Originally, he was suffering from kidney disease, his body was already swollen, and under the action of hormones, his body became even fatter, and the whole person was deformed. Looking at Zhao Liang beside her, Lu Meishuang suddenly felt pity, and said softly: "Go to Mashan, although my father is retired, I can find someone to give you the best treatment, as well as careful care." ”

Zhao Liang glanced at the prairie beside him, smiled slightly, his eyes narrowed into a slit, and then sighed, "Look at my body, where else can I go?" Maybe you end your life on the way. Maybe I am destined to be the son of the grassland, and I will be buried here when I die, accompanied by the blue sky and wildflowers and pastures. ”

Lu Meishuang talked to Zhao Liang and came to the shore of an unnamed lake. The unnamed lake, which was originally small, is even smaller in the vast grassland. Although the lake is small, perhaps because of the abundant water, the surrounding area of the lake is covered with dense aquatic plants, which is particularly dazzling. Lu Meishuang and Zhao Liang sat on the soft grass, and the fragrance of flowers on the grassland drifted with the gusts of autumn wind, refreshing people's hearts.

Lu Meishuang's eyes kept looking at Zhao Liang, who kept looking at the lake in front of him, as if he was trying to find something, or concentrating on admiring the lake. After a while, Lu Meishuang looked at Zhao Liang and said softly, "Why can't you get along with Liu Dake......?" Lu Meishuang's words were very cautious, as if she was afraid of annoying Zhao Liang.

Zhao Liang didn't seem to hear it, or didn't want to answer, he got up slowly, and then picked up a small pebble from the ground and threw it towards the lake, and suddenly, there were ripples in the lake. Zhao Liang patted the dust on his hands, and said angrily: "It was Liu Dake who ruined everything, and it seems that I will continue to ask him for this account when I go to the underworld." Zhao Liang's eyes have been staring at the rippling lake, his gaze is so determined, and there is also a little fierceness. Lu Meishuang seemed to see Zhao Liang's thoughts, or for fear of stimulating Zhao Liang's most sensitive nerves, her lips snorted twice, but she never said anything.

Zhao Liang may have seen Lu Meishuang's thoughts at this time: a woman came all the way to visit her, and her performance seemed to be a little unreasonable, so she was inevitably a little melancholy, even disappointed. Zhao Liang understood Lu Meishuang's kindness at this time, and didn't want Lu Meishuang to misunderstand, so he said: "I can understand your thoughts, but you can't feel the pain in my heart." You don't have my experience, and you may not understand what I have done. Liu Dake is an eternal pain in my heart, this pain does not get rid of day by day, just like the tumor, it is eroding me day by day, spreading and spreading. After Zhao Liang finished speaking, he whispered to Lu Meishuang: "I don't ask you to understand, but I hope you don't interfere anymore, okay?" As soon as the words fell, Liu Dake seemed to remember something again, and said softly: "Although I know that you are for my good." ”

Lu Meishuang didn't say anything more, and nodded lightly. Zhao Liang stared at the quiet lake with his eyes, as if immersed in the memories of the past.

After a while, Zhao Liang seemed to be saying to himself: "This is the brother who keeps talking?!" Is there such a brother in the world? Back then, what was not me rushing to the front, he was operating behind the scenes, and he wanted to rely on him as a big tree to enjoy the shade, but as a result, if he said something fair at a critical time, Gao Yan ....... Zhao Liang knew that women were the most intolerable, and he was worried about causing Lu Meishuang's misunderstanding, so he changed the topic and continued: "I have lost the happiness of life, the dignity of being a human being, living like a fugitive, maybe the loss of material things can be endured, and the mental torture is heart-wrenching." As for him, still holding the power in his hands, not only did he not lose anything, but on the contrary, he stepped on the shoulders of his brother and rose step by step, and every time I thought of what had happened in the past, my whole chest was burned with the flames of anger. I often think that hatred can really take root, and I have tried to forget everything, and I have warned myself more than once that one cannot live forever in the shadow of the past. Although many of the good things of the past have been lost, and in the eyes of others, some are even beyond the reach of the dust, power, status, money, and family glory, but isn't it good now? A lovely daughter, a virtuous wife who endures humiliation and burdens, and a carefree and comfortable ....... But I still wondered more than once: what is time? Some people say that time is a record of movement, but the philosopher said that time is the fairest thing in the world. Now I think about it, it's just a fart, time is a memory of joy and sorrow, for vegetative people or sleepy people, there has never been a concept of time, or rather, time is just a concept in their eyes, I also want to try to change the operation of time, wash away the uneasiness of the past with the joy of reality, and let the beauty of the fragments squeeze the dark past, but I have never been able to do it, I can't comfort or convince myself, the past has always been like an invisible thread, entangled in my heart, tearing my soul, clear as a mirror, I often appear in front of me, especially Liu Dake's sword-like smile, which always seems to laugh at me, and I feel more and more that I am just a plaything in Liu Dake's hands, and I often wake up from nightmares at night, and my dreams are full of deception and tricks by Liu Dake in the past. What I am most worried about is that if the problem between me and Liu Dake in this life is not resolved, and the hatred accumulated in my heart does not come out, everything in the dream will accompany me into another world and will still torment me mercilessly. ”

