After returning from studying from other places, we held a retreat to emancipate our minds. Since the theme of the meeting was emancipating the mind, the economic development of other places deeply pierced the hearts of the mayors who went out to visit the townships and towns, and everyone opened their minds and said a lot of things that had been held in their hearts for a long time. Among them, the speeches of three township mayors left the deepest impression on me.

The mayor of a town said directly that after I finished speaking, I was not going to be the mayor of Hanako anymore, and I wanted to say what was in my heart before the organization removed me from the post of mayor. It's just that this breath-holding mayor shouldn't be. Engaging in self-employment and doing whatever you want will do is more than in your current position, and you don't have to be hurt by all parties. There is a strong man who is gone. After the confession, the mayor of the town said directly: The main reason for the stagnation of the economic development of Qianshan County is that the leaders of the county lack the courage they should have, like a woman with small feet, afraid of the wolf and the tiger. We guard a large coal mine all day long, guarding an enviable mountain of gold and silver, not only are we cold and hungry all day long, but we are also worried about accidents all day long, walking on thin ice, trembling. Although the mine belongs to the state, after all, it is in the territory of our former county county. In the past, the king of the mountain often said that I drove this road and planted this tree. Even fools know the truth of plucking the feathers of geese, since the coal mine is buried in the ground of our Qianshan County, and the state takes the big head, why can't we take the small head, and the country eats meat, can't we drink some soup? It's not that we have low consciousness and don't talk about style. The state can mine, why can't we use this to increase the income of the sideline business, such a large mine, we leave the good mining to the state, some poor mines and poor mines in the corners, why can't we let the people dig to increase some income, and the town and county can use this to increase some taxes, what is wrong with this, and where is there a conflict with the law and policy, and the local reality? Why didn't the above clearly state its support? And what did the county do, come every day to check, whether there is any indiscriminate digging and illegal coal mining; Have there been any major safety incidents? For fear that something would go wrong, I was taken off the black gauze hat on my head. Why can't we think more about the local economic development, and rely on the mountains to eat the mountains and the sea to eat the sea? It's no wonder that people from other counties laugh at us, the big girl wants food, lacks heart, and is so stupid that she can't breathe. Under the continuous education and indoctrination in the county, we have also become cautious. But this is not the case in other places, and they even say that they are much bolder than us. Some time ago, I heard that there was a safety accident in a gypsum mine in a neighboring county, and three miners were killed on the spot. If this happened in our county, it would not be a big accident. Later, I asked people how to deal with it, and they told me very indifferently, this is still called a thing, economic development is the same as fighting a war, there must always be sacrifices, dead people are often killed, walking on the road, suddenly heart attack will kill people, but the place of death is different. If we can't handle this thing well, how can we develop the economy? According to the regulations, each person should be compensated 150,000 yuan, considering their family difficulties and worrying that they would not be able to handle the petition well, the actual compensation was doubled. The family was happy to receive the compensation, and the town's economy was not affected in any way. After all, for a company with an annual revenue of tens of millions, losing one million is not a great burden.

After I heard this, I immediately felt a little hot in my head, and I really wanted to scold: What kind of is this, the lives of people are careless, and the lives of farmers are also lives. But I was cowardly, and I listened silently, and there was no reaction on my face. I know that acquiescence is connivance.

Before the first voice to speak had landed, another mayor said, "I very much agree." In my opinion, it is not only a matter of timidity, but more importantly, a lack of responsibility, which is not allowed to be done, and there are no conditions for it, and there is no good idea for economic development, but the ability to set up obstacles is very great, as if it is specifically against our mayor. You have been promoted in Qianshan for two years, and we, we were born in Si, grew up in Si, and died and buried in Qianshan, only we are authentic Qianshan people, only we love Qianshan the most, and care about Qianshan the most. Looking at the front mountain repeating year after year, there are no new changes, as Qianshan people, we are more anxious than anyone else, especially when we go to the village, walking in front, and being poked and poked by the villagers behind us: "Look, it's these incompetent guys who lead us to poverty!" "Who can understand the feelings of us township officials? The town wants to build a paper mill, and the large amount of wheat straw produced by the peasants after harvesting the wheat every year has also been dealt with, which not only increases the peasants' income, and the collective economy has developed and expanded, but also can solve the problem of employment of a large number of surplus labor in the rural areas. We have chosen a site and we don't need a penny of investment from the county, but what is the result? After several reports, the county said that the pollution problem could not be solved, but it was stuck and refused. If you don't approve it, others approve it, you don't welcome people to build factories, and people go to neighboring counties. The factory was quickly built, the paper was made, and the tickets were in hand. There is a pollution problem in building a factory in your place, and people are not coastal there, so there is no pollution? It's as if we, the native-born village officials, don't love our hometown. I have never understood why our leaders and those of us who are specifically responsible for the work have a hard time. Later, I asked how they were going to deal with it. People say, what else can we do, the people are not happy to discharge into the ditch, then dig two deep wells, pump water here, sewage there, anyway, the wells are in the factory, this matter is not easy to deal with. People also said to me, I really can't imagine that there are still leaders who are afraid of the hot hands of the RMB these years, I don't know how the leaders of your county think about it, poor to that extent, but still pay attention to pollution, the poorer you are, the more you pay attention to it, the richer you are, the more you don't care.

