Do you want to hear my story?

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu and gently bent the corners of his mouth.

Xu Zhimu could probably guess what the story was.

Xu Zhimu was reluctant to tell An Xiaomi's story in front of others, in fact, he didn't want to reveal his sensitive scar.

However, for Cheng Fanmiao, perhaps what she wants to say is also to uncover her own scars.

"There are some things that maybe feel better not to say it."

Xu Zhimu spoke.

"If you don't say it, won't there be those things? If you don't say it, can those things not happen? ”

Cheng Fanmiao smiled, she looked at the dumplings in the pot that were gradually whitening and almost ripe.

She poked it slightly, as if talking to herself.

"I remember, after that man left me and my mother, my life was like falling into hell at that moment, I couldn't see the slightest light, I remember that year, I was just sixteen years old, in the eyes of others, I was still a very favored little princess, just like your little childhood sweetheart.........

Cheng Fanmiao pressed a dumpling into the boiling water with a fast child, her eyes could no longer see the slightest sadness and sadness, and even chuckled when she said the last sentence.

It's as if it's someone else's story.

"At that time, I was taking expensive art training classes, buying a new dress or two every week, and a casual afternoon tea was someone else's living expenses for a few days.

However, all of this changed dramatically after that day.

That man carried my mother behind his back, emptied all the company's shares, transferred all his property, and flew away with a sassy vixen.

And it also left a lot of liquidated damages that need to be compensated after the company's capital chain is broken.

My mom sold the house and everything she could sell, but she couldn't fill the gap, and the court seized all our belongings.

Overnight, we lost everything and had to spend the most difficult days under this flyover.

I also went from a little princess that many people envied to a down-and-out ugly duckling overnight.

Not to mention art classes, I can't even afford to pay tuition, I used to be able to wear the same clothes for a month, and I could only wear and wear them again and again, I could only rub and wash them in the cold water in the river, and I used to have hundreds of afternoon tea at a time, but at that time, I couldn't even get the money to buy a meat bun, and I didn't even have a home......"

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the fire, with a complicated smile on the corner of her mouth.

She looked at Xu Zhimu: "At that time, my mother's gray hair was a lot more, and in order to help my mother repay the money, I also put down my proud figure and went to work as a waiter and a dishwasher."

Do you know? When I went to work as a waiter, I met my classmates, and when they saw my expressions when I was a waiter, I remembered the surprise and strangeness in my heart for the rest of my life. ”

Cheng Fanmiao finally smiled bitterly: "Later, there were suddenly a lot of rumors about me in the school, and there were a few people who wanted to support me, and after I scolded them, there were even more rumors about me in the school."

Coupled with the tuition fees and various fees to be charged in the school, I couldn't breathe, and later, I didn't want to go to school anymore and secretly went out to work part-time.

It was the homeroom teacher who told my mother about my truancy.

When my mother, with her hair a little gray and tired, dragged me out of the shop where I worked.

I didn't want her to work so hard, but she insisted that I have to go to school, and said that I didn't have to worry about money.

But obviously, we didn't even have the money to rent the cheapest house.

My mom and I had a fight, and at that moment, our pent-up emotions exploded. ”

Cheng Fanmiao's eyes looked at the frozen lake, and there was a trace of tears in the corners of her eyes: "At that moment, I walked into the water, I really wanted to end this dark life, my mother jumped into the water, cried and pulled me ashore, she slapped me, and cried and apologized to me."

My mother, betrayed by the person she loved the most, fell into the streets, tired and had gray hair, she stubbornly did not shout tired.

But when she saw me walking into the water, she cried.

At night, I still had a cold, and there was no thick quilt, so my mother took off her coat and wrapped me in it, and she wore a thin single coat, and took the only money left to buy cold medicine, and as a result, she also caught a cold.

But cold medicine is only enough to buy one person.

My mom put the medicine in my mouth, but I wouldn't take it.

A small piece of medicine, we pushed back and forth, and finally my mother forced it into my mouth, and then I was finally relieved......"

Cheng Fanmiao wiped the corners of her eyes, revealing a silly smile.

"But my mother didn't expect it, so I took half of the cold medicine and secretly mixed it in the porridge and she drank it too.

And I also had an extremely difficult night, in the middle of the night, half asleep, half awake, I even felt that I could not breathe, and there were many hallucinations in front of my eyes.

