I don't dare to tell my friends about it, for fear that my family will be ugly

But it's really uncomfortable, so I'm going to talk about what happened to me recently.

I've also wanted to open it these days, and I'll tell a story about it, there's nothing sad, but it's really disgusting, everyone be careful! Watch carefully!

If you really want to watch it, just watch it and laugh and laugh.

Father Su is outrageous, my father is better than him.

A large part of my childhood memories are my dad drinking and beating my mom.

Recently, I learned that I was only seeing a small fraction.

In the book, there are some places I wrote that are very abusive to women, but almost no male protagonists use fists and kicks against women, and the most I remember to slap them

Because what I personally look down on the most is to be rude to my wife, of course, my wife's cheating is another story, but my mother is really the most honest and virtuous type in the world, and now I admire her even more, because she can still endure it.

Su's father fell in love with prostitution.

But my father is even worse, there is a junior outside, who is more than ten years younger than him, and he has been a prostitute for nearly ten years, and he has also prostituted before.

It's ridiculous that the junior still gave him a hat, after all, it's so bad, he doesn't want his life, and he can't satisfy others, haha

Every time I came home, I punched and kicked my mother.

But my dad is really ugly (maybe psychological), it's just that he does a lot of extra work, and the amount is uncertain, sometimes it's a lot, and when it's a few hundred, it's a few hundred drinks, but some money is not spent alone, it's quite complicated.

It is estimated that the forced junior also took a fancy to this.

Sadly, I didn't know for sure until the day I was resuming the update, which was a bolt from the blue.

At the end of last month, I probably had a guess because of my parents' actions, but I didn't confirm it.

At that time, my first feeling was that I couldn't believe it, I had the impression that my dad was definitely not that kind of person, but when I thought about it, it was reasonable, and I should have thought of it a long time ago.

The reason why I only found out was because I was young before, and my mother was afraid that I would know that these pickled things would affect me.

But if my mother endures it, it will be more than ten years or even more than twenty years, is it cowardice? She endured it, just wanting to give me, and my sister, a complete home.

Speaking of my sister, she is seven years older than me.

Su's father took a knife to frame his daughter's neck, my family is even more outrageous than this.

Four or five years ago, when I was a freshman in high school, we had to study at night.

When I was on it, the homeroom teacher gave me his phone number, which was from my mother, because the school can't bring mobile phones.

The phone message was that she didn't come to pick me up, and I couldn't go home for a long time, so my cousin would pick me up and go to her house.

Because my sister was in a car accident and had to be hospitalized.

I didn't suspect it at the time, I was just worried about the extent of my sister's car accident.

I asked where I was hospitalized, I was going to see, and my mother said that I went to Qilu Hospital.

I was shocked at the time, why not the local people's hospital, and why not Shanda if it is more serious? It's close.

I didn't know about my sister, and I cried and shouted to talk to my sister.

After a long time, I was finally answered by my sister.

My sister called me by my nickname and said she was fine, but I was still not at ease.

When I got out of school, I opened the video, begging my mother to let me look at my sister, and I only saw a face, and my sister was smiling with tears in her eyes, but I was relieved to see that she was very conscious.

About two months, my sister was discharged from the hospital, during which I went to Jinan to see her once, and the action was fine, and I was completely relieved from that.

And this reassurance is the day before yesterday four or five years later.

In the past few years, I have always had doubts, my sister hates my dad very much, although my dad drinks and finds trouble, but he is very responsible for my sister and brother.

And as I grew up, my dad gradually stopped beating my mom and quarreled more.

But every