Entering adolescence, a period of time when the rebellious period is just beginning to show its signs.

In the past three years, Xu Zhimu has quietly sent An Xiaomi three or four times. Book, of course, no one dared to write his name.

At first, Xu Zhimu didn't know what he was lacking in, but later he slowly understood.

At the beginning, there was nothing in elementary school, but since I entered junior high school, the phenomenon of diversion of good and poor students in the mouth of many teachers has appeared.

Xu Zhimu's grades can only be regarded as mid-stream in the class, and with An Xiaomi's daily tutoring, he barely accounts for the top 20.

And An Xiaomi is in the first or second place in the class every time.

And as the self-consciousness becomes more and more awakened, various ideas continue to follow.

Interest in the opposite sex has long outstripped the love of learning.

And after going to the third year of China, many people in the school quietly talked about the so-called love, even if it was just the kind of passing a note in class, secretly holding hands after class, and the more powerful thing was just a kiss.

But for these hairy boys who have just awakened their awareness of the sexes, it has become the main topic of conversation in the classroom every day.

Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi's childhood sweethearts have gradually become known to most people.

Especially when the two of them always go to and from school together, and in the end it is known that the two families live opposite each other.

Sometimes when the two of them have lunch, An Xiaomi will give some meat clips to Xu Zhimu to let him eat more to grow his body, and when he is in physical education class, the two of them always partner with each other, An Xiaomi is sometimes sleepy, and will gently lean on his shoulder and squint for a while......

For Xu Zhimu, these are already like daily life.

But in the eyes of others, it is naked envy, jealousy and hatred.

Many boys came over to coax whether the two of them were secretly in love.

Every time, An Mi just smiled softly and did not speak.

Xu Zhimu was said by his classmates that there was a change in mentality.

"Xu Zhimu, you can do it, the school flowers of our school have been chased by you."

"I heard that you two have been together since elementary school? Where have you gotten so far? ”

"Damn! Can he catch up with An Xiaomi? I think people think of him as an elder brother at most. ”

"That's it, the last time I heard that An Xiaomi's father got off the police car, it is said that he is still a leader, and his academic performance is also in the top three, how can he look at Xu Zhimu's ......"

"I think it's Xu Zhimu who pesters people every day and refuses to let go, how can there be pure friendship between men and women now, I see that the rich second-generation squad leader in their class recently is very attentive to An Xiaomi every day, maybe he will kick Xu Zhimu away later."

The various words behind his back were also like a knife to Xu Zhimu at that time, although his relationship with An Xiaomi was as usual, but it always made Xu Zhimu's heart feel like he was suffering from gains and losses.

Yes, it is really difficult to maintain any pure friendship between men and women.

But now the relationship between the two is more special, it is said to be a childhood sweetheart, but it is also a bit like a family, brother and sister.

This made Xu Zhimu really uncertain about An Xiaomi's thoughts.

Moreover, there will always be some boys who want to get close to An Xiaomi, and naturally there are some rich second generations, or those who are particularly handsome.

Especially the squad leader in the class, he will always take some opportunity to have a few words with An Xiaomi.

Although An Xiaomi never responded to any of his invitations and courtesies, only Xu Zhimu was always the only boy by her side who could approach.

But for Xu Zhimu, a young man who had just entered youth and rebellion and was very sensitive in his heart, he still felt pressure and anxiety that he had never felt before.

And he has no way to talk to anyone about this anxiety.

It's like a problem that many adolescent boys encounter.

On the one hand, he wanted to occupy all the space around An Xiaomi, and he wanted to follow her all day long.

But on the one hand, he didn't dare to express his true thoughts in his heart.

Under this anxiety, his grades became worse and worse, and he also learned the bad habit of smoking and surfing the Internet with some people.

An Xiaomi also talked to him, but Xu Zhimu always covered up the past with a hesitant expression.

For the sake of his grades, An Xiaomi will always tutor him in his room every day after returning home, and will not go back until it is time to sleep.

Of course Xu Zhimu was happy, but his mind was no longer on studying, just to be alone with her more.

In Xu Zhimu's "pretending to work hard", it was not until the final exam of the third year of junior high school that the results came down.

Xu Zhimu was originally in the top 20 of his class, but now he has fallen to nearly 40.

With this grade, I can't even go to a slightly more focused high school.

And An Xiaomi is still the top three in the age.

If they did, they wouldn't be able to go to high school.

When he saw his results in the results column, An Xiaomi was stunned for a long time.

She went back to the class to look for Xu Zhimu, but she didn't see Xu Zhimu's shadow.

I heard that he and some people went to the playground in the woods.

The place was a small wall, and many students sometimes quietly climbed out to surf the Internet, or hid in the woods to smoke.

An Xiaomi came to the back of the playground, and from a distance, she saw a few people secretly squatting, and when she walked in, she saw a little smoke.

In the grove of the playground, Xu Zhimu was squatting with a few people and smoking, in fact, he didn't know how to smoke now, he just thought it was very handsome, in line with the rebellious period.

