Chapter 175: I want to go back to the old lady's hometown
Ku Xia beckoned, letting Huang Yicai get closer, "Come here, let me take a good look at you." ”
Huang Yicai obediently got up and approached, squatted down in front of Ku Xia, and obediently let her rough hands gently caress his cheeks.
Ku Xia's eyes when she looked at Huang Yicai were full of her strong emotions as a mother, the most of which was the guilt of this child.
In an era of war and chaos, losing a baby who can only cry and cry is enough to make a mother die of guilt and heartache.
If it weren't for Yu Dalin supporting the original owner at that time, and her elderly parents who needed her care, she would probably not be able to survive.
Ku Xia's eyes reluctantly moved away from Huang Yicai's face, and said to Huang Xiangsheng and Qu Wanyan, "Master Huang, Mrs. Huang, I have a request. ”
"Old sister, please speak."
Ku Xia said expectantly, "Can you let Juncai go and worship his grandfather and grandmother?" My father and my mother were thinking about him the day they closed their eyes, and then my father became seriously ill, and if he hadn't kept thinking about finding this child, he wouldn't have lasted that long. ”
"It's all right to worship grandparents and grandparents, old sister, you look at the arrangement."
Huang Xiangsheng Qu Wanyan has nothing to disagree to, they can let Huang Yicai come over, which shows that they want Huang Yicai to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors, and they don't mind him associating with his biological family.
They understand the children they brought up, and they also understand the pain of being parents, in fact, as long as they want to, they can completely deny this matter, after all, so many years have passed, and what the real situation is, it is impossible to verify it.
But they don't want to watch Ku Xia continue to suffer the pain of mother-son separation, and they don't want to pretend not to know Huang Yicai's biological mother when she is in front of her.
In that era, his mother was still alive, and their mother and son could meet again after nearly forty years, this is the fate arranged by God, and their mother-son relationship should not be broken!
And they have confidence in the child they brought out single-handedly, and they will not leave their adoptive parents behind their adoptive parents after recognizing their biological parents, and when the time comes, they will just have one more family to love him and be good to him, what are they not happy about.
"Then as soon as possible, when will Juncai have time? Come back with me to see the two old men, I haven't been back for a long time, burn some paper for them, tell them that they are safe, and say that the grandson they have been thinking about has been found, and the two old men must be happy to close their mouths! ”
Through the words of bitter summer, the two old men who had never met made Huang Yicai have a very heartwarming feeling, and he sketched a picture in his mind, two hobbling old men supporting each other on the crowded street, hopelessly looking for a baby in swaddling clothes, how desperate should the two old men be at that time?
Huang Yicai held Ku Xia's rough and old hands, and said gently, "You set a time, and I will accompany you." ”
Ku Xia's heart was completely overwhelmed by the original owner's maternal love, seeing her son who had not seen her for many years, she had a lot to say in her heart, and she wanted to ask about everything, Huang Yicai listened patiently and took the trouble to answer her various questions.
Huang Xiangsheng and Qu Wanyan glanced at each other, and went out with the children, leaving a separate space for Ku Xia and Huang Yicai to get along.
Yu Erlin and Yu Silin accompanied them and went to the side hall with them to stay.
The subordinates brought tea and snacks to the masters, and went to the side to stay, the Huang family's tutor was very strict, and without permission, the subordinates would never dare to disturb the master.
Qu Wanyan saw that Yu Erlin and they were all straightforward and honest people, so she had something to say, when she spoke, she had the dignity of everyone's housewife, and the gentleness of everyone's lady, "Erlin, Silin, our relationship, I won't beat around the bush with you, there is something I have always wanted to ask." ”
Yu Erlin gestured, "Please speak." ”
"I've always heard from you that you have brothers and sisters in the family, why have you never heard of your father? Is he ......"
This thing looks very strange, and it can be heard from their words that the role of father seems to be missing in their family, and the existence of the father cannot be captured at all, so Qu Wanyan asked.
There is nothing bad to say about this, everyone in the Yu family Zhuangzi knows, and it is not a shameful thing, Yu Erlin said, "When we were children, we had a father, and we didn't have a father when my little brother and two younger sisters were born, he said that he was going to go to the scientific examination, and as soon as he left, there was no news, my mother said that if he died, he would die, and if he lived, then we would treat him as dead." ”
When his father just left, there were still people in the village of Yujia who sent irregularities, saying that his mother's words and deeds were rude, and his father's Xiucai didn't look down on her, and that his mother was a toad who wanted to eat his father's swan meat, and that his mother was the daughter of a pig killer, how dare she dare to climb the high branch of Xiucai, and all kinds of ugly words often came out of those people's mouths.
He was only thirteen or fourteen years old at the time, and when he heard someone say that, he fought with them.
Later, his mother taught him that there is no need to fight with those people who have broken their mouths, they can say whatever they like, no matter what they say, they can't change their family's life, how they should live or how they live.
He doesn't blame anyone for his father's departure, his mother and his brothers and sisters are not at fault, if you want to blame his father, he will take away all the family's savings with a shake of his hand, and the wife and daughter of the family don't care about it, such a man who doesn't want a father, a mother, a wife and children, don't do it, it's better to leave early!
Yu Erlin briefly talked about his father and his mother, mainly focusing on how difficult it was for his mother to grow up with their children, he didn't want Huang Xiangsheng and them to think that his mother was indifferent to Huang Yicai's loss, he wanted them to know that because his mother still had his parents and eldest brother at that time, he forced himself to survive.
"My mother has never eaten well or lived well in her life, saving food and frugality from between her teeth, and pulling up our children, sometimes I think, if my father is here, will my mother not live so hard?"
"But my mother said, if my father is here, I don't know if our life will be good, but the bad life is certain, how good can a man who abandons his wife and children be?"
Huang Xiangsheng and they understood, it was nothing more than that the poor Xiucai couldn't afford to read, so he fell in love with the daughter of a rich pig killer who didn't have much culture, hooked up with others, deceived others for him to study, and when he sucked people's blood, he kicked them and looked for other good places.
They had heard and seen a lot of stories of such ungrateful white-eyed wolves, but it was the first time that such a real thing happened to them, not to mention that their two families still had such a relationship.
Huang Xiangsheng said, "Erlin, I have traveled south and north for so many years, and I have accumulated some contacts and know some people in the capital, do you want me to help you inquire about your father's whereabouts?" ”