Meng Xingci said sullenly: "You surrender, Zhao Xuan." This tunnel is crudely repaired, and at first glance it was completed in a hurry. Your power in Shangjing has long been eliminated by Ye Xun and the emperor, even if there are a few fish that slip through the net, it will not be a big deal. The Dongying people you rely on, they are difficult to protect themselves, and it is impossible to provide you with any help. In this peace talks, Dongying did not get any benefits, but I am afraid that you will not be able to explain it in front of Emperor Dongying. ”

Zhao Xuan sneered: "Emperor Dongying? What is he, and he deserves to be explained to him? After a pause, he looked at Meng Xingci gently and said, "I already knew, I already knew that one day I would definitely lose at your hands." ”

Zhao Xuan tore off the corners of his clothes and spread them on the ground, and then pulled Meng Xingci to sit down.

"Talk to me." Zhao Xuan said softly.

Meng Xingci sat down with kindness, and Zhao Xuan took off the disguise mask on his face and glanced at it with some disgust.

"It's so ugly, I can't use this face to see Ye Xun." Zhao Xuan said with disgust.

Meng Xingci was speechless for a while, at this time, this master only cares about whether he is good-looking.

Zhao Xuan looked at Meng Xingci and suddenly asked, "How did you live when you were a child?" It's not customary for women to dress up as men, right? ”

Meng Xingci leaned against the wall and said softly: "I studied when I was a child, and my grandfather was very strict with me. Probably because he saw that I was too smart, he was always worried that he would waste my talents. So I haven't had any playmates since I was a child, but fortunately, Linghuan came later, that girl was eccentric and heartless, and with her, life was not so sad. ”

"No wonder you love that little girl so much." Zhao Xuan said: "I was also when I was a child, and I had to study and practice martial arts since I was a child. My mother told me that all the hopes of the Zhao family were in me, and I wanted to regain the throne for my grandfather. I can't slack off, I can only work harder than Zhao Jin. Ridiculous, right? I haven't seen him since I was a kid, but he's always been my shadow. ”

Meng Xingci seemed to be able to see that little figure, reading and practicing martial arts and swords. He was indoctrinated with hatred since he was a child, and he never lived for himself.

Meng Xingci looked at him and said, "Then you haven't lived for yourself?" ”

Zhao Xuan was silent for a while before he said, "Yes." ”

Meng Xing looked at him puzzled, and he looked into her eyes: "It's you, you are my only willfulness." ”

Meng Xingqi was stunned, she thought of a lot. In fact, Zhao Xuan had many opportunities to kill her, but he didn't have any, but helped her again and again.

When she was in Hedong, she couldn't have mastered the crimes of the Wei family and Fang Zhongda so smoothly, but it was actually revealed to her by Zhao Xuan secretly.

Zhao Xuan said: "Actually, I secretly went to see you once when I was very young, there are many families in Jiangnan, of course I have to understand it well." When I was a child, I once went to Yunzhou with my subordinates, and I saw you accompany your mother to incense. Such a small person, pretending to be an adult to greet people, I thought, why is this person so funny. ”

Meng Xingci thought for a while and smiled: "Because my father died early, I was always worried that someone would bully my mother. So every time she goes out, I have to accompany her and tell others that although my mother has no husband, she still has a son. ”

So when she was a child, she studied so diligently, just to make herself a little better, a little better. In this way, every time she goes out with Mrs. Meng, her face will shine, and others will envy her.

Zhao Xuan's eyes looked at her gently, and every time he looked at her, his eyes seemed to be smiling.

Zhao Xuan lowered his gaze, "I never thought about what I had done for my mother, she would only care if I had studied, whether I had practiced martial arts well, and whether I could be stronger than Zhao Jin." ”

Meng Xingci frowned slightly.

Zhao Xuan continued: "Since I was a child, I can't have my own preferences, and I can't spend time on things other than studying, because those are useless. After a pause, he looked at her: "Later, when I grew up and could call the shots, I found that nothing could arouse my interest. Except for you, Xingci, you are my only joy, and the only true thing I want. ”

He never really had anything of his own, nor did he have his own preferences. She was the only person he liked, and became all his exceptions.

It turned out that what Mother and Master said was right, and his preferences would really affect his great achievements. But why, he didn't regret it at all?

He has never been truly happy, and when he was with Meng Xing, he had a real emotion of his own. It was an experience he had never had before, so much so that he wanted to grab her.

Meng Xingci pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "I have never had such thoughts about you, even when you arrived in Suiyuan County at the beginning, I knew that you had ulterior motives. I am friendly with you, but I just want to find out your truth. ”

"I know." Zhao Xuan said, "I know your purpose, the eldest grandson of the dignified Meng family, how can it be so easy to approach?" However, even if we have a purpose, we are still happy when we get along, right? ”

He looked at Meng Xingci almost pleadingly, just wanting to hear a word of affirmation.

Meng Xingci opened her mouth, she couldn't refute Zhao Xuan's words. Because Zhao Xuan is indeed a learned person, when getting along with her, the two really talk happily.

Zhao Xuan is actually a very talented person who is very suitable for being friends.

Meng Xingci nodded lightly, and then he showed a satisfied smile.

Meng Xingci felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably, but this man who aimed at the country felt satisfied because of her smile.

Meng Xingci said softly: "You surrender, Zhao Xuan." Stop being obsessed, you've been wrong for so long, don't be stubborn anymore. ”

Zhao Xuan nodded: "But I didn't lose to Zhao Jin, I still lost in my background." Just because he is orthodox, there are courtiers like you and Ye Xun to help him. And I have nothing, I can lose or die, but let me admit that I lost to Zhao Jin, and it is impossible to die. ”

Meng Xingci didn't defend anything, Zhao Xuan stood up, took her hand and planned to walk out.

Meng Xingci couldn't help but say, "I'll go out first." ”

Zhao Xuan glanced back at her, his eyes were gentle, "It's enough to have your words, at least, you don't want me to die, do you?" ”

Meng Xingci pursed her lips, her senses for Zhao Xuan were complicated. As far as Yu Guo is concerned, Zhao Xuan is an unstable factor that must be completely eliminated. But privately, Zhao Xuan was indeed very good to her, she received his favor, and there was no way to watch him recover.