When you want to get more but can't get it, you will feel lost, frustrated and even sad, and the root cause is that you have gained too much. If you get too much, you won't know how to cherish it, and if you get too much, you will want to get more. In the end, I forgot what I wanted in the first place. Therefore, life needs to be lost, and loss is also a kind of gain, at least it will help us know how to cherish what we get. Sorry, I'm talking about tongue twisters again.

Everyone has their own special hobbies, and one of my hobbies is washing unclean cups. I like to watch the glasses with the residue of drinks and liquor become clean on my hands, and I prefer to listen to the unique crunch sound of the clean glass rubbing against my fingers. Maybe that's the main reason why I'm a good fit to run a bar. Ha ha......

On this afternoon, I was enjoying the pleasure of wiping my cup with a soft white cotton hand towel, when someone suddenly slapped me on the back, and the cup in my hand almost fell to the ground in a flash.

"Hey...... Good news! ”

I turned my head and saw a strange girl standing in front of me.

"Hey...... Where did you come from, little brat? Reckless! ”

"You, you...... Don't even know me anymore? ”

I was a little surprised and said, "I'm sorry...... It's a bit of a shame to look at. ”

The girl said, "Look closer." ”

"Oh......" I looked at it again and smiled, "Luo Xue...... Who should I be? Alas...... Why are you dressed like this today, you almost didn't recognize it! ”

Luo Xue said, "What are you doing? No...... Alas, how's that, kind of interesting, right? Isn't it very mature woman's taste! Bright and shining, dripping with wood? ”

I said, "You ...... Ha ha! Anyway, I still think your original innocent student appearance is pleasing to the eye. Maturity, it's a matter of time or time, in fact, you don't need to rush into this person's pile. ”

Luo Xue said: "Cut, you are an old antique, your thinking is too OUT." ”

I said, "OUT is OUT, I'm not young anymore." ”

Luo Xue leaned her head towards me and said, "Oh...... Finally admit that I am old! Hey...... Alas, uncle! I'm so glamorous today, can I make an appointment? ”

I shoved her head and said, "Go, play." The old man is busy, so he doesn't have time to joke with you. ”

Luo Xue said, "Oh, uncle! You don't have to be embarrassed, you might as well get rid of me today. ”

Looking at the playful Luo Xue, a figure suddenly flashed in my mind. I smiled and said, "I'm really convinced of you, why do you say you can make such a fuss." But don't say it, with your personality, it's quite like an old friend of mine from a long time ago. I like it! ”

Luo Xue asked, "Oh...... Do you like an old friend? What kind of friend is it? ”

I said, "It's a friend from a long time ago, and it's hard to go back to the past." Alas, what's going on with you today? If you don't study hard at home, why are you running here? ”

Luo Xue said: "If you combine work and rest, you can't learn from the same thing, you have to come out and let it go." ”

I said, "There's nothing wrong with combining work and rest, but you're in the wrong place, and I'm not here for a kid like you." ”

Luo Xue said: "I'm an adult, okay, I've long been a person with an ID card!" Thank you, don't keep treating me like a child! ”

I said, "Okay, okay...... You're not a child, you're an adult. Alas, what is that...... Anyway, your hair grows really fast, and I saw you not grow so long a few days ago. ”

Luo Xue said: "You are stupid, this is fake, how can you really grow so fast." ”

I said, "Oh...... And what about glasses? Why didn't you bring it? ”

Luo Xue said, "Why did you come out and play with that thing?" How dull it looks. ”

I asked, "Then you are not too high or low short-sighted, can you see the road clearly without glasses?" Aren't you afraid of falling into the mud? ”

Luo Xue said: "Stupid again, don't you know that there is a thing called contact lenses?" ”

"Oooh oh...... I see. ”

"Alas...... Boss, a beer has been brought to you! Where to put it? ”

As he was talking, the salesman of the liquor company walked in with a case of beer.

I hurriedly greeted and said, "Alas...... Brother, let's move to the back warehouse. What ......," I turned to Luo Xue and said, "I've got something to do here, so you can go out and have fun." ”

Luo Xue said: "It's okay, you're busy with you, don't worry about me." ”

I said, "Okay, then you can do it yourself." ”

"Alas...... Wait a minute!" I turned around and was about to go out to help carry the wine, but Luo Xue stopped me.

"What's the matter?" I asked.

Luo Xue said: "Lend me your mobile phone." ”

I said, "Don't you have a cell phone?" ”

Luo Xue picked up her phone and shook it and said, "It's out of power." ”

"Okay...... Use it, don't churn around. I took out my phone and handed it to Luo Xue.

Luo Xue said: "Don't worry, who should you be looking at your phone, you don't have nude photos in it." I'll log in to WeChat and post a circle of friends. ”

"Okay, okay, then you can play by yourself......" I waved my hand, turned and ran to the back warehouse.

"Brother...... How much does it cost? ”

"830, you give 800."

