Ye Luojia and Liu Ningqing.

It can be said that it is the extreme of two personalities, but in the bones it is actually like the same kind of person.

Ye Luojia has an arrogant and cold personality, and the people around him are extremely difficult to get close to, and even almost cut off contact with relatives.

But the heart is the opposite, soft and delicate.

After returning from rebirth, too many things are because of Ye Luojia, Xu Zhimu's development can be so fast.

Without her, Xiaomi's surgery fees, the living conditions of the primary sister's family, including everything Xu Zhimu has now, would not have been possible in just one or two years.

In order to help herself, Ye Luojia did not hesitate to endure stomach problems, brave the wind and cold, let go of her arrogant posture, and even some things...... She chose to hide it from Xu Zhimu, and silently undertook and paid alone.

In this life, she has paid the most for herself, but Xu Zhimu has the least time with her.

Since the last incident, there has been a mixed emotion between the two people every time they meet.

Xu Zhimu said that she was a rich woman who was deceived back by herself with a bowl of noodles.

It is rare for a daughter to smile, and a bowl of noodle soup is happy.

Behind all this there are only four words, willingly.

But this willingness also made Xu Zhimu feel guilty all the time.

And Liu Ningqing.

She has always been a soft and weak person with a gentle personality, and even if she did something like that, she was reluctant to scold Xu Zhimu.

Even though she was already wronged and sad to the extreme, she still quietly helped Xu Zhimu's company clean up in the middle of the night.

Yes, compared with Ye Luojia, Liu Ningqing can help Xu Zhimu too little, and there is even a feeling of "dragging oil bottles" everywhere.

What she can do is to do her best to help Xu Zhimu take care of every little thing in her work and life.

Company documents and hygiene, always cleaned spotlessly just in order.

No matter how late Xu Zhimu came home, she would always sit obediently on the sofa in the living room and wait for her to come back.

There is always a pot of hot tea at home that is just right, and a sweet and delicious meal.

But under her gentle character, what is hidden is no less stubbornness and tenacity than anyone else.

Her mother died, her father was sad and alone, and there were old and frail people at home, and her younger brother, who supported the burden of the family with her thin shoulders alone.

Just surviving unharmed had exhausted all her strength.

She couldn't give Xu Zhimu more, because she had nothing in the first place.

The only shining points she had left that could shine were all burning for Xu Zhimu alone......

Their personalities and fates seem to be remarkably similar.

It's also since the death of my mother, and my life has changed dramatically.

It's just that the lives of two people happen to be two extremes.

A wealthy lady from a big Kyoto family with a golden soup spoon in her mouth.

One is an inferiority girl who struggles to survive in a poor mountainous area.

Just like the two wings of a butterfly, perhaps the meeting of two people is also destined, and every flutter of the wings will make the lives of two people overlap again and again......

When Xu Zhimu said this sentence frankly.

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly, she remembered everything that happened today, and there was a tsunami in her mind that kept beating her mind......

"Chiki ......"

Liu Ningqing snuggled in his arms, but she always felt a feeling of being abandoned.

There is still a surging softness in her eyes, but there is also firmness and seriousness hidden under this softness.

She turned around, looked at Xu Zhimu's eyes, and her pink lips opened lightly: "We're about to get engaged, what the hell are you... What do you think? ”

What did Xu Zhimu think, he looked at Liu Ningqing's eyes, these two-way gentle eyes, but at this moment, it seemed that he wanted to see through all of Xu Zhimu's thoughts.

"Qingqing, I said that I wouldn't lie to you, but I also made a promise to her, and I can't break the contract."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and wanted to gently hold her palm, but was avoided by Liu Ningqing.

She slowly straightened up, and the thousand words and thoughts all turned into the last cry and laughter at the last moment.

Tears glistened in her eyes, and she reached out a hand and rested it gently on her chest.

"What about me?"

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by Liu Ningqing gently shaking his head.

"Zhimu, sometimes, I really don't know why you like me, and whether you really like me... You told you, you said, what kind of regenerate are you...... You also said that you liked me in your last life. ”

Liu Ningqing said, but the corners of her mouth kept carrying that complicated smile.

"But for me, whether you are a reborn person or not, whether you have a previous life, what does it have to do with me!"

