539, heartache memories
As the director of the personnel department, he often dealt with the comrades of the grassroots bureau. Perhaps because the personnel work involves the vital interests of cadres, the matter is more sensitive, and many things need to be communicated and fought for face-to-face, and there are many comrades in the personnel department of the grassroots bureau who come to report their work, or because of the departments with real power, some comrades in the grassroots bureau sometimes bring some souvenirs when they report their work, and when they leave Liang Haixing's office, they will take advantage of Liang Haixing's inattention to put the souvenirs they bring in a less conspicuous place such as the sofa in Liang Haixing's office. After Liang Haixing found out, he would try his best to let the other party take it away, but he couldn't shirk it, so Liang Haixing sent the money at the original price or the original to the other party, and after a long time, the other party was a little embarrassed, and he was no longer embarrassed for Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing's safe always has some change in case it needs urgently.
Looking at the cup that Lu Meishuang gave him, Liang Haixing made a mistake for a while: although a cup is also a piece of Lu Meishuang's heart, as a colleague who has worked in a unit, it is understandable to give himself a cup. If it is returned directly to Lu Meishuang, Lu Meishuang will definitely be difficult to accept, and both parties will be embarrassed. However, although Lu Meishuang said that she bought it with her own money, would Lu Meishuang really pay for such an expensive water cup out of her own pocket? Even if an individual buys a cup worth thousands of yuan, it is already a valuable item, if it is accepted, it has constituted a violation of discipline and will be subject to disciplinary action. If the money of the cup and the original price were handed over to Lu Meishuang in person, Lu Meishuang would definitely not accept it. Although the cup in front of him is of good quality, but for Liang Haixing, who has always been frugal, he does not like it very much, and he does not need it, all kinds of cups Liang Haixing has stored a lot at home, and the reason why it is not placed in the office is because he is worried that the cadres of the grassroots bureau will mistakenly think that they like to collect cups after seeing it. After thinking about it for a while, Liang Haixing decided to accept the cup that Lu Meishuang gave him first, and then find a way to return the money or this love to Lu Meishuang.
Seeing that Liang Haixing not only accepted the cup he sent, but also looked at the cup in front of him intently, Lu Meishuang mistakenly thought that Liang Haixing liked the cup very much, and finally Liang Haixing accepted a beloved thing that he sent, Lu Meishuang was very happy. When he spoke, he gushed endlessly: "I know that Director Liu has set off, and the bureau has not been very busy recently, so I will come to see you by the way by going to the provincial capital to do business." As soon as Lu Meishuang finished speaking, she seemed to remember something again, and added: "Look at my old leader." You're the leader of the hall now, and I thought you'd refuse. Lu Meishuang laughed again after speaking, which was very pleasant. Lu Meishuang looked at Liang Haixing with both eyes, her eyes were full of appreciation, and it was difficult to hide the joy in her heart.
Liang Haixing smiled slightly, and wanted to say something, but seemed to feel that something was wrong. Lu Meishuang didn't know what Liang Haixing was thinking at this time, so she looked at Liang Haixing with puzzled eyes and said, "What's wrong?" ”
Liang Haixing couldn't help but smile and said casually: "It's nothing." ”
Lu Meishuang sat opposite Liang Haixing, looked at Liang Haixing with two eyes and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it directly." I'm still using it. ”
Facing Lu Meishuang's scorching gaze, Liang Haixing's face was full of discomfort, so he lowered his head and muttered, "Our identity is different now than in the past. ”
"What's different, in my eyes, you are still my superior, my old leader." Lu Meishuang looked a little curious, and her eyes were very reverent.
The average person is less than two meters tall and only half a meter wide. As the supreme animal spirit palm human being, its heart is like the sea, wide and bottomless. Liang Haixing knows Lu Meishuang, a delicate woman who seems to be delicate and gentle, but it is difficult for people to understand her thoughts. And Liang Haixing is different, although he is engaged in personnel work, but he is extremely straightforward, as a college student from the countryside, he upholds the unique integrity and blood of farmers in his bones, Liang Haixing is very dismissive of Lu Meishuang's practice of blindly currying favor with Liu Dake for personal purposes, especially when he went to the department to report to Liu Dake many times, deliberately turned a blind eye to himself, and was always angry, and he was worried that saying it would hurt Lu Meishuang, so he shook his head and said with a smile: "You can say this, but the reality is indeed different." ”
"Then tell me, what's different?" I don't know that Lu Meishuang saw Liang Haixing's thoughts, and deliberately wanted Liang Haixing to say everything in her heart, she still had the innocence shared by beautiful women, flashing a pair of charming bright eyes, and smiled, her eyes were a little teasing, and she wanted to shorten the distance between her and Liang Haixing's heart.
Liang Haixing glanced at Lu Meishuang on the opposite side and said, "You are now the main responsible comrade of a unit, and I am the leader of the department of the department. Do you think we can be the same? ”
"Yes, you are the head of the department, I am the leader of the local bureau, and my identity is indeed different. It seems that it will be difficult to report to you in the future. Lu Meishuang teased. After Lu Meishuang finished speaking, she couldn't help but look up at Liang Haixing, with a smile on her face.
Liang Haixing glanced at Lu Meishuang, a little angry in her heart, and thought: What a scheming woman, don't you understand your own mind, deliberately pretending to be confused with her cleverness, and treating others as fools. He knows better that today's Lu Meishuang is different from the Lu Meishuang of the past, and the reason why he dares to be so presumptuous to himself is not because he has a deep relationship with him and does not regard himself as an outsider, but because his relationship with Liu Dake is extraordinary, he believes that he has Liu Dake as a backer behind him, and he has nothing to hide when he speaks. Liang Haixing didn't say anything, and smiled slightly.
