In the ward, Xu Zhimu stroked An Xiaomi's sickly pale pretty face.

This girl got up early this morning and came over to help her fold clothes and quilts, and she also walked the red carpet at noon, and she hasn't really eaten a hot meal until now.

"I'm hungry."

Xu Zhimu asked softly, opened the insulated lunch box on the table, and the smell of fresh fragrance spread.

Liu Ningqing made a bowl of seafood porridge, which will not look greasy and nutritious.

After all, An Xiaomi's body is a chronic wasting disease, and she needs to eat meat to nourish her body, and she can't eat big fish and meat, and this bowl of fragrant seafood porridge does make people more likely to have an appetite.

"Sister Ning Qing did it, right?" An Mi twitched her little nose.

"You can smell it, the little nose is still quite smart."

Xu Zhimu smiled and lightly nodded her little Qiong's nose.

An Xiaomi wrinkled her nose, her weak eyes flashed with the color of memory: "When I was in college, as long as you were not at home, Yaya and I would cook with Sister Ning Qing, as long as we wanted to eat, Sister Ning Qing would help us make ......"

An Xiaomi said, her pale face with a warm smile.

To be able to find this kind of family-like friendship in a university in a foreign country is like God's pity.

Xu Zhimu took out a bowl, tested the temperature with a spoon first, helped An Xiaomi adjust the angle of the hospital bed so that she could lean up, and then put the spoon containing the seafood porridge to her lips.

An Xiaomi looked at the seafood porridge, slowly opened her bloodless pink lips, and a mouthful of hot porridge slowly ran down her throat, seemingly turning into a stream of heat that spread throughout her body, and An Xiaomi's weak eyes seemed to glow with some luster.

"Is it delicious?"

Xu Zhimu asked her with a smile, gently wiped the corners of her mouth with his hand, and continued to feed her.

"Of course Sister Ning Qing's craftsmanship is delicious."

An Xiaomi chewed lightly in her mouth, her eyes soft.

"It's so good, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up with Sister Ning Qing's cooking skills in my life, and I will definitely be able to raise you for nothing in the future."

"Then take good care of your body, and if you want to be fat, we must also be fat together."

Xu Zhimu fed her another spoonful.

An Xiaomi leaned on the pillow, as if she had regained some strength, and she looked at Xu Zhimu: "If I am fat." Will you still like me? ”

"It depends on how fat you become."

Xu Zhimu smiled and gave an example: "For example, if you are fat and Qingqing, I will definitely like it too." ”

Compared with An Xiaomi and Liu Ningqing, there is a sense of contrast between a girl and a slightly mature woman.

Because An Xiaomi's figure is a perfect young and beautiful girl template, light and slender, plus she has practiced yoga all year round, every skin on her body is smooth and delicate, without a trace of excess fat, but in general, there is a little less flesh.

Of course, the main thing is that the strength of the girl is still poor.

Liu Ningqing is half a year older than Xu Zhimu, taller than An Xiaomi, in order to study and eat for Xu Zhimu every day in the past two years, even with himself has been nourished well, and now his body is soft and tender.

The place that should be thin is thin, and the place that should not be thin is abnormal to give face.

There are always people who say that they don't know how good the royal sister is when they are young, and they mistake the girl for a treasure.

But Xu Zhimu said that everything is very good, it is all forehead drops!

Of course, An Xiaomi also knew what this bad guy was thinking, a hint of red appeared on her pretty face, and she bit her neat white teeth: "The beauty you want!" Others say that fat first has a fat face, and then there is a big belly, and then you will be tired of you! ”

"Just don't lose weight, I've heard people say that thin people lose weight first...... In short, the little steamed buns can't be prosperous. ”

Xu Zhimu smiled and put another spoonful of porridge to An Xiaomi's lips.

An Xiaomi wanted to grin like a kitten, but she really didn't have the strength to fight with him, so she could only stare at him angrily.

"Okay, if you want to take revenge, you have to wait until you take care of your body, hurry up and open your mouth to eat."

Xu Zhimu smiled and rubbed it with a spoon on the girl's lips.

An Xiao looked at him angrily: "Then I will beat you in the future, you can't fight back." ”

"Absolutely not fighting back."

Xu Zhimu still nodded with a smile.

But An Xiaomi always felt that he was a little special or something, but she still opened her mouth and ate the porridge.

After a while, most of the bowl of hot porridge was eaten into my stomach.

An Xiaomi's pretty face is finally a little more bloody, and it makes people finally breathe a sigh of relief when they look at it.

Xu Zhimu took out a tissue to help her wipe the corners of her mouth, and gently helped her adjust the angle of the bed, so that she could lie down more comfortably.

