It's just that when I went back, the Qinglou was already a different scene......

Broken walls, scorched earth.

I stood not far away and watched for a long time.

The sun scorched my heart, as if trying to burn it little by little, until it was rotten.

"Wang! Barking! ”

I heard a familiar voice behind me, and Black and White ran up to me, sticking his tongue out at me.

I couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth, but I didn't seem to smile.

"Black & White...... Come here, touch your head. I crouched down and reached out and gently stroked its head as before.

"They found out about the secret passage...... I'm sorry I lied to you. The spirits sent me to secretly protect the safety of the Holy Maiden...... But the people in the building, I can't protect ......," said Cang Er, who was behind black and white.

"It's okay, I understand." I still smiled and touched the black and white head, no matter how bitter and helpless my heart was, what was there to say to others?

"Where are you going next?" I asked Cangji seemingly casually.

"I'll stay and do you a favor." Cangji said, looking at the ground with some embarrassment.

I can't figure it out. Why is it the nature of living beings to be afraid of death? Clearly...... We are determined to die. Fate is so ridiculous, God has grasped the weakness of human nature and forced the suffering people to remain in the world he made up.

"The Demon Summoning Array will be opened soon, and we must stop this from happening before this happens, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable. Since you have come to protect me, you must be powerful.

"They have captured so many people, the stronghold must not be too far away. Let's go to the town where the accident happened first, and if we find a stronghold, we will infiltrate the interior and you will take in the refugees. If you don't find it...... I'm afraid it's nine deaths. I patted my black and white head and motioned for Cangji to make a choice.

“…… Okay, I'll go with you. ”

……

This is a tragic story.

When the winter wind full of the smell of the demon clan blows on the face, the air pressure drops straight down, as if it can pierce the daylight and see the bloody wind and rain in it......

However, God will not have mercy on the two of us after all. Once separated, they will look through the autumn water and never forget. The two are separated, and the final leaves return to the roots, and it is difficult to do so.

The Gate of Sorrow and Joy is obtained by the magic weapon that the demon clan stole from the heavenly realm, and it is extremely happy and sad. One is sad and the other is happy, both of us have entered the illusion, but neither of them has entered the door of joy that has great temptation.

I know very well that if I enter the happy gate, I am afraid that I will only have to enter and not leave. Everyone is greedy for happiness, and even though I have a great responsibility like mine, it's hard to resist. What's more, when I enter the Joy Gate, I no longer remember those Erer clearly, and how can I distinguish the true from the false.

It's just that I never thought that sadness is more bitter than joy.

When the purple light bloomed in the sky, I saw the woman lying on the bed in front of me and dying. Sweat muddied her face, and I couldn't even see her face clearly. The mothers-in-law who delivered the babies were busy inside and out, sending a basin of blood and water out. And I, now the servant girl beside me who comforts her.

I took the rag and hurriedly wiped her sweat, "Madam, hold on...... It's good to hold it up...... It's just fine......"

I wasn't meant to say that, but I said it for no reason.

"What's the rush? Wipe your wife's sweat! The maid who commanded on the side said hurriedly.

I jerked back to my senses and slowly drifted into my groove.

Two hours later, I felt impatient and panicked. Why hasn't it been so long? How so?

"It's coming, it's coming! Madame held on, and the feet came out! ”

……

Later, the moment the child came out, the purple light from outside the sky shone in through the window.

Suddenly a purple light appeared, and everyone in the room was blind for a while, and by the time they could see it, the child was gone, only the woman who was dying after giving birth to the child in bed.

Seeing that she was going to die, I didn't know why my heart was like a knife, and for some reason I was crying like rain.

Maybe she was touched by her mother's love, or maybe it was ...... Is this child the original me?

In October, the fetus is heavy, and the return of three lives is light.

I reached out to caress her face, and I was so excited and happy at this moment. But with my hand on her face, I could never touch her again.

Outside the house, the wind blew into my heart, and cooled my heart.

It was as if I was snuggling up in my mother's arms and falling asleep with tears.

……

When I woke up, it was as if I had had a very real dream. At this moment, I saw a figure that looked like a general, the slight dust and sand did not hurt his eyes, and there seemed to be extreme unwillingness and pain in his eyes.

"Xiaochen, when you give birth today...... I didn't go to accompany you, I didn't wait for you, but I don't regret it. You must know that, right...... I wonder what happened to our children? It's a pity that the child has no father......" The last smile remained on his face, and the tears in his eyes rolled but never fell.

I stood beside him and watched him whisper about his thoughts about his family on the boundless gate with the word "Great Demon Clan" written on it.

Seeing him jump, blood splattered on the spot.

"Don't ...... Don't...... I...... I don't have any relatives anymore...... Why, why do this to me? Why ......"

Boundless pain filled my mind, and I ran wildly on the walls, panicking. I'm going to see him. I have to check him out...... I can't remember what he looked like.

Unexpectedly, the demon clan actually put his body under the city tower. I stayed with him every day, until a dog, black and white, came running on all four legs, and it was the first time I saw a dog cry. I watched his lost ears droop and tears blur his eyes. It was prostrate beside him, its face pressed against his.

I watched it rub against its owner's face, reluctant to leave for a long time.