Lu Meishuang sighed, as if she had something on her mind, her eyes were also a little melancholy, she looked at Liang Haixing and said, "I think it's still the best time when you worked in the Mashan Bureau, but I didn't expect the main job to be so difficult." Lu Meishuang said and recalled the scene of Liang Haixing's work in the Mashan Bureau. Lu Meishuang told Liang Haixing about how Lu Meishuang gave him steamed buns when he first came to work in Mashan Bureau. The past is like a mirror, as if it happened in front of him, Liang Haixing listened quietly.
I don't know what kind of mood Lu Meishuang came to see Liang Haixing, and she seemed to be very leisurely, specifically recalling the past to Liang Haixing, and just finished telling the story of the buns, which made Liang Haixing so embarrassed. Then, Lu Meishuang told Liang Haixing about Liang Haixing's work in the Mashan Bureau.
Lu Meishuang said, as if she remembered something, she glanced up at Liang Haixing, and saw that Liang Haixing was listening carefully, so she continued, and she still clearly remembers going to the county to deal with traffic accidents. Late at night, I sat in the car with Liang Haixing, discussing how to deal with the aftermath of the traffic accident, although I was a little tired, but I still felt very warm with Liang Haixing. I also often go to Liang Haixing's office to report work, like to sit opposite Liang Haixing, listen to Liang Haixing's work requirements, look at Liang Haixing's face, listen to Liang Haixing's voice, and feel very cordial. Later, when I saw Liang Haixing's artistic signature, I felt an inexplicable impulse in my heart. After a long time, Lu Meishuang found that Liang Haixing was indeed different, extremely principled, to the extent of being ruthless, he seemed to be very cold in his heart, but he seemed to be very generous, especially in the problem handled by the bureau driver, his heart was very hot, and he often wondered: What kind of person is Liang Haixing? I really hope that Liang Haixing can work in the Mashan Bureau for a lifetime, and he can work with Liang Haixing for a while and listen to Liang Haixing's teachings. In the past, some of Liang Haixing's practices were incomprehensible and even resistant. However, when he sat in the position of the main job, especially after some training, he still felt that Liang Haixing's vision was far-sighted and did the right thing, and he regretted not listening to Liang Haixing's words.
Life is a tragedy, and some things can't be repeated.
With Lu Meishuang's memories, the scene of working in Mashan in the past resurfaced in front of Liang Haixing. Different from Lu Meishuang's happy mood, in Liang Haixing's heart, Ma Shanju is a scar in his soul that can never be touched, not only with unforgettable beauty, but also with sad pain, which he wants to erase from the depths of his memory.
Liang Haixing found that when Lu Meishuang recalled working with him, a trace of sadness flashed on her smiling face from time to time, and her eyes were also a little depressed, Liang Haixing didn't understand Lu Meishuang's thoughts at this time, and even he didn't even know Lu Meishuang's true intentions to see him, but he didn't dare to respond rashly until now, his eyes looked at Lu Meishuang from time to time, and he was recalling every word Lu Meishuang had said, with the same unpredictable smile on his face. Lu Meishuang didn't seem to pay too much attention to Liang Haixing's thoughts.
After thinking about it for a while, Lu Meishuang seemed to think of something again, looked at Liang Haixing and said, "I remember when you left the Mashan Bureau, I told you that if you encounter any problems in your work in the future, can I still ask you, the old leader, for advice?" At that time, you didn't even think about it, so you blurted out to me, it's all right. Lu Meishuang couldn't help but glance at Liang Haixing as she spoke, and said softly: "Is it okay now?" Liang Haixing didn't answer, and smiled slightly. Lu Meishuang said again: "What about private matters? I really want to treat you as a respected big brother and want your help from the bottom of my heart. ”
Lu Meishuang looked at Liang Haixing expectantly, and seemed a little sad. Liang Haixing didn't answer, and he didn't know how to answer, so he smiled slightly.
Lu Meishuang seems to have encountered some difficulties, but she still regards Liang Haixing as a bosom friend, and she came to tell Liang Haixing what is on her mind, as long as Liang Haixing can listen patiently, she doesn't care what Liang Haixing thinks in her heart.
"Two days ago, I had a dream." Lu Meishuang seemed to think something, and asked again: "Guess, what kind of dream did I have?" ”
Liang Haixing thought to himself: I am not a roundworm in your stomach, what dreams do you have, how can I know. Liang Haixing was afraid of causing Lu Meishuang to misunderstand, so he remembered a lyric, smiled slightly, and said: "The girl's mind, you'd better not guess, you can't guess." ”
Lu Meishuang didn't know that Liang Haixing was joking with her, thinking that Liang Haixing was teasing herself, so she glared at Liang Haixing and said with a smile: "I hate it." Liang Haixing was a little puzzled, so he said, "What's wrong?" Lu Meishuang said: "What's wrong with you, it's still a girl, I'm a girl's mother, aren't you laughing at me for being old?" ”
Without waiting for Liang Haixing to explain, Lu Meishuang said again: "I dreamed that you and he had just come to work in the Mashan Bureau. It wasn't pleasant at times, but it was the happiest day of my life. ”
Maybe Lu Meishuang is telling the truth, but for Liang Haixing, it is an extremely painful and uneasy day, unforgettable. Liang Haixing couldn't help but sigh.