479. The pain in my heart

Gao Yan understands the feelings of Liang Haixing and his wife very well, as the only son who grew up by his side, he has not seen him for a long time, and he will miss it in his heart, so he said to the "son" next to him: "Rest for a while, talk to your mother for a while, your mother misses you." Gao Yan said and handed the phone to her "son".

When Liang Haixing's wife saw her son, she was a little excited, and she didn't know what to say for a while. The son seemed a little impatient: "Is there something wrong?" It's okay, I handed my phone to my godmother. Before Liang Haixing's wife could react, his son had returned the mobile phone to Gao Yan. Gao Yan looked at Liang Haixing's wife helplessly and smiled, and hurriedly explained: "My son is going to take the test in two days, and now he is a little nervous about studying." Liang Haixing's wife understood her son, smiled slightly, a little bitter, and said to Gao Yan: "I'm causing you trouble." Gao Yan immediately smiled and said, "Sister, what are you talking about, he is also my son." ”

Suddenly, Gao Yan seemed to remember something, and said to Liang Haixing's wife: "It's just right, sister-in-law, I have something I want to discuss with you, and I originally wanted to video with you." Gao Yan whispered a few words to her son, and then took her phone to another room.

Gao Yan told Liang Haixing and his wife: After a while, she was going to go abroad for an interview, and she could have let her son continue his studies locally, or let Liang Haixing and his wife take care of him for a few days. But she wanted to take her "son" abroad and take the opportunity to stay abroad for two more days, mainly to let her son understand the situation abroad first and feel the learning environment abroad. Gao Yan asked Liang Haixing and his wife for their opinions. Liang Haixing didn't have any opinions, and his wife felt that Gao Yan was more thoughtful and had no objections, and her gratitude to Gao Yan was beyond words. Gao Yan saw that Liang Haixing and his wife had no opinion, so she asked the two to send her the relevant materials for her "son" to go abroad, so that she could hurry up and go through the procedures for her "son" to go abroad.

Liang Haixing saw that Gao Yan was very interested, so he said, "I have something to trouble you." ”

Gao Yan didn't understand Liang Haixing's thoughts at this time, so she blurted out: "What's the matter, you suddenly became polite to me today?" You're so polite, I'm really a little uncomfortable? ”

Maybe Liang Haixing was worried about hurting Gao Yan, and in the face of Gao Yan's frankness, Liang Haixing didn't know how to put it forward, and he was a little hesitant. Gao Yan said, "What's the matter, so spitting?" Liang Haixing finally mustered up the courage to say: "Recently, Liu Dake was reported. Liang Haixing knew that Gao Yan hated Liu Dake, so he couldn't stop looking at the mobile phone screen, observing Gao Yan's reaction and speculating on his thoughts at this time.

Sure enough, at the mention of Liu Dake, Gao Yan felt extremely annoyed: "He was reported, what does it have to do with me?" Is that all? After Gao Yan finished speaking, he added: "You deserve it, you should suffer it yourself." If it weren't for him, would I be so messy? However, God finally opened his eyes, and he was reported, which can be regarded as God's retribution for him. I would also like to thank him for closing a window in my life and opening a door for me to be happy again that I never had before. However, he has done too much evil, and it is only a matter of time before he is reported. I know that you are in the rivers and lakes, and you can't help yourself, but I have always advised you that it is best to stay away from him, and when you interact with him, you must keep the bottom line in your heart. Liang Haixing said: "What you mean, no, I understand your advice." But lately it's been a bit annoying ....... ”

Gao Yan saw that Liang Haixing was a little embarrassed, so she said, "Is there anything you need my help with?" Liang Haixing was just about to answer, Liang Haixing's wife understood Liang Haixing's mood at this time, and the kind wife was even more worried that Liang Haixing's words would hurt Gao Yan, so she was busy waving her hand and signaling Liang Haixing not to say what she was thinking. Liang Haixing understood his wife's intentions, however, the matter had come to this, and he didn't want to hide it from Gao Yan anymore, so he told Gao Yan the truth about Liu Dake and Huang Zhenggang letting him contact Gao Yan. Seeing this, Liang Haixing's wife shook her head helplessly and left Liang Haixing to be busy with her own affairs.

"Do you know what I'm most disgusted about?" Gao Yan's voice was extremely low, his eyes were a little chaotic, Liang Haixing seemed to see Gao Yan's heart full of scars, so he kept apologizing to Gao Yan.

"It's just to hear the words 'Liu Dake'." Gao Yan sighed, tears welling up in her eyes. Liang Haixing felt very uneasy, like eating a fly, and felt deeply guilty.

"Let me be honest? To tell the truth, he is a villain who plays with women and does not dare to take responsibility, if I tell the truth, don't say that not only can he not be the head of the department, but also his job is not guaranteed, I can send him to prison. Telling lies? Deceive ZZ, deceive your heart, and fulfill a villain's dream, how can I bear it? Gao Yan was very sad, waved a handful of tears, and said: "Don't have any illusions about him, he is a white-eyed wolf who can't be fed, with no morality, no bottom line, and no self-esteem." When I need you, I can recognize you as my father; When he doesn't need it, he's a daddy; When he feels that you are in the way, he will kick you away without hesitation, without even blinking an eyelid. He was dealt with by ZZ, which was God's retribution for him. If he is lucky enough to escape, it is the creation of his ancestors. I hope you don't say anything for him anymore. Gao Yan seemed worried that Liang Haixing would misunderstand, so she said, "I understand you." If someone else were to make such an unreasonable request to me, I would have unceremoniously refused, and perhaps even had a hot head and told the truth about the year. Anyway, I'm far away from him, and I can't see him again for the rest of my life, and he can't help me. But since you have brought it up, for the sake of the people who have always cared for me in the past and are also the closest to me, I have spoken my heart to you. ”

