(It is better to eat with BGM "Those Years".) ）

The loudspeaker of the campus, with the sound of electricity, always plucks the strings of youth in people's hearts.

It seems that at this moment, I have returned to the flying youth of that high school......

"An Xiaomi, it's me, Xu Zhimu."

The magnetic voice echoed through the campus radio as it did two years ago.

"Please forgive me for my surprise move today.

It is said that the confession should not be the charge of the attack, but the triumphal song of the victorious return.

But sorry, I just can't wait.

So, I decided to say it myself, and this love letter may not have been destined to come to fruition. ”

The beginning of the letter is almost the same as the confession in the third year of high school, but it also seems to be a little different.

I remember that at that time, Xu Zhimu stumbled nervously, and it seemed to be a tone of looking at death as home.

But now, Xu Zhimu's voice is filled with faint memories and sighs, this is not only a love letter, but also a summary of the once belated love.

The students present all pricked up their ears one by one and quietly listened to the sound outside the window.

An Xiaomi stood at the window, her white dress moving with the wind, the cold wind, she didn't seem to feel it at the moment, she just wanted to listen to this love letter again.

"Seriously, at that time, I didn't know what liking was, I didn't know what love was, and I didn't know what it meant after falling in love, and what kind of responsibility I had to bear......

But, what I do know is.

From the first time we met, when I saw that little girl who was small, cute, and always blushing behind the adults.

I knew that I would never forget the name "Ann Xiaomi" in my life. ”

An Xiaomi couldn't help but laugh, yes, on that snowy night more than ten years ago, the two families met for the first time.

The little Xu Zhimu came to him and stretched out his hand to himself: "Sister Xiaomi, I will take good care of you in the future!" ”

From that day on, the three words "Xu Zhimu" also accompanied An Xiaomi's life.

"No one is born with a liking.

However, what I do know is that every time I see you, I always feel happy.

Every time I see you sick and hospitalized, I feel heartache again.

When I see other boys trying to get close to you, I always feel like I've knocked over a vinegar jar, and it's sour.

I heard others say that if you like someone, you will be happy because she is happy, you will be lost because of her sadness, and you will be in a hurry because of the sudden appearance of the opposite sex around her......

At that time, we didn't know what liking was, but we matched every label and word about liking.

Although we are not in a relationship, our behavior is no different from being in a relationship.

We always ride our bikes to and from school together, eat together, go shopping together, celebrate birthdays, and we are never absent, and occasionally during the lunch break at school, you will subconsciously rest your head on my shoulder......

I remember that sultry summer, I was sweaty, and my arms were sour, but I was still reluctant to move half a minute, smelling the faint fragrance of gardenias on your body, but I slept exceptionally sweetly.

I still remember that when I woke up, you were carefully wiping the sweat from my forehead and gently pinching my arm, and you asked me why I didn't wake you up.

I just blushed and scratched my head, I looked into your eyes, my heart was beating fast, and at that moment, I almost blurted it out.

I say because I ...... Get used to it.

Actually, I want to say that because I like you.

Same sound, different tones.

But after all, I still lost to the shyness of the teenager and missed a chance to confess in person......"

Xu Zhimu's voice spread with the radio.

An Xiaomi's thoughts were also pulled back to the past at this moment.

Xu Zhimu said a few days before the junior high school entrance examination.

Of course she remembered, the way the guy was flushed.

What I'm used to.

Do you have a "habit" of pronouncing the "third sound"?

Of course...... It can only be "like".

Perhaps, even Xu Zhimu forgot that after An Xiaomi heard his trembling and nervous "get used to".

An Xiaomi looked at him for a long time, and finally smiled lightly, helped him wipe the sweat off his face, and twisted it on his arm again.

"Yes, I'm used to it~ too."

It's just that Xu Zhimu, who was flustered at the time, didn't hear it.

An Xiaomi's "habit" is the third tone.

In fact, that time was really the closest Xu Zhimu confessed to success.

Because at that time, An Xiaomi had not really determined the severity of her body.

If Xu Zhimu really confessed at this time, maybe An Xiaomi would really agree......

An Xiaomi was grasping the edge of the window with one hand at the moment, but the cold touch couldn't suppress the emotions in her heart.

There are really a lot of things in the world, and they are all a little bit worse... That's just a little bit.

The students in the audience also listened quietly.

What they envy is that most people's love letters are just some sweet and earthy love words, or some love song lyrics that moaned without illness and didn't know where to copy.

But what about Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi?

This is a love letter, it's clearly a youth documentary that belongs to you.

The love letters written in the past are better than those sweet and weak words.

Some people use love letters to pray for love, while others, their lives themselves are the most romantic love letters.

The voice on the radio continued.

"I missed that confession, but my heart became more and more flustered, and the failure of the high school entrance examination made me realize for the first time that there is really an invisible gap between us.

I don't blame you, it's me in the rebellious period, that ridiculous and childish self-esteem.

Since you went to high school, there have always been more and more people around you, and they have become better and better, and gradually, we seem to be drifting apart.

