Chapter 328: I Didn't Say I Like You
Zhou Yan didn't hide his liking for Zhou Wan anymore.
And Zhou Wan felt that if she liked it, she didn't bother, and she could even let it go.
He can too, but it won't be tonight, not after talking to Zhou Wan thoroughly.
Even if Zhou Yan knew that the consequences might be serious, it would make this senior sister who had always taken care of him and helped him share the pressure reject him.
But there are some things, it's okay not to say it, and there is no turning back after saying it.
Now Zhou Yan and Zhou Wan are in this state.
The next step after a complete break may be to part ways, but when Zhou Wan said this, Zhou Yan didn't care very much.
"Zhou Yan."
There was a soft call from behind him.
Zhou Yan could feel Zhou Wan approaching, he turned around and saw that she had walked from the stone platform to a place half a meter away from him.
For the first time, this junior sister showed a fragile look that didn't belong to her.
It is an eye that cannot be described in words, only exists in the sight.
There is a bit of sadness in the moving, such as begonia flowers after the rain, strong and fragile after the wind and rain.
But Zhou Yan remembered that the senior sister had always been strong.
This time it was an exception.
"I know what I said just now is wrong, but..."
Zhou Wan looked at Zhou Yan, pursed her lips, and whispered, "Don't force me, okay?"
"I really don't want to make a choice, I know that if I do, I'm going to hurt anyone... Is that okay?"
Zhou Wan's eyes were a little pleading, she was about the same height as Zhou Yan, but in the moonlight, she seemed to be a head shorter than Zhou Yan.
It turned out that a shoe was stepped on by her, and she didn't know where she left it, and she ran to Zhou Yan with one foot barefoot.
The white over the knee *** was stained with mud at this time, but Zhou Wan didn't care very much.
When Zhou Yan turned around to leave again, Zhou Wan didn't know where the power came from drove her to stand up immediately, even if one shoe was scraped into the water by the stone platform, Zhou Wan still came to Zhou Yan's back and stopped him regardless of it.
She didn't know what she thought, but she didn't want to let Zhou Yan leave anyway.
If Zhou Yan leaves again this time, Zhou Wan feels that her relationship with Zhou Yan may really never go back.
"Is that okay?" Zhou Wan asked again, looking at Zhou Yan, her heart was beating fast, and for the first time, she was looking forward to someone giving her an answer.
Zhou Yan didn't expect Zhou Wan to chase after him quickly, and even didn't hesitate to throw away a shoe, and glanced at the little foot wrapped in shoes and socks, Zhou Yan didn't answer Zhou Wan immediately.
Instead, he half-squatted down and grabbed Zhou Wan's little feet.
Zhou Wan's body trembled, but there was no resistance to the action.
Maybe in this place where there is only her and Zhou Yan, she can really not care about some inconsequential things.
Zhou Yan tried to hold Zhou Wan's little feet, thinking that Zhou Wan would stop them, but he easily lifted Zhou Wan's little feet.
There are all stones here, and Zhou Yan also saw that Zhou Wan's shoes and socks had a few very small stones embedded in them.
"Why are you in such a hurry?"
Zhou Yan was no longer satisfied with observing Zhou Wan's little feet wrapped in stockings, he reached up with his hand, and soon touched the edge of the stockings and skin.
It was close to the knee, and Zhou Yan's fingers touched Zhou Wan's left calf.
And Zhou Wan obviously moved her legs outward.
"Don't move." Zhou Yan whispered.
Zhou Wan stopped moving, just looked at Zhou Yan a little nervously.
The big boy finally crossed the line with her.
But I don't know why, she just doesn't have the strength to resist anything.
Seeing that the senior sister was obedient, Zhou Yan did not hesitate any longer, pinched the end of the shoes and socks and kept them down.
Soon a small crystal foot appeared in his sight.
Not a little in the moonlight
Blemish.
It's just that the fly in the ointment is that there is a little more dirt in the heart.
And around the dirt, there are red marks.
Zhou Yan's fingers touched the center of his foot and dusted Zhou Wan off the dirt slightly.
Zhou Wan furrowed her beautiful eyebrows, she didn't want to make a sound, but after touching it, she couldn't help but say "Itchy."
Zhou Yan was almost unstable, what the senior sister said was really something, especially the voice was still soft and glutinous.
made him almost forget that he was still in a cold war with Zhou Wan.
Zhou Yan lifted his little foot up slightly, although the light was a little dim, Zhou Yan still saw the slight wound on Zhou Wan's heart.
That's when I stepped on the gravel barefoot.
"Doesn't it hurt?" Zhou Yan asked, looking at the senior sister with slightly red cheeks.
"It hurts..."