At this time, Liang Haixing was very embarrassed, he understood Gao Yan's mood very well, and the situation, if it was him, maybe he would be even better. At the same time, thinking of Huang Zhenggang's expectant and trusting gaze, Liang Haixing seemed to feel like a sea of fire in front of him, and he wanted to jump down in order for Huang Zhenggang to be transferred to the provincial RD work smoothly. Liang Haixing couldn't help sighing: "I understand you very well, I am grateful that you can chat with me so calmly." If it were me, I might be far inferior to you. But I hope you can understand my feelings, I am different from you, although you are a party, but the current situation, for me, is destined to violate my conscience and morality for the sake of the so-called overall situation, the overall situation. So, I'm in pain too! ”

Gao Yan didn't seem to approve of Liang Haixing's words, or didn't fully understand Liang Haixing's thoughts, and was a little indignant: "What the overall situation, when I mention that thing that is not even as good as a beast, I feel disgusted in my heart." Anything goes, let me ignore the shame and shame to get away with the responsibility of a man who once tore my heart and lungs, even if I die, my soul will not agree. ”

"I'm sorry." Liang Haixing saw that Gao Yan was a little angry, so he persuaded. Now that the matter has come to this, Liang Haixing no longer conceals it, and then tells Gao Yan all the things that Huang Zhenggang is looking for himself, as well as Huang Zhenggang's concern for himself. Maybe it was too embarrassing, Liang Haixing couldn't help crying.

The matter of Liang Haixing and Gao Yan's video was clearly seen by Liang Haixing's wife. Liang Haixing's wife understood the feelings of the two very well, and when they saw that the two were at an impasse, she came to Liang Haixing's side prettyly, and after gently wiping her tears for Liang Haixing, she took the mobile phone in Liang Haixing's hand and whispered to Liang Haixing: "I'll say a few words to my sister." ”

"For this matter, their hall chief has been looking for him for several days, and your brother has been hesitant. Before the video with you, your brother discussed it with me, and I also said that your brother was 'boring'. As a woman, I understand you, and I hope you can understand your brother's helplessness. Liang Haixing's wife said, her heart was full of endless sourness.

Gao Yan smiled slightly and said, "Don't worry, sister-in-law, I understand my brother's difficulties......." As soon as Gao Yan wanted to say something more, there was a shout of "son", and Gao Yan hurriedly said: "I'm sorry sister-in-law, my son is calling me, can I talk about it later?" Gao Yan said and hung up the video. Liang Haixing's wife handed the mobile phone to Liang Haixing and looked at Liang Haixing helplessly. Liang Haixing seemed to understand Gao Yan very well, and muttered, "She is very sad in her heart. Early tomorrow morning, I will report the situation of contacting Gao Yan to Director Huang, and I have done my best, and I believe Director Huang will understand. ”

Liang Haixing was very annoyed, so he went back to the room, closed the door, and practiced calligraphy.

Early the next morning, Liang Haixing came to Huang Zhenggang's office and reported Huang Zhenggang about Liu Dake contacting Gao Yan with him, as well as the situation of contacting Gao Yan. After listening to the report, Huang Zhenggang didn't say anything, let alone blame Liang Haixing, but fell into deep thought.

After a while, Huang Zhenggang smoked a cigarette and whispered, "I tried my best." Looks like I need to step in. Huang Zhenggang said, as if he was saying to himself: "I don't know if Xiao Gao will give me this face." Liang Haixing felt very uncomfortable after hearing this. Huang Zhenggang told Liang Haixing again: In order to prevent Liu Dake from urging him, there is nothing to do in the organ, so Liang Haixing can skip work and hide at home in the past two days. Huang Zhenggang asked Liang Haixing to ensure that the mobile phone was unblocked, and it was easy to contact if there was an emergency.

According to Huang Zhenggang, Liang Haixing concentrated on practicing calligraphy at home, and this was the first time he was so idle and anxious at work.

After dinner, as usual, Liang Haixing and his wife took a walk in the dormitory. When he got home, he had just spread out the paper, and Liang Haixing wanted to practice calligraphy. Suddenly, his wife's mobile phone rang, like a video sound, and then his wife's voice was a little surprised: "Sister, what's wrong?" When Liang Haixing heard that Gao Yan was going to video with his wife, he was very excited, and hurriedly opened the door and came to his wife. His wife wanted to hand over the mobile phone to Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing was worried that it would embarrass Gao Yan, so he waved his hand hurriedly, refused, and hid aside, watching the video of his wife and Gao Yan.

Gao Yan told Liang Haixing's wife: The formalities for "son" to go abroad have been completed, so that Liang Haixing's wife can rest assured. As soon as she thought of her son going abroad, Liang Haixing's wife was a little reluctant, so she wanted to video with her son, Gao Yan smiled: "'Son' has a foreign language test tonight, and after a while, I will drive my 'son' home, and I will video with my sister-in-law when I am idle." Wait until you get your 'son' back, and then let's make a video. Liang Haixing seems to have finally seen Gao Yan's thoughts, and he knows very well that once Gao Yan goes abroad, it will be difficult to return to China in a short time, so Huang Zhenggang's transfer and Liu Dake's taking over the main post are likely to come to naught, and it seems that he has lost the trust of the two hall leaders, and he can't help but feel a little disappointed. Just when the disappointed Liang Haixing was about to leave, Gao Yan suddenly said, "Is my brother here?" ”

When Liang Haixing's wife saw Gao Yan looking for Liang Haixing, she immediately understood something, and hurriedly said to Liang Haixing: "My son's godmother is looking for you." ”