The word childhood sweetheart,Gradually,It seems to have become a curse.。

Yes, after all, one is the high-flying Ninth Lieutenant Colonel, and the other is the famous rebellious crane tail of the Ninth Middle School.

At that time, the whole school said that I was a toad and wanted to eat swan meat. ”

At the beginning, when Xu Zhimu said this sentence on the radio, he was self-deprecating and trembling, but now, Xu Zhimu can talk with a relaxed smile.

As soon as he said this, all the students couldn't help but smile.

Yes, Xu Zhimu at the beginning, and An Xiaomi didn't look like a person with a painting style at all.

The identity of his childhood sweetheart brought Xu Zhimu a lot of ridicule and ridicule.

They looked at An Xiaomi, who was standing at the window at the moment.

An Xiaomi, who is dressed in a white dress, is like a princess transformed into a white swan, so holy and moving, a girl who looks better than her in this world may be really hard to find.

An Xiaomi listened to Xu Zhimu's voice at the moment, her eyes flashed, when she was in high school, she already knew the condition of her body and the fate she would face in the future.

Therefore, she can only gradually distance herself from him.

"At that time, I was indeed confused for a long time.

I also once said to myself, it's a big deal, it's a big deal, I won't be able to find a girlfriend in the future, it's just a little Xiaomi, what if I don't have her?

So, I was angry to stay away from you, but every time I went to school, I always saw you pushing your bicycle and happened to appear at the door.

Every day when I was distracted in class, I always happened to see you staring at me.

Every time I receive my homework, you are always the first to ask me if I have finished it.

Every time I go to the cafeteria to eat, I always happen to find an empty spot next to you.

Even when I came home from school, even though I was left by the teacher to endorse until dark, when I went downstairs to the carport, I always saw you standing in front of the bicycle and happened to come by.

At that time, I always felt that we should be destined, and God had to create so many coincidences for us to be together. ”

When Xu Zhimu said this, he paused slightly.

I also remembered the previous events between myself and my junior sister, those coincidences......

He smiled, meaningfully.

"However, I later realized that there are so many coincidences in this world.

We always meet downstairs because you have been waiting for me downstairs for a long time and don't want to miss the journey to school together.

I always look at each other in class, and that's because you've been quietly watching me.

I was always the first to ask for my homework, because I was afraid that I would be criticized by the teacher for not writing my homework, so I could make up for it quickly.

In the restaurant, there is always an empty space next to her, which is also reserved for me, and sometimes you will help me wipe the rice at the corner of my mouth while disgusting.

There are so many, too many things that I overlooked......

The coincidences we encounter are the result of someone else's long-term planning.

It is those unspeakable loves that quietly blossom and bear fruit behind the scenes.

I'm sorry, Xiaomi, I'm just now aware of these ......"

This distressed apology fell, An Xiaomi's body trembled slightly, her bright eyes were shining with tears, and her heart was sour.

When she was in high school, Xu Zhimu suffered so many grievances, but An Xiaomi, who had been enduring illness and even death prediction, how uncomfortable her heart would be.

Of course, she also wants to have a good relationship with Xu Zhimu, and of course she also wants to agree to Xu Zhimu's courageous confession.

However, she really didn't dare.

She knew Xu Zhimu's temper, if she promised him so, according to his character, if she really left in the future, he would not fall in love with a second person in his life.

For a girl who was just 18 years old at the time, she couldn't think of whether her choice was right or not, but for her, this was the best result.

The students didn't know what happened between the two people, but they still heard the sadness and the powerlessness they once had.

At the same time, I also listen to the relief and hope that appears.

An Xiaomi's cheeks couldn't help but flow tears, but she was still smiling.

This idiot... How do you know now?

In fact, I never thought about alienating him, but I used another stupid way.

It's like the confession that Xu Zhimu missed in junior high school.

An Xiaomi also missed this confession in high school.

No one owes anyone to anyone, after all, two people have always liked each other in their hearts, and it can only be said that both of them have taken some detours.

"Xiaomi, I used to be too immature, too rebellious, always self-righteous and wanted to take care of you, but I couldn't even take care of my own life.

This love letter is the last time I confessed, do you remember the end? ”

Xu Zhimu suddenly shouted to An Xiaomi through the radio, but the gentle voice made An Xiaomi's heart even more sour.

"An Xiaomi, who is in the second class of the third year of high school, please agree to be my girlfriend!"

Before she could speak, everyone in the studio shouted out one by one, and the voice resounded throughout the campus.

Just like more than two years ago, Xu Zhimu's trembling voice, so excited and so bold, at the moment when the director of education broke into the door, this voice of great courage echoed over the campus for a long time.

The tears on An Xiaomi's face were blown away by the wind, and the sound of shouting in the class made her return to that hot and warm spring in an instant.

On the radio, Xu Zhimu took a deep breath.

"In the past, I didn't know what love was, and now I may not understand it either.

I used to naively think that as long as I have you, as long as I am good to you, I like your performance.

