335. Monkhood
Zhao Liang saw that there was an empty space in Gao Yan's hall, so he wanted to put the things in his hand on the ground. Seeing this, Gao Yan hurriedly took it from Zhao Liang's hand.
Maybe in a hurry, Gao Yan accidentally touched Zhao Liang's hand, Zhao Liang suddenly seemed to be overpowered, Gao Yan seemed to feel something, and her cheeks were crimson. Gao Yan quickly returned to normal, carrying the items that Zhao Liang had given her, and without saying anything, she walked to the back drying platform.
Zhao Liang was the only one left in the hallway, and Zhao Liang found a free place on the sofa and sat down. Zhao Liang couldn't help but look around Gao Yan's home, the pink bedspread was as smooth as a mirror, and the pure wood floor was spotless. Looking at the scene in front of him, Zhao Liang suddenly sighed, in such a state of mind, Gao Yan still cleaned up her home in an orderly manner, which shows what a good woman she is who loves life. As soon as Zhao Liang raised his eyes, he saw that the wedding photos of Gao Yan and Lu Jun were still hanging on the wall, which were still bright, as if they had just been wiped, and he couldn't help but say in his heart: What a happy home it used to be. Especially the faint fragrance of jasmine perfume wafting from time to time in the room, which made Zhao Liangchun's heart ripple.
I don't know when, Gao Yan came to Zhao Liang's face, followed Zhao Liang's gaze, looked at his room, Gao Yan's gaze was a little puzzled. Zhao Liang saw Gao Yan standing in front of him, as if he had been discovered snooping on other people's privacy, and he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed. Gao Yan seemed to understand Zhao Liang's mood at this time, and said in a calm voice: "You have been serving in Mashan for more than a week. Zhao Liang nodded.
Suddenly, Gao Yan seemed to remember something, and said, "Starfish has been doing well lately, right?" ”
Hearing that Gao Yan was still worried about Liang Haixing in his heart, Zhao Liang seemed to be a little jealous, so he smiled and said: "What do you mean, I came to see you, but you were thinking about Liang Haixing in your heart, why don't you ask me how it is?" Gao Yan didn't get angry, smiled slightly, and said, "I still need to ask you, aren't you right in front of me, and it is written all over your face: high-spirited, proud of the spring breeze." ”
I don't know if Gao Yan is teasing or praising herself, Zhao Liang was speechless for a while. Perhaps worried about causing Zhao Liang to misunderstand, Gao Yan muttered again: "Haven't I seen Liang Haixing for a long time?" ”
Emotions are contagious, and a cheerful personality creates a pleasant environment. Zhao Liang saw Gao Yan, although his face was full of sadness that had not been soothed by the years, his cheerful personality was still the same, and his mood was much more relaxed, and he joked with Gao Yan: "You mean, I shouldn't come?" Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan as he spoke, and seeing that Gao Yan didn't react, he still joked: "I came to see you, but you have been hanging Liang Haixing in your heart." Zhao Liang deliberately pretended to be jealous, and as he spoke, he couldn't help but shake his head, his eyes a little bitter.
Sometimes, people get carried away when they are proud, and inadvertently Zhao Liang's words seem to touch the most sensitive nerve in Gao Yan's heart, Gao Yan glared at Zhao Liang, smiled slightly, and didn't say anything. But through her face, it could be seen that Gao Yan was a little unhappy in her heart. Zhao Liang tried his best to ease the atmosphere in front of him, so he smiled and said, "Those who ask for food will be given dry food to eat." After all, I'm also a guest, and when I come to your house, I have to give me a drink. ”
As soon as Zhao Liang's voice landed, Gao Yan seemed to feel a little rude, so he smiled apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, I forgot to pour you tea when I came to chat with you." Gao Yan turned around and took the thermos, opened the cap, covered it with her hand, and said apologetically: "I'm home alone and rarely drink water." Sorry, there's no hot water in the thermos. Wait a minute, I'll boil water for you. "Actually, Gao Yan's intention is very clear: it's not rude, it's that I haven't drunk hot water for a few days. More importantly, maybe Gao Yan didn't want to stay with Zhao Liang for a long time.
As soon as Gao Yan turned around, he seemed to remember something again, and said, "Why don't you smoke a cigarette first?" Gao Yan said and walked into the room. Zhao Liang was a little puzzled, and said to himself: "Aren't you usually the most annoying to me smoking?" What's the matter today, take the initiative to let the smoke go. As soon as Zhao Liang's words landed, Gao Yan's voice immediately came: "Aren't you a guest when you come to my house?" ”
"You really treat me like your guest?!" Zhao Liang said, and couldn't help but shake his head.
Not long after, Gao Yan came to Zhao Liang with an unopened cigarette, handed it to Zhao Liang, and said softly, "Open it yourself." Zhao Liang took a look and couldn't help sighing: "Such a good cigarette." ”
"I don't know anything about cigarettes. You're going to smoke it. Gao Yan said and walked to the back drying platform. Zhao Liang's voice came from behind him: "It's going to be, do you know how much this cigarette sells for in the market?" Perhaps busy boiling water and making tea for Zhao Liang, Gao Yan turned around and glanced at Zhao Liang suspiciously, but didn't say anything. Zhao Liang said again: "One thousand and one." When Gao Yan heard this, she said in a flat voice: "I don't know how to smoke." ”
Gao Yan was busy boiling water for Zhao Liang, and in the living room, Zhao Liang was smoking alone, seemingly satisfied.
Not long after, Gao Yan held a cup of brewed hot tea and put it in front of Zhao Liang. Suddenly, Gao Yan's body fragrance came to his nose, sultry, and Zhao Liang's heart was drunk, and he couldn't help but think a little about it.