Listening to Zhao Liang's heartfelt story, Lu Meishuang seemed to see Zhao Liang's red and swollen eyes spraying anger, and she didn't know what to say, and looked at Zhao Liang blankly. Zhao Liang said: "Something brought? Lu Meishuang nodded. Immediately, Lu Meishuang took out an envelope from her bag and handed it to Zhao Liang. Zhao Liang first pinched the envelope, and after he seemed to feel the disc, he clutched it in his hand fiercely, as if he was about to crush the disc in his hand, and said angrily: "With the original certificate, and now the new certificate, he Liu Dake is dead this time, and I can also look at it." ”

Lu Meishuang's timid gaze looked at Zhao Liang, that gaze was both familiar and unfamiliar, both in love and a little afraid, like the autumn wind beating Lu Meishuang's heart. I don't know why, suddenly, Lu Meishuang had a great resentment towards Zhao Liang, and really wanted to use a soldering iron to engrave the word "hooligan" on Zhao Liang's face. Lu Meishuang couldn't help but ask herself: How can she have a relationship with someone like Zhao Liang?! And willingly, aren't you dealing with the devil? Lu Meishuang thought of escaping, and her desire was very strong, the blades of grass swaying with the autumn wind in front of her, like a pair of eyes, were looking at herself, as if she saw the filthy heart in her chest, and it was like a long thorn deeply pierced into her heart.

Zhao Liang didn't say anything, his eyes were fixed on the lake in front of him, not knowing what he was thinking. Suddenly, Lu Meishuang's mobile phone rang, and the ringtone of "If the Wine Is Dry" came, Lu Meishuang glanced at Zhao Liang and answered the phone.

Lu Meishuang quickly answered the phone, seemed to be in a hurry, and her mood was a little heavy. But Lu Meishuang was still standing in place, as if the phone was still ringing in her ears, and the sad and sad story in the ringtone appeared in front of Lu Meishuang's eyes: the helplessness of the old man lying on the sickbed picking up garbage, the poet's hard work, the sweet singing of the beautiful female singer in the spotlight, a very discordant picture. I don't know why, at this time, Lu Meishuang actually remembered the word "betrayal".

Lu Meishuang quietly came to Zhao Liang's side and whispered to Zhao Liang: "When I came, I told my family that I would go to the hall to report to work on the weekend. Just now, I called from home and said that my mobile phone had not been turned on, and the people in the hall could not contact me, so I called home and asked me to report to the hall tomorrow. So I said to my family, I know, I'm in the provincial capital now. ”

"When you came, didn't you specifically tell you to use the fixed mobile phone between us, how did you tell other people your mobile phone number?" Zhao Liang looked at Lu Meishuang helplessly, and said in his heart. Zhao Liang was a little angry, just wanted to have a seizure, turned around and glanced at it, Lu Meishuang lowered her head, and her face was a little red. Zhao Liang saw Lu Meishuang's thoughts, so he said, "Then you hurry up and go back, there is a flight to the provincial capital." ”

Lu Meishuang didn't say anything more, said goodbye to Zhao Liang, and walked forward without looking back. Looking at Lu Meishuang's figure gradually moving away, Zhao Liang sighed deeply, shook his head helplessly, bent down to pick up a stone from the ground, and threw it into the lake.

It seems that Zhao Liang has a clear grasp of Lu Meishuang's whereabouts. As soon as Lu Meishuang got off the plane, the mobile phone rang non-stop, Lu Meishuang not only knew that it was Zhao Liangji who called, but also knew the reason why Zhao Liang called the mobile phone, not that Zhao Liang cared about him, to see if he had successfully arrived in the provincial capital, he was learning about the CD. Because Lu Meishuang did not record the disc according to Zhao Liang's request, she knew Zhao Liang's intentions very well, and she was even more aware of the consequences caused by this: once Zhao Liang sent the disc to JW and other relevant departments, not only Liu Dake would be ruined, but he would also destroy his future. This trip to the grassland and the contact with Zhao Liang strengthened Lu Meishuang's judgment, which was also the main reason why Lu Meishuang was in a hurry to leave Zhao Liang. At the beginning, when Lu Meishuang secretly recorded the video, she also hesitated, after all, this is an extremely immoral thing, and she was more worried about the impact and consequences, and she also wanted to give up, but she knew Zhao Liang, and more importantly, everything about her, including morality and soul, was pinched in the palm of Zhao Liang's hand. In Zhao Liang's eyes, her Lu Meishuang's fate is like an ant at Zhao Liang's feet. Therefore, when Lu Meishuang was recording, she deliberately recorded a blurry record.

Lu Meishuang was very annoyed, so she simply turned off her phone.

Coming back from the grassland, everything that has happened recently, especially the image of Zhao Liang appears in front of her from time to time, Lu Meishuang's mood is very heavy, especially at night, Zhao Liang's fierce and evil image appears in Lu Meishuang's dreams from time to time, Lu Meishuang often wakes up from her dreams, sits alone until dawn, and her mind is full of cranky thoughts. Sometimes, Lu Meishuang actually had the urge to break off with Zhao Liang completely. What surprised Lu Meishuang even more was why she had such an idea, wasn't everything she did to Zhao Liang willingly? Lu Meishuang seems to have a hunch: herself, as well as her family, will be destroyed in Zhao Liang's hands sooner or later.