Chapter 330: Matters of the Heart

The man's breath rushed to the tip of his nose, and the hot temperature of Zhou Yan's chest made Zhou Wan feel that all this was not a dream.

Zhou Yan really hugged her, and it was so sudden that he wasn't even prepared at all.

"You let go." Zhou Wan said a little nervously. Even if Zhou Yan just hugged her and didn't make any further movements, she felt a little more worried and scared in her heart.

"Hug it for a while, I'm afraid I won't let me hug Sister Wan in the future." Zhou Yan whispered, he closed his eyes and felt the temperature of his senior sister and the surging fragrance that belonged to her, which was the most wonderful feeling in this winter, straight to his heart.

Zhou Wan should actually resist, but somehow, she still let Zhou Yan succeed.

"Then you can hold it for a while." Zhou Wan said softly.

"Hmm." Because Zhou Wan was sitting, and Zhou Yan was half-leaning over, it was actually a little difficult to hug her.

But Zhou Yan is enjoying it at this moment, where would he care about spending a little more effort. Even he wished that he could have more warmth with his senior sister.

Time seemed to slow down at this time, and although the lights in the room were bright, it was still difficult to resist the silence brought by nightfall.

Neither of them spoke again, so the sound of each other's breathing could be felt in the room. And Zhou Wan was extremely sensitive and noticed that something was wrong with Zhou Yan's breathing.

She was already very nervous, but now she was hugged by Zhou Yan for a while, and she was a little scared for a while, she pushed Zhou Yan's shoulder with her hand, and whispered to him, "Can you let go?" Zhou Yan ignored it as if he was asleep.

"Zhou Yan." Zhou Wan reminded softly.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Yanyang asked pretending not to understand.

"Can you let go?" Zhou Wan said again.

"Hug for a while, is Sister Wan in a hurry?" Zhou Yan said somewhat cheekily this time. This is not a question of urgency at all, Zhou Wan thought to herself.

But now she can actually push it away, but she still acquiesced to Zhou Yan to continue to hold it. still chose to accommodate him.

But it's not right, it's really not right. Whether it's for her or Zhou Yan, or for poetry and Shen Li, it's not right.

Fortunately, Zhou Yan didn't let Zhou Wan get entangled, Zhou Yan just hugged for a while and then separated from Zhou Wan. Strands of hair slipped from Zhou Yan's shoulders, and a few strands of broken hair were naughtily glued to the senior sister's goose egg face, but there was a good beauty in it.

Zhou Wan's temperament has always been very good, especially under the light of the room, her flawless face is even more shy, and it is even more heartwarming in Zhou Yan's eyes.

Zhou Yan stretched a little, it didn't conform to any mechanics when he leaned over and hugged it just now, if it wasn't for the whole person to support it, I am afraid that all the weight would be on Zhou Wan's body alone.

"Then Sister Wan will rest here, I'll go back first." Zhou Yan said softly. Maybe he doesn't need to talk to Zhou Wan about other things, his mind is as clear as Sima Zhao's heart, even if he doesn't say Zhou Wan, he understands, and now he is in this position with Zhou Wan, it doesn't have much impact if he says it or not.

"Zhou Yan." Zhou Wan still stopped Zhou Yan, who was leaving.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Yan looked at Zhou Wan and saw that the senior sister had a little more hesitation on her face.

"Can we still be like that?" Zhou Wan asked softly, looking at Zhou Yan with beautiful eyes, indescribably complex emotions.

"What should I do?" Zhou Yan said indifferently. Zhou Wan pursed her lips, she knew that the relationship with Zhou Yan would never return to the same as before, and now she was just deceiving herself when she said it.

"I don't have socks and shoes, what will I do tomorrow?" Zhou Wan asked.

"I'll send it to you tomorrow morning." Zhou Yan said.

"Of course, if you don't mind, you can wear poetry." Zhou Yan walked to the end of the wardrobe and opened the bottom drawer, where there was a shoebox.

He took the shoebox out and opened it to reveal a pair of women's sneakers that didn't look like they had been worn a few times.

In order to avoid being discovered by Shen Li, Shishi's clothes were left in the room, and only such a pair of shoes were left in the room. Zhou Yan took out the shoes and handed them to Zhou Wan.

Zhou Wan looked at the shoes, stunned for a moment, and heard Zhou Yan say that it was poetry, she subconsciously said, "Nothing else?" ”

"You can wear it, or I'll send you a pair tomorrow." Zhou Yan said. Zhou Wan hesitated, she knew that she was now faced with a choice.

If you pick up the shoes, you can go back to the dormitory immediately, and when the time comes, you can change into a new pair of shoes and send them back.

