Chapter 589: The One Who Changed Was Never She, But Himself...... (Ask for a subscription!) )
Snowflakes are falling from the sky.
It's not much, but it also heralds the arrival of a new year.
In the blink of an eye, it has been two and a half years since I came to this place.
A coastal university student who has studied for two and a half years.
career, love, and those regrets from previous lives.
Three years have passed in a hurry, as if it were the next day.
Xu Zhimu always felt that he seemed to have just returned from rebirth, and it seemed that he could still imagine that he had opened his eyes for the first time.
The classroom of the third year of high school, the classroom is complicated.
Zhang Qiang patted himself on the shoulder and asked if he had a brain problem, An Xiaomi looked proud and asked him to hurry up and hand in his English homework......
Another three years.
Xu Zhimu actually realized what a certain richest man surnamed Ma said in his previous life.
I have no interest in money, and if I can, I am willing to exchange all my money for myself to regain my youth.
In the past, Xu Zhimu also felt that this person was pretending to be forced, but now he really understands a little.
The wind of youth can be worth 10,000 taels of gold.
But what...... That old man also enjoyed the life of a rich man.
At present, Xu Zhimu is finally able to experience the life of a local tyrant, so let's enjoy life first.
After all, although it is very good to feel youth on a bicycle, it tastes even better to drive a Maybach with one hand and touch the co-pilot's big white legs~
Back at the university, there is still some time before the holidays.
The Chinese New Year is approaching, and the whole company is working overtime to prepare for the New Year holiday in advance.
At the entrance of the company.
Seven or eight people were building snowmen in front of the company, and of course, this bit of snow could only be rubbed up to make a pocket little doll.
In addition to Qingqing, Xiaomi, Yaya, Wang Ningning and Xiao Jiao are also there.
"My stupid Oudoudou, eat my spiral pill!"
"Eat my shuriken!"
Of course, Zhang Rui, Chen Wei and Li Ben were also there, rubbing snowballs and having a snowball fight like a primary school student.
"Zhang Rui! You've snowballed me! ”
Xiao Jiao turned around, and her chest was smashed by a snowball.
"As the saying goes, the snow wheat sprouts cover three quilts, and sleep with steamed buns in the coming year, I hope you can also thrive into ......"
Zhang Rui's words were not finished, and Xiao Jiao directly grabbed the snowman in his hand and smashed it two inches below his navel.
Xiao Jiao sneered, picked up a stone from the ground on the side, and wrapped it in a snowball.
"The old lady will give you a sandwich!"
"Wrong, wrong!"
Zhang Rui covered the sore spot and ran away, and the people around him laughed and laughed.
The company is quite harmonious.
"Boss Xu is back."
Xu Zhimu drove back in the car, looked at this group of friends, and couldn't help but smile.
"It's the New Year soon, I rented a villa by the sea, barbecue hot pot, hot spring cinema KTV, everything, please go to the villa party, and there are small gifts for you!"
"Holy! It's still Mu Ge atmosphere! ”
"Wowhaha, Boss Xu is too proud!"
"Brother Mu, I'm going to give you a monkey!"
Zhang Rui ran over again and hugged Xu Zhimu's neck.
"If you get your mind, you won't be troubled by having a child."
Xu Zhimu pushed the goods away, and the people around him burst into laughter.
Xiao Jiao flew over and dragged Zhang Rui away.
Wang Ningning was grinning, and pushed Liu Ningqing over: "Na, this is the person who can give Boss Xu a monkey, and strive to make one out before graduation, and I can be an aunt!" ”
Liu Ningqing's face was flushed, and Xu Zhimu walked over and took the soft little hand of the junior sister.
"We're working on it, you just need to get your money ready."
Xu Zhimu smiled and nodded Liu Ningqing's little nose.
"Hahaha, rest assured, Qingqing's figure is absolutely fine, I will definitely give a big red envelope!"
Wang Ningning grinned.
Liu Ningqing's cheeks were red, and she also subconsciously looked at her little belly......
What kind of body is good to give birth and raise, she has heard others say such things since she was a child.
On the side, An Xiaomi looked at the little snowman in her hand, and subconsciously touched her little belly.
If you give birth to a baby, you don't know if you still have that chance.
Bai Yaya also listened to what she said just now, she has a good figure and is good at giving birth...
Her own ass is not as stiff as Sister Ning Qing, but her own ...... Hum.
Well? Phew! Who's going to give this guy a baby!
I had a small meeting and arranged the things for the next few days.
"Qingqing, the customized wedding dress and diamond ring have arrived, let's go get it back."
After arranging things, Xu Zhimu came to the studio.
looked at the elementary school sister who was serious about drawing, and gently hugged her soft body from behind.
The last time I went to choose a wedding dress, I just tried the style and size of the wedding dress.
The significance of wedding dresses for girls is no less than diamond rings.
If you want to wear it, you naturally have to wear a new custom-made one.
And the complexity of a wedding dress is much more elaborate than a suit.
After choosing the style and size, let some Italian master customize it, after all, this thing came from the West, and I have to say, you get what you pay for.
After all, a girl has such a wedding dress in her life.
