31. Open the desk
"Do you like it?" Liu Dake looked at Xiao Candao with two eyes, and was a little at a loss with excitement.
"Originally, I also wanted to go to the bookstore, but not long after I left the school gate, I encountered a few hooligans. Thank you for saving me and giving me a book, how much is it? I'll give you the money. ”
"I gave it to you." Liu Dake, who had low self-esteem, looked at Xiao Candao, his eyes were full of joy.
"Really." Maybe Liu Dake's actions were a little unexpected for Xiao Can, and the innocent Xiao Can couldn't help but say.
finally had a chance to confess, and Xiao Can was very satisfied, Liu Dake was naturally happy in his heart, and his heart was much calmer, looking at Xiao Can's happy appearance, the calm Liu Dake nodded deeply.
"Thank you so much." Xiao Can said, put the book given by Liu Dake in his arms, and couldn't put it down. It seems that his efforts have finally paid off, and Liu Dake is naturally very beautiful in his heart, with a smile on his face.
"What about the gloves?" Liu Dake said and looked at the gloves in front of him, in Liu Dake's hometown, the opposite sex, especially boys giving gloves to girls has a special meaning, in Liu Dake's opinion, the gloves can better represent feelings, although Liu Dake is still full of smiles, pretending to be very casual, but his voice is a little timid. However, he didn't expect Liu Dake to be rejected by Xiao Can as soon as he spoke.
Xiao Can glanced at Liu Dake with a puzzled gaze, and said without thinking: "The gloves are free, you might as well give them to others." I have. ”
Xiao Can seemed worried that Liu Dake would not believe his words, so he returned to the desk, took out a bunch of red gloves, and said to Liu Dake: "Look at ......." ”
Liu Dake saw that it was indeed a pair of bright women's gloves, but the difference was that Xiao Can's gloves were pure cashmere, and the color and texture were much stronger than his own. And look at the gloves I gave Xiao Can, which are much inferior.
Suddenly, Liu Dake's heart felt as if someone had been deeply hurt with a knife, it hurt so much.
Xiao Can raised his wrist and looked at his watch, his eyes were a little surprised, and said, "Yo, it's time to eat." I have to go back to my dorm. Don't stay too late in the classroom. Oh. By the way, thank you for the book you gave me. Xiao Can said and floated away like the wind.
In the empty classroom, Liu Dake stood alone in front of the desk, the carefully implemented plan instantly came to naught, Liu Dake's heart seemed to be hollowed out, looking at the gloves that he had painstakingly purchased for Xiao Can, all kinds of indescribable feelings poured into Liu Dake's heart. Angry and disappointed, Liu Dake really wanted to tear apart the disgusting glove in front of him with all his strength, but maybe Liu Dake felt that the glove was very expensive, or maybe there might be other uses in the future, Liu Dake glanced at the glove in front of him, then sniffed it again, and gently folded it and put it on the desk.
Since then, to be more precise, after Liu Dake confessed to Xiao Can, the relationship with Xiao Can seems to have undergone some subtle changes. When meeting Liu Dake, Xiao Can still had a smile on his face, very affectionate, but his eyes always flashed a trace of incomprehensible unease. Liu Dake wanted to date Xiao Can many times, but Xiao Can refused for various reasons.
The graduation is just around the corner, but the relationship with Xiao Can has never made a breakthrough, Liu Dake knows very well in his heart that once he walks out of the training school, he will go his separate ways, and the opportunity to meet again is very difficult, Liu Dake is very anxious. What Liu Dake can't catch up with in front of him is Xiao Can's shadow, smile, posture, calligraphy, and of course, imagination of a new life in the future.
Liu Dake has insomnia, and he has lost a lot of weight.
One night self-study, as usual, Liu Dake came to the classroom early after dinner, when his right hand habitually reached into the drawer of the desk to take out the book, it seemed to find a letter inside, Liu Dake was very surprised, so he bent down to look carefully, and sure enough, he didn't know when someone put a letter in.
Liu Dake hurriedly took out the letter, and seeing the beautiful font of the envelope, Liu Dake seemed to understand everything, so he couldn't wait to hit the envelope. Sure enough, the letter was written by Xiao Can to Liu Dake, to the effect that she was very grateful to Liu Dake for his selfless dedication, and she would treasure this rare friendship in her heart. In addition, she also learned that Liu Dake already has a girlfriend, and women's feelings are the same, and she hopes that Liu Dake will cherish his relationship with his girlfriend and treat his girlfriend well.
Looking at Xiao Can's letter to himself, Liu Dake seemed to have acted in a burlesque without an audience, jumping around in the center of the stage like a clown. Liu Dake's head roared, and he became blank, and he couldn't wait to run to the surrounding mountains immediately to roar and vent freely.
Back in the dormitory and lying on the bed, Liu Dake tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep for a long time, in front of him was Xiao Can's beautiful and handsome appearance, as well as everything he had paid for Xiao Can. Could it be that the unforgettable love disappeared in an instant?
Suddenly, Liu Dake jumped up from the bed. Late at night, Liu Dake walked into the classroom alone.
The empty classroom is Liu Dake's world alone. Liu Dake came to Xiao Can's desk and opened Xiao Can's desk, as if he was trying to find something, Liu Dake wanted to see Xiao Can's heart clearly. Sure enough, in addition to the thick books in Xiao Can's desk, there are love letters sent by Xiao Can's boyfriend, Xiao Can is very neatly placed, it seems that Xiao Can cherishes the relationship with her boyfriend.
