Chapter 157: The Taste of Loss, He's Experienced It
Pei Daozhu returned to Wangbeiju and instructed Zhuxing to pack his luggage with the maids.
She sat alone under the west window, spread out the paper and ink on the bookcase, and planned to leave a letter for Xiao Heng.
I picked up the pen and wrote a few words, but I felt that the writing was inappropriate.
She threw the crumpled rice paper to the ground and picked up another pen.
But she didn't feel good about writing and writing.
After staring at the blank rice paper for a moment, she let out a soft breath and put down the brush.
Looking around, the boudoir is exquisite and elegant, and Xiao Heng has indeed not treated her badly in terms of food and clothing.
The gaze fell on the rosewood embroidered screen.
She still remembers that day, when Xiao Heng accidentally peeped into her heart, she hurriedly hid behind the screen in embarrassment and fear.
When he leaned behind the screen and cried, he also had a glimmer of hope in his heart, hoping that Lang Jun could come in to coax her, and tell her that he had the same love for her.
But......
All her hopes were dashed in front of him, whose heart was like stone.
Pei Daozhu lowered his eyes.
It can't be said that Xiao Heng didn't like her.
The temple of the flower god is silent, and the statue of the god is solemn, and he may like it when he depicts her indiscreet portrait of Danqing on the incense table.
The snow fell in the first month of Jinliang Garden, and under the plum blossom tree, he brushed the plum blossom branches for her with his own hands, and couldn't help kissing her.
It's just that......
His liking for her can't match his love for his homeland of mountains and rivers, and his concern for the hatred of the country and his family.
Xiao Heng was the sharpest sword in the Southern Dynasty, but he couldn't unsheath it for her Pei Daozhu.
Outside the flower window, a few bushes of peonies are blooming just right.
This relationship began with forcible seizure, and I hope that it will finally get together and disperse.
The girl thought as she curled her lips in relief, got up and walked out of the house.
The luggage has been packed.
When Pei Daozhu was about to get into the carriage, Cui Yu rushed over in a hurry.
She looked at Pei Daozhu curiously: "I heard that you were leaving, I thought it was just a rumor, but I didn't expect you to really leave...... You are so stupid, there is so much glory and wealth here, why do you want to leave? β
After not seeing each other for a while, Pei Daozhu found that Cui Yu was a little mellower again.
She chuckled: "You can continue to be his caged bird, carefree, suitable for you who have no ideas and only know how to eat and drink." β
With that, he stepped on a small stool and got into the carriage.
Cui Yu watched the carriage leave.
Somehow, she felt as if Pei Daozhu was scolding her for being stupid.
She rolled her eyes unhappily, rolled her eyes, and suddenly ordered the maid: "Hurry up and inform Gu Yanwan and Wei Chaolu that Pei Daozhu has been abandoned by the Ninth Master!" β
The green leather carriage slowly drove out of Jinliang Garden.
Not far away, on a high slope, stood a horse.
Xiao Heng sat on horseback and quietly watched the carriage drive towards Jiankang City.
The hand holding the reins couldn't help but tighten.
The long wind blew, and the Yingluo woven with a red hair rope brushed his cheeks, Lang Jun's face was snow-white, although he was handsome and refined, he was as cold as ice.
She still left......
Somehow, somewhere in my heart seems to have been hollowed out by someone.
He touched the location of his heart.
He seems to have experienced this kind of loss.
It's not like sadness, it's not like grief, it's more like being drained of all emotions and souls, leaving only a numb shell in the world.
The Southern Dynasty has no Pei Daozhu, and it is still the Southern Dynasty.
But without Pei Daozhu, it seems that he is no longer the flesh-and-blood Xiao Heng.
The long wind is blowing, and the grass and trees are sluggish.
Lang Jun's wide sleeves and robe fluttered violently in the wind.
Or, no more flesh and blood is not a bad thing.
My father has said countless times that those who achieve great things should not be confined to the love of their children, but only by being ruthless and ruthless can they be invincible on the battlefield.
This is Xiao Jiajiulang......