If you want to do it, you have to do your best.
In addition, the diamond ring is also, Xu Zhimu also specially customized one, originally Xu Zhimu wanted to buy a 52.1-carat large diamond ring directly.
Now the price of diamond rings has not been speculated to sky-high prices, and one carat is more than 10,000 yuan.
A diamond ring once in a lifetime should naturally be the best.
But when Liu Ningqing heard the price, her little face suddenly turned white with fright, she didn't want to let Xu Zhimu buy it, in her heart, as long as she could marry him, she could not want anything, as long as he could marry herself, it would be enough.
In the end, Xu Zhimu just fooled the junior sister to leave first, and then went to order it secretly and silently.
"Now?"
Although Liu Ningqing can do nothing, as a girl, when it comes to wedding dresses and diamond rings, she can't help but be a little happy in her heart.
"yes, it's all booked, tonight...... You can actually put it on and marry my wedding dress. ”
Xu Zhimu hugged her, gently pinched her soft body, and laughed evilly.
Liu Ningqing's face was ruddy, and he whispered a bad word to him, but also put down his paintbrush and prepared to change his clothes.
"I've been painting this painting for a long time, are you going to participate in any art exhibition?"
Xu Zhimu looked at the new oil painting on the drawing board.
It is also a rural theme, and it depicts a dilapidated and low mud house with a sheepfold and chicken coop next to it......
Xu Zhimu could see that this was the former home of the junior sister.
It is dilapidated, it even leaks when it is windy and rainy, and the whole family does not even have a decent electrical appliance, and the most valuable thing may be the sheep, as well as the chickens and ducks.
In the world of the 21st century, there are still such poor families, which is an indescribable contrast with the bright lights and high-rise buildings of this city.
"Mr. Man said that there will be an annual art exhibition in Kyoto in a few days, and she wanted to take me to the ...... before."
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Liu Ningqing spoke.
"That's a good thing, why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Liu Ningqing raised her eyes and looked at him gently: "At that time, you... And not by my side. ”
Xu Zhimu was stunned for a while, and a month ago, he was still going to the beautiful country with Ye Luojia to solve the problem of An Xiaomi and going public.
"Then you, did you promise to go?"
Xu Zhimu felt guilty in his heart and asked softly.
"Not ...... yet," Liu Ningqing shook her head.
"Why? This is a great opportunity for you to meet a lot of celebrities, maybe you can really become famous in a painting, haven't you been looking forward to this day? ”
Xu Zhimu looked at the paintings hanging in the studio, the junior sister almost didn't go shopping, and she rarely chased any soap operas.
Almost most of the time I spent in the studio, enduring the unbearable loneliness of ordinary people, and the pungent smell of gouache and ink.
The slender jade hands are all holding the paintbrush all the year round, and there are some fine calluses at the joints.
Painting is her only hobby.
Liu Ningqing also looked at the paintings on the wall, but there was always some indescribable complexity in her heart.
Painting is her hobby and the only thing she feels she is good at.
At first, she just wanted to subsidize some households, but later she wondered if she could really help Xu Zhimu one day.
But now, Xu Zhimu's company is about to go public, even though he has become a famous painter, he is ...... financially Maybe I won't be able to help him in this life.
For a moment, she was confused about her future.
In the first twenty years of her life, she spent the first 20 years for her home, for her sick grandparents, and for her younger brother.
She gave up almost everything in her life, no socializing, no friends, and at the age when girls love beauty the most, she was reluctant to buy even a new dress.
Since meeting Xu Zhimu, her life has changed drastically, and everything has been fine.
But her heart was empty.
All of this was brought by Xu Zhimu, and the better he was to himself, the more he had a feeling of nowhere to be at peace in his heart.
When two people are together, it is best to always complement each other.
But he has never been able to keep up with him, especially in this year, the company has happened so much, he is facing these crises, but it is always not himself who can really help him.
She had worked very hard, painting late into the night every day, her fingers had worn out the skin several times, sometimes she sat for too long, and when she stood up, she almost fell to the ground in a whirl......
But even so, she still couldn't catch up with him.
I always feel that I seem to be missing some shadows in his world.
tried his best, but found that the efforts he made were not even worth shouting hard work.
Powerlessness, the cruelest word in the world.
She didn't have much interest in becoming a famous painter, she just felt that if she became famous, she might be able to make more money and help him when he needed it.
What she wants more than her future is to be his bride.
Liu Ningqing raised her eyebrows, and there seemed to be luster in her eyes.
"Because, I'm going to wait... I'm going to get a wedding dress with you......"
Xu Zhimu looked at the emotions in her eyes, and gently pulled up her little hands in the past, these slender white jade hands, the knuckles of the right hand, and the tiger's mouth of the left hand, there are some cocoons, and some new tender skin that grows after the skin is worn out.
If Liu Ningqing didn't have this beautiful appearance, he wouldn't have such a proud figure.
Perhaps, she is like the vast majority of people in this world.
Kind and gentle, hard-working, he doesn't even dare to show some of his emotions.
has no outstanding character, no talent to get his hands on, and is drowned in a mediocre life, without a trace of waves.