Now I know that I want to have and love not only you, but also your classmates, friends, family, and... Our future children. ”

As the last sentence fell, everyone's eyes lit up, and the love in the campus period could only say some love words that were old and rotten.

But it is rare to really remember that loving someone is never just about loving the other person, but about loving all the people around her.

An Xiaomi's hand was held in front of her chest, her little hand was cold at the moment, but her heart was so hot, she looked at the radio speaker blankly, as if she was looking at Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"At the beginning, we missed too much, and now I don't want to waste a minute!

So! ”

On the radio, Xu Zhimu took another deep breath, as if two years ago, he broke into the radio room to make a final shout.

Everyone's heartstrings were raised, and many people stood up silently, and seemed to have become one of the protagonists of this youth story.

yes, who doesn't have a favorite person or two in their school days?

In the classroom time, when I returned to the classroom seat, I went to please the scolding of the people I liked, and the obscure mathematical formulas on the blackboard were still a little nostalgic now......

The sound of the radio current sizzles, and with a deep breath behind the microphone, the sound is extraordinarily melodious and clear.

"An Xiaomi, the second class of the third year of high school, I, Xu Zhimu, I like you!"

The voice was the same as ever, it was another shout from a teenager for a confession that had not been answered.

"Good!! Promise him, promise him! ”

"Brother Mu is awesome!!"

"An Xiaomi, I love you too!"

Underneath, all kinds of voices are mixed, although they are all college students, and they have seen many tricks and confessions, but at this moment, they all seem to have returned to the past.

One by one, they all blushed excitedly and shouted unreliable coaxing.

The school leader watched silently, shook his head and smiled, and sighed...

An Xiaomi's hands were tightly clasped to her chest, her tears couldn't stop flowing, and she opened her mouth.

She knew that this time, she must not lose this opportunity again!

She opened her mouth, but the cool breeze poured a tingling pain in her lungs, coughed twice, and her eyes suddenly saw that downstairs at this moment, the tall figure, wearing a suit, was holding flowers.

An Xiaomi's whole body was trembling, and she looked at Xu Zhimu who came from the bouquet of flowers stupidly.

Her eyes were filled with tears, and her heart was about to fly out to answer for herself.

At this moment, everyone also saw Xu Zhimu in a suit from the window, and suddenly quieted down again, looking forward to the next moment.

Downstairs, Xu Zhimu knelt on one knee, he raised his head, and his deep and soft eyes looked at An Xiaomi at the window gently and expectantly at the moment.

It's like a young knight who has overcome obstacles all the way and slaughtered evil dragons, and finally came to the castle at this moment and proposed to his beloved princess.

"Xiaomi, please, be my wife!"

Fang Cai's confession, and now his marriage proposal.

This second sentence is Xu Zhimu's wish now.

In a trance, it seemed to be a cycle of reincarnation consisting of the beginning and the end of youth.

An Xiaomi's face was full of tears at the moment, and on her pale cheeks, complicated, happy, excited... It's all mixed together.

The last fruitless confession has become an eternal pain in the hearts of two people.

This time...

An Xiaomi didn't have anything to say, she looked at Xu Zhimu, she suddenly turned her head and disappeared into the window.

Like, last time... She turned and walked away.

Xu Zhimu was slightly stunned, the flowers in his hand moved with the cold wind, and suddenly, there was a sound of hurried footsteps at the staircase.

The pure white figure, holding his skirt at the moment, walked on the cold ground, and the cold wind around him was like thorns, blowing people's cheeks painfully.

However, An Xiaomi's pace was fast at the moment, she was like a princess in a castle, and at this moment, she was carrying her skirt, overcoming obstacles, and rushing to her knight.

The weak body threw herself into Xu Zhimu's arms without hesitation, holding his chest and crying uncontrollably, she raised her head, her misty eyes with excitement.

She opened her mouth, and the cold wind blew her lungs like pins and needles, but she used her loudest voice to look into Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"I do!!"

The girl's enthusiastic response hovered in the air at the moment, penetrating the entire campus.

"Silly girl..."

At this moment, Xu Zhimu couldn't help but have sour eyes, the response of these two lives, finally at this moment, complete!

"I said... Ahem, if we meet again, I'll hold you tight..."

An Xiaomi's voice was weak, but it exuded unprecedented emotion, she stretched out her cold little hand and gently stroked Xu Zhimu's cheek: "Zhimu, I like you so much..."

Xu Zhimu trembled.

"Whoa!!"

"Kiss one, kiss one!!"

Xu Zhimu's confession was successful! Lao Tzu's youth is back! ”

At this moment, there was a commotion in the studio that almost toppled the roof.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, and both of them smiled.

Keep your head down.

Kiss deeply.

Here, this chapter is a whole day of writing.

This paragraph is also the soul of the book, and I know that no matter how this paragraph is written, it will not meet everyone's expectations.

However, on the whole, there are still feelings.

Thank you all for your support, and the next few chapters are just as important.

(End of chapter)