Liu Dake put the love letter sent by Xiao Can's boyfriend in front of his desk and read it carefully. It can be seen from the correspondence that Xiao Hu's boyfriend is serving in the army and is a platoon commander officer, and some envelopes are mixed with photos of Xiao Can's boyfriend in the barracks, which is extremely handsome against the backdrop of military uniforms. In front of Xiao Can's boyfriend, Liu Dake felt more and more that he was a full hillbilly, no matter the future, appearance, or temperament, he was far inferior to Xiao Can's boyfriend, and Xiao Can's relationship with her boyfriend was also very deep. Suddenly, Liu Dake's eyes couldn't help but turn black, and he felt more and more dwarfed, as if he felt that Xiao Can's boyfriend was laughing at him with contempt, and he felt very uncomfortable.
"Could it be that the relationship that has been carefully cultivated for months is over like this, and is it that my efforts have been wasted?" Sitting at the desk, Liu Dake covered his head with his hands and fell into deep thought.
We must strive for everything, even if we fail, we will not leave regrets, which is Liu Dake's consistent creed.
"No, no, I have given too much, I must not admit defeat like this." Thinking of this, Liu Dake found the love letter sent by Xiao Can's boyfriend and pondered it carefully.
After thinking for a long time, Liu Dake seemed to have a new idea, so he took out the letter paper and wrote a letter to Xiao Can in the tone of Xiao Can's boyfriend. The basic gist is that he wants to be promoted again, and the army has a clear rule that during this period, it is not allowed to fall in love, let alone get married. I hope Xiao Can won't wait for him any longer. Liu Dake was worried that the letter was too long and easy to reveal flaws, so after Liao Liao said a few words, he signed the name of Xiao Can's boyfriend. Then it was put into an envelope.
It was late at night, Liu Dake walked out of the school and threw a letter imitating Xiao Can's boyfriend into the mailbox on the side of the road. In the following days, Liu Dake's eyes kept looking at Xiao Can, hoping to make new discoveries, and his nerves became extremely sensitive. However, Xiao Can was extremely calm, and smiled when he saw Liu Dake.
One day, Liu Dake was the only one in the empty classroom, and he would finish in a few days, and the short training was about to end. Suddenly, Xiao Can came to Liu Dake angrily, looking at the envelope in Xiao Can's hand, Liu Dake suddenly understood everything, and he couldn't wait to find a hole to get into.
Xiao Can threw the letter written by Liu Dake's imitation boyfriend in front of Liu Dake, and said, "Did you write this letter?" ”
Liu Dake just wanted to find a reason to justify, but Xiao Can said angrily: "Your deception is too clumsy, right?" How could someone from out of town send me a letter near our school?! It's despicable! Xiao Can turned around and left, just took two steps and seemed to remember something, and came to Liu Dake again, and said: "If you can't get a ticket for dozens of yuan, don't do this despicable deed, in that case, at least it shows that you still have some sincerity." After Xiao Can scolded, he walked out of the classroom without looking back.
Stealing chickens and rice is not successful, not only did the hope not succeed, but also was ridiculed by Xiao Can, Liu Dake felt very nesty in his heart, and the taste in his heart may only be experienced by Liu Dake himself. But to Liu Dake's surprise, Xiao Can seemed to have amnesia, and the unpleasant things that had just happened were quickly forgotten by Xiao Can, and he smiled at Liu Dake as usual. However, Liu Dake felt sorry for Xiao Can, and when he saw Xiao Can leave in a hurry like a thief, even if he said hello, he looked extremely embarrassed.
After graduation, Xiao Can soon married her boyfriend and went to the army as a family member of the army. Liu Dake went to the public transportation bureau and became a conductor.
After a long time, especially after taking up the official job, they were busy with their own things, and the romantic story that happened in the training class was quickly forgotten. However, one day, Liu Dake unexpectedly received a letter from Xiao Can from the military camp.
I don't know what the reason is, or Xiao Can is in a good mood, Xiao Can's letter to Liu Dake is very long. In the letter, Xiao Can talked to Liu Dake about what happened in the training class. To Liu Dake's surprise, Xiao Can spoke highly of Dake, saying that Liu Dake was different from others, had a strong pursuit, and was very smart. At the beginning, the reason why he rejected Liu Dake's love, in addition to the main factor of having a boyfriend, was more important to feel that Liu Dake was different, but as for how to be different, Xiao Can did not say it directly, Liu Dake knew that Xiao Can took care of his face. In the end, Xiao Can wished and believed in the letter that according to Liu Dake's unique character, he would definitely do something in the future.
Although as Liu Dake originally expected, after several efforts, Liu Dake did not become husband and wife with Xiao Can in the end, and Xiao Can did not provide much help in his own career. But Xiao Can still inspires and accompanies Liu Dake like a shadow, and even guides Liu Dake to progress.
"Ahem-" Time flies, and the white horse passes through the gap. Thirty years ago, it was as if it were happening right in front of us.
Looking back on the past, Liu Dake had an indescribable sourness in his heart, so he couldn't help but open the drawer and find out the guest book of his classmates at the end of the course, which was pasted with the photos of his classmates, parting messages and mutual mailing addresses. Liu Dake's eyes were firmly fixed on Xiao Can's photo, and Jun Jun Xiaokai's gift: Maybe fate didn't bring us together, but you will always be the most important person in my life.
Looking at Xiao Can's photo and the handsome gift, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of Liu Dake's eyes, who loves calligraphy, especially the appearance is very similar. However, Liu Dake quickly denied himself again, and couldn't help but say to himself: "How could it be her, what is the relationship between her and Xiao Can?" Is there such a clever thing in the world? ”