If she doesn't answer, then she can sleep in Zhou Yan's office for a night. In fact, it is best to take these shoes, she can leave immediately, but this is a poetic thing, Zhou Wan is somehow reluctant in her heart.

"I'll rest here for the night." Zhou Wan still made her own choice. yes, there's nothing she can't let go.

Why is it in front of Zhou Yan now?

"Okay." Zhou Yan put the shoes back on. In fact, he could have left immediately, but he still delayed for some time.

He knows what his mind is, and he also knows that this mind is not serious, but when facing his senior sister, how can he be serious.

But he knew it was time for him to go.

"I'm going back." Zhou Yan said to Zhou Wan.

"Hmm." Zhou Wan seemed to have returned to the time when she and Zhou Yan used to get along, she was still sitting on the edge of the bed, without moving.

It was like waiting for Zhou Yan to leave. Zhou Yan didn't say anything, walked to the door and opened the door, and after glancing at Zhou Wan, he closed the door.

The last ray of light in the inner bedroom disappeared from sight, and Zhou Yan did not leave the office immediately, but sat on the office chair.

A lot of things happened at night, and he also knew that what he did was actually a little impulsive, and it was even possible for Zhou Wan to leave.

But it was done anyway. The office is not too brightly lit, and the bright yellow light adds a bit of warmth to the winter night.

Zhou Yan didn't think about anything, just sat there quietly. No one bothered, and he didn't have to bother anyone.

After a while, he picked up the study book next to him and read it, looking at these originally somewhat cumbersome contents, Zhou Yan was unprecedentedly calm.

The door opened, and more light came in. Obviously, Zhou Wan hasn't slept yet.

"Zhou Yan, aren't you going back?" Zhou Wan stood barefoot at the door of the inner room, and saw that Zhou Yan was still reading a book.

Her hair has been pulled up, and it is no longer a slightly curly long hair that flutters on the back of her shoulders, but a very ladylike and intellectual ponytail.

"What's the difference between a little earlier and a little later." Zhou Yan glanced at Zhou Wan and whispered.

"I don't feel sleepy." Zhou Wan said.

"I'm sure I'm not used to sleeping." Zhou Yan smiled.

"No, I just don't want to sleep." Zhou Wan shook her head and said.

"Still thinking about what happened today?" Zhou Yan put down the book and asked. The light and the dim light intersected, and the senior sister leaning at the door was extremely beautiful, but in the deep and smart beautiful eyes, it was rare to have a bit of melancholy.

In fact, he is very similar to Zhou Wan, both at work and emotionally. It's like now that both of them seem to have no worries and no worries, but they seem to have a lot on their minds.

"I didn't know what was going to happen at night." Zhou Yan said.

"Some things are really unexpected." He added with a smile. Zhou Wan smiled lightly: "Who said it wasn't." The two seem to have returned to the relationship between good friends in the past, but there is still a bit of estrangement in and out of the words.

"Actually, when I saw Sister Wan for the first time, I was moved, and at that time I was thinking, how can there be such a good-looking teacher and senior sister, especially the eyes, I can't move away at a glance, but other students are all looking at it and immediately avoiding it, I'm quite shameless, I keep looking at you." Zhou Yan teased with a smile.

"At that time, I felt that you were different from other classmates." Zhou Wan said softly.

"Actually, I'm quite contradictory, I am bound by the people I like, and I always miss out." Zhou Yan said with a smile.

"When I broke up with Shen Li at that time, I also had the idea of chasing Sister Wan, but what I was thinking about at the time was that Sister Wan, you have been working hard to help me in the community, if you knew that I had thoughts about you, would you just leave, and I would not be exhausted to death at that time." Zhou Yan didn't have any burdens and scruples this time, and said to Zhou Wan very frankly.

Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment, she didn't know about it. But if she knew at that time, whether she would really leave for the sake of the betterment of both parties as Zhou Yan said, she couldn't say.

"Then I went to Shishi's house, at that time, my relationship with Shishi was not very good, and it was Sister Wan that you mediated in it, and even I promised to help Shishi, it was also for your sake." Zhou Yan explained.

Zhou Wan knew that Zhou Yan helped Shishi's father, but she didn't know that a lot of things happened between the two of them, if she went back to that point in time, she believed that she would make the same choice, but Shishi was still with Zhou Yan.... She knew that Shishi and Zhou Yan's mistakes were wrong, and she might be mainly responsible.

Even she had a hint of regret. But there is no regret medicine in the world. Zhou Yan is a very capable boy, if you really want to talk about it, poetry is actually not a loss.

It's just that I'm a little sorry for the girl named Shen Li.

