"Since then, the old pervert seems to have changed as a person, looking for me awkward in everything, not going to worry about me everywhere, often humiliating me publicly in front of the bureau cadres, and using harsh and tricky language, which is difficult to speak. The cadres in the bureau saw the change in our relationship, and almost turned to him, as if I had really become a bad woman who didn't understand anything. I really realized what it means to be weak. I know that a woman like me can't stand the toss, so she knocks out her teeth and swallows it in her stomach, and endures it. I thought that he would retire in a few years, and maybe I would be in a better position by then. As a result, not long ago, I put forward a few opinions from the research cadres of the bureau. Unexpectedly, not long after the meeting ended, those cadres who had not been promoted came to my office, yelled, and vented all their grievances on me, and some cadres who had had a holiday with him in the past also began to look at me differently. In the middle of the night, I often hear inexplicable knocks on the door, in front of the dormitory, people often put garbage inexplicably, and some people send me small wreaths. During that time, my spirit almost collapsed, and I often woke up from nightmares at night, and I only now understand the true meaning of 'how thin life has been in the past', and many things are not under your control. The thought of the old thing's ugly face made me feel pantothenic acid in my stomach and shiver nervously. ”

With Gao Yan's telling, ugly pictures appeared in front of Liang Haixing's eyes from time to time, piercing deep into Liang Haixing's heart like a needle, but Liang Haixing didn't know how to comfort Gao Yan. However, Gao Yan seemed to be very open, stretched her waist, looked at Liang Haixing and smiled slightly, and said, "You have broken the rules we just agreed on." Liang Haixing didn't know what Gao Yan was thinking at this time, and looked at Gao Yan blankly. Gao Yan smiled: "You talked about work again?!" Liang Haixing's face was shy, and he was busy with Gao Yan. Gao Yan said: "Since you yourself admit that you are wrong, you will be punished." ”

"Punishment ......?" Liang Haixing didn't know what Gao Yan was thinking at this time, so he didn't dare to agree. Gao Yan thought for a while and said, "Punish you for taking a photo with me." Gao Yan said and pulled Liang Haixing up from the sofa opposite, and then picked up his mobile phone. Liang Haixing seemed to feel that he had jumped into the pit that Gao Yan had dug in advance, so he smiled and said, "You deliberately let me jump in." As soon as Liang Haixing's voice fell, with a "click", Gao Yan took a selfie with Liang Haixing. Looking at the group photo on her phone, Gao Yan said: "This is the best photo I have ever taken in my life, so natural." ”

This is the first time Liang Haixing has taken a photo alone with a woman other than his wife, and he is a woman who has admired him for a long time, so he was extremely uneasy, so he smiled and said: "You won't post it on the Internet, right?" ”

As soon as Liang Haixing's voice fell, Gao Yan looked at the photo on his phone and said with a smile: "No." I will stick it to the walls of Baidu. ”

Liang Haixing knew that Gao Yan was joking with himself, so he smiled slightly and didn't say anything. Gao Yan glanced at Liang Haixing, and joked with Liang Haixing: "I'm going to send it to your wife." Anyway, I know your wife's phone number. See how you explain it to your wife? Gao Yan looked at Liang Haixing and said.

Liang Haixing knew that Gao Yan was joking with himself, even if he really sent it to his wife, just a photo would not explain anything, and his wife was not a small-bellied person, so he laughed it off. Gao Yan knew Liang Haixing very well, so she said: "I want to put it in my heart, and when I miss you, I will take it out and take a look." Gao Yan's words moved Liang Haixing very much. Liang Haixing didn't know what to say, and for a while, the room fell into loneliness.

After a while, Gao Yan sighed, put down her phone, and said: "One day, I looked at the chat records in the group, and there was a netizen, who seemed to be studying history, and talked and chattered with another person, read their chat records, and admired their knowledge very much. Suddenly, a netizen who had been silent asked: 'What are the ten laws of Chinese history?' The netizens who were chatting suddenly fell into silence. After a while, I clicked on six ellipses and asked the netizen for advice. The netizen didn't say anything and went offline. At that time, my heart was full of endless emotion: the world is a vast world, there are people outside the world, and there are heavens outside the sky. I thought: Maybe we humble ourselves and say we're frogs in the well, but what about the truth? We are not even as good as a frog in a well, we can only be counted as a tadpole that may not become a frog, not to mention the world, and sometimes we can't even see ourselves clearly. After Gao Yan sighed, she looked at Liang Haixing with an inquiring gaze. Liang Haixing thought to himself: Are there still people in the world who make you Gao Yan admire? Thinking of this, Liang Haixing couldn't help but smile slightly.

