After dealing with housework, Liang Haixing sat at the desk again, and the Gao Yan incident appeared in front of Liang Haixing's eyes from time to time like a demon that was difficult to drive away.

Liang Haixing thought more than once: Gao Yan Gao Yan, where are you now, since the future has been arranged, why can't you stand up at this moment and help yourself clarify? Liang Haixing was extremely depressed in his heart.

The ancients said that the color is a steel knife for scraping bones. But the ancients also said that colorless roads are sparsely populated, and color-eating is also. The combination of unknown oysters is made of the finest. As the master of feelings, men and women, who does not have a dream-haunting love story in their hearts. The difference is that some people just have ideals, dreams, illusions, and determination, and some people don't have determination, so the ending is different. And Gao Yan obviously belongs to the former, when she takes feelings as an ideal, she will desperately want to get it. It's like Lu Jun, in the process of chasing Lu Jun, she found that the other party was not her lifelong truster, just a dream, and let it go. Some people feel that they can't get it, or they don't make up their minds to do it, they just express it, as a beautiful fantasy, just like Zhao Liang chased Gao Yan. There are also people who have ideals, dreams, or fantasies, but lack determination, just tacitly, or have too many concerns, and are casual and peaceful, not as persistent as Gao Yan. Just like this Lu Meishuang, she worked hard, but she didn't get it, and she didn't seem to feel regretful, it seems that an episode in her life still maintains herself. What I don't understand at the moment is what kind of position I occupy in Gao Yan's heart, if it is just an illusion, it is nothing, Gao Yan will not make any excessive moves. However, if Gao Yan regards herself as an emotional ideal, she will take advantage of every opportunity and take all means to achieve her ideal goal. If that's the case, then I'll be miserable. Gao Yan's current disappearance is only a temporary avoidance or evasion, and once the conditions are ripe, under the domination of determination, it will be even more crazy. And Liang Haixing is not without a good impression of Gao Yan. Although Gao Yan has complicated feelings, Liang Haixing has always felt that Gao Yan is a good woman, reasonable, beautiful in body, and even has a quality that ordinary women do not have, that is, atmosphere, especially for her own help, Liang Haixing has always cherished it in her heart. But Liang Haixing knows his identity more well, he does love his wife deeply, his wife's deep love for himself makes him feel impeccable, his wife's dedication to the family, his filial piety to his parents, his sister's support, his son's love, his own career support, any betrayal of his wife, will make him feel a deep sense of guilt, and it will be difficult for him to live in peace for the rest of his life.

There are those who can give their flesh, but not their soul; There are people who can give their souls, but not their bodies. Gao Yan, what are you looking for, body, soul, or both? And what Liang Haixing likes the most is his current reputation. Liang Haixing knows that as a rural child, he has been working hard, walking on thin ice all day long, and he has everything in his dreams, which makes his family proud, and he doesn't want to lose everything he has in front of him because of his momentary joy or occasional mistakes. It was the end of his life for him.

Gao Yan did bring unexpected trouble to Liang Haixing.

The fermentation of the Gao Yan incident not only had a major impact on Liang Haixing's family, but also spread to the Mashan Bureau, and the cadres in the bureau instantly changed their views on Liang Haixing, and the prestige and good image they had worked hard to establish collapsed. In the eyes of the bureau cadres, Liang Haixing seems to have become a hypocrite who does not do what he says.

The cadres of the bureau were looking at Liang Haixing with strange eyes, and even when they walked across the street, they deliberately turned a blind eye and didn't even say hello. In their hearts, everything Liang Haixing did before was a clumsy performance, deliberately whitewashed for personal purposes, even Zhao Liang was inferior. Although Zhao Liang's image is not good, everyone thinks that Zhao Liang is more real, and he is not as good as Liang Haixing who knows how to disguise. In comparison, it seems that Liang Haixing is more insidious, and he is more hated and spurned by the cadres in the bureau.

Maybe Gao Yan had helped in Mashan, many people in Mashan City knew Gao Yan, and before the traffic accident, Gao Yan had been to Mashan. In Mashan, all kinds of rumors about Liang Haixing and Gao Yan are endless, when it comes to the Mashan Bureau, it has become a laughing stock for a while, and some people even irresponsibly ask the cadres of the Mashan Bureau, why are the leaders of your bureau all such goods, they can't move their legs when they see women, and weasel is not as good as a litter of mice.

Years of self-strict requirements, as well as the family and wife who sacrificed too much, I didn't expect to end up like this, Liang Haixing was extremely depressed in his heart, and he couldn't find someone to talk to, and he didn't even have someone to listen to him. For a while, Liang Haixing, who was once high above, fell into the abyss overnight, and deeply realized the power of rumors, which can really kill.