I sometimes think about it and just walk away, but in my mind, my mother's crying cheeks always come to mind.

I know that maybe we can all care about life and death, but there are people who love you desperately.

It was also from that day that I made up my mind about myself.

No matter what life is like in the future, I have to live well, this world makes me sick, but there are still people I love the most in this world. ”

Grunt......

The dumplings are constantly churning in hot water and are already thoroughly cooked.

Cheng Fanmiao also picked up the dumplings on the fast seeds, steaming hot and fragrant.

In the cold winter, this small dumpling is extraordinarily attractive and warm.

"Actually, the previous Cheng Fanmiao is dead, and now I am just living for the people who love me.

Many people are like this, obviously they have no hope in their lives, but for the sake of the people they like, they will still choose to work hard and live stubbornly. ”

She picked up the dumplings, put them on her rosy lips and blew them gently, and then handed them directly to Xu Zhimu.

Xu Zhimu listened, and some pictures flashed in his mind from time to time.

In his last life, after An Xiaomi left, his life was also dark, and he even thought about it.

However, the little sister brought herself back from that edge.

It's like Cheng Fanmiao and her mother.

It was the only light in the darkness, and even though he was still engulfed in darkness, as long as he had this light, he never thought about it again.

Stubbornly alive.

She looked at the dumplings that Cheng Fanmiao brought to her mouth, and he opened his mouth and ate them.

The dumplings that have just come out of the pot are still very hot, and the soup is in the mouth, very hot, but in this cold winter night, it is so warm.

"You can not tell me what happened, but I said we are all the same kind of people.

They have brought their own light to each other, and as long as their own light is not extinguished, those who rely on us will never give up hope. ”

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him, and there was no hint of cunning in his fox eyes.

It's unusually serious and determined.

Xu Zhimu was stunned, he chewed the dumplings in his mouth, and looked at the girl in front of him who seemed to be happy with him.

Obviously, the meeting of two people is the worst start.

But the two people have also completed the redemption of each other.

Xu Zhimu changed the trajectory of her life.

Cheng Fanmiao also untied the knots in Xu Zhimu's heart again and again.

And this kind of heart knot, except for her, no one else can do it, even if it is a junior sister and, Xiaomi can't do it.

And this time, she used the form of self-revealing scars to tear apart the most fragile past in her heart, just to enlighten him with empathy.

An Xiaomi's affairs have always been like a huge stone pressing on his heart.

Although he always swore to An Xiaomi, he would definitely cure her.

But this disease, after all, cannot be cured with a lot of money.

All Xu Zhimu could do was to do his best to maximize the chances of her surgery being successful.

Xu Zhimu is not afraid of spending money or trouble, but he is worried that An Xiaomi himself has no confidence.

After all, it's just a nineteen-year-old girl, and it's not easy to maintain such a mentality under such pressure.

There is no one in this world who is not afraid of death, and there is no one who is not afraid of making a loved one sad.

In the past few days, everything An Xiaomi did seemed to be saying goodbye to him in advance.

The photos she took had to be a snowman......

It's like she said, "But if it doesn't snow this year, I won't even have a dirty snowman." ”

are like thorns, piercing deep into Xu Zhimu's heart.

Perhaps, the emotions that An Xiaomi's heart is suffering now are the same as the despair she faced in her previous life.

These things have always made Xu Zhimu's heart ache faintly.

He didn't want to tell anyone about these things, because he knew that saying them would only add to his troubles.

But Cheng Fanmiao, without knowing any information, actually said the concerns in Xu Zhimu's heart.

"In this disgusting world, we are each other's lights, and as long as our own light is not extinguished, those who love us will never lose hope."

word by word, but it just dissipated some of the uneasiness and depression in Xu Zhimu's heart.

It's just that, Cheng Fanmiao used the way of uncovering the scars, the stinging feeling that evokes memories over and over again.

Xu Zhimu's gaze became softer and softer, he looked at Cheng Fanmiao, and sighed softly: "You don't have to say this......"

"I know, but that's the only way I can empathize with you and help you."

Cheng Fanmiao smiled and spoke, took out a disposable small bowl, and helped him start serving dumplings.

"Although I, Cheng Fanmiao, am not a good girl, I have always had clear grievances, you helped me before, I am just ...... Just repay the favor. ”

Cheng Fanmiao handed over the steaming dumplings, and Xu Zhimu held them in his hand.

