210. Low morale
Baidu, another night is coming, the neon lights are shining, prosperous like a brocade, at this time Baidu welcomes visitors from all over the world with a new face, which seems to be more beautiful.
Recently, the work is busy, the pace is also very fast, a little tired, and drank some liquor at noon, especially after arriving at Baidu, some unsatisfactory, the work is still not progressing, Liu Dake is a little upset, just stay in the room, sipping tea, thinking about countermeasures. Unconsciously, Liu Dake lay on the sofa and slept until dinner, and when he opened his eyes, his eyes were full of scenes that had happened in Baidu. Before, although there will always be some ditches and bumps in work and life, most of the things that are not satisfactory, but it is rare to encounter such grievances and even loss of face in Baidu, and there are endless feelings in my heart, I feel a little lonely, after drinking tea, I feel even more bored, and I don't know what to do, and I am a little dull in the dark and damp basement.
In the past, Liu Dake had come to Baidu many times to report to his superiors, every time he came and went in a hurry, occasionally stayed overnight, and also entertained the superior units, every time he was drunk, sent off the leaders, returned to the hotel, lay down and fell asleep, and even forgot what happened that night. This time it's different, I don't know when I'll be able to go back, and I'm not happy, Liu Dake really wants to go out shopping alone and relax.
Everything that has happened recently has caused waves in Liang Haixing's mind from time to time, making Liang Haixing fall into deep confusion, and even begin to doubt himself about everything that is happening around him, and sometimes he can't help but ask himself: What's wrong. The scene in his hometown, especially the figure of his parents from time to time, seems to have come to a crossroads in life, falling into confusion, and often thinking: how to go on the road of life.
Perhaps he had already realized that the trip to Baidu would be a protracted battle, and before leaving, Liang Haixing brought paper and ink, and practiced calligraphy when he wanted to be fine, and more importantly, to pass the lonely time.
When Zhao Liang gently pushed open the door of Liang Haixing's room, he saw that Liang Haixing was concentrating on practicing calligraphy, so he didn't bother and gently exited the room. Zhao Liang knocked on Gao Yan's door again.
When Zhao Liang walked into Gao Yan's room, Gao Yan had just finished taking a shower and washed her clothes again, and the whole room was filled with the smell of Gao Yan's body fragrance and shampoo, shower gel, and laundry detergent, Gao Yan was sitting on the sofa, making a cup of tea, and watching TV.
Zhao Liang first glanced around Gao Yan's room, as if he was trying to find something. Seeing Gao Yan hanging the washed clothes in the hygiene, he was puzzled: "When will your clothes be dry?" ”
Seeing Zhao Liang walk in, Gao Yan didn't get up, glanced at Zhao Liang, and said disdainfully: "It's better than letting it go, isn't there an iron in the room?" ”
Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan, not knowing how to answer, Gao Yan said again: "I knew you would come to my room to find me." ”
Gao Yan's words were beyond Zhao Liang's expectations, and in an instant, Zhao Liang thought a lot in his heart, but he didn't know what Gao Yan was thinking at this time, so he didn't dare to answer rashly, so he looked at Gao Yan with puzzled eyes and smiled slightly, but his eyes kept looking at Gao Yan, every change in Gao Yan was remembered by Zhao Liang, and he seemed to see through Gao Yan's thoughts.
