Liang Haixing's wife saw that Liang Haixing and Gao Yan were talking about work, so she got up and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Gao Yan. Gao Yan said: "Sister-in-law, you sit, there is nothing to keep secret, I still have something to say to my sister-in-law." Gao Yan said and took Liang Haixing's wife's hand, and said, "Sister-in-law, although you haven't mentioned it all the time, it's because you are taking care of my face." But I know that you have always had a knot in your heart: Liang Haixing did not go home to accompany his wife and children during the Spring Festival holiday, and he played with a bad woman in Mashan. During this period, what happened to her husband and the bad woman, or what is the relationship between them? ”

Indeed, that has always been a knot in Liang Haixing's wife's heart, but Liang Haixing's wife understands and believes in Liang Haixing very well, and doesn't want to embarrass Liang Haixing, but when Gao Yan took the initiative to bring it up, she didn't know how to answer, so she smiled and said, "Sister Gao, you think too much." ”

Gao Yan took a sip of tea, shook her head, and said very seriously: "Sister-in-law, you don't have to hide it, you don't have to avoid it, in front of feelings, every woman is a shrew, even if she is a lady, she is pretending, unless she doesn't love her man." I'm a woman too, and I understand women. Unlike you, my failed marriage has given me a more thorough understanding of relationships. It's just that you are more confident than me, so there is no fire in your backyard, not only to Liang Haixing, but more importantly, to give a 'shameless woman' the dignity it deserves, I not only have obligations today, but also tomorrow will explain to my original unit what kind of mood I go to Mashan, and everything I do in Mashan, and also the truth, Liang Haixing's innocence, sister-in-law's peace of mind, and I am relieved. I know that many people are ashamed of this, and they don't want to make the villain behind this rumor proud. ”

Liang Haixing's wife is extremely cultivated, and when she saw that Gao Yan blamed herself too much, she smiled slightly and comforted: "Sister Gao, you are serious, not what you imagined, I know that you are a good woman." Liang Haixing's wife glanced at Liang Haixing as she spoke, and said, "Yes, Haixing?" ”

"Haha. Sister-in-law, as a woman, I understand you. Gao Yan smiled slightly and said, her face full of guilt.

Liang Haixing's wife didn't want to argue with Gao Yan Wuwei anymore, so she smiled and said nothing. Gao Yan didn't say anything more, seemed to be bowing her head and thinking deeply, after a while, Gao Yan seemed to remember something, and chanted: "You are gone, she fell, I am hurt, I don't know who can help me relieve the pain in my soul, I really want to drive the crane to the west, go to heaven to enjoy the happiness and loneliness, in that world where there is no strife, pick up the pen of the previous life, and draw the colorful ...... of ideals." ”

Faced with Gao Yan's actions, Liang Haixing's wife seemed to be a little dazed, thinking: What's wrong with this Gao Yan? looked at Liang Haixing with confused eyes. Liang Haixing didn't seem to pay attention to his wife, but said with a smile: "See the sun through the clouds!" ”

The more Liang Haixing's wife listened, the more confused she became, so she smiled and said, "What are you talking about, how can it be like a spy to a code?" Perhaps Liang Haixing was worried that his wife would misunderstand, so he smiled and said: "On the night you were hospitalized, I was idle, I wrote something, and posted it on QQ space, but I didn't expect it all to be seen by Gao Yan." At that time, she also interacted with me with the nickname 'Seeing the Sun'. At that time, I was a little strange: who is this person? I didn't expect it to be her. ”

Liang Haixing's wife suddenly realized. Gao Yan said: "I'm so angry that I'm hospitalized, I'm seriously ill, and you still say you don't care, do you believe it?" His thoughts were clearly seen by Gao Yan, and Liang Haixing's wife's face was blushing for a while, and she smiled slightly, but did not speak.

Suddenly, Liang Haixing seemed to remember something, so he asked Gao Yan: "How do you know my QQ number, and you are still interacting with me in my space?" ”

Gao Yan didn't answer immediately, but looked at Liang Haixing's wife and said, "Sister-in-law, you won't be jealous, right?" Liang Haixing's wife smiled: "Look at what you said, everything has been said about this, what vinegar is there to eat." After listening to Liang Haixing's wife's words, Gao Yan was relieved and said: "Although I made an irrational impulse in the eyes of outsiders, it can't be said that I don't care, especially since I arrived in the south, I have been paying attention to the situation after I left. My actions, the harm caused to those close to me, and the criticism of others, but the original contact information was lost. I spent money to find a person who understands hacking techniques, and the other party found your QQ number according to the information I provided. Originally, I wanted to add you as a friend, but I was worried about being rejected by you, so I always cared about your space. ”

"This woman is really scheming!" Liang Haixing said in his heart. Liang Haixing couldn't help but look at his wife, and his wife was also looking at Liang Haixing, the two smiled knowingly, and didn't say anything. Gao Yan seemed to see the thoughts of the two, and also smiled slightly, and said, "Okay, it's not too early, it's time to get back to the right thing." ”

