273. Soul destruction
I don't know why, as soon as I saw Lin Fajiao, the middle-aged man felt very kind, as if Lin Fajiao was his long-lost son. Suddenly, my eyes lit up, and my heart was extremely excited.
Although Lin Fajiao's life experience is not clear for the time being, since the middle-aged man saw Lin Fajiao, he found that Lin Fajiao's eyes were a little cowardly and innocent, and saw that his skin was immature, so he concluded that Lin Fazheng was not a bad boy. At the beginning, the middle-aged man felt that the somewhat green baby in front of him was the best gift from God, just like the corn in front of him, especially when he heard that Lin Fajiao was an orphan and went to the Northeast to survive, so the middle-aged man suddenly had a thought in his heart: he was determined to adopt Lin Fajiao. If Lin Fajiao is unwilling to be his adopted son. Let Lin Fajiao live at home first, and after a few years, he will be recruited as a son-in-law. After all, it was he who saved Lin Fa Plant, and after marriage, he must be good to his daughter and his old couple. Maybe someone in the tun saw the middle-aged man's thoughts, so he joked to the middle-aged man: It won't be a child born with another woman, come to recognize his father. The middle-aged man smiled but said nothing.
After a long time, maybe the middle-aged man's mind was seen by the people in Tunli, and someone reminded the middle-aged man that it was best to find out Lin Fatian's life experience, and it was not too late to recognize his relatives. Otherwise, you will invite yourself to unnecessary trouble. The middle-aged man felt that it made sense, and after discussing with his family, he asked the Public Security Bureau to help find out Lin Fa's identity, especially to see if he was a fugitive. As long as he is not a fugitive, it means that Lin Fajiao is a good person. It's a kid again, and there's nothing out of the ordinary.
The middle-aged man didn't know Lin Fajiao's thoughts, so he didn't dare to put forward the idea of adopting him as an adopted son, so he rashly proposed it to Lin Fajiao, just observing Lin Fajiao up close by eating, looking for an opportunity. Lin Fajiao saw that the middle-aged couple kept picking vegetables for themselves, extremely enthusiastic, and felt more and more that there seemed to be something hidden in their hearts, and the more uneasy they felt. The middle-aged woman was a little breathless, holding the dishes for Hu Fan, and kept persuading: From now on, it will be a family, don't be polite. The middle-aged man saw that his wife had made his words clear, so he kept observing Lin Fajiao's face, and saw that Lin Fajiao's reaction was not abnormal, so he continued his wife's words: You still need to say it, the children are all registered in the household registration book. In two days, I will find Tunli and adjust a few more acres of land for our family. The middle-aged man also said to Lin Fa that there are three younger sisters under Lin Fa plant, and there is little labor, and more importantly, there is no male labor at home, so he feels that it is not interesting for people to live, so he does not want more land. Now the situation is different, there are more people, and more importantly, in the future, Lin Fa will become a family and have a big fat grandson, and the Lin family will have a head.
The middle-aged man's mind was not unexpected by Lin Fajiao, who felt that the middle-aged man was kinder, especially compared to his father, much kinder. What's more, Lin Fajiao has not yet calculated the next step in life. Lin Fa wanted to forget the past from the bottom of his heart, so he picked up the wine glass in front of him and said: Thank you uncle and aunt, for taking him in at the most difficult time in his life, the grace of saving his life will be unforgettable for a lifetime, and he will definitely repay him with his life. Lin Fajiao said, draining the wine in the cup. Lin Fa Plant, who drank for the first time, drank Northeast Sorghum liquor, which was highly strong, and he was not used to it for a while, and he was a little anxious to drink, and he vomited on the table like a jet, and Lin Fat was at a loss. The middle-aged woman hurriedly wiped the tablecloth and cleaned it, and kept comforting Lin Fajiao in her mouth: It's okay, it's okay, just clean it up. The middle-aged woman kept complaining about her husband: You just like to drink yourself, children can't drink, why are you forcing children to drink so much. The middle-aged man didn't seem to be angry, his face was full of smiles, and he praised Lin Fajiao for being bold, like a gentleman, he would definitely be able to support the whole family in the future, and he would be relieved to hand over the family to Lin Fajiao in the future.
The scene in front of him reminded Lin Facheng of his father. If the grumpy biological father sees this scene, he will be furious, angrily accusing himself of being a small matter, maybe he will knock over the table, pick up the wine glass in front of him and smash it at himself. Of course, the family was poor and could not afford to drink, and his father, who had never been accustomed to him, would not drink at the same table with him.
The tolerance of the middle-aged couple made Lin Fajiao grateful from the bottom of his heart. Lin Fajiao's newly recognized three younger sisters quickly accepted the brother who had just arrived, especially the eldest sister who was in high school, perhaps because of the age difference, it seemed that Lin Fajiao was his lover in his previous life, and his heart was full of girlish shy love, and his watery eyes were full of affection.
With the increase of contact and understanding, the middle-aged man found that Lin Fajiao not only went to school, but also had a certain level of education, so he felt that Lin Fajiao's life experience was very ordinary. Maybe the middle-aged man was worried about losing Lin Fa and didn't ask much. Lin Fajiao was even more reluctant to mention the past. In this way, Lin Fajiao lived in a middle-aged man's house and started a new life.
The daughter of a middle-aged man with good academic performance this year, since there is more Lin Fa Tan in the family, and a brother has fallen in the world, it is like losing her soul, and her academic performance has plummeted. Lin Fajiao also likes his sister who fell from the world. The middle-aged couple saw that their daughter's mind was exactly what they wanted, but instead of interfering, they felt extremely happy in their hearts.
