140, Liang Haixing's first love
The woman's name is Huo Caiyun, she is a female classmate in Liang Haixing's university, a classmate for four years, and has changed seats many times, but Huo Caiyun has been sitting in the front row of Liang Haixing, sitting in the seat every day, and as soon as she looks up, Huo Caiyun's back will meet Liang Haixing's eyes.
Rejecting people thousands of miles away may be a common trait of beautiful women in the world, leaving a common impression on men that they are cold. Especially in the girlhood, as if they are the masters of the world, in the face of any man's approach, especially the closeness in public, and even the glimpse of the affectionate gaze, it seems to be full of sin, artificially erecting a line of defense for the soul, and every day they play a picture that seems to be pretending to be cold, trying not to give any man with bad intentions any chance. gives people a sense of being full of city or scheming, and over time, men, especially those with self-knowledge, can only stay away, or are driven by grape psychology, weaving black stories of beautiful women. However, beautiful women are a book, and before they open their hearts, which man can see and understand their true hearts. After a long time, she may become a leftover woman. can only sigh, youth is in a hurry, and the years are ruthless.
Huo Caiyun is different. Although it has the common beauty of beautiful women: fair skin, jet-black hair, flirtatious eyes, Tingting figure, graceful posture, and a shallow smile. The difference is that the pair of shallow dimples on Huo Caiyun's face give people the feeling that the smile is always on the face, which makes people feel particularly warm, neat bangs, and the outfit of the five-four young woman with short hair that reaches her ears, and her soft voice is extremely sweet, giving people a particularly pure feeling, like a morning pearl hanging on the branches and leaves. At night, in the dormitory, the roommates talked about Huo Caiyun the most. Liang Haixing's roommate has said many times that if there is really a goddess in the world, it must be Huo Caiyun, Huo Caiyun is the living Mona Lisa, but it is far more beautiful and elegant than the Mona Lisa, Huo Caiyun's voice is the most beautiful music in the world, and if you can marry Huo Caiyun, even if you are a cow and a horse, you will be willing, even if you live a day of married life, you will have no regrets for life.
Some roommates questioned this: Mona Lisa is recognized as a beauty all over the world, and Huo Caiyun is at most a school flower, and there is no comparison with Mona Lisa. The roommate's questioning was immediately attacked by most of her boyfriends: Mona Lisa is indeed incomparable with Huo Caiyun, because Huo Caiyun is younger than Mona Lisa, and youth is beauty.
Maybe because of Xi Shi in the eyes of the lover, although Liang Haixing feels that Huo Caiyun is indeed like a hibiscus out of the water, a blooming peony, gentle and atmospheric, a standard beauty, but that is only the external appearance, what can move Liang Haixing's heart more is Huo Caiyun's unique temperament, words eyebrows, head throwing, beauty overflowing, it is better to use the inner cong and outer show to describe it more appropriately, maybe the professional Chinese, coupled with the long-term literary edification, it seems that the restrained and elegant temperament of Chinese women is integrated into Huo Caiyun's blood, neither humble nor arrogant, gentle and generous. In Liang Haixing's eyes, Huo Caiyun is just a beautiful and elegant woman. That's all.
is different from ordinary natural beautiful women, Huo Caiyun's appearance and temperament come more from the family's genes. It is said that his ancestors were nobles, his father was a son of a rich family who had stayed abroad, his mother was a daughter of a wealthy family, and many relatives were overseas Chinese, but the impression left on Liang Haixing was that Huo Caiyun did not have a special performance, except for the handsome beauty and elegant temperament that are rare for ordinary women, Huo Caiyun did not seem to have a special performance. Perhaps because of his love of literature, he holds a thick piece of literature every day, of course, in addition to ancient Chinese masterpieces such as "Dream of the Red Chamber", there are also world classics such as "Notre Dame de Paris" and "Red and Black". Perhaps because of this, the distance between him and Liang Haixing's heart has been widened.
My Fair Lady and Gentleman are good, which girl doesn't have spring? This is especially true for male and female college students who are restless during puberty. Huo Caiyun, who is extremely elegant and pure in appearance and temperament, has naturally become the object of pursuit by all the boys in the school, and some male classmates always write letters to Huo Caiyun with the psychology of gamblers, and Huo Caiyun will receive a stack of courtship letters every day. At first, Huo Caiyun also opened it to see, and with a faint smile, one by one, the love letters were slowly torn apart by a pair of slender hands and turned into a pile of scraps of paper. Later, Huo Caiyun bought a pair of scissors, just like the butcher knife in the executioner's hand, seeing that it was a love letter, he would get the same fate, cut it into pieces, put it in a thick cowhide envelope and dump it into the garbage.
Huo Caiyun sat in the front row of Liang Haixing, and Liang Haixing saw Huo Caiyun's actions very clearly, and sometimes couldn't help but sigh: It's really pitiful for those infatuated people, who worked hard and racked their brains to weave beautiful language, but what they got was Huo Caiyun's disdain. Liang Haixing clearly saw that boys with the same style often wrote letters to Huo Caiyun, but the boy did not expect that Huo Caiyun did not open a single letter.
Maybe Liang Haixing sat in the back row of Huo Caiyun, Huo Caiyun often returned to his seat after dinner, and gave Liang Haixing some of the food in the lunch box on the grounds that there were too many meals and he was worried about gaining weight. And what Liang Haixing paid was to often accompany and buy books for Huo Caiyun's staff. Of course, he was naturally jealous of many male classmates, especially his roommates, and often at night, induced confessions and sometimes even forced confessions Liang Haixing to confess his love situation with Huo Caiyun. Naturally, Liang Haixing flatly denied it.
