be serious."

"You take off your clothes first."

An Xiaomi suddenly wanted to lift his clothes.

“？？？” Is it so anxious to take action?

"What are you doing, I'm very serious today!"

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth with righteous words, and untied his belt by the way.

As a result, An Xiaomi hammered him on the chest, her face was red, and she bit her teeth: "You're going to die, I asked you to take off your shirt, aren't you also beaten on your back?" ”

"Ahem, isn't it easy for me to take off my shirt like this......"

Xu Zhimu coughed dryly and took off his shirt directly, revealing the red and swollen traces of his back being pumped by the belt.

Because the back is the focus point, the traces on the back are the most serious.

"Uncle is too ...... Fortunately, there is no bleeding, otherwise it will be troublesome, you bear with it, I'll help you rub it again......"

An Xiaomi's distressed voice trembled a little, and slowly rubbed the safflower oil hot, and then gently rubbed it on Xu Zhimu's back.

"Zhimu, tonight, I heard everything you said...... You're so numb~"

An Mi said softly, with an unbearable smile in her voice.

"It's a little greasy, but the fat is also meat, and I like it very much."

An Xiaomi smiled, Xu Zhimu looked at her expression, knowing that this girl was deliberately trying to relieve her embarrassment.

"Okay, I'm not angry, but you're going to give me a good explanation."

An Xiaomi slowly rubbed his back, and after a while before he spoke: "Zhimu, today's matter, even if I didn't say those words, but uncles and aunts, can they really accept us?" ”

Xu Zhimu also thought about it, and it was definitely impossible to accept it within a while.

"However, at least they need to know about us, and time will slowly get used to everything, just like we have gone from strangers at the beginning to now."

"If that's the case, we've achieved our goal."

An Xiaomi took his words, looking at Xu Zhimu's stunned expression, An Xiaomi continued: "Anyway, now my parents, uncles and aunts already know about us...... Well, if I don't say that today, how long do you think we'll have to wait for the next chance for us to talk together?

It's what you said, time will get used to everything, but the premise is that we still have to live together, and I have this to make us return to our previous lives faster......"

"Excuses."

Xu Zhimu interrupted her directly, and the girl's soft little hand paused.

"An Xiaomi, we are childhood sweethearts, we have lived together for twenty years, what do you have in your body that I don't know?"

Xu Zhimu raised his eyes and looked at him.

“… Why does it sound a little perverted? ”

"Don't spoil the atmosphere! Let's be honest. ”

"Oh......"

An Xiaomi knew that she couldn't hide today, lowered her head, pursed her lips slightly, and then said: "Zhimu, in fact, I know your feelings, and I also know that you have been preparing for today for a long time, and you have made a lot of determination, and I am also very happy that you can be so brave to say that you like me in front of your uncle and aunt, but ......"

"But what, do you want to sneak away alone?"

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth and said, thinking of An Xiaomi's farewell in the previous life, like a nail.

"Xiaomi, I know you don't want me to be sad for you, but there are some things that are the biggest harm to the other party without saying goodbye."

An Xiaomi's eyes lowered slightly, she looked at Xu Zhimu and touched the scar on his back.

"Chiki, I didn't mean to hide anything from you, if I could, of course I want to be with you forever.

However, my own body, I don't know if there is any hope for the future. ”

An Xiaomi's eyes were a little sad, and there was also some open-mindedness after helplessness, she looked at Xu Zhimu and touched his cheek.

"Actually, even if there is no Sister Ning Qing, the two of us may not have such a bright future.

So with the appearance of Sister Ning Qing, I can put my mind at ease, at least, even if you don't have me in your world, you can be very happy. ”

An Xiaomi's words seemed to be really relieved, but there was still some helplessness in her tone.

In the past, An Xiaomi would not have said these words, but now, she can finally say them unabashedly.

"Xiaomi, I said that I would invite the best doctor in the world to provide you with the best hospital, and I will definitely cure you!"

An Xiaomi looked at him with a serious and even somewhat serious expression, but couldn't help but smile.

The corners of her eyes were slightly moist, but her smile was unusually warm, and she said sweetly: "I believe in you, but I also know my disease, even if it is the best doctor hospital in the world, it is impossible to guarantee a 100% success rate." ”

"The odds are already great, believe in yourself ......"