This was the first time Liu Ningqing had spoken, with a little anger in her voice.

Xu Zhimu's heart trembled, and he saw Liu Ningqing bending down, and the foreheads of the two people were pressed together.

"I don't care what happened in my last life, and it doesn't matter to me, I just know that in my life, the first one I like, the last one I like, and the only person I like is you!"

"Zhimu, do you know, before I met you, when the family was in the most difficult time, my grandfather went up the mountain and had a finger cut off by a sickle and had to be hospitalized, my younger brother had to pay tuition, and I had to buy study materials myself, and the money sent back by my father was not enough at all......

In order to save money I went to work part-time, I ate half a steamed bun for two whole days, and it rained on the way home, and the cold and hunger made me lost in the lake and lay in the room, it was my grandmother who found out and cried and put the last piece of hard steamed bread left in the house in her mouth and chewed it, and fed it to me in one mouth, the steamed bun that was chewed was very difficult to eat, but it allowed me to survive. ”

Xu Zhimu listened, his heart seemed to be blocked by a huge stone, looking at the girl in front of him, who has always been gentle and always full of hope, what she experienced when she was young, maybe put on ordinary people, it has already collapsed.

A tear slid down Liu Ningqing's cheek, but there was a smile on her face.

"That day, I really thought that maybe I would close my eyes and never be so tired again in my life, but... When I saw my grandmother crying and hugging me, I kept apologizing to me, when I saw Xiao Wu also crying and saying that he didn't want to go to school, and saw that my grandfather just fixed his fingers with bandages, and was reluctant to go to the hospital to take painkillers, so he could only smoke inferior dry tobacco to suppress some pain, all so that I wouldn't be so tired......"

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"At that moment, I knew that there has never been a person in this world who struggles alone, there is always someone who is willing to love you all the time quietly, I survived, although the family is still suffering, but I never have the idea of giving up, for me, the person I love is in front of my eyes......"

"I don't dare to bet, and I don't want to gamble, is it true that after I really close my eyes, can I have an afterlife, I only know that in my life, because of my grandparents, because of my parents, because of Xiao Wu, I work hard to live.

But since I met you, I want not only to live, but to live with you. ”

Liu Ningqing's face was already full of tears, ticking, and they also fell on Xu Zhimu's cheeks, the corners of his mouth... It's salty.

"My body lives for my family, but my soul burns for you alone."

Liu Ningqing slowly lowered her head, her soft lips were covered with crystal teardrops, and she kissed it gently.

The bitter and sweet touch is like Liu Ningqing's life, full of sadness, she has always brought fire to others.

She suddenly bit the tip of Xu Zhimu's tongue, but in the end she was not willing to exert herself, and finally just sobbed and lay in the crook of Xu Zhimu's arm.

Liu Ningqing, Liu Ningqing, you are really unproductive, he is like this, you are still reluctant to teach him a lesson.

It's really unproductive!

Xu Zhimu gently stroked her soft back, yes.

Whether she is a reborn or not, what does it have to do with her?

It was she who took the initiative to provoke, for the so-called salvation and possessiveness of the treasure in her heart.

Xu Zhimu broke into her life, and what she didn't refuse seized all the places in her heart.

And now, she wants to carve out a part of the position that originally belonged to her.

But the matter has come to this, Xu Zhimu let go at the moment, and he will only hurt more people.

"I'm just scared, the reason why you got engaged to me is out of guilt, or your so-called obsession in the previous life..."

Liu Ningqing raised her head, there was a trace of panic in her eyes, but she was also firm.

The moment Xu Zhimu closed his eyes, at this moment, all his thoughts seemed to come from a mountain of seas.

He opened his eyes and looked into Liu Ningqing's eyes.

"I don't deny that before me, it was indeed because of my obsession, you brought me the light in despair, so I greedily wanted to take you for myself, and later, after those things, I have always felt guilty about you, and I want to compensate you more......"

Xu Zhimu said, Liu Ningqing's gentle eyes lowered slightly, and his hands were spread out a little weakly.

"But, I really have been looking forward to marrying you for a long time, there has never been any love in this world for no reason, many people will use some small routines to be cautious, and even cheat and deceive ......"