Then, Gao Yan told Liang Haixing's wife the truth about the before and after going to Mashan: "That was the darkest time in my life. At that time, I really didn't even have the courage to live. I originally wanted to see Liang Haixing, deal with the aftermath, and then take a look at the most unfortunate place in my life where I had worked, so I ended my life easily. According to the original idea, I wanted to end my life on the highway, but I also wanted to return to the city during the Spring Festival, and it was a trunk road, which was very easy to cause traffic congestion. Even if I left this world, I would leave more infamy and even hurt the innocent, so I chose to stay away from the highway. After getting out of the highway, I thought, I can't go any further. Otherwise, it will change the original intention. So, I increased the throttle and hit the guardrail on the side of the road, but due to the effect of the airbag and safety belt, although the car spontaneously combusted and was destroyed, I was ejected from the car and only suffered some skin trauma. At the time, I thought, maybe this is providence. God won't let me die, I have to live bravely, but I suddenly changed my mind. On the way to the hospital, I wondered how I could disappear from this world and forget about my past completely.

After a thorough examination by the hospital, my health was fine. I snuck out of the hospital and went south.

When I got to the south, I went headlong into the nun and wanted to become a monk. But I seem to have too much concern for the human world, and the master seems to have seen my thoughts, and when he saw that my six roots were not pure and my heart was connected to the mortal world, he persuaded me to leave the nun dying. In fact, he was dismissed. My mood fell into extreme resentment again, I lost someone, offended the whole world, everyone became a savior, but I became the spice of life, the fog and the haze got married, and the man became a monkey again. I often wonder: Are we living in another primitive society? It's not that God closes a door for you and opens a window for you, but that you close a window for yourself and God opens another door for you. If you don't go out, you don't know how big the world is outside the door, you don't go into the forest, and you don't know how gorgeous the mountain flowers are in the wilderness. The saddest hurdle in the world is the door of people's hearts, as long as you step out of the door, you will find another world. Since death is a struggle against fate, then it is not a self-challenge to live well, since even death is no longer terrible, then what can stop the determination to live. Not only to live, but also to live as a person.

After adjusting my mentality, after some makeup, and getting out of self-isolation, I began the long road of applying. Maybe working in an agency all the year round, like a bird in a cage, is completely bound by that rule, and more importantly, his own thinking is also locked in a cage. With little business experience and lack of professional skills, after several recruitment failures, in order to support himself, he finally left a large real estate company and started a building sales job with those beautiful young girls. After all, the sales rely on not only a beautiful face, more is the trust of customers, the agency cultivates a special communication ability with people is like a tiger with wings, although the first month of the bonus can barely maintain my life, but I learned some marketing experience from it, the tragic business war made me quickly make up for the shortcomings of economics, the second month sales performance rose sharply, the commission reached seven figures, the boss bluntly said that I am a sales wizard, decisively promoted me to the sales general manager, get a six-figure annual salary, But I resigned without looking back, because at this time, another more powerful real estate company owner threw an olive branch to me and proposed more favorable conditions: the vice president of the company, the annual salary is 1% of the company's performance, my annual salary has reached eight figures, I have an income that I cannot get in my life, and I also understand what is the value of people. More importantly, I seem to have found the roots of my life, it turns out that I am a wooden life, and the south is where I belong in life. ”

Listening to Gao Yan's fantasy of life, Liang Haixing's wife couldn't help but be amazed, but from Gao Yan's talk and laughter, Liang Haixing's wife felt more than Gao Yan's brilliance, but endless bitterness, and pictures painted with smiles and tears appeared in front of her from time to time.

Gao Yan took a sip of tea gently, sighed, and the face that was full of joy just now was full of sorrow in a blink of an eye, and said to Liang Haixing: "God broke my legs, but gave me wings to fly, so I became an angel." In a blink of an eye, I am destined to have no children, but I am a woman, I also like children, and I have always regarded family happiness as the greatest pursuit in life. You may have been curious about the letter I left you before I left Mashan, and you want to know the contents of the letter. I remember, at the time, I personally said to you, when to open it I will tell you. I think it's not just you, but a lot of people who are interested in that letter...... ”

Gao Yan's words seemed to poke at the sore spot in Liang Haixing's heart, worried that Gao Yan would say the content of the letter on the spot or words that would be unacceptable to his wife, so he quietly glanced at his wife. Liang Haixing's wife is also interested in the letter, especially the content of the letter, in the eyes of Liang Haixing's wife, it is the last life confession of Gao Yan and Liang Haixing, hiding the secret of a woman who loves her husband deeply, she wants to know, and she is afraid of hurting herself, it is also the secret in her heart, she doesn't want the woman in front of her and her husband to find out, so she pretends to be nothing, looks very calm, not like Liang Haixing fidgeting, as if there is a ghost in her heart. Liang Haixing hurriedly said: "Regarding the letter, I have reported to Director Huang, and Director Huang said that I will bring it to the guest house tomorrow, and after asking for your opinion, I will read it on the spot." ”