Zhou Wan said with some hindsight.
In fact, I didn't feel anything at first, but after Zhou Yan asked, I had it.
Maybe before, it was more of an itch touched by Zhou Yan.
The pain is there, it's just overpowered.
Zhou Yan was not idle at this time, he took out some tissues from his pocket, dipped some saliva, and then wiped Zhou Wan's soles with tissues.
The junior sister looked at Zhou Yan's intimate movements, but she didn't say anything, but when she wiped it, she still couldn't help but say, "It hurts."
"It hurts, you're still chasing after you." Zhou Yan looked at the senior sister with some reproach.
"There's no need." Zhou Yan said.
"But I don't want you to get me wrong." Zhou Wan said subconsciously.
She forgot that her little feet were still held by Zhou Yan.
It wasn't until she finished speaking that Zhou Wan felt hot and cold.
The ankle was very hot, because it was held by Zhou Yan's hand.
The heart of the feet was cold and cold, because the wind was blowing.
That place, as well as Zhou Yan's...
Zhou Wan felt a little more ashamed in her heart, but she didn't resist.
It was a strange feeling, and she even had a little more expectations.
I expect to be held by Zhou Yan for a longer time.
"What about the other shoe?"
Zhou Yan looked at the shoes and asked.
He didn't care about the misunderstanding Zhou Wan said.
"Drop... I fell into the river." Zhou Wan said.
"The socks for you to put on." Zhou Yan said.
"Good... Okay." Zhou Wan wanted to get out of this embarrassing state quickly, so she hurriedly responded.
It's okay to wear socks.
At least Zhou Yan won't keep staring at her feet.
But the little expectation in Zhou Wan's heart was finally disappointed.
"Forget it, the socks are dirty, so there's no need to wear them."
Zhou Yan muttered and threw his socks aside.
"You..."
Zhou Wan didn't expect Zhou Yan to still play "Going Back on Promise", and when she saw the socks that had completely fallen into the mud, she looked at Zhou Yan with shame and annoyance.
"There are stones on the socks, don't wear them just after they have been sterilized."
What Zhou Yan said was very natural, but hearing it in Zhou Wan's ears was something else.
What to disinfect .... How can it be disinfected with saliva.
Now the foot heart is still cold.
Zhou Wan can't forget it.
Impressed enough.
"How do I walk?" She said helplessly.
"Take off the other one, you can't get it back anyway." Zhou Yan didn't answer Zhou Wan, as if talking to himself.
"Don't." Zhou Wan hurriedly said.
"Why do you keep one?" Zhou Yan said.
"That place is shallow, you can take it back." Zhou Wan couldn't help but say.
"It's dirty." Zhou Yan said.
"Yes." Zhou Wan said.
Zhou Yan ignored Zhou Wan's words, he said directly, "I'll carry you back."
"I can go myself." Where is Zhou Wan willing to let Zhou Yan carry it.
Then she became Zhou Yan or something.
"How do you walk like this?" Zhou Yan asked.
"I was knocked by a stone, and the shoes were picked up and I could wear them." Zhou Wan said a little persistently.
Zhou Yan didn't speak, he turned his back, and the hand that was originally holding the senior sister's ankle also went to the top of the senior sister's calf, that is, the back of the knee.
And the other hand also directly grabbed the crook of the senior sister's leg, and at the same time did not forget to merge the two feet to his side.
"Get on your stomach." Zhou Yan said.
"I'm not that pretentious." Zhou Wan said.
She tried to move her little feet, but this position made it difficult for her to spare Zhou Yan's hand to break free.
Not to mention that one foot is still hanging in the air and being grabbed by Zhou Yan.
"Come up." Zhou Yan said.
Zhou Wan was very persistent and did not agree.
"I said get up." Zhou Yan said a little impatiently.
Zhou Wan pursed her lips, she didn't know why she felt a little more wronged, but she still stayed where she was a little persistent.
Zhou Yan didn't follow Zhou Wan either, he used his two hands together to exert force, and with the help of force, Zhou Wan's two calves subconsciously bent, and then let the senior sister hang in the air for a while.
After that, he directly lay on Zhou Yan's back.
The action is fast.
Zhou Wan didn't even have a chance to react to escape.
Touching Zhou Yan's back, Zhou Wan's face was hot, and even her heartbeat was beating fast at this time.
"Hypocrisy." Zhou Yan said that he had already carried Zhou Wan on his back.
Zhou Wan's face was slightly red, and it was a little strange to be carried by Zhou Yan, but it was more of a shame.
And Zhou Yan's hand also shifted to the back of his thigh.
This can make it more convenient to carry Zhou Wan on her back.