Xu Zhimu said and smiled lightly: "I don't deny that I have played a lot of small abacus, but every time I make an abacus, it is to get closer to you."

The routine is true, the fact that I like you is also true, and the fact that I want to marry you is also the most serious decision I have ever made in my life. ”

Xu Zhimu looked at her.

Liu Ningqing listened quietly, tears running down her lips and dripping down Xu Zhimu's lips.

The bitter taste mingled into the hearts of the two people.

Liu Ningqing's lowered eyes regained some of their brilliance at the moment.

She looked at Xu Zhimu for a long time before revealing a slightly bitter smile.

"But how...... It's just the kind of people you guys. ”

People like you......

If Xu Zhimu is just a pure scumbag, if that Ye Luojia has a stronger attitude.

Maybe Liu Ningqing can really make another decision.

But on the contrary, this scumbag is so gentle, he has arranged almost all of her life perfectly.

There are so many girls around him who are better than her, and he has already got himself, so he doesn't have to continue to care about her feelings.

But on the contrary, he still chose himself.

And that she'...... Liu Ningqing hopes that she can stand up strongly, so she can argue with her.

But instead, she did these things again.

Liu Ningqing already knew that her first illustration job was deliberately arranged for her by someone she sent to her.

Behind Xu Zhimu's every step of success, there is also her shadow, and her father's fish stall was also arranged by her.

Even Xiao Wu's school, this house...... Maybe it's all because of her help.

It doesn't matter if she's just for reparation or atonement.

But she knew that without her, Xiao Wu might not be able to find such a good school, and her father would not be able to find a job she liked. Maybe it will cease to exist.

She didn't know what else she was going to think about it now.

Let her hate, she can't hate it.

"Bastard!"

Liu Ningqing was lying in Xu Zhimu's arms, she raised her fist and kept beating him, but she was still reluctant to use too much strength.

"I'm a jerk, I'm a jerk..."

Xu Zhimu gently hugged her and slowly stroked her soft back.

Bastard.

This sentence may not be a curse at all.

But it was Liu Ningqing who was willing to say his heaviest words.

She used her little fist, which had no strength, to beat Xu Zhimu's chest for a long time.

Hammered to the end, as if he had no strength, he was soft, and put down his little fist.

She lay quietly in Xu Zhimu's arms, unable to see her expression.

"Winter Winter ......"

Suddenly, another thumping in the chest sounded again.

Liu Ningqing finally raised his head slowly, and saw Xu Zhimu pounding his chest with his hand at the moment.

It seems that she is taking the place of her just now, and she is very forceful.

"You... What are you doing......"

Liu Ningqing still suppressed the emotions in her heart and defended him, which had become a subconscious in her heart.

"I'll continue to teach this scumbag a lesson for you, and let the girl you love the most be so sad that she should be beaten."

Xu Zhimu said, the fist continued to beat his chest, thumping, and the tone of his speech was a little unsteady.

"Who told you to fight!" Liu Ningqing grabbed his hand and opened his eyes slightly, feeling angry.

Obviously, she was so wronged, but she didn't give it up

Liu Ningqing was not willing to be angry with him, but Xu Zhimu only punished himself a few times.

She blamed him in distress.

In her heart, Xu Zhimu is even more important than herself.

The more this happened, the more Xu Zhimu felt that he had beaten himself lightly.

Liu Ningqing grabbed his hand, and the two looked at each other silently for a long time.

Liu Ningqing finally spoke slowly.

"Chiki, I just want to know, if one day... You have to make a choice, what choice will you make? ”

Liu Ningqing had already asked this question once before.

It's just that last time, Xu Zhimu's answer was not very good.

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently touched her cheek, his eyes flashing with remembrance.

"The last time you said to me, I am not a multiple-choice question for you, but an essay about me only.

Actually, you are not a multiple-choice question or an essay for me.

It is the seat number of the exam, the exam paper that belongs to my life, and it is because of you that I am qualified to sit down and answer the questions.

So, without you, my life would be a null and void answer.

You are not a choice, but the premise of everything, the reason why I am Xu Zhimu is because you are my Qingqing. ”

Xu Zhimu's voice was also a little trembling, but it also had a seriousness that could not be shaken.

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly, and she was conscripted for a long time.

"Bastard ......"