"Good...... Then I'll transfer you on WeChat! ”

"Okay."

After putting the liquor in the warehouse and settling the payment with the salesman, I went back to the bar. At this time, Luo Xue was still laughing and fiddling with her mobile phone.

I asked, "Have you used up your phone, return it to me, I have to go out if I have something." ”

Luo Xue said, "It's gone...... But I found a very special photo in my hand, well, just this one......" Luo Xue said with a look at her phone, "Who is this girl?" It's still pretty good-looking, but why does it look weird? It seems to ......"

I snatched my phone and said, "Hey, you girl, tell you not to flip around, you still flip around." ”

Luo Xue asked, "Alas? Who is this? ”

I said, "An old friend." ”

Luo Xue said: "Alas, is the old friend you just mentioned her to?" ”

I said, "It's really not her?" ”

Luo Xue asked, "Then who is she and why didn't she ......?"

"Brother Jiayin!" At this moment, Xiao Yi walked in with a bag of fruit. I hurriedly beckoned him and said, "Alas...... Xiaoxi, you've come just in time! Take your sister away, this guy is too noisy. ”

Xiao Yi smiled and said, "Okay, I'll do my best!" ”

Luo Xue said: "Alas, good news! Tell me about this girl. ”

I said, "Let's go back...... I've got something going on right now. ”

Luo Xue said reluctantly: "What's the matter! Tell me about it. ”

"No, I'm in trouble! Let's go back......"

After pushing and coaxing Luo Xue to leave, I turned my head and looked at the photos in the phone again, and the memory that had been blurred in my mind gradually became clear.

It was a rainy night, and I sat in front of my computer and was distractedly typing on my keyboard. All kinds of unsatisfactory things at work and in life make it impossible for me to face everything around me peacefully. Irritability, irritability...... It was my truest state at that time.

cough cough cough ...... There are two QQ message prompts in the speaker,Open it and see,It's a friend authentication message。 The other party's avatar is a cute and cute cartoon character. Usually I don't add strangers, but that day I did.

After being added as friends, we naturally chatted. She told me that her name was endorsement. I said it was a nice name and jokingly asked her why she was mainly endorsed. She smiled and said, I only speak for happiness.

Endorsement typing is slow, so most of the time I'm saying she's responding. At that time, all I said was some grumbling about life and work. The endorsement is a gentle and cheerful girl, she listens to my complaints very patiently, and persuades me from time to time, but those persuasions are just some high-sounding truths to me. But at the time, I did have the need to talk, the kind of need that I rarely did. The two of us talked a lot, and later the endorsement may have felt that typing and chatting was too troublesome, so she turned on the voice after asking for my permission. But I didn't want to talk at the time, so I continued to type and talk to her.

The voice of the endorsement is very good, it is the kind of voice of a girl who is very pure and has no impurities. She talked to me about her growing up, about many interesting things in her life, and about her hopes and yearning for the future. In fact, I am still in awe of the dream of a seventeen-year-old girl, but I still can't help but laugh at the innocence and naivety of her speech. Until that time she suddenly asked me, "Alas! Brother, I've been chatting with you by voice for the past few days, do you think there's anything wrong? ”

I thought for a moment and said, "No, but after you asked, I became curious." Why? ”

The spokesperson said: "Let me tell you a little secret! But you know you don't want to dislike me in the future. ”

"How so!" I smiled and asked, "... What secret? You say. ”

The endorsement was silent for a while and said, "Brother, do you know, I'm a disabled person. ”

"What?" I couldn't help but shudder when I heard the endorsement say such heavy words in a cheerful voice...... I asked, "Where is the disability?" ”

The endorsement was still calm and clear, and she smiled and said, "Arms...... I don't have arms. ”

"I don't believe it!" I was immediately skeptical and asked, "If you don't have arms, what do you type with?" ”

The spokesperson said: "Use your feet...... Of course, even though I've been working hard, I still can't play too fast. But luckily, I have a good voice, so I can still happily chat with my favorite friends like you, my brother. Hee-hee......"

I cautiously asked, "You really don't have arms?" ”

The endorsement said: "Brother, if you don't believe it, then I'll send you a photo to see, and you should be mentally prepared." ”

"Hmmm......"

Ding dong...... The endorsement message was sent, and the photo showed a little girl with short hair, dressed up very fresh and clean, with a sunny and sweet smile, she was wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, and there was really a lonely emptiness in the two half-sleeves.

"Dude...... Seeing the photos, believe what I said, right? ”

"Hmm...... Believed! ”

"Then you won't dislike me, will you?"