Even if it is a classmate who has been a classmate for many years, when it comes to the graduation party, he will always say, "Oh, who is that, I didn't remember that there was this person, I don't have any impression." ”
It's mediocre, like you and me.
People always like those special and wonderful things.
But looking back, it's always easy to ignore the ordinary days around you.
People are moved to tears by the occasional rose.
But it's rare to be grateful for a warm dinner at home.
Actually, looking back.
If people have no flowers, although they have less fun, if they can't eat, it will be fatal.
For Xu Zhimu, Liu Ningqing is the "dinner" that has been feeding him to live.
It's like white rice on the table, eating a little bit, but without her, no matter how delicious the side dishes are, they always lack some taste.
Perhaps life rushes away the passion at the beginning, and no one escapes the cycle of lack of freshness.
And what I want to do is to fall in love with you again and again in a peaceful and boring life.
The two looked at each other silently, speechless, but a thousand words were worth a thousand words.
"You accompany me to get the wedding dress, and I will accompany you to the art exhibition, okay?"
"It's us..."
"Yes, we do."
……
Out of the house, didn't drive today.
The two of them held hands and slowly walked on this road that had been walked unconsciously for more than two years, and every grass and tree was extremely familiar.
No one expected that so many things would happen in a short period of time.
Both of them looked in one direction in unison.
There is, downstairs in the women's dormitory.
The place where the love between two people begins.
Every night, there are quite a few guys downstairs waiting for their girlfriends to come down.
Once, Xu Zhimu was also one of the generals.
Licking a dog is like a leek, after cutting a stubble, there is still a stubble, and it is not endless.
"Remember? The first time I asked you to go downstairs, I still found an excuse to buy you a mobile phone, so I asked you out. ”
Xu Zhimu smiled, remembering that at that time, he was really an innocent and innocent big boy.
Liu Ningqing looked at the floor below, and naturally recalled in her mind the scene when the two of them went out together for the first time.
At that time, I remembered what my grandmother said, you must not go out with boys in college, and boys in the city can deceive people.
But at that time, Xu Zhimu was really very good to her, from the first acquaintance in his hometown, and later he came to Binhai, and it was also the car he drove to pick up the students just to pick him up to school, he didn't just say that he wanted to buy a second-hand mobile phone, he immediately said that he knew someone......
One by one, it seems that he has dug a pit from the beginning, and then he has jumped into it unconsciously.
Sure enough, grandma is not wrong, the boys in the city are really good at deceiving people!
"Hmph...... I don't remember. ”
Liu Ningqing said this deliberately, but the nostalgia in her eyes still couldn't be hidden, after all, at that time...... He really has only one person in his heart.
"Don't remember?"
Xu Zhimu smiled, stretched out his hand, and took out the second-hand mobile phone directly from the pocket of the junior sister, and shook it in front of her eyes.
"Then where did this phone come from? I remember, but I bought it for my future wife, and since you don't remember, then I confiscated it. ”
"No, don't..."
Liu Ningqing suddenly blushed and wanted to snatch it back.
Xu Zhimu smiled and raised his mobile phone, looking at the nervous appearance of the junior sister.
It seems that in her eyes, this mobile phone, which can't be sold now, is her most important treasure.
"Alright, alright, here you go."
The two of them were arguing, Xu Zhimu just wanted to return the phone to her, but suddenly stepped on a half-brick under his feet, and his hand suddenly slipped.
The phone snapped and fell to the ground.
Both of them were stunned.
Liu Ningqing's eyes suddenly turned red, she squatted down a little dejectedly, regardless of whether the snow-white skirt on her body would be stained by the snow, she trembled her hands and picked up the mobile phone that fell on the ground.
She looked at her phone screen, and thankfully there was a scratch on the screen due to the snow under the ground, but it was all right.
"I didn't mean to..."Xu Zhimu didn't expect her to have such a big reaction.
Liu Ningqing pursed her lips, and the tears of her tears were about to fall.
She turned on the screen of the mobile phone, this old and second-hand mobile phone, the screen has been a little old and yellow, and there will be a little lag when you swipe the page.
In the second-hand market, it is estimated that it can be replaced with a stainless steel basin at most.
Liu Ningqing can directly refuse a million-dollar diamond ring, but only a worn-out second-hand mobile phone has always been regarded as a treasure.
"Qingqing, didn't I buy you a new mobile phone, this can also be retired"
Xu Zhimu gently patted her back.
Liu Ningqing looked at the phone and was fine, so she was completely relieved, just listening to Xu Zhimu's words.
She silently turned her tearful eyes, looked into the distance, downstairs in the female bedroom, and looked at Xu Zhimu's cheek.
She sniffled slightly, with a hint of crying nasal voice: "But this is... Your first gift to me. ”
Looking at her gentle eyes with tears in their eyes.
Xu Zhimu's chest felt like he had been hit hard.
He looked at the worn-out second-hand mobile phone in Liu Ningqing's hand.
Memories of the past come to mind.
He suddenly felt that the junior sister was the one who would forever, clumsily and persistently stick to the person she loved in her heart.
Someone who has really changed.
It was never her, but herself......