He looked at Cheng Fanmiao, and then at the dumplings in his hand.

He was distracted for a moment, picked up a dumpling, and bit it in his mouth.

It's delicious.

"This kind of thing can't be regarded as a gratitude, thank you for your enlightenment, I feel a little better."

Xu Zhimu spoke at her.

Cheng Fanmiao squinted at him, and finally said with a smile: "Then I invited you to dinner and helped you do psychological counseling, is there any reward?" ”

The atmosphere seemed to be lighter again for a moment.

But Xu Zhimu knew that the backlog of things in this girl's heart was no less than herself.

"Whatever you want, you can say whatever you want."

"Whatever you want?"

Cheng Fanmiao's eyes lit up.

"Except for those who sell their flesh."

"Hey, that's boring......"

Cheng Fanmiao looked very disappointed.

Xu Zhimu laughed: "I understand you, if I really agree, you will run away at the last moment." ”

"Oh?"

Cheng Fanmiao's fox eyes were shining, and he took a closer look at Xu Zhimu's body.

"You, know me so well?"

"You also said that we are the same kind of people, so I am sure that you will not do that kind of thing."

Xu Zhimu nodded affirmatively.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but bend: "Yes, I do have a thief's heart but not a thief's guts, Boss Xu has a high opinion." ”

Saying that, her tone suddenly changed, and she looked at Xu Zhimu and said, "Then Boss Xu, can you agree to my request?" ”

"Cheng Aiqing, but it doesn't hurt to say it."

Xu Zhimu listened attentively.

Cheng Fanmiao licked her tongue slightly, and after thinking for a while, she finally spoke: "In the future, if I make some small mistakes that you didn't expect, you can't blame me, how about it?" ”

"That's it?"

"That's it, Boss Xu, you won't disagree, right?"

Cheng Fanmiao made a pitiful look.

"The little mistake you said won't shut down my company, right?"

Although Xu Zhimu was moved in his heart, he also knew how outrageous some of Cheng Fanmiao's behaviors were.

"Don't worry, absolutely not, I'm really not interested in money."

"Don't think anything wrong about me."

"I will never take the initiative to do anything to you, a gentleman will not chase after a word! That's all right, right? ”

Cheng Fanmiao seems to have everything compromised.

Xu Zhimu always felt a little unreliable, but these conditions were added.

At least I can keep my own discipline.

Finally, he nodded.

While eating dumplings, the two men touched two glasses, and a bottle of wine was drunk.

This time, the wine was not high, and even Cheng Fanmiao was not particularly drunk.

Xu Zhimu glanced at it and saw that there was still a bottle of wine in the bag that Cheng Fanmiao carried, and he reached out to get it.

turned out to be stopped by Cheng Fanmiao.

"This wine... Forget it today. ”

Cheng Fanmiao took the wine aside, and his expression changed for a moment.

"You still don't want to drink the wine you brought?"

"This bottle of wine is the best bottle in my collection, and I was supposed to have a happy New Year with you, but looking at your current appearance, even the best wine has been ruined."

Cheng Fan snorted, and his mouth was straightforward.

Xu Zhimu took a look, it is indeed a good wine, one from Lafite Manor, and it costs twenty or thirty thousand yuan on the market.

"That's just as well."

Xu Zhimu smiled and shook his head.

"When you can solve everything in your heart perfectly, come to me for this bottle."

Cheng Fanmiao shook the red wine bottle in his hand, and his eyes also carried a trace of hidden emotion.

Xu Zhimu looked at her for a long time before nodding: "Okay." ”

Finished eating the dumplings.

Xu Zhimu called to drive on his behalf and sent Cheng Fanmiao back to the community first.

After waving goodbye.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the remaining bottle of wine in her hand, she shook it lightly in her hand, and then looked in the direction where Xu Zhimu left.

"Sure enough, it's still an Xiaomi's business... I'm so envious...... Forget it, I'll let you go this time. ”

She took the red wine and looked under the street lamp, and there seemed to be some precipitation under the red wine.

The corners of her mouth slightly hooked up a nice arc.

"But, you still don't know much about me......"

"Soak in the wine, will the effect be better next time?"

Cheng Fanmiao's cheeks were hazy with a smile, which was very good-looking, but also with a trace of her own obsession and sickness......