"There are some things that can only be hidden in my heart, so what I said before is right, I have always been more inclined to regard Sister Wan as my sister, maybe only in this way can I work hard with you for the waves." Zhou Yan smiled and said, his smile was a little helpless at some point.

Is Zhou Wan not excellent? It's that Zhou Wan is too good, excellent, so he put out his attempts at her, just to keep her by his side.

Even Zhou Yan never thought that one day he would talk to Zhou Wan about these things.

"At that time, Shishi and I said that instead of hiding it from you all the time, it is better to tell you the matter directly, and you don't have to worry too much about me and Shishi's affairs." Zhou Yan said in a low voice.

Zhou Wan was silent for a moment, she suddenly understood a little why Zhou Yan was telling her instead of hiding it from her.

"Maybe at that time, I really regarded Sister Wan as a sister, and I didn't have any intentions for you, or I didn't have any intentions for you, but after talking to you, I didn't expect this sister to be able to do it." Zhou Yan smiled, his voice a little lonely.

"I'm a little impulsive tonight, I'm a little impulsive, and if I'm not impulsive, I won't say everything in my heart, and it will even make it very difficult for you to do." Zhou Yan didn't wait for Zhou Wan to respond, and continued to say: "Tonight is really my first time smoking, the smell of cigarettes is really uncomfortable, but when you smoke, you will feel that there is nothing worth caring about, maybe that feeling is the best for me." Zhou Yan looked at Zhou Wan: "Am I talking a lot of nonsense?" Zhou Wan looked at Zhou Yan, looking at the big boy who revealed his heart to her, the feelings in her heart could not be faked, it was strange that she was not a person who was easily moved, but Zhou Yan's words still made her a little moved, even guilty.

Was it her deliberate effort to hurt Zhou Yan? He likes himself and has always hidden this love in his heart, but if he breaks it tonight, it means that he will not hide this like anymore, or even have this like again.

Zhou Wan's heart was suddenly a little empty, she faintly felt like she had done something wrong, but she was very vague and unpredictable.

"Zhou Yan is not early, you can go back to sleep." Zhou Wan said to Zhou Yan.

"Sister Wan, you too." Zhou Yan said. In fact, although the two of them persuaded each other, they both knew that they were deceiving themselves.

There is no complete heart-to-heart exchange, and no one wants to stop there. But each other is very stubborn, and they won't reveal their final thoughts until the last step.

I was very careful to protect myself from the slightest injury.

"If Sister Wan doesn't leave, you shouldn't be able to sleep, and it's not too early, Sister Wan, go to bed early." Zhou Yan stood up, took the mechanics book in his hand, and said to Zhou Wan.

Zhou Wan was silent for a moment, and finally watched Zhou Yan leave the office. As the door slammed shut, Zhou Wan suddenly felt unprecedentedly troubled in her heart.

It shouldn't be like this. It turned out that Zhou Yan had always really regarded her as a sister, if it weren't for what she said to Zhou Yan this afternoon, Zhou Yan wouldn't have been so impulsive.

Zhou Wan even had the urge to chase him out immediately. But what is the reason for chasing out? Why did she chase it out.

Is it just because she likes him? But this kind of liking is relatively too cheap. is like what Zhou Yan said, what's wrong with liking, what does it matter if there is one more of him or one less of him.

And Zhou Yan is so good, there are more people who like him, and she is the only one who really cares, and there is no need to care at all.

It's her hypocrisy. She has always been a very sensible person, but tonight, it is rare to lose her proportion.

Finally, after looking at the direction of the door, Zhou Wan came to the switch and pressed the switch of the light. In this way, only the small room of ten square meters was still lit, and the office was completely darkened.

It's so late, Zhou Yan has to walk back at night. This thought suddenly popped up in Zhou Wan's heart. This thought also instantly sparked worries in her heart that shouldn't have appeared.

It's just that Zhou Wan hesitated for a few seconds, but turned around and returned to the small room. There is Zhou Yan's bed here, and he even slept with Shishi, and after Zhou Wan closed the door, she sat on the edge of the bed again.

She slowly lay down, and there was still a little bit of Zhou Yan's breath on the bed. At this time, there was no one, only her, and Zhou Wan rarely sniffed lightly.

It was unprecedentedly quiet, and she no longer restrained herself, and finally put both legs on the bed.

Zhou Wan didn't lift the quilt, just lay quietly on the bed, looking at the ceiling. Even if the light was still bright, Zhou Wan didn't have the heart to turn it off.

Never before was she so upset as she was tonight, and tonight she did it herself. Zhou Wan looked straight at the ceiling, distracted.