"Of course not, not only do I not dislike you, but I admire you very much. I didn't expect that the person who has been comforting and encouraging me in the past few days is such a disabled little girl. Thank you for the endorsement! I am ashamed of your optimism. You made me see my cowardice and naivety, and also taught me how to face life, how to find hope and happiness. ”

"Hee-hee...... If that's the case, then I've made it! But though you know my secret, you won't be allowed to treat me like a disabled person. ”

"Of course, in my mind, you are braver, more sunny, and more independent than many so-called able-bodied people! I'm a lot better than your brother. ”

"Hey...... Of course! ”

Not all stories are so legendary, and more stories sprout and grow out of the ordinary. Undoubtedly, endorsement is such a simple and legendary story.

That spring, the spokesperson sent me a message. She told me that I was going to the imperial capital to have fun, and I hoped to have a chance to meet him......

I messaged back and said, "Okay, I'll treat you to something delicious when you come." At the same time, he asked her with concern: "Who is with you on such a long journey?" ”

The spokesperson messaged back: "No one accompanies me, I go by myself." ”

"That'...... Who will take care of you along the way? ”

"I don't need to be taken care of, I can take care of myself."

"But you must have a lot of inconveniences, such as going to the toilet or something......"

"It's okay, I have a mouth that can speak, and nothing will be difficult for me. Don't worry, brother......"

"Well, that's good! Do your parents agree? ”

"Agreed, I've been independent since I was a kid and they feel at ease with me. I'm 18 years old and I'm going to use this trip as my bar mitzvah. ”

"Hmm...... Okay, then I'll be waiting for you in the imperial capital! ”

At the station, the first and only time I saw the endorsement, she was even more petite and weak than I imagined, but she clearly had a certain powerful aura, the kind of aura that no one was allowed to despise her.

At noon that day, I asked the spokesperson for a meal of shabu-shabu. During the meal, the spokesperson said to me very carefully: "Brother, can you feed me during the meal?" Hey...... In such a public place, it always seems unsightly for me to eat with my feet. Of course, by the way, let me enjoy the feeling of being a little princess. ”

Although I don't think it's indecent to endorse eating with her feet in this so-called public place, and even think that anyone who dares to laugh at or even despise her is an extremely unqualified performance, I still agreed to her request.

I explained to her while shabu-shabu the meat slices: "Endorsement, the most important thing to eat this kind of hand-cut fat beef is to master the heat, if the time is short, it is easy to have diarrhea if you eat too raw, and if you eat it for a long time, you will be too old to eat, so according to my experience, it is best between 2 minutes and 30 seconds and 3 minutes." Come, taste ......"

"How? It's delicious......"

"It's delicious...... the spokesperson said with a smile, "It's delicious, I can't see it, brother, you're still a senior foodie." ”

I smiled and said, "Foodie is absolutely, but I can't say senior." Tell you a secret...... But don't laugh at me. ”

The spokesperson said: "What a secret, brother, you say!" I promise not to laugh at you. ”

I said, "This secret has something to do with this shabu-shabu, I'm a greedy eater, and under normal circumstances, as long as I can eat it raw, I won't eat it cooked." That time, I also ate shabu shabu, and I was greedy again, and the meat slice was only rolled in the boiling soup and stuffed into my mouth. At that time, it was refreshing, but then my stomach was in a bad mood. ”

The spokesperson asked: "Brother, do you have diarrhea?" ”

I said, "Oh! That day...... Hey...... I'm ashamed. As I walked down the street, my stomach began to tumble, and at first I thought I could hold back, but then the situation was completely out of my control. ”

The endorsement widened his eyes and asked curiously, "What?" ”

I said, "As the internal organs continued to brew, I vaguely felt a vague and turbid aura gushing out. I thought to myself, let it go, there shouldn't be any consequences. But who would have thought that this was a very wrong decision I made. With a muffled sound...... Ah! The rest is really indescribable. It's big for me! ”

"Poof...... the spokesperson laughed, "No, brother...... You? It's disgusting for you! Hahaha...... No, no, no, it's ridiculous. ”

"Endorsement, it's not interesting enough, don't laugh at me."

"It's not...... Hahaha...... Sorry dude! I...... Ha ha...... I can't help it. ”

"Hahaha......" Seeing the endorsement laughing back and forth, I laughed too, and the whole restaurant was instantly filled with laughter.

Later, shortly after the endorsement returned to her hometown, she sent me a message telling me that she was getting married.

There are some things I can't accept, like a girl who has just turned eighteen and has prematurely carried the burden of marriage at a time when she was just beginning to enjoy the freedom of her youth. But happiness and happiness are not the same dimension. I asked the spokesperson at the time, does the man who married you love you. The endorsement told me that I can't talk about love or not, I have only seen two sides, and they are all arranged by my family. But the endorsement also said that in fact, it doesn't matter if there is no love, as long as he is willing to be good to me and my family. I will treat him well and then slowly develop feelings for him. Later, the spokesperson also sent me a wedding photo of them, and the man standing next to him was obviously many years older than her, but he smiled gently, and his eyebrows also revealed kindness and responsibility.

I always remember what the endorsement said - I only speak for pleasure.