"My situation... Is it serious? ”

An Xiaomi suddenly asked.

"It's not serious, don't think about it, the expert just showed you, you'll be fine."

Xu Zhimu helped her cover the quilt and said in a calm tone.

But An Xiaomi shook her head with a smile: "The experts are here, how can it not be serious..."

Xu Zhimu's movements paused, looked at An Xiaomi, who was in a daze of eyes at the moment, and gently knocked on her forehead: "Usually stupid, how can you be so smart when you shouldn't be smart." ”

"I also wish I could really be silly and carefree all the time."

An Xiaomi laughed, looking at the ceiling above, she muttered to herself again: "It's really annoying, I've come to this kind of place again." ”

"Then take care of your body, and don't use it in this kind of place after you take care of your body."

Xu Zhimu held her little hand, sat on the edge of the bed and continued to guard her.

The corners of An Xiaomi's mouth curled slightly: "However, this time I opened my eyes and saw you, in fact, I was still very happy." ”

The girl's smile is sweet, just like the scene when she went on a date with her boyfriend for the first time.

Xu Zhimu took her little hand and gently put it on his mouth and kissed it: "I promised you, the first person you see when you open your eyes must be me." ”

An Xiaomi's eyes looked at him softly.

In fact, as long as I can see him, I already have a lot of courage in my heart.

Merely......

An Xiaomi remembered something: "You're here... What about Sister Ning Qing? ”

Today is his engagement, he came over at this time, if he disrupts his engagement banquet, then all his efforts today will be in vain, and Sister Ning Qing ......

"Don't worry, I came here after the engagement today, you see, this porridge is still specially boiled for you."

Xu Zhimu knew what she was worried about and comforted her with a smile.

An Xiaomi looked at the insulated lunch box on the table, and her eyes flashed for a moment: "Sister Ning Qing...... It's really hard to refuse. ”

Xu Zhimu looked at her and decided to tell her what he had just talked to Liu Ningqing.

Telling her at this time may give her more hope for the future.

"Xiaomi, our business... I've already talked to Qingqing. ”

Xu Zhimu's voice fell, but An Xiaomi's hand was clenched tightly, and a pair of eyes that had just recovered some of their looks widened.

"You... What to say ......"

"I have said everything I can say, including what I once told you, and I will be responsible for you for the rest of my life."

Xu Zhimu stroked her slightly trembling jade hand.

An Xiaomi's heart also seems to have set off layers of waves, in fact...... This moment she had, and had thought about it many times.

Even, she thought about taking Xu Zhimu back to her side at first.

After all, the relationship between herself and him for nearly twenty years has accompanied the entire youth of the other party, as long as she confesses her inner concerns and truth, Xu Zhimu's character is impossible to let go of herself.

Moreover, Xu's father and Xu's mother have long wanted to treat themselves as daughters-in-law, and after nearly 20 years of companionship, this level in the family has long been won by themselves.

In this way, in fact, her own chances of winning are quite large.

It's just that...... As soon as she remembered her medical records, her whole body was like being poured with a bucket of cold water.

She didn't dare to bet, even if she really pulled him back to her side, but in case, if she didn't survive this hurdle, what was left to Xu Zhimu would only be greater pain.

Therefore, she has never dared to hope for extravagance.

She even felt that she was not as willful as herself, not as unreasonable as herself, and not as bad as herself......

can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen, gentle and kind Liu Ningqing.

is the most suitable person to accompany him all his life.

Therefore, An Xiaomi has actually been preparing for the worst for herself.

But today, Xu Zhimu said that he told her all this.

An Xiaomi's eyes couldn't help but rise a thin mist, she looked at Xu Zhimu's cheeks close to Chi Qi, but she was gritting her teeth, and she didn't have the strength to hammer him.

"Xu Zhimu! You're not a fool! ”

With a hint of sobbing, An Xiaomi inhaled a cool breath into her throat, and couldn't help coughing.

Xu Zhimu hurriedly smoothed her down, crying and laughing: "Why don't you scold me." ”

An Xiaomi's reaction was exactly the same as Ye Luojia just now, and she felt that if An Xiaomi's other hand didn't hang a drip, she would have to punch herself.

An Mi sobbed, and her pale face was covered with a flush of emotion.

"You, why do you have to say it now, Mingming, obviously I may ......"

The second half of An Xiaomi's mouth was delayed.

"Because I promised you, what I said in the past, now it's time to make good on it."

Xu Zhimu held her little hand tightly and soothed her emotions.

The promise to An Xiaomi is actually very simple.

Xu Zhimu owes her a wedding, and even more owes her the rest of her life.