Gao Yan didn't know what Liang Haixing was thinking at this time, so she looked at Liang Haixing with puzzled eyes and said, "What are you laughing at, laughing at my sentimentality?" ”

"I'm laughing, maybe this is the so-called tacit understanding, a look at the other party to understand what it means." Gao Yan seemed to see Liang Haixing's thoughts, smiled slightly, and said, "You are so bad." Gao Yan's words were a little coquettish and shy. Leaning slightly, Gao Yan said: "Sometimes I really want to let go of myself, let go of our familiar and unfamiliar surroundings, and go to a new world to explore, maybe I will eventually find it, or find my own world, maybe it will take a lot of twists and turns, or even break the head, and the ending is shocking, but after all, we have experienced it, and life will no longer regret it." To put it bluntly, I sometimes really admire Zhao Liang, who is decisive, can afford to let go, and dares to love and hate. ”

Liang Haixing seemed to hear something from Gao Yan's words, so he said, "Are you ready to resign?" Gao Yan did not answer directly, but said, "I am seeking liberation and completely liberating myself from my current predicament." ”

Suddenly, Liang Haixing smiled slightly. Gao Yan didn't know what Liang Haixing was thinking, and her face was dazed. Liang Haixing said with a smile: "You were not happy when I mentioned Zhao Liang just now, but now you yourself say that you admire Zhao Liang very much." Actually, you haven't forgotten Zhao Liang in your heart. Liang Haixing's words made it difficult for Gao Yan to answer.

Gao Yan glanced up at Liang Haixing, as if she had something unspeakable in her heart. Liang Haixing was puzzled and said, "What's wrong?" Gao Yan said: "Can you accompany me to visit Mashan?" ”

Gao Yan's words made Liang Haixing feel confused, and he thought: Go to Mashan during the Spring Festival? Is Gao Yan crazy? But he said: "In a place where the palm of the horse is big, there are no scenic spots and historical monuments, what is there to visit?" Gao Yan said what she thought: I don't know why, these days, I am thinking about Mashan every day. I'd like to take another look at the place where we worked in Masan.

During the Spring Festival, I don't go home to accompany my wife and children, and the elderly at home celebrate the New Year, but I play with another woman in Mashan. Since Gao Yan brought it up, and Gao Yan has always regarded herself as the closest person, and she came to Mashan from the provincial capital to find herself, she must have her thoughts, how can she refuse? Liang Haixing looked very embarrassed.

Gao Yan was very reasonable, seemed to see Liang Haixing's thoughts, and didn't want to embarrass Liang Haixing, so she said, "If you feel inconvenient, forget it." ”

Liang Haixing smiled slightly and said, "It's purely polite, I don't know what you're thinking in your heart." The purpose of your coming to me is not to chat at all. ”

Gao Yan smiled slightly, lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "I hate it." Liang Haixing thought for a while and said, "I'd better tell my family, so as not to worry about my family." Liang Haixing said, dialing his wife's mobile phone.

Late at night, his wife received a call from Liang Haixing, and she didn't know what was going on, and she was a little uneasy. Liang Haixing said: "I just received a notice from the city, saying that there is an emergency meeting in the past two days, and all units are required to attend the meeting, and it seems that I can't go home." His wife seemed to understand Liang Haixing very well, didn't say much, and told Liang Haixing to take care of himself and go home early to rest after the meeting. That was the first time Liang Haixing lied to his wife, and his heart was "fluttering", and after talking to his wife, he hurriedly hung up the phone.

Gao Yan quietly listened to the call between Liang Haixing and his wife, and saw that Liang Haixing gave up the Spring Festival reunion with his family in order to accompany him, he was very moved in his heart and stretched out his thumb to Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing was worried that Gao Yan would make a move, and signaled Gao Yan not to talk nonsense.

As soon as Liang Haixing hung up the phone, Gao Yan pouted to Liang Haixing and said, "Are you men all virtuous, lying to your wives and never making drafts?" Liang Haixing knew that Gao Yan was joking with him, but he pretended to be angry and said, "You mean that you don't want me to accompany you, so I'll tell my wife that the meeting in the city has been canceled." Liang Haixing said and picked up his phone again. Gao Yan knew that she was at a loss, and she didn't know how to respond to Liang Haixing, so she smiled slightly. Liang Haixing understood Gao Yan's mood at this time, and also smiled slightly.

Taking advantage of the Spring Festival break, Liang Haixing accompanied Gao Yan to all the places where he worked during the help period, as well as the places where he participated in the entertainment, and seemed to re-experience those unforgettable years in his heart, accompanied by scenes of memories of the past, but Gao Yan's long-term wish, Gao Yan was very happy.

Tomorrow will return to the provincial capital, will say goodbye to Liang Haixing for a short time, perhaps for Liang Haixing, it will mean reuniting with his family and ushering in a happy and peaceful moment. But for Gao Yan, it would mean being alone again, especially in the psyche. That night, Gao Yan seemed to be very obvious, a little depressed, rarely talking, and often fell into a state of silence.

After eating breakfast and returning to the room, Gao Yan opened the suitcase, took out a black leather document bag, and put it in front of Liang Haixing. Gao Yan looked at Liang Haixing with pleading eyes, and said, "There is an envelope in this document bag, and the document bag is given to you by me, but you have to keep the envelope inside for me, you can't open it without my consent." ”

Liang Haixing looked at Gao Yan with puzzled eyes: "What is it, so mysterious?" It won't be your family's passbook or real estate certificate, right? Liang Haixing said with a smile. Gao Yan didn't answer directly, still said with a sad face: "Will you promise me?" Liang Haixing seemed to see Gao Yan's thoughts, and nodded lightly.

"You're the most trusted person in the world." Taking advantage of Liang Haixing's lack of attention, Gao Yan secretly kissed Liang Haixing's face.