"I used half a year's savings for you

They have come across the ocean to see you

For this reunion

I've even practiced breathing when we met..."

A deep and melancholy male voice floated in his ears, and he used his song to tell the deepest thoughts in his heart.

I drove on my way to the world beyond the mountains. In the distance, there are mountains, dangerous peaks, houses, and homes... They are guarding their own lives, and I am just a passing guest.

Feeling a little tired after a long and boring drive, I took out the wind oil essence from the shallow compartment of the center console and gently applied it to my eyebrows and temples with my fingers, the refreshing mint scent immediately awakened my greedy eyes to the world. And what is even more surprising is that I captured two beautiful voices from one band, the male voice is sunny and handsome, and the female voice is sweet and smart. If you can use sound to get married, I think the voices of the two of them can be regarded as the Condor Heroes in the sound world. They host a show called "Music Flys". The name of the show is very interesting, and the format of the show is also very special, mainly about a musician, and find out the original and cover of his songs, or male and female versions of his songs. Then everyone listens to the taste together.

As far as the song of Li Zongsheng that I just heard, it is the song they are recommending. It is said that the young man does not understand Li Zongsheng, and it is not a year of confusion to understand it. But I don't think so. Teenagers may not understand, and middle-aged people who are not confused may not really understand. Understand or not, regardless of age, the main life attributes. A person can put all his feelings on one person, not so much as the stubbornness of a relationship, but the persistence of an attitude towards life. A person who does not value affection and does not understand affection, even if he lives to be 80 years old, may not understand this stubbornness and perseverance.

Of course, don't ask me if I understand Li Zongsheng, because I don't like Li Zongsheng's songs very much.

In the adult world, everyone lives like a nut, only showing the hard husk, and protecting the soft heart. However, no matter how much we disguise it, there are some things that cannot be hidden, not only "poverty, cough and love" but also greed, jealousy, and careful eyes... And so on and many, many things. In fact, we can't hide anything, and sometimes we can hide because it's not time, but there will always be a day when something that is deliberately hidden will jump out in a special way in an inadvertent moment.

After passing through a long tunnel, I finally came to the outside of the mountain, and the world in front of me suddenly opened up.

After another journey, I saw a wide and loving river in the distance, and the sunset on the side of the river was shining. It is the mother river of the Chinese nation, and its name is the Yellow River.

"I'm going to take a walk on the edge of the Yellow River......" I suddenly had such an impulse, and as soon as the idea came to my mind, I immediately took action and drove to the nearest highway exit.

Driving off the highway, I drove west along Provincial Road 219.

As dusk passed, I finally came to the edge of the Yellow River. I stood on the edge of the Yellow River, letting the damp wind blow against my body, and in the warmth of the remnant sun, I closed my eyes and listened attentively to its rushing sound.

Faintly, there was a whistle in my ears. I opened my eyes and saw a group of people gathering in the distance towards the place where the ship was anchored.

I approached the crowd suspiciously, and saw that some of them were anxious, some were melancholy, and some were curious.

The ship docked, and it was a civilian salvage ship. The moment the ship docked, someone let out a terrible cry! Look at the salvage ship, its stern tied to a long rope, the end of which dragged a petite body.

People dragged their bodies ashore with all their hands and feet, and a middle-aged couple and an elderly man were already crying profusely.

I don't know what happened in between, and I don't know what the drowning child had been through before his death. But neither I know nor do I know that I can change the outcome of this tragedy.

The child was lying on the wet riverbank, thirteen or fourteen years old, and the clothes were a girl. Her skin was already soaked and a little pale. Her eyes were still open, but they were devoid of the vitality and agility of a living person, and there was a mysterious horror revealed in the dark pupils.

I've seen this mysterious and terrifying Hitomi a long time ago. It was when I was a kid and one of my classmates' grandmother went missing. Later, all relatives and friends were dispatched, looking for the whole world. Later, the grandmother's body was found in a river. She floated in the water with her hands folded, looking very serene, as if she were praying some kind of prayer. But her eyes were open, and there was some mystery and horror hidden in them. For many years afterward, I remembered these eyes, and they made me frightened and curious.

My classmate later followed me to tell me that the last time he saw his grandmother, he had an inexplicable sense of foreboding. He said he saw his grandmother's chest being transparent, and he said he saw her heart beating more and more weakly.

Many years have passed, but I still can't understand the meaning of what my classmates said. Is it child's nonsense? Or is it some other strange force? I don't know.

When it comes to death, many people are taboo and reluctant to talk about it. But I don't think it's a big deal. Not only that, but I also feel that life is accidental, and death is inevitable.

Life is a magical being. Long before we became an embryo, one of the sperm* children defeated his hundreds of millions of brothers and successfully bonded to the egg. Later, it dodged countless possible dangers and created a miracle of life. Later, after fighting against various bacteria and viruses and winning, we were born into this world. Therefore, life is really the result of the superposition of multiple accidental factors. But death, it's much simpler, it's just a matter of time or time. And sooner or later, in the evolution of life, it is completely negligible. Therefore, from this dimension, death is not only an inevitability, but also an eternity.

Of course, both the joy of life and the fear of death. I don't think there's any need to deliberately zoom in. Don't think too much about death when you're alive. When you are born, you should live a good and happy life in the present; And when faced with inevitable death, it is enough to greet it calmly.

I once saw a netizen commenting on the movie "Kailash" on Douban. He said that the movie was not very good, the characters in it were too wooden, his companions gave up when he gave up, and the old man passed away. The sacredness of the pilgrimage is not reflected at all. At that time, I left eight words under his comment: Isn't that enough?

I think that being able to face life and death peacefully should be regarded as a great realm of life. I particularly disagree with some people who say that religious belief is a tool of the leadership to fool the people and a spiritual opium that paralyzes the toiling masses. When suffering is inevitable, when wealth is almost empty, isn't faith the last harbor where the soul can dwell?!

The child's body was carried into an ambulance and taken away, along with the sadness and weeping of the living. Time may not heal the wounds of life and death, but it can surely heal the wounds of losing loved ones.

In life, there is always sunshine to warm us.

It was dark, and I looked up at the sky, and on the other side of the river, in the deep night sky, a most beautiful star flashed.

I think that if I leave this world one day, I hope that the people who care about me will not be sad and tearful when they think of me. I hope that when someone who cares about me thinks of me, they will say to the people around her: This stinky boy, although he is usually quite immodest, is a good person, and he is very interesting. Then, after saying these words, she smiled. That's all.

Since childhood, the old man has warned us not to eat the crucian carp in March, and not to fight the three spring birds - this is the awe of life!