Xiao Heng closed his eyes.
When I opened my eyes again, my eyes were clear.
He turned his horse's head and walked down the mountain.
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Wuyi Lane.
Despite Pei Daozhu's help, compared to the other scholars who lived in the splendid Zhong Ming Dingshi, the mansion where the Pei family lived was still simple and depressed.
Pei Daozhu pushed open the door of the mansion, looked at the barrenness, and couldn't help but sigh.
"Sister!"
The twin sisters unexpectedly found her back and hurriedly trotted over happily.
Pei Daozhu hugged his sister and led the two little guys to the backyard: "What about them?" β
Pei Taoyao's voice was crisp: "Plant flowers in the backyard!" A-Niang said that Sister Ah likes flowers, so she wants to have more, and when Sister Ah comes back, she will be very happy to see that the garden is full of flowers! β
Pei Daozhu couldn't help but bend his Danfeng eyes.
In the past, I envied other people's fine clothes, jade food, mountains and seas, and after experiencing many things, I found that compared to those flashy and extravagant mansions, it is most comfortable to live with my mother.
Gu Xian learned that Pei Daozhu took the initiative to return home, but she was stunned for a moment.
Instead of blaming, she took her daughter into her arms and touched her head with pity.
She didn't ask Pei Daozhu if her behavior would offend the Xiao family, let alone what her plans were in the future, she only said softly: "Tonight, cook red dates and longan soup for my little Ananda to drink." I heard that it was raining tonight, so it was best to drink some warm and nourishing soup. β
Bae Daozhu lay in her arms.
Somehow, I was aggrieved and sour my nose.
The place where A-Niang is is her home......
It was night, and it rained heavily in Jiankang City.
The first thunderstorm of the summer, lightning rolled in the dark clouds, and the pouring rain was quite scary.
The candles in the hall were extinguished.
Pei Daozhu held the hot red date longan soup and looked at the dark courtyard from time to time.
It didn't take long for a dim lamp to come on in the wind and rain.
As the lantern got closer and closer, Pei Daozhu's heart also lifted.
Of course she knew that A-Niang wouldn't blame her, but not necessarily the alcoholic father......
Pei Maozhi came back with the lamp.
He stepped into the verandah, wet, and didn't even bother to take off his clogs, and stepped directly into the threshold.
At a glance, seeing Pei Daozhu sitting on the ground, his whole face became gloomy and terrifying, and he raised his slap without saying a word, and slapped Pei Daozhu viciously!
"Bang dang!"
The porcelain bowl containing the red date longan soup fell to the ground.
Pei Daozhu lay on the floor, half of his face was fanned out of red fingerprints, silver hairpins were on the ground, and the green silk like a waterfall was all scattered on the ground.
"Bastard thing!"
Pei Maozhi shouted angrily.
He kicked over the food table, and his voice was fierce: "What do you think you are, and you dare to invite yourself home?!" Who gave you the face?! β
The huge movement attracted Gu Xian, Aunt Kang and others.
Gu Xian was shocked, and hurriedly hugged Pei Daozhu into her arms: "Husband, what are you doing?!" Ananda, she was not happy in the Xiao family, why couldn't she invite herself home? β
"Lao Tzu is not happy, isn't he staying up day by day?!" Pei Maozhi's roar shook the sky, "Lao Tzu was socializing with his colleagues outside, they said that this evil girl invited herself home, Lao Tzu still didn't believe it, and came back in a hurry, it was true!" Pei Daozhu, you ran away from Xiao's house, where did I get the time to eat and drink with your mother?! β
"Husbandβ"
"Shut up!"
Pei Maozhi was furious, kicked Gu Xian away, and wanted to step forward to hit Pei Daozhu.
Before he could start, an attendant in a smock suddenly came uninvited.
He held the brocade box in his hand, glanced at the injured Pei Daozhu, and said to Pei Maozhi with a smile: "Master Pei, I am Xiao Jungong's entourage, and I will send something to Miss Pei on the order of the county prince." β
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Good night duck