Gao Yan didn't say anything anymore, her eyes stared at Liang Haixing tightly, Liang Haixing felt very unfamiliar, and looked at Gao Yan blankly.

Suddenly, Gao Yan got up violently and crawled on Liang Haixing's body, and as if she was afraid that Liang Haixing would run away, she hugged Liang Haixing's neck tightly. Liang Haixing was stunned by Gao Yan's sudden move, trying his best to dodge, and kept saying, "Gao Yan, Xiao Gao, what's wrong with you?" ”

Helpless, Gao Yan crawled on Liang Haixing's body, and Liang Haixing couldn't move. Gao Yan kissed Liang Haixing's face and chest like crazy. Liang Haixing no longer resisted and was at the mercy of Gao Yan.

Maybe Gao Yan was also a little tired, maybe her feelings finally broke out, and then she crawled on Liang Haixing's body and cried, tears soaking Liang Haixing's shirt.

Looking at Gao Yan's sad appearance, Liang Haixing knew that Gao Yan had been greatly traumatized in his heart, and he wanted to comfort him, but he thought that if Gao Yan had a seizure, his heart might be better, so he didn't persuade him again. Sure enough, after Gao Yan cried, she opened her heart to Liang Haixing.

"He and I were college classmates ......." Gao Yan snuggled up to Liang Haixing's shoulder and whispered, as if reminiscing.

"He's your husband?" Liang Haixing was puzzled.

"For now, it's still so." Gao Yan Muran said. Liang Haixing knew that Gao Yan's sadness came from the husband and wife, so he didn't say anything more, and listened to Gao Yan's story quietly.

Maybe the girl has a hero worship complex, he is a senior brother who is one level higher than me, the signboard of the student union, so that he often goes in and out of public places, especially strong organizational skills, quite favored by girls, there is no shortage of many suitors around him,

I know very well that there are many female college students who are more beautiful than me, but I like him from the bottom of my heart, and I rely on him as an element of my life and integrate it into my blood. At first, I didn't attract his attention, I knew that it was not that I was not good, but that there were too many girls who were better than me, and they liked him in their hearts just like me, and their pursuit of him was crazier than me. There was longing in my heart, but I was even more dazed, and I didn't even dare to confess, because I was afraid of failure, and I was afraid that I would lose him completely. Once rejected by the other party, everything will come to naught, and it may even cause the other party to be bored and become an enemy. Sometimes the crush is also very happy, and there is always a chance to wait. Once rejected, it means that even illusions are gone.

One evening, at dinner time, I read a book in the classroom, went to the dormitory, and prepared to wash up and go to the cafeteria to eat. Around the corner of the dormitory, a figure suddenly appeared, and in my panic, he walked towards me with a pink rose in his hand. I was stunned, I didn't believe what was suddenly happening in front of me, and I couldn't help but turn around and see that there was no one else around, let alone a beautiful girl. Knowing that he had agreed to my love, there was a girlish shy irritability on my face, but despite this, I was still very reserved, and continued to walk forward as if no one was around. Suddenly he came to me at a rapid pace, blocked my way, and said to me, "May I give you a rose?" I still looked around pretending to be puzzled. And he said unto me, "I have given this rose to its owner." I shook my head in confusion and said, "I don't like a rose." He asked me why, and I said casually: One is the only one, I don't like the only rose, and it is not a poisonous (alone) rose.

I know that good men have very strong self-esteem. I was very scared, because of my reserve, he turned around and gave me roses to other women, leaving me with endless regrets and pain that would not heal, who is to blame? It was I who crushed the rose with my own hands, and pierced the long thorns on the rose into my heart. Therefore, he couldn't wait to step forward and immediately snatch the rose in his hand and hold it tightly in his hand.

He seemed to see my thoughts, smiled slightly, looked at me intently and said: You are not a poisonous rose, but a lone rose, blooming in my heart, and the only rose in the world, I would like to turn you and this pink into an eternal memory in my heart. I said to him, "You're officially proposing to me?" He said if I agree. I was drunk, and I said, I don't know about you. He said, "Shall we make friends first?" He said as he held out his right hand. I felt like I had been electrified, and I took his right hand and walked out of the campus with him. We first went to a restaurant near the school for dinner, and then came to the hillside near the school, smelling the fragrance of the mountains and forests, showering with gusts of mountain breeze, moistened by alcohol, and hearing his intoxicating love words, the whole person was drunk. He was afraid that I would catch a cold, so he held me tightly in his arms. From time to time, I looked at him, into his eyes, and gently stroked his beard with my hand. He was a fatherly man, and I thought, "This man is my eternal sustenance in this life." I still remember that day vividly, like a carving. It's like a rose for me, leaving pink memories in my heart. Every time I think of it, the corners of my mouth are flowing with happiness, lick it gently, it's all sweet, and the dream is also intoxicating happiness, often make myself wake up with a smile, what belongs to me is just an intoxicating laugh. At this time, I was like a princess, living in a happy fantasy all day long, and dreams and reality were intertwined.