The third town leader who spoke spoke more harshly. came up and said, it seems that we, the mayors of the town, were born with stepmothers, and the county will only ask us for money with open hands every day and night. You ask yourself: What problem have you solved for us except to collect money, and this is not good, that is not good, and you are not good at doing anything except paying money. If you want the horse to run fast and don't give the horse grass to eat, there is such a good thing in the world? In addition to handing over to the county, there are so many people who eat financial food, and they also have to develop township public utilities, so where do they not need money. If we don't develop the local economy, let's steal and rob, and there must be a place to steal and rob. How can we develop the economy without capital investment? The county did not provide funds, and we called on the people to raise funds, and the county said that it was illegal fundraising; Go to the bank for a loan, say that the government can't provide guarantees, people and enterprises take loans, let our government help coordinate from it, and this is not okay, what to say, the government's participation in enterprise loans is easy to leave sequelae. I don't understand, why is it that what is so popular in other places has become a dead end in our place, when we encounter red lights everywhere? Doesn't that force us to jump into the fire pit? I once asked the bank, in fact, as long as the government intervenes, the bank is still willing to lend money to enterprises, otherwise, the money in the bank will become dead money, after all, the bank depends on the money to make money. I was also told that banks have lending tasks every year, and if they fail to complete the loan tasks, they will also be criticized by the superior banks.

A classmate of mine, who is also the mayor of the town, called me not long ago to ask me to go to his place to play, and I heard that the kid is doing well in the economy, and he also wants to learn from him. As a result, as soon as I walked into someone's office compound, I was immediately shocked by the scene in front of me, the five-story office building, and there were seven or eight A6 Audis parked in the courtyard alone. Walking into the office is even more embarrassing, more than 100 square meters, more magnificent than the length of S, all the same color mahogany furniture.

I said to my classmates, you're so flamboyant. My classmate smiled at me and said, "This is not publicity, this is propaganda, and it is a symbol of strength." In today's society, you are low-key, and people don't say that you are shabby, that you are not confident and lack strength. As soon as the business boss walked into my office, all the mahogany desks and chairs, he cooperated with me, and he felt steady; Look at the Audi sitting under my butt, and he will feel that I have the courage. How could I go to you, sitting in a four-legged chair from the sixties and seventies, and sign a deal with you around a sinking desk? People are here to invest and make money, not to help the poor. I asked my classmates: The economic development of your town must be good, right? People raised a finger at me, and I said that the financial income is 10 million? Who knows, the people shook their heads. I said, less. They shook their heads. Finally, I was told that up to now, the town owes the bank and the people a total of 100 million yuan, and he wants to continue to borrow 20 million yuan from the bank every year during this term, and at the end of the term, he will strive to owe 200 million yuan. With so many debts, people still eat and drink spicy food. I was puzzled, so I asked people how to pay off so many debts in the future. People smiled and said to me, no matter how he pays it back. I have used all the debts to develop the town's economy, and I have not put them into my own pocket, as for how to repay them in the future, it is a matter for the next government and the higher authorities to consider. Besides, our economy here has also developed, our town's annual financial income is 80 million, and we do not owe a penny to any financial personnel, although our debt is not the most in the county, but it is a large tax payer, and you look at the roads and rural construction built outside, which is not in front of our county, so our town is the county's Hongqi township, and I feel that there is nothing new to say when I accompany reporters to interview every day. But then again, once we encounter poverty alleviation in the province or city, the first thing that comes to mind is us, because we are poor, we owe a lot of debts, and all kinds of support funds above cannot be more than 20 million yuan in any year. In these years, that's it, what level of ability, being able to receive money in your pocket, having money is the master, it is ability, and you have the ability.

The town leader strongly suggested that the county leaders create more conditions for the town's economic development, and appealed that the most important thing to develop the economy now is money. The county doesn't give money, but it also does policy; If you don't give a policy, you can turn a blind eye.

The speeches of the three town leaders were very encouraging, in addition to receiving a long period of thunderous applause, the delegates were all gearing up, a great discussion meeting on emancipating the mind, instantly turned into a disguised criticism meeting, every word of everyone's speech, like a long thorn, deeply rooted into my heart, so painful.

I began to reflect on myself: Am I wrong?