Gao Yan didn't think as much as Zhao Liang thought, and pointed to the sofa beside him and said, "You are a person who is not willing to be lonely." I had a fire in my belly in the morning, and I haven't vented it yet. Come, sit down. I'll chat with you and help you with counseling. ”
Zhao Liang misunderstood Gao Yan, and was a little embarrassed by his worries, so he smiled slightly and asked Gao Yan: "Do you know what Xiao Liang is doing?" ”
Gao Yan didn't think much about it and said casually: "Xiao Liang is either reading or practicing calligraphy in the room now. ”
Zhao Liang looked at Gao Yan in surprise. Gao Yan seemed to see Zhao Liang's thoughts, and his eyes were still looking at the TV and said: "Don't look at you as the director and Xiao Liang is the section chief, but the two of you are by no means all the way, you are not willing to be lonely, and Xiao Liang likes and even sometimes enjoys loneliness." ”
"You is too hurtful to speak, if you like Xiao Liang, you can just say it. Why pull one to hit the other. I was not happy, I wanted to chat with you and relieve my boredom, but I didn't expect to be poured cold water on my heart by you. Looks like I'm going to have to find another place to vent. Zhao Liang looked at Gao Yan and smiled.
Gao Yan didn't reply, her eyes were still glued to the TV, and she said, "This has nothing to do with liking or not, it can only show that the two of you have different personalities." When you encounter something, sometimes you are impulsive, and when it doesn't go your way, you always want to find someone to talk to, and your joys, sorrows, and sorrows are all written on your face, and you are very transparent. Xiao Liang held a lot of things in his heart, thinking of a solution, and when he was lonely, he used his own unique method to eliminate it. This may have something to do with everyone's growth, you have been in the business for a long time, you are used to running outside, and you dare to think and dare to do things. Xiao Liang is different, he has been working beside the leader for a long time and has developed the habit of being cautious in doing things. ”
"Humph! No matter how stupid I am, I can still hear it, you are indirectly praising Xiao Liang. Zhao Liang seemed a little unconvinced.
Gao Yan saw that Zhao Liang had misunderstood him, so he glared at Zhao Liang and said dissatisfiedly: "It's really a dog biting Lu Dongbin." Zhao Liang still did not back down: "You mean to say that Xiao Liang is more mature than me." Zhao Liang's words made Gao Yan very sad, and she was a little angry: "It's really hopeless!" ”
Gao Yan didn't want to pay attention to Zhao Liang anymore, so she stared at the TV with both eyes. Zhao Liang was a little embarrassed, so he deliberately looked for words: "When did you study psychology?" ”
Gao Yan didn't seem to hear what Zhao Liang was saying, or was more concerned about the plot on the TV, looked at the TV, didn't answer, and there was no one around.
"What are you looking at, so fascinated?" Zhao Liang glanced at the TV and said.
"I'm looking at the people of Mashan in Baidu." Gao Yan still didn't reply.
"The people of Mashan are in Baidu?! Interesting. Zhao Liang couldn't help but smile as he recalled what Gao Yan had said.
The TV series is finally over, and the moment of inserting advertisements will be a long wait, Gao Yan stood up from the sofa. Actually, Gao Yan was not interested in the TV series that had just been broadcast, and she didn't care about the plot at all. glanced at Zhao Liang, at this time, Gao Yan was very annoyed, so he deliberately pretended to be fascinated by watching TV, but he didn't want to chat with Zhao Liang. After Gao Yan relaxed her body for a while, she said casually to Zhao Liang: "Family drama." Gao Yan looked a little careless.
"Oh." Zhao Liang nodded, his face expressionless, as if he had something on his mind. Gao Yan sighed again: "The current era is too impetuous, and there is fast food culture everywhere. There is no creation at all, just follow a plot, make it up, write wherever you want, and make up whatever the audience likes to watch. There is no thought at all, and it will not inspire and associate people, just like a glass of boiled water, there is no taste at all, and you will forget it after seeing it. ”
"Now film and television creation has become an industry, and TV dramas have become products, not works." Zhao Liang continued Gao Yan's words.
Gao Yan glanced at Zhao Liang, and saw that Zhao Liang had no intention of leaving, so he came to the desk, turned to look at Zhao Liang and said, "I'll make you a cup of tea." ”
"Yo, what's going on today? Is that a good attitude? Zhao Liang seemed to be a little moved.