At night, lying in bed, my eyes are full of everything that happened in the past, and I can't erase it. Liang Haixing suffered from insomnia, not only did his hair turn gray, but he also found that every morning when he got up, he found that the pillow was full of hair, and his hairline was rapidly receding. Liang Haixing struggled painfully in loneliness.

However, Lu Meishuang still asked Liang Haixing for instructions to report to her work as usual, and even went to Liang Haixing's office more times than before. Seeing that Liang Haixing was depressed all day long, he often looked at Liang Haixing with pity, and seemed to be worried that talking too much would hurt Liang Haixing.

Finally, it was time to get off work again, Liang Haixing packed up the documents on the desk and prepared to go back to the dormitory to rest. Suddenly, Liang Haixing's mobile phone rang, and when he looked at the caller ID, it turned out to be Ma Shan's unfamiliar mobile phone number. Originally, Liang Haixing thought that the other party had made a mistake and didn't want to pick up, especially in normal times, Liang Haixing, who is not good at socializing, although he has worked in Mashan for many years, but similar to an unfamiliar mobile phone number, he will hang up without hesitation, but today is different, even if the other party makes a mistake, Liang Haixing, who is extremely lonely in his heart, also wants to listen to the voice of strangers, even if the other party is advertising, he also feels that it is a kind of enjoyment, and he will get a trace of comfort in his soul. Liang Haixing connected to the other party's mobile phone.

A "Hello Director Liang" made Liang Haixing excited, he was used to hearing it in the past, but now he felt so cordial and a little excited in his heart. What made Liang Haixing even more overjoyed was that the call was from the driver who had been fired. The driver told Liang Haixing on the phone that over the years, he had been looking for a chance to sit with Liang Haixing again, but he felt that his identity was not worthy of Liang Haixing, and more importantly, he knew Liang Haixing's personality and might not be able to invite him. Today, for some reason, I miss Liang Haixing very much, so I rashly dialed Liang Haixing's mobile phone.

For so many years, the driver has kept Liang Haixing's mobile phone number, especially when he is at a low point in his life, he can still think of himself, and Liang Haixing is grateful. When the other party proposed that he had nothing to do at night, he wanted to invite Liang Haixing to come out and sit down, and the other party specially told Liang Haixing that there was nothing to do, just himself, he wanted to communicate with the old director and say some confidant words. I don't know why, Liang Haixing didn't think much about it, so he agreed.

"Don't be too extravagant, just say something confidant." Liang Haixing specifically instructed.

"Director Liang, I understand." Listening to the voice, the driver was very happy, seemed to remember something again, and said, "You are waiting at the gate of the bureau, and I will send someone to pick you up." ”

Mashan is not a big place, and Liang Haixing was worried that the cadres in the bureau would find out about coming to pick him up, and the impact would not be good, so he refused the driver's kindness.

It didn't take long for the hotel booked by the driver to appear in front of Liang Haixing's eyes, and suddenly a smell of sea came to his face, which was the smell that Liang Haixing often smelled when he was eating in the provincial capital. But Mashan is an inland city after all, which is very rare, and the seafood in front of him is very distinctive, Liang Haixing has been here, and he knows about it. The seafood there is specially transported from the sea the day before, all the seafood is relatively fresh, although the store is not publicized, but it is very distinctive, and it is also a high-end hotel in Mashan.

Seeing Liang Haixing coming, the driver who was waiting at the door of the hotel hurriedly stepped forward. Liang Haixing glanced up at the hotel in front of him, and couldn't help but say, "This place is so high-end." Maybe the driver was very happy when he saw Liang Haixing appreciating the light, so he blurted out: "Let's eat it ourselves, it's better not to eat it." Liang Haixing smiled slightly and didn't say anything. The driver said, "I thought I wouldn't move the old director." Liang Haixing glanced at the driver, smiled slightly, and said, "You mean my shelf is big?" Seeing that he was speechless, the driver hurriedly said, "No." I mean, Director Liang, you're usually very busy with work, so it's easy not to come out for a meal. Liang Haixing seemed to see the driver's thoughts, so he gave the driver a step down and said, "Why did you think of inviting me to dinner today." ”

The driver didn't know how to answer, for fear of upsetting Liang Haixing, so he lowered his head and thought about it, and said in a low voice that seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth: "Although I left the bureau, I have always kept in touch with some people in the bureau who have a good relationship with me, and I often call them to communicate. The driver said and glanced at Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing seemed to understand something, and he didn't ask any further, and the driver stopped abruptly.

Walking into the room, the driver had already ordered the dishes, and looking at the table full of sumptuous dishes, Liang Haixing couldn't help but sigh: "Ginseng abalone wings." The 'four treasures' in the sea are all together? The driver didn't seem to understand Liang Haixing's intentions, so he smiled honestly and said, "I don't know what is delicious, so I asked the waiter to bring up the last thing in the store, which the waiter ordered for me." ”