"But I really don't want to gamble, Zhimu, I know you want to compensate me and give me an explanation, but in fact, you don't owe me, on the contrary... All this is the result of my own willfulness. ”

An Xiaomi still smiled, she poked Xu Zhimu's cheek: "Moreover, I said from the beginning, I don't need you to give me anything, I like you, and you like me too...... I used to worry that if I was gone, you wouldn't be able to accept it.

But now, you have Sister Ning Qing, even if I'm gone, you can live a good life, I let go of my burden, but I'm getting more and more greedy... It's like in the beginning, I just wanted to stay by your side silently......"

People are always getting more and more greedy, just like many people just want to know each other's names at the beginning.

Moreover, people are not immortals after all, and An Xiaomi is only an eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl after all.

It is impossible to ask her to be as comprehensive as a saint, youth, who would not do a stupid thing or two.

An Xiaomi gently attached to Xu Zhimu's ear, and the fragrant breath of the tone flowed between the two of them.

"Zhimu, you said that if, when you start to change in your third year of high school, I choose to leave you silently, will there be no such things, and you don't have to be so entangled, or am I too greedy......"

Xu Zhimu turned his head, met An Xiaomi's watery eyes, and stretched out his hand to pinch her cheek.

"Wouldn't these things have happened if you left?"

Xu Zhimu pinched her a little harder: "Who in this world can say that you are not greedy, since I met you in this life, then you don't want to escape, run away after flirting, don't you think you are a scumbag?" ”

was pinched in the face and scolded as a scumbag, An Xiaomi's cheeks were red, a little unconvinced and a little weak.

"Chiki, if I can be as healthy as a normal girl, then I will definitely strive for our happiness, after all... I'm the girl you've loved the most in your life, and I've taken over your entire youth! ”

An Xiaomi said with a little pride that the thing she was most proud of was that she had been with Xu Zhimu's childhood sweetheart for nearly 20 years.

Xu Zhimu's entire youth was contracted by her alone, which is an advantage that even Sister Ning Qing does not have.

"Zhimu, if I say those words with you today that I want to be together, it will be a disservice to both the family and Sister Ning Qing.

If I'm healthy, I'll have enough time to compensate them slowly.

But my body is like a time bomb, maybe one day...... I don't want to hurt them, but I don't even have a chance to atone for my sins......"

An Xiaomi finally voiced all the concerns in her heart.

It is inevitable that people will do wrong things, but if there is no chance to atone for their sins, then all that is left is harm to others.

This is unfair to the family, unfair to Ning Qing, and even more unfair to Xu Zhimu.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, this young girl who has always been optimistic and cheerful, but she was always preparing for the worst in her heart......

"Zhimu, do you remember what I said to Uncle Xu today?"

An Xiaomi suddenly talked about this again.

Of course, Xu Zhimu remembered and nodded.

An Xiaomi looked at him and hugged him gently: "If God can bless the success of the operation, it means that God agrees that we will be together, and at that time, you won't be able to shake me off even if you want to!" ”

Xu Zhimu looked at her, as if he had seen a day in his third year of high school.

An Xiaomi raised her white neck, like a proud swan, and said the sentence "You want me to be your girlfriend?" Okay, as long as you can be admitted to Binhai University, I will promise you......"

This scene is so similar.

Only this time, it was An Xiaomi's last gamble with her life.

Xu Zhimu looked at her stunned, and finally showed a little smile: "In this life, I have painted flatbread for others, and you are the only one who paints flatbread for me again and again." ”

"So...... I'm still special on your side, right? ”

An Xiaomi was even a little proud, but the tears that accumulated slightly in the corners of her eyes still revealed the emotions in her heart.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and finally spoke softly.

"You always have."

A few words, falling on An Xiaomi's heart, are also like planting seeds that can be reborn from the fire.

Her smile is like a gardenia blooming in spring.

Born like summer flowers, dazzling.

came, I originally wanted to have a big chapter, but I really didn't resist it.

This plot can finally come to an end.

Regarding An Xiaomi's question, I have read all the questions raised by everyone, and some answers have been made in this chapter, and there are things that I feel awkward, which may be that I did not express it clearly.

No one is perfect, it can be regarded as a kind of growth process, if a person knows that he will leave soon after all, he may also do something radical, which is generally a good direction.

This kind of long-form inner drama is estimated to be less in the future.

In short, the ending is good, and the ending is not too far away.

Thank you all for your support.