In this way, after a few more years, Lin Fa Cheng reached the age of marriage, and the middle-aged couple was worried that after a long time, Lin Fa Cheng changed his mind, so they found a matchmaker to marry their eldest daughter to Lin Fa Tar. In the blink of an eye, Lin Fajiao became the son-in-law of a middle-aged man. In the second year after marriage, with the birth of Lin Fa's son, a lot of joy was added to the family. At that time, Lin Fa plant, even the air felt full of sweet smell, and he would wake up laughing when he dreamed at night. But Lin Fajiao also felt the responsibility on his shoulders, especially watching his father-in-law and mother-in-law getting older day by day, and his son growing up, Lin Fajiao, who was naturally uneasy, felt that if he continued to mix like this, he would never have a bright future. In the vast northeast, Lin Fajiao tried to do business several times, raised fungus, and also ran a chicken farm, but the results were not very satisfactory, not only paid the tuition, but also owed a lot of debts. In order to repay the debt, Lin Fajiao and his wife handed over their son to their mother-in-law and went to the south to work together.
Life has just improved, however, misfortune has befallen Lin Fa Plant's head again. During the Spring Festival, the factory worked a lot, thinking that the round-trip tickets were more expensive, and thinking about increasing their income, the couple did not go home. As a result, there was a gas poisoning incident, and when Lin Fa Tan received the call, he had lost several lives, including their only son. Lin Fajiao suddenly collapsed. Lin Fajiao's wife could not bear the sudden blow, and her spirit became trance-like.
As soon as the Northeast is mentioned, Lin Fa's wife's illness will have an attack, and she will have convulsions, and she can't go to work in the south, and Lin Fajiao doesn't want her family to see her downfall. After dealing with the aftermath, Lin Fajiao took his wife to wander around, but it was difficult to find a place to stay. In particular, the spiritual destruction of the loss of relatives not only completely crushed Lin Fa Plant, but also made Lin Fat Foot completely lose confidence in life. In less than a few months, Lin Fa Pao not only had all his hair gray, but also lost dozens of pounds of flesh, and he also contracted the vice of alcoholism. Lin Fajiao wanted to leave the world more than once, but as soon as he thought of his wife, who depended on him, he gritted his teeth and insisted on surviving.
Maybe as I get older, I feel homesick and I don't want to go back to my hometown. In desperation, Lin Fajiao took his wife to Qianshan, a remote and backward mountain village near his hometown, and planted a few acres of wasteland under the mountain.
When I first arrived, I had no savings, especially when my wife gave birth to a child for Lin Fajiao, and life was even more difficult. Lin often steals villagers' crops to make a living. Originally, the arrival of Lin Fa Foot occupied the land on which the villagers depended, and the villagers were deeply dissatisfied, and Lin Fat Plant's sneaking behavior increased the hatred of the villagers. What made Lin even more disturbing was that his ailing wife often provoked bullying from the villagers. Especially the single Mu Tian, who often visited Lin Fa Plant, chatted with Lin Fat Plant, and often sent some rice noodles to Lin Fat and his wife. Naturally, Lin Fajiao was grateful to Mu Tian, but suddenly one day, Lin Fajiao found that Mu Tian took advantage of his absence to do something to his sick wife, and he added a little hatred to his heart. The bad luck did not end here, and his wife, who had completely lost hope in life, left her three children behind and quietly left home, and since then, she has not known where to go. At this time, Lin Fa's psychology was completely gone, and he really became a scoundrel that no one dared to provoke.
Lin told Zhou Siguo that the most memorable thing was that in the days when he fled, he hid in Tibet, fearing that he would be discovered by the police, and sent back to his hometown, especially during the day, hiding in the fields full of crops and not daring to come out, sweet potatoes, corn, and even eggplants have become food to satisfy hunger, and when he is thirsty, he drinks water from ditches or ponds.
"Alright, it's all over." Lin Fajiao sighed, and then took a big gulp.
"As soon as I entered the school, you bullied me, but later became my best friend." Zhou Siguo glanced at Lin Fajiao, sighed in his heart, and said. Zhou Siguo understood Lin Fajiao's glassy heart, and spoke very cautiously.
"But our lives are completely different. As a classmate, you became the secretary of the municipal party committee, but I became a death row prisoner. Maybe that's fate. Lin Fa smiled bitterly, as if he had unspeakable words in his heart. But I've never resented anyone, maybe this is fate, it's my own incompetence. ”
"I've changed a lot from when I was in high school, how did you recognize me?" Looking at Lin Fajiao in front of him, Zhou Siguo's face was full of confusion.
"Maybe you don't believe it either, feeling. When I heard that Ma Shan had changed the secretary of the municipal party committee, and he had the same name as you, my intuition told me that it was you. I went to the city to petition just to get acquainted. Sure enough, it's an old classmate. Lin looked proud.
"I'm sorry old classmate. At first, I really didn't recognize you, not only because of the complete change in your appearance, but also because of your accent. Perhaps the more important reason is not to think of. Zhou Siguo seemed to feel very guilty in his heart.
"I understand."
"Since your family is so difficult, and you recognized me first, why didn't you just look for me? If you explain the situation to me, maybe I will think of helping you. Why do you want to pretend to be my relative and pull up a banner to make tiger skins? Do you know? I'm really angry ....... Zhou Siguo said with a smile.