Although in the eyes of his roommates, Liang Haixing behaved extremely tenaciously and was strong in every interrogation, Liang Haixing told the truth. In the days of contact with Huo Caiyun, Huo Caiyun never confessed anything to Liang Haixing. More importantly, before Liang Haixing entered school, his parents told Liang Haixing more than once that he must devote all his energy to studying, and he should consider falling in love and getting married after he is stable. As a rural child, Liang Haixing thinks very practically, and he knows very well in his heart: with his ability and family background alone, it is difficult to be assigned to his girlfriend after graduation, and it is difficult to solve the problem of separation between the two places. And the final ending is a waste of feelings. Although emotionally, Liang Haixing felt Huo Caiyun's closeness to him, but he always felt that it was the love of classmates, or a temporary good feeling, far from love. In the dead of night, Liang Haixing was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, difficult to sleep, Huo Caiyun's figure, and his charming smile, often appeared in front of Liang Haixing's eyes, and sometimes he would think about it, but when he thought of Huo Caiyun's life experience, especially after graduation, he might go his own way. Suddenly, as if in the cold winter, someone poured ice water on his heart, and when he woke up, his feelings for Huo Caiyun became numb.
On the eve of graduation, students are busy with where to go after graduation, and they become impetuous. After class in the afternoon, Huo Caiyun quietly asked Liang Haixing if she could accompany her to buy a skirt on the weekend. Liang Haixing was worried that the graduation assignment had not yet been settled, and he was a little sluggish. Huo Caiyun said that women buy clothes for men, and men's eyes are more unique than those of the same sex. Liang Haixing really couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he reluctantly agreed to Huo Caiyun's request.
At night, the roommate interrogated Liang Haixing and Huo Caiyun about their relationship. Liang Haixing is still strong. The roommate who had always had a crush on Huo Caiyun told Liang Haixing that if Liang Haixing could provide him with a chance to contact Huo Caiyun alone, he could ask his roommate to stop interrogating Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing was a little irritable, so he told his roommate about Huo Caiyun's invitation to buy a skirt on the weekend, along with Huo Caiyun's reason, and asked his roommate to accompany Huo Caiyun to buy a skirt for him. The roommate was naturally very happy, and he ended the interrogation of Liang Haixing.
On the weekend, Huo Caiyun invited Liang Haixing to the mall to accompany him to buy a skirt, but Liang Haixing had already been thrown out of the clouds. The teacher has not heard back from the graduation assignment, and Liang Haixing is not easy to ask, so he is a little irritable, so he came to the classroom alone and prepared to practice calligraphy to kill time.
Just dipped in ink, suddenly, the roommate who had a crush on Huo Caiyun appeared in front of Liang Haixing sweatingly, maybe he was in too much hurry and a little out of breath. Seeing this, Liang Haixing was a little amused: As for it? Chasing girls with so much force. Liang Haixing just wanted to joke with the roommate. Seeing the sullen face of the roommate, Liang Haixing had no choice but to give up. The roommate took out ten yuan from his pocket and handed it to Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing immediately understood everything. The money was the money that Liang Haixing lent to his roommate to buy a dress for Huo Caiyun.
Liang Haixing didn't speak, and the roommate said to Liang Haixing: "Thank you for your kindness." You have done your best, but I don't have this blessing. As soon as the roommate turned around, he turned back to Liang Haixing and said, "Old classmate, but you got into trouble today, ......." The roommate wanted to say something, but when he saw some movement in the classroom, he glanced up and saw Huo Caiyun walking in with his head down, and slipped out of the classroom like a thief.
Huo Caiyun came to Liang Haixing's side, first glanced at Liang Haixing, and whispered to Liang Haixing: "You can refuse my love, but you have no right to betray my love." The person I hate the most in this world is you. Huo Caiyun's voice was still so gentle and sweet, especially without the slightest resentment on his face, but his eyes were a little red, as if he had just cried.
After Huo Caiyun finished speaking, he climbed on his desk and read the novel as before. Liang Haixing stood there for a moment, he really couldn't find a reason to explain, and felt that staying in the classroom any longer, especially in the face of Huo Caiyun, was a little embarrassed, so he quietly walked out of the classroom.
After graduation, Huo Caiyun generally disappeared, did not contact any classmates, did not leave any traces, and Liang Haixing never got Huo Caiyun's information again. Liang Haixing went to the school's students to find Huo Caiyun's graduation assignment file, which only recorded that Huo Caiyun had arrived in a strange city in the south. Perhaps out of curiosity or inner concern, once, Liang Haixing set off to the city assigned to Huo Caiyun after graduation, and Liang Haixing originally wanted to visit Huo Caiyun and talk about his classmates. However, although Liang Haixing got in touch with the unit assigned to Huo Caiyun after graduation, the people in the unit told Liang Haixing that Huo Caiyun had not gone to work since he reported to work, and was later removed from the unit, and since then, he has cut off contact with Huo Caiyun. It seems that Huo Caiyun's situation is completely caused by himself, Liang Haixing's heart is full of deep guilt for Huo Caiyun, and he knows about Huo Caiyun everywhere. After a long time, he collected some scattered information about Huo Caiyun: Huo Caiyun went to the sea to do business, became a monk, and went abroad to .......
I don't know if it's because of Huo Caiyun's guilt, or for other reasons, everything in the past made Liang Haixing's heart a little sad, and he couldn't help but look up at Liu Dake's room, and saw that the light in the living room was still on, and he was even more inexplicably irritable, and lowered his head and walked towards the building.