328 Between the past and the future

Sister Lydia did not refuse, but she was skeptical of Merlen's words.

"Caesar used this prayer to gain favor with the children of fate?"

Because of her honest behavior in the two days of captivity, Meren had already put away the red rope that bound her at this time.

So the nun, disguised as a black-haired girl, was now leaning back in her chair, her demeanor calm, and she looked down at a prayer that Melen had found temporarily.

"It's not normal."

She said: "Then Caesar is a selfish villain, not to mention the child of destiny, he does not even care about the faith of the Night Church, how can he be favored? ”

"Who knows?"

Mellen shrugged and replied, "But it is certain that he is out of danger of death and becomes a saint on earth." ”

Lydia pursed her lips when she heard this, flipped through the article in her hand and didn't speak.

She is actually more familiar with Caesar than Meren, and when she didn't know Merlen's identity, she made an alliance with Caesar and went to that barren world to capture Elisa.

When the operation failed, Caesar was inspired, threatened by Mrs. Chelsea's family and children, to assassinate the nun, a former ally.

Then, because of Mellen's secret informant, the nun escaped without saying anything, but set up an ambush in advance, and severely injured Caesar.

So after careful combing, Caesar was favored by fate, in fact, she had a "credit".

After all, if he hadn't been seriously injured, he wouldn't have encountered such a good thing.

It's just that it's useless to think about this now, a devout believer in fate who is favored by "God" is completely inconsistent with the image of the person in her memory, and even everything in the past has no reference value at all.

"I don't see anything for the time being."

After flipping through it several times, Sister Lydia looked up at Melen, who was sitting opposite, and said in a flat tone: "I've been thinking about it carefully in the past few days, and I'll tell you if I find something." ”

"Do you need anything?"

Mellen asked, his expression sincere, thinking that it would not be impossible for people to work in vain.

"Not yet."

Lydia obviously didn't appreciate it, "It's not a favor for you, Caesar was seriously injured by me, and sooner or later he will come to take revenge on me, and it is also important for me to figure out why he is favored." ”

As she spoke, she couldn't help but look at Melen a few more times.

If it hadn't been for Mellen's early warning, she would have died at the hands of Caesar.

Although it was later learned that the reason for this early warning was to want her to live, and then extract information from her, but in the end, it saved her life.

"It's a pity that everything is already predestined......"

A grief flashed in her eyes, and Lydia's tone when she spoke again was even colder than before.

"If you don't have anything to do, you can go back first, you don't need to send me food in a short time, I have supplies in my magic pocket, and when the results are available, I will notify you to come."

Without the restraint of the red rope, she can of course use magical means.

However, the authority of the heir confined her to this classroom, and unless she had the ability to break through the confines of this level of rule, it was impossible to escape from this place.

"If you know Transfiguration, feel free to modify this place."

Meren didn't care about the other party's coldness, but he still made a proposal before leaving.

"It's going to be more comfortable, and I'm not going to stop you from doing that."

"You've always had a good attitude towards tools."

Lydia smiled with what appeared to be appreciation, but was actually sarcastic, "But I suggest you treat me badly, so that I can be more acceptable when you tell me the true purpose of imprisoning me in the future." ”

Mellen's reason for imprisoning her is, of course, that she wants her to bear the hidden dangers of Alyssa's bloodline.

Because he needs to be voluntary, he originally considered using some dirty means to train the person in front of him.

However, because of many things before, the nun's attitude was rather strange, so Mellen did not start to carry it out.

Right now, she needed help refining the prayers, let alone tuning them.

So after hearing this, Melen didn't get angry, "What is there to accept or not, what I want you to help do is not necessarily a bad thing for you." It's just that we can't say for sure yet. ”

This is not a lie.

It is indeed uncertain what Alyssa's bloodline will become, but since what the Holy Spirit said is a change of temperament, of course, it has nothing to do with the safety of life.

So it is impossible for a nun to die because of this.

However, she herself obviously did not believe Mellen's words, and when she lowered her head to look at the prayer in her hand, she said in an indifferent tone:

"You don't need to fish me with such words, let alone any rhetoric. If the reason you imprisoned me was Elisa, then I could accept it even if I lost my life. As you said, I am her mother after all, and I should do something for her. ”

"After all, even if you don't do it, you won't let me go, instead of being a prisoner for the rest of your life, it's better to die early."

The nun had long guessed that the reason for her captivity was Elisa, who was connected to her by blood, and Merlen was not surprised by this.

But the other party's attitude always made him feel wrong.

It seems that he has been greatly stimulated, and his heart is like ashes, and from the perspective of various attitudes, the source of this stimulation seems to be his own "scumbag"?

But to say that he is a scumbag of Juliana, or a scumbag of his own teacher, it is still reasonable.

What is this person in front of you?

"You'd better keep thinking like that."

Melen didn't bother to pay attention to a riddler like her, and after leaving a sentence, she disappeared into the classroom, "But what I'm saying isn't rhetoric, and if it doesn't hurt your life, it won't." ”

But some things are more uncomfortable than death......

Lydia thought silently, the gloom on her face no longer needed to be concealed.

In the past few days of being imprisoned, she has thought about saving her husband's feelings, thinking about the stubborn resistance to the end of grievances, and thinking about all kinds of messy thoughts.

But in the end, all that remained was disappointment, no expectation.

Because if the truth is really time travel.

For herself, the sweet and happy memories of the past with her husband are just a fraud that has not yet happened, but is destined to be full of utilitarian fraud.

The so-called love and marriage are both means used to deceive, and Alyssa is the result of this deception.

This was cruel and excessive for herself, who was still a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl at the time.

After realizing this, she cried bitterly, despaired about it, and even wanted to tell the truth to force Merlen, why did she treat her like that?

Why lure her to betray her sister and parents, and betray the entire Chelsea family?

For the sake of his ideals and desires, he will get involved in the evil hell and give birth to a daughter with dirty blood?

was even frightened, kept a widow for half her life, and finally became such a vicious woman?

But how can this be asked?

After all, everything is still "nothing".

And, even if it happens, isn't it all voluntary?

Who is to blame?

After thinking about it for a long time, the anger in her heart gradually faded.

There is no greater mourning than death.

So Lydia thought, if he wants to die, then he will die, what's the point of living?

If he dies obediently, then he will feel a trace of regret after all, right?

(End of chapter)