"Do you even drink it? Where did so much nonsense come from. If you don't drink, I won't pour it. So as not to waste my tea. Gao Yan seemed to be a little angry, or a little disgusted by Zhao Liang's yin and yang weirdness, so he urged. Zhao Liang drank a lot of water before coming, and instead of letting Gao Yan make tea, it was better to talk to Gao Yan for a while, and said: "If you want to pour, pour it; I don't want to fall, and I didn't force you. ”
Gao Yan glared at Zhao Liang, refilled his teacup with hot water, sat on the sofa again, and chatted with Zhao Liang about family life.
The topic of the two is naturally inseparable from the matter of fighting for the project, and they both feel very pressured, and at the same time, they feel that things have fallen into trouble, and it is difficult to make a breakthrough if they do not change their thinking.
Zhao Liang sighed and said, "Originally, I was quite comfortable watching my house in Mashan. As a result, I didn't expect such a tricky thing to be done, and now it is about to become a hot yam. If you know today, why bother in the first place. ”
"You think I want to come?" Gao Yan glanced at Zhao Liang coldly. Subsequently, I took a sip of tea. Gao Yan glanced at Zhao Liang squintly, Zhao Liang was a little puzzled, and said, "What's wrong?" Gao Yan said: "Are you a turtle?" ”
Zhao Liang thought that Gao Yan was scolding himself, so he was a little angry and said, "What do you mean." Gao Yan was worried that Zhao Liang would misunderstand, so she smiled and said: "I found you, as soon as you encounter something, you will shrink back, I think you belong to the turtle." ”
Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan was making fun of himself again, and it was not good to have a seizure, so he glanced at Gao Yan with dissatisfied eyes and did not say anything.
Suddenly, Zhao Liang seemed to remember something, and looked at Gao Yan with his eyes. Gao Yan saw that Zhao Liang's eyes were a little dull, and he didn't know what Zhao Liang was thinking at this time, so he said, "What's wrong?" Zhao Liang said: "I'm thinking about coming to Baidu." Didn't you say that the three of you would go to the province to fight for it? Why did you get me involved again, whose idea was it? ”
Gao Yan saw that Zhao Liang had some blame for himself and Liang Haixing in his words, so he said, "Then you go and ask Director Liu." No matter whose idea it is, you can't come without Director Liu's consent. In the end, it is necessary for Liu Hall to make a decision. ”
Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan had misunderstood him, so he hurriedly said, "I didn't mean that. I think it's interesting to go with you, but I think it's a thankless errand. ”
After listening to Zhao Liang's explanation, Gao Yan's attitude also eased a lot, and said: "I heard Xiao Liang say that at that time, Director Liu asked you to come to Baidu together, mainly because you had a classmate who was a big leader in Baidu, and I thought he could help. ”
Gao Yan's words stabbed Zhao Liang's sadness again. Zhao Liang sighed and said, "Just like you just said, now this society is fast food culture, and people's hearts are not ancient, cough, don't mention ......." ”
Gao Yan saw that Zhao's conscience was difficult to speak, so he said: "It's better to ask for others than for yourself, and it seems that it is all up to us to ask for them." ”
"It's the first time we've encountered something like this, and we have no experience. But before you came to Baidu, you didn't learn from your husband? ”
Gao Yan didn't seem to hear or ignore what Zhao Liang was saying, as if he was bowing his head and pondering. Zhao Liang saw Gao Yan bowing his head and was silent, he didn't know what Gao Yan was thinking at this time, so he said, "What's wrong?" ”
Gao Yan sighed and said with emotion: "Nothing can be done, no one has the ability to come back to life." ”
Zhao Liang didn't know what Gao Yan was thinking at this time, and looked at Gao Yan blankly. Gao Yan saw that Zhao Liang didn't react, so he continued: "It's still Xiao Liang who has done too much, if we are angry, we all lose our minds and make a big deal about this matter, so that the leaders of the TD department know, it will prove that this matter is dead, and it will be difficult to find anyone in the future." People don't steam steamed buns, but they also steam (fight) for breath. ”