"Damn, the results are out again, and I'm going to be noisy again when I go home."

"I'm used to it, when I go home and don't get noisy, it's a big deal that I can't get into high school and go to a technical school."

Xu Zhimu was silent, he knew that he was not right now, but a boy of this age, once he was led astray, it was too difficult to come back by his own willpower.

"Xu Zhimu, aren't your grades okay? You don't go to see ...... either."

A boy was about to speak, but suddenly his eyes widened, and several people next to him also looked up at Xu Zhimu behind him in amazement.

Xu Zhimu also suddenly felt that there was a fragrant wind behind him, a slender shadow, reflected in front of him, and the swaying single ponytail made Xu Zhimu's whole person tense.

Xu Zhimu turned around in a daze, but met the bright eyes with mist.

An Xiaomi was holding the notebook that usually sorted out the key knowledge points and exercises for Xu Zhimu, and her white little hands were clenched tightly, with her back to the light, so that Xu Zhimu couldn't see her expression clearly for a while.

However, Xu Zhimu could still feel the feeling that her whole body was trembling.

Xu Zhimu wanted to open his mouth, but brought out some smoke.

"Xu Zhimu! You've let me down so much! ”

An Xiaomi's voice trembled and she said this, turned around and ran away.

Xu Zhimu forgot to chase after her, and looked at her back blankly, that slender figure had been engraved in his heart countless times, the white long dress, the swaying single ponytail, and the stumbling back.

A drop of coolness fell on Xu Zhimu's face.

There was also a burning pain on his fingers, and Xu Zhimu threw away the cigarette butt in his hand.

He stood up and chased after him, but when he passed by the results column, he looked at the results above, and in a conspicuous position in the top row, An Xiaomi's name was written.

As for myself, I can't see my name until the last page.

Xu Zhimu was also a little in a trance at this moment, it turned out that unconsciously, the gap between the two people was already so big.

Xu Zhimu was a little dizzy, and the past of these times appeared in his mind like a slideshow.

When he came to the class, An Xiaomi was already sitting in his seat at the moment, lying on the table so that people could not see his expression.

Some of the people in the class had already guessed some clues, and they all looked at it one after another.

Xu Zhimu slowly came to An Xiaomi, every time he came in the past, An Xiaomi would always give up a little position to himself with a smile.

But this time...... Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and wanted to pat her shoulder, but suddenly found that her shoulders were trembling slightly.

Crying?

This seems to be the first time I have made her cry.

"Xiaomi ......"

Xu Zhimu sat beside her, but An Xiaomi never looked up, and could only hear her weak snort.

It wasn't until class time that An Xiaomi finally raised her head, and there seemed to be no expression on her face.

It's just that the slightly red and swollen eye sockets and the residual tears on his face are also like thorns, piercing Xu Zhimu's heart.

Xu Zhimu took out a tissue and wanted to hand it to her, but An Xiaomi turned her head slightly.

Xu Zhimu's hand paused, and he put the tissue in her hand.

In this class, Xu Zhimu's mind has been on An Xiaomi.

But An Xiaomi has been in a daze, this school bully girl who takes a lot of notes in every class.

In this class, I was named by the teacher several times because of running away.

When school is out.

Xu Zhimu stopped her and faced An Xiaomi's still reddened eyes.

Xu Zhimu's voice was also full of guilt: "Xiaomi, I'm sorry... During this time, I was not motivated myself...... But don't let me mistake your studies......"

An Xiaomi silently sorted out her schoolbag, and finally raised her eyes to look at Xu Zhimu.

"What about you?"

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth and clicked in his throat for a while.

"You told me to study hard, but what about you? Xu Zhimu, you promised me before that you would take the high school entrance exam with me, and now... How are you going to go to high school with me? ”

An Xiaomi looked at Xu Zhimu, her voice was very soft, but every word was like a heavy hammer.

An Xiaomi stood up, took her schoolbag and was about to leave.

There was also a notebook on the desk.

This is An Xiaomi, who takes notes after class every day, and always takes a notebook to Xu Zhimu every night to review his homework.

"Xiaomi, this..."

Xu Zhimu's heart suddenly felt a little empty, and he took the notebook on the desk.

An Xiaomi turned around, she looked at the notebook in Xu Zhimu's hand, her eyes moved slightly, and she looked directly into his eyes.

"Do you think I really need to take any notes?"

Xu Zhimu's palm trembled.

An Xiaomi bit her lip, she looked at Xu Zhimu, and the two looked at each other.

In fact, there are many things that do not need to be spoken.

"There's still a few last months, think about it."

After An Xiaomi finished speaking, she glanced at him again and turned to leave.

Xu Zhimu took the notebook in his hand, and he leaned back in the chair a little distracted.

He took out his school bag, and his homework book, how long had he not done his homework properly.

Xu Zhimu praised his schoolbag and walked out of the school gate, the familiar road, the path that always walked side by side.

