"Ah, before I knew it, I had been there for almost four days."

Ning Yidong put away the last bag of bread in the bag, and deliberately kept more than half of it, ready to be used later to feed his stomach.

It's not his habit to use up everything at the beginning, but he always has to save something, just in case.

Then he took out the last bottle of mineral water from his backpack, walked to a corner where no one was around, and drank it in a big gulp.

"These days, it's not bad."

Indeed, Ning Yidong has not caused any trouble these days because he is more cautious.

However, he has seen the sorrow of people at the bottom of society more than once, for the sake of livelihood, for survival, alas......

"Are you going back?"

Ning Yidong looked at the sun not far away, still shining, "Ah, it turns out that we are all looking at the same sun." ”

Ning Yidong sat in the alley, leaning against the wall, thinking about what had happened in the past few days.

After waking up the next day and not seeing the little girl and the old man, he went out in search of new inspiration.

Yes, everywhere he passed, it was what Ning Yidong expected, and as he walked, he took out a pen and paper to record the relevant status.

Shaking his head from time to time and nodding his head from time to time, it made everyone here write sideways glances, thinking that there was some serious problem with his neck.

However, the road was not all smooth sailing, and he saw the tears that seemed to have dried up in the eyes of those people several times, and spent this ordinary and difficult day.

He came back to his senses and looked at the inspiration he had written down the next day.

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A hard day, tears rolling down at the end

Where the hell am I going?

I thought it was painful to the extreme

But in fact, it is still far away

Heaven and earth are so big, I feel like I'm alone

No one wants to know what's going on in my heart

No one

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Ning Yidong looked at the few words he wrote the day before yesterday, and sighed at his current situation.

Yes, the world is so big, he always feels out of place here, as if he is an outsider, alone in a place where he shouldn't be.

"That's what the teacher said, can you better recognize the reality by being a bystander?"

Ning Yidong muttered, and then he smiled again, "However, it's really a little lonely." ”

After all, there was no one around him.

"It would be nice if Sister Yuzu was here at this time."

Somehow, the first person Ning Yidong remembered turned out to be Liu Zhimin.

"However, a person who loves cleanliness so much, and who is so timid that she is afraid of even a bird, should not come."

"Well, forget it, take a few more steps, and the lyrics will be almost finished."

As he walked, he remembered his experience yesterday, which was vivid and unforgettable.

He seems to be like a passerby, constantly experiencing the comings and goings of people here, and the flowers blooming and falling.

He saw people who were smiling when they were not going well, and he thought, isn't this a stark contrast?

When night falls, there are still people who are working hard or decadent, which is just a difference in the choice between people.

"Ah, yesterday was a bit ordinary."

He looked at the paragraphs he wrote yesterday, and he always felt a little far-fetched, but he didn't know exactly what the shortcomings were.

At this time, he remembered Jin Yina's teaching, if he feels bad, it is better to overturn it and start over, if he can't do it again, then he will do both.

"Is it a two-pronged approach?"

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If you close your eyes

You can see what you are

Don't get bored, take a break

.......

I felt like an outlier in the crowd with smiles on my face

I'm the only one who looks like a lost dog

Did I run around for too long?

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Ning Yidong sighed, he felt a little lost, as the OST of a drama (this chapter is not finished!) )

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, mourning can be there, but it can't run through the whole song.

"Well, where is the need for additions?"

Suddenly, as he walked, he was almost blinded by the glimmer of light from the sun hanging high.

He stretched out his hand to block out the harsh sunlight, and he looked around to see several children enjoying the sun with joy.

It was like, as if he had been redeemed.

Ning Yidong thought of something, walked into a small corner, squatted in the corner, took out a paper and wrote it down.

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Now those dreams are too far away

Will this long-standing grief ever end?

Will the warm sun fall for me one day?

Become the self of your dreams

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Ning Yidong packed up his equipment, he felt that it was probably time for him to leave.

Because the experience of these three or four days is enough for him to write lyrics and music.

Art comes from life, this sentence is not wrong, only by staring into the abyss, the abyss will stare at you.

"Ah, it's time to go?"

Ning Yidong breathed a sigh of relief, these three or four days of life were not easy, but they were also fulfilling enough.

The sooner a person realizes the warmth and thorns of society, will it be better?

In the past few days, he has also grown, not only physically, but also mentally.

He once thought that rotten and salted fish was his ultimate dream, but now he has awakened to the fact that he must have his own life creed.

He remembered that Jiang Xu didn't have such a creed in life, belike:

Reflect less on yourself and blame others more.

Before, he didn't think there was anything wrong with this sentence, but now he suddenly realized.

We reflect on ourselves, not to make ourselves feel at ease, but to keep moving towards our ideal self.

In fact, many times, we are not wrong, and our superiors, seniors, and parents always ask us to reflect on our own shortcomings, so do we really have any shortcomings?

Maybe I don't know.

"Well, let's go home at this time."

"I miss those soft beds a little."

Ning Yidong packed up and prepared to go in the opposite direction of the beginning, he can always reach the end, right?

Who knows, an hour has passed, and Ning Yidong has not yet reached his destination, and he is a little uncomfortable.

"Damn, how do I feel like I'm going around in circles."

Yes, for him as a road idiot, in the past three days, there have been no less than double-digit scenes, fortunately there are some markers, otherwise he would really not be able to get out.

After a long time, Ning Yidong finally found the entrance he had come to a few days earlier.

I wiped the sweat from my head, "Wuhu, it's finally out." ”

"It's not easy."

"But what about Brother Xu? Said yes to pick me up. ”

Soon, he felt someone pat him on the shoulder, "Dwarf winter melon, you are here, I really miss you." ”

"Brother Xu, don't hug me, I'm a little dirty."

Ning Yidong felt like he was being embraced, a bit like breaking free.

"Harm, it's all brothers, take care of this."

Then Ning Yidong listened to it and smiled, "Nei, Brother Xu, I'm back." ”

Sure enough, I still see acquaintances, and I feel comfortable.

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