Through her father's letters, she got a lot of information, but she didn't seem to be able to do anything about it, because she didn't know what they were researching, where to look for them, and when she said she would come back.

Maybe...... I'm not coming back for the rest of my life.

This thick stack of letters may be the last connection between myself and my parents.

You can also go to some departments to make trouble, and those who take care of themselves will definitely appear, but then those who force their parents to leave will also pay attention.

When the time comes, everything that my parents have worked so hard will be in vain.

Perhaps, the best option is to continue this life, and then wait, waiting for the day when Mom and Dad will retire and return to her.

Hearing the cry from above the attic, Lu Yao and Fang Xuening looked at each other and were a little worried, but the two of them still stayed at the top of the stairs and did not go up.

They had never seen Li Shuyao cry like this, and they had never seen her cry for her parents.

In the past, they thought that she might have adjusted herself during that period of self-isolation, and felt that she was very strong, but they were indeed a little worried.

I'm worried that she will be depressed if she keeps her emotions in her heart.

Right now...... Just let her vent well.

"I've never seen Yaoyao cry like this." Fang Xuening sighed lightly.

"It seems that there is indeed something very important in it, maybe, it is the suicide note of her parents, alas, ......" Lu Yao also sighed softly: "The world sees her optimistic and strong side, but they often ignore that she is just a 20-year-old girl, or a ...... A girl who lost her parents at the age of 18. ”

"Hmm...... That's why I'm here. Fang Xuening took a deep breath and smiled: "I will always accompany her and accompany her out of the haze in my heart." ”

"Well, we're all the same." Lu Yao said with a smile.

"Yes, and Jingyi." Fang Xuening nodded and said, "We are all by her side, so that she will not be alone." ”

"When she finds her true destiny, restarts her family, and has children of her own, maybe it will be different." Lu Yao said with some yearning: "My true destiny, I don't know when I will come." ”

Fang Xuening was silent for a moment, and then smiled slightly: "It's all coming." ”

"Hmmm......"

After Li Shuyao cried for a while, she gradually stopped, she folded her father's letter and put it back, and then ...... And the letter that her mother left for her.

"Yaoyao, I'm sorry, as a mother, I'm incompetent, I couldn't teach you how to socialize with boys, I couldn't watch you find a boyfriend, I didn't take your hand into the palace of marriage, I didn't help you take care of your children......"

"I know, when you know that we are not dead, you will definitely resent us, I'm sorry, hate me if you want to, don't hate your dad, he is really great, your dad is the most admired person in this world, his attainments in our field are at least 50 years ahead of the world, and I have dragged him down for 18 years."

"Actually, we have been married for a long time but we have never thought about having children, but that night, we were leaked because of a trace of experimental gas...... At that time, we didn't do any precautions, and when we woke up the next day, we took the medicine we had prepared, after all, there was no one around us who sold it, it was just ...... Yaoyao, you are still very powerful, when I knew that I was pregnant, I thought about having an abortion, but it was your father who decided to keep your ......"

"Later, I gradually became a little inconvenient to move, and the above arranged for us to transfer, and your father applied for a leave until you became an adult, and the above approved, and your father felt a little guilty, so he established a biopharmaceutical company, while supporting our mother, while manufacturing affordable drugs, and also providing some special drugs to some special departments."

"In the past 18 years, he has worked really hard and hard, and in the past 18 years, he has not failed our mother and the country...... It's just that in the dead of night, he's staring at the sky in a daze, and I know, he's missing his lab. ”

"Yaoyao, making such a choice is something we have thought deeply, this is the best choice for us and for you, the reason for this, maybe one day you will understand that since you set foot on this road, you can't go back."

"The ambitions in our hearts, the expectations of the country, and the pressure from the international community all urge us to keep moving forward, and also tell us that we can't have too much to do with the family, there are lessons from the blood of the predecessors, and the disaster is not enough for the family, there are many people outside who will not abide by it, and we don't want you to be threatened with our lives one day because of us."

"Yaoyao, my mother wants to accompany you for a few more years, watching you go to graduate school, watching you study for a doctorate, watching you choose your future path, or becoming a university teacher, or entering the Academy of Sciences, becoming an academician who can stand in the sun, well, you will be tied with us at that time."

"Yaoyao, remember to eat well, don't be picky, have balanced nutrition, you can eat less snacks or something, but don't be greedy, keep exercising, be happy every day, don't worry about our affairs, we are very safe, and we may even go down in history, this is what your father often talks about."

"You can be proud that you have such a father, and I am proud to have a husband like him, a daughter like you, and I believe that no matter where you are in the future, you must be a person who is useful to the country and mankind."

"I really want to see you, I really want to see you become famous, I really want to see you get married and have children, I really want to see you proudly say to me, Mom, I am the first in the whole grade again."

"Your father said that we will come back, will come back to see you, what he said, I believe, I hope you also believe, believe that we will come back, will see you again, maybe at that time, you can take your husband and children, and proudly tell them that this is your grandfather, the best life scientist in the world."

"If you can, you can also mention me, I am his grandmother, the assistant of the best life scientist in the world, and together we have dedicated our lives to the development of the country and the future of mankind."

"Yaoyao, I'm sorry, you have to believe that Mom and Dad love you and will always love you, even if we are apart, even if we can't see each other for more than ten years or decades, but you have to believe that Mom and Dad love you."

"I love you, my little princess."

At the end of the letter, there was a looming kiss mark, Li Shuyao trembled his hands slightly, and put this kiss mark on the side of his face.

It's as if mom kissed her gently on the cheek.

"Mommy, Dad...... I love you too. ”

Li Shuyao took a deep breath and slowly spit it out.

She looked up through the attic window at the white clouds slowly drifting in the sky, and her heart was full of thoughts.

She fully understands her parents' choices, and has a vague idea of what they are studying, and her system may be able to help her parents make progress in their experiments, but she doesn't plan to do so.

"Because...... My dad is the best life scientist in the world. ”

Li Shuyao smiled lightly:

"He doesn't take shortcuts like I do, and in the end he only knows what it is."

"Yes, Dad."