He didn't let Zhou Wan hook his neck or anything, he was almost half-bent at this time, so that Zhou Wan could lean on his back very smoothly.
The little feet shook slightly, obviously because of the inertia just now.
And the white sneaker, which has only one of them, stands out.
"You put me down." Zhou Wan felt that it was very inappropriate, and whispered to Zhou Yan.
Zhou Yan ignored it, but walked straight towards the exit of the grove.
Zhou Wan found that she couldn't resist Zhou Yan at all now, but now the way she was being carried by Zhou Yan really made her very ashamed.
On purpose, this guy must have done it on purpose.
also deliberately ignored her.
"Zhou Yan, let me down, it's not good to be seen by others." Zhou Wan urged softly.
One of her left feet was cold, and the other foot was wearing socks and shoes, and Zhou Wan felt very uncomfortable.
"Don't talk nonsense." Zhou Yan said.
Zhou Wan was murdered by Zhou Yan, and was a little stunned for a while.
"What did you just say, why are you afraid that I will misunderstand?" Zhou Yan asked.
"I..."
Zhou Wan wanted Zhou Yan to let her go quickly, but knowing that Zhou Yan would not do it, plus the night was really close, and there was no one else, Zhou Wan also let go a little for a while, not as unnatural as just now, she whispered, "What I said just now was a bit heavy."
"What did you say?" Zhou Yan asked.
Zhou Wan stopped squeaking, she knew which sentence it was, but she always felt a little weird when she said it to Zhou Yan again.
"Will I let you go?" Zhou Yan said.
Zhou Wan was actually very light, and Zhou Yan didn't have much effort on her back.
And one of the little feet has been swept off the socks like wool, and the white little feet are particularly eye-catching at night.
Zhou Wan responded softly at this time.
"I don't think I've had any intentions for you." Zhou Yan said.
Even Sister Wan and Xiao Wan stopped shouting.
Zhou Wan felt that Zhou Yan was a little strange at this time, but being carried by him, no matter how ashamed she was, there was still some feeling in her heart that was occupied by warmth.
even if
She knew that this was wrong, Zhou Yan had a girlfriend and poetry, but why did she try her, but her heart was still a little more greedy at the wrong time.
Maybe the state of the two people is not long-lasting, but this rare silence in this place gives her one more reason not to resist this state.
At least... No one will see it.
Let him carry it.
Zhou Wan didn't care about Zhou Yan's overstepping of her to her, and whispered, "There will be tonight."
"Did I say I liked you?" Zhou Yan asked suddenly.
Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment.
Did Zhou Yan say it?
There should be.
Can... It doesn't seem to be.
But just now ....
Or is it that he just wants to take advantage of himself, and he didn't say it.
Zhou Wan suddenly became a little uncertain.
But now in the face of Zhou Yan's problem, she still doesn't have the courage to say yes.
Because if not, isn't it just that she is self-inflicted?
And even if not, then what she just said is a little ridiculous?
If you don't like it, let alone let it go.
I haven't said it, so what's the point.. What to talk about..
Zhou Wan didn't know why, but when she thought of this, her heart was filled with a wave of loss.
She shouldn't be like this, she should be stronger, but why can't she be strong at this time.
was carried by Zhou Yan and attached to his back, but for some reason, Zhou Wan still felt a little cold.
Walking slowly through the woods, walking on the path, and listening to the rustling of leaves, Zhou Wan's heart was a little confused.
"Sister Wan has always regarded me as a good friend before."
Zhou Yan carried Zhou Wan behind his back and said to himself.
"Now... It still is." Zhou Wan didn't know why she was in a hurry to give Zhou Yan an answer.
"Not anymore, since I told you about our relationship with Shishi, there has been a gap between us." Zhou Yan said.
"Nope." Zhou Wan said.
"Is it fun to lie to yourself?" Zhou Yan said.
Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment and did not speak.
"I've always regarded Sister Wan as a sister, and even this little broken company in Zhulang would have gone bankrupt and closed down a long time ago, you should know the weight in my heart." Zhou Yan whispered.
"What's wrong with liking, what's wrong with dislikes." Zhou Yan smiled self-deprecatingly.
"You are such a gentle and intellectual college sister, and you are a top student in the computer department, who doesn't like it, what if you have one more me." Zhou Yan whispered.
[The app that has been running stably for many years is comparable to the old version of the book-chasing artifact, which is used by old bookworms.]
He seemed to be telling the most ordinary words in the most ordinary tone, but listening to Zhou Wan, he was a little moved and a little lost in his heart.
It was difficult for her to explain what caused her current state, but what Zhou Yan said still really touched her.
Be an ordinary friend?
Obviously, what Zhou Yan said was very good, she should be happy, but why, she just couldn't be happy.