Later, our classmates discovered our secret, and they looked at me with envy and jealousy. One day, the roommates were busy with their own things. I was a little uncomfortable, lying alone in bed reading a book. Suddenly, there was a soft knock on the door. When I got up, I saw a senior sister standing in front of me. Although I am not very familiar with that senior sister, I know that they are classmates. When I saw the senior sister, I was a little puzzled, and said to the senior sister: Is there something wrong? The senior sister didn't say anything, "plopped", knelt in front of me, and said to me: Senior sister, please let go of your hand and give me back your love, right? I immediately understood everything, and said to my senior sister, that's okay, as long as the other party is willing, I can leave at any time. My sister didn't say anything, touched the tears in the corners of her eyes with her hand, and walked out of my dormitory with her head down.

Love is selfish, perhaps in the nature of human beings, especially women. In the evening, we went on a date again, and I told him about my sister's actions, and I thought he would confess to me. However, to my surprise, he just said to me lightly: everyone has the right to love and be loved, and of course there is also the obligation to love and not to love. Love or not to love is the choice between two people and the resonance of the heart, there is no question of giving or not letting go. His rational answer increased my love for him.

"Where's your senior sister?" Liang Haixing was listening quietly, maybe Gao Yan's senior sister's actions won Liang Haixing's sympathy, Liang Haixing suddenly asked.

Gao Yan didn't answer immediately, sighed, and said, "Later, I heard that senior sister had a serious illness, and then suspended school, and after suspending school, she never continued to go to school. Then we lost contact. ”

"Ahem. This is a woman's feelings. Liang Haixing sighed.

"Yes, I didn't expect that my actions that day planted the seeds of my sister's hatred for me. Let me suffer the consequences. Gao Yan said, his confused eyes seemed to be full of endless pain, and Liang Haixing didn't interrupt Gao Yan again. Gao Yan continued to immerse herself in the memories.

As I got more contact, I got to know him better. Like you, his family is also in the countryside, he is the eldest, and he has three younger sisters, and his family is extremely poor, so I often support him in his livelihood. It can be said that it was with my sponsorship that he successfully completed his studies.

Liang Haixing was a little dissatisfied when he heard that Gao Yan's husband was the same as himself, a rural child, and Gao Yan's speech was full of superiority, but in the face of Gao Yan, who was snuggled up to him, it was not easy to show it directly, so he smiled slightly. Gao Yan seemed to see Liang Haixing's thoughts, but still continued: I have been to his house, and I have also met his parents, who are a pair of simple farmers in the countryside, who like my future daughter-in-law from the bottom of their hearts, and specially made a new bedding for me, took out the eggs laid by the hen and scrambled them for me to eat, and saw me with a smile from the bottom of my heart. And his family's poverty was beyond my expectations: the family lived in the most dilapidated house in the village, his grandmother followed his parents, and his father was not in good health, but all this did not seem to affect my love for him. I think I'm married to a husband, not a family. Besides, poverty doesn't take root, and as long as we are happy in marriage, his family is nothing to us. My unwavering love comes from his faith and dedication to life. He told me more than once that he wanted to make me proud to live and give happiness to my children. What the woman wants, all that he has given me, is enough.

On the eve of his graduation, he suddenly offered to meet my parents to finalize our relationship. At that time, I thought that after more than a year of understanding, it was time to meet my parents. For women, a marriage that is not supported by their parents' understanding is destined to be a tragedy, and the marriage is a major event that should be understood by parents. I agreed to his request. The day before I met my parents, I saw that he still didn't say anything, so I tactfully reminded him that it was best to prepare for the first time to meet my future father-in-law, but he smiled at me, not only told me the identity and age of my parents, but also said my parents' hobbies, birthdays, and some things that I usually don't remember. What surprised me even more was that the time he offered to see my parents was my father's birthday. When I saw my parents, he only brought two things, one was for my father, according to him, it was an ancient jade from the Han Dynasty, because my father was very fond of antiques; The other was to bring a pair of crystal glasses to my mother, because he also learned from somewhere that one of my mother's glasses had just been accidentally broken, and he could even think of something that I didn't know about as a daughter. But to my surprise, my parents didn't seem to be very fond of his future son-in-law. My father thought he was too sophisticated and scheming, and he was worried that I would not be able to control him in the future. But when my parents saw that I loved him very much, they didn't object. At first, I didn't take my parents' opinion seriously. Later, something happened that I got to know him better.

After meeting my parents, he offered to meet my uncle, who worked in the SW organization department. I think sooner or later we will become a family anyway. It was only natural to meet my uncle. Later, I heard that he had been assigned to a remote area at that time. Later, I learned the real purpose of his meeting with my uncle: to ask my uncle to help keep him in the provincial government. His utilitarian nature made me doubt his love, and it turned out that he was taking advantage of me. A woman's dreams are brilliant and sometimes full of hallucinations. I think: love means giving, and giving is selfless. didn't think about it any further, and later married him.