At this moment, An Xiaomi walked forward silently alone.

Xu Zhimu followed behind her all the way to the house.

An Mi opened the door and entered her room.

Xu Zhimu looked at the door for a long time before returning to his room in despair.

Until the evening, this time should have been the time when An Xiaomi would come to him to review his homework.

But she hasn't come here today.

Mother Xu was a little strange and came over to ask.

"Why didn't Xiaomi come today, I bought you some fruit, it's about to take the high school entrance examination, you kid usually collects his heart, and looks at people who don't play with their mobile phones every day and don't go shopping, so they guard your homework every day, if you don't study well, you see who you are worthy of......"

Mother Xu nagged a few words, but the more Xu Zhimu listened, the more bitter he became.

He opened the notebook alone, and An Xiaomi's handwriting jumped on the paper.

Yes, Ann Xiaomi's results, how can it be used to make notes.

For each of the above questions, the notes are extremely detailed, and even what formulas are used and where they come from, are clearly marked, so it can be said that as long as you follow them, you can learn them.

No matter how bad the foundation is, you can learn it.

This notebook was just prepared for Xu Zhimu.

But Xu Zhimu didn't know until now.

He opened the first page of his notebook and began to slowly learn one question at a time.

During this period, Xu's mother came in a few times and saw a person who was also studying hard Xu Zhimu.

She was surprised to say that her son had changed sex.

It was late at night.

The light on Xu Zhimu's windowsill had not been extinguished, and he was very sleepy, but when he remembered An Xiaomi's eyes today.

Xu Zhimu felt a pain in his heart.

He clenched his fingers, but there was a pain.

Today, I was distracted by a cigarette butt, and I was burned by the cigarette and blistered a little.

I kept holding a pen to write questions, and before I knew it, the blisters were worn out, and a little blood was mixed with pus.

Xu Zhimu just wiped it with the paper and continued to write the question.

The lights continued until the wee hours of the morning.

Xu Zhimu unconsciously fell asleep on the table.

Early morning.

Xu Zhimu felt that his whole body was sore, and he seemed to smell the faint familiar fragrance of gardenia in a trance.

He slowly opened his eyes, and he saw the figure of the long skirt beside him.

Ann Xiaomi!

At this moment, the girl was holding the question Xu Zhimu did last night and was looking at it seriously.

"Little millet... Click......"

Xu Zhimu sat up straight, but he slept on the table all night, and he moved slightly, and then he felt his stiff neck fall and his neck ringed.

Suddenly grinned in pain.

An Xiaomi's bright eyes flashed as she looked at him, and she put down the notebook in her hand.

"The error rate is 50 percent."

"I... I'll write it well next time. ”

Xu Zhimu nodded like a primary school student.

"Your hands."

An Mi saw his fingers, the blisters on the burned area had been worn out, but the blood stains on it could still be seen.

"It's okay, this will be fine in a while......"

Xu Zhimu wanted to hide the wound on his hand.

An Xiaomi pursed her lips, turned around and left the room first, and after a while walked over with a medical kit.

"I'm fine, just a small wound."

"Take it."

An Xiaomi looked at him, Xu Zhimu, who was a brother, would honestly hand out his hand.

An Xiaomi also stretched out her hand and gently held him in the palm of her hand.

She looked at the burn on it, and then at the bloodstained pen on the side.

"Are you stupid?"

She took out a cotton swab and disinfected it with iodine first, and finally couldn't help but say a word to him.

"I'm sorry..."

Xu Zhimu whispered.

An Xiaomi glanced at him, pursed her lips and continued to help her apply the scalding cream, and gently wrapped it around him with a band-aid.

"Xiaomi, I'm sorry, I know what I did not do right during this time, I will later... It won't make you angry. ”

Xu Zhimu watched her gentle movements, and his heart continued to fluctuate.

An Xiaomi helped him put on a band-aid, looked at him for a long time, and finally said softly: "It's not that you don't make me angry, it's that you don't let yourself down." ”

An Xiaomi shouted his name again, and her voice was serious: "Xu Zhimu, you always think that I don't know a lot of things, but in fact... I know.

However, I really can't give you the answers you want right now, the problem is yours and mine.

But there is one thing I can promise you. ”

An Xiaomi stood up, and she looked at Xu Zhimu closely.

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth slightly, and he looked at Xu Zhimu.

Those eyes shone with a little shine and deep emotion.

"As long as I can stay here for a day, I won't leave you."

"But only if you take care of yourself, too."

An Xiaomi gently stretched out a finger and looked into Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"Pull the hook."

Xu Zhimu was stunned, and slowly, he also stretched out his fingers.

It's like, that snowy night when we met on the first day......

Here it is, today was supposed to end a chapter, but there was still the last point of high school part.

This part of the memories is over, and some book lovers may not like these parts, but they are still necessary.

Tomorrow we will start to push the plot.

I went out to do something today, but I didn't have time to write it directly.

Everyone's forgiving