Tasting the tea brewed by Gao Yan, Zhao Liang looked at the clothes on the sofa beside him, as well as the suitcase in front of him, and was a little puzzled, so he said, "How do you want to go far away?" ”
Gao Yan was just about to turn around when Zhao Liang's voice came from behind him, and he stopped. Gao Yan glanced at the sofa and the clothes in the room, sighed, and said nothing. Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan seemed to have something on his mind, so he put down the teacup in his hand and said cautiously: "If you have anything to say, just say it, maybe I can't help much, but I can give you some advice." It's better to chat than to hold it in your heart. Zhao Liangsheng was afraid that if he was not careful, he would hurt Gao Yan's fragile heart.
Suddenly, Gao Yan seemed to remember something, so she looked at Zhao Liang with a puzzled gaze: "What, aren't you going to go home for dinner tonight?" ”
Zhao Liang seemed to see Gao Yan's thoughts, so he said, "I bought you so many things, can you eat them alone?" Zhao Liang was still smiling.
Maybe Gao Yan wanted to talk to Zhao Liang, so he didn't say anything, poured himself a cup of tea, and sat opposite Zhao Liang.
"You know my current situation very well...... Gao Yan glanced at Zhao Liang as she spoke, and said in a low voice, "I want to leave this world of strife." After some thought, Gao Yan seemed to finally say what was in her heart. Gao Yan lowered her head, as if she didn't dare to meet Zhao Liang's gaze.
"Where do you want to go?" Perhaps in Zhao Liang's opinion, Gao Yan's thoughts were a little sudden, so he wanted to find out the reason, and even more clearly thought about Gao Yan's whereabouts or specific plans. Zhao Liang was worried that Gao Yan would not be able to think about it for a while, and would go to extremes. Gao Yan seemed to have been thoughtful, and was not surprised in the face of Zhao Liang's doubts, and said in a flat voice: "Go to a void world and purify your soul." ”
Seeing that Gao Yan was finally willing to communicate with him and said what was in his heart, Zhao Liang enlightened him step by step: "Since you are determined to leave this noisy world, why don't you have the courage to face this world with a smile, and live well and be a strong man?" ”
At this time, Gao Yan seemed to be very calm, smiled slightly, and said: "Although I haven't seen through Hongchen, I am no longer an impulsive and emotional little girl, and I have passed the age of simplicity and naivety. At this time, Gao Yan seemed to have made up her mind.
Zhao Liang smiled slightly after hearing this, and said, "I know that you made such a decision, definitely not on the spur of the moment, and after repeated ideological struggles. But I don't know if you've thought about it, the difference between humans and other animals is that people are responsible. As soon as people come into the world, they are no longer alone. As a person, you can't think about yourself, but also about your parents who gave birth to you, and your classmates and friends who have brought you countless joys. It may be a relief for you to take this step, but what will it mean for others, and how much pain and suffering will they endure? Zhao Liang saw Gao Yan bowing his head and was silent, and further said, "Have you ever been to that Void World?" Do you know the world of the void? Is the unknown world really tranquil and tranquil? But one will be known and certain. That is, once you take this step, it will mean that everything you have gained in the past will be lost, and everything will start from the unknown zero. ”
Gao Yan's lips twitched twice, but she didn't speak.
I don't know why, when I heard that Gao Yan was going to run away from home, Zhao Liang's heart felt very melancholy, his head was swollen, and his mood was a little chaotic, and he actually had a strange idea: Gao Yan must be left behind. Thinking of this, Zhao Liang further said: "I remember that you once told me the story of Qian Yiran, but what was the result? ”
Gao Yan was stunned at first, and then bowed her head and remained silent. Gao Yan knew very well in his heart that he had personally told Zhao Liang that when Lu Jun finally chose Gao Yan, when Qian Yiran was most disappointed in his life, he chose to run away from home, but the final result was that he went abroad, and after people seemed to have forgotten about it, he returned to China. Gao Yan understood Zhao Liang's thoughts, but she didn't know what to say.
I don't know if Zhao Liang's words poked Gao Yan's sadness, or moved Gao Yan. Suddenly, Gao Yan got up and said, "I have received your heart." It's not early, and I can't eat much of the food you brought, so you can take it back and eat it with your sister-in-law. Otherwise, it is easy to put it bad. ”
At this time, Zhao Liang knew very well that once Gao Yan ran away from home, it would mean that in addition to her parents being sad and the reputation of the unit being damaged, the biggest impact would be herself, she would be removed from the unit, and more importantly, he Zhao Liang would lose a confidant, and even all his plans in life would come to naught, which he Zhao Liang could not accept. At this critical juncture, there is no need to back down.
In the face of Gao Yan's eviction order, Zhao Liang seemed to be very calm, didn't say anything, closed the phone, and removed the battery. Looking at Zhao Liang's actions in front of him, Gao Yan was a little puzzled. Zhao Liang glanced up at Gao Yan and said, "You dial my mobile phone." ”
Gao Yan was a little puzzled, and thought: You have turned off your phone, can you still get through? Zhao Liang seemed to see Gao Yan's thoughts, so he said, "You can give it a try." Gao Yan thought, Zhao Liang insisted on letting him call his mobile phone, there must be another purpose, in confusion, pressed Zhao Liang's mobile phone number, and then a female voice on the mobile phone prompted: The phone you dialed is not in the service area.
Zhao Liang didn't say anything, and put the battery back on, but it didn't turn it on. Then, he motioned for Gao Yan to continue dialing his mobile phone. Gao Yan glanced at Zhao Liang with puzzled eyes, and then dialed Zhao Liang's mobile phone number, and Gao Yan's mobile phone soon came from a female voice prompt again: The phone you dialed has been turned off.