An Xiaomi's eyes were complicated, in fact, the matter between her and Xu Zhimu, maybe Sister Ning Qing had already guessed it.

But as long as this layer of window paper is not pierced, it can still go on so peacefully.

After all, your own body maybe... It won't last long, as long as the day he leaves, all this can be regarded as if it never happened.

They no longer have to be embarrassed because of their own affairs.

An Xiaomi has made this plan countless times, and has also made countless mental preparations.

Maybe that's the best way to go.

But when she looked at Xu Zhimu's gentle eyes, a glimmer of hope still swelled up in her heart, and tears kept rolling in her eyes, crossing her pale cheeks.

"Why do you have to say it now...... Have you ever wondered if I... I didn't get through it, isn't it meaningless for all of this you did, it's better for you to ...... yourself"

An Xiaomi sobbed as she spoke, in fact, she was really happy in her heart when she heard Xu Zhimu's words.

No matter how much you promise, you still have to be realistic step by step.

Today, seeing Liu Ningqing wearing a white wedding dress and accepting everyone's blessings, Xu Zhimu slowly knelt down on one knee and helped her bring the diamond ring that symbolized eternity, An Xiaomi was really envious.

Although, she once said that she wanted a special wedding, and she also wanted Xu Zhimu to bring her a diamond ring that symbolized the eternity of love.

But she has long accepted that she left silently by herself, the worst outcome.

She knows that if she likes someone, she will want to get all of them.

His own existence has already hurt Liu Ningqing once.

If she can really hold on, then she can use the rest of her life to make up for her little by little.

But what if you don't make it through?

There is no way to make up for the damage caused to her.

Rather than that, it's better to choose the best way.

That is to leave quietly, before hurting them......

"However, you are not a multiple-choice question in my heart, and it is not a judgment question that needs to be made after weighing the pros and cons."

Xu Zhimu stared at her deeply, soothing her emotions: "I know that you always regard the worst outcome as your final choice, last time you were like this, but this time...... I'm not as good as you want. ”

In the last life, An Xiaomi was like this, quietly putting some of them on her body, and even at the last moment of her life, she was still enduring the pain and building the last snowman with herself.

Even if he will be misunderstood by himself for a lifetime, he is not willing to let Xu Zhimu be sad for the rest of his life because of his thoughts about her.

It's just that An Xiaomi still underestimated Xu Zhimu's love for her.

Xu Zhimu didn't expect that An Xiaomi, a little princess who has always been lively and rude, would make such a choice for him.

In the previous life, he had already missed it once, and in this life, Xu Zhimu said that he would not let go of anything.

Xu Zhimu showed a smile, he approached An Xiaomi, gently stroked her cheek with his hand, and looked at her watery eyes.

"Anyway, now that I've poked the basket out, then you have to hold on, otherwise wouldn't it be too unjust for me, a scumbag, to be scolded? Even if it's for me, you're going to hold on, okay? ”

Xu Zhimu smiled and gently kissed her on the cheek.

This trick is cut first and then played.

The naïve, willful, and reckless Xu Zhimu.

But it made An Xiaomi's heart swell with bursts of irrepressible like.

"You're a scumbag."

An Mi sniffled and looked at him with her mouth open.

"Yes, I didn't admit it, and I'm still an insatiable scumbag, I won't let you leave me in this life, as for the next life...... I remember if someone promised me maybe something? ”

Xu Zhimu showed his insatiable face.

There were more tears in An Xiaomi's eyes, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up.

"I didn't... You remember wrong! ”

"No, I remember if some people hung this wish on that wishing tree? Do you want me to pick it up for you? ”

Xu Zhimu rubbed her pretty face, the memories in Neon also belonged exclusively to them.

The bright fireworks of that day illuminated the girl's beautiful cheeks and the tears in her eyes, and An Xiaomi made her wish.

"Zhimu, in this life... I may not have a chance, so your next life... Can you choose me as your girlfriend? ”

……

That is the memory of the two people, Xu Zhimu gently wiped the corners of An Xiaomi's eyes, looking at every detail of her cheeks, and his gaze was also endlessly gentle.

"The next life is too far away, love you, right now."

The girl's pale cheeks were hazy with layers of ruddy color at the moment, and under the bright fireworks of that day, the promise made by the two people seemed to be coming in advance at this moment.

Perhaps, there is no need for commitment between them.

Nearly twenty years of companionship occupy each other's entire youth.

Companionship is the most sincere confession.

An Xiaomi's dark eyes appeared with layers of luster at this moment, like a little fire burning in the dark night.

"Big Badas..."

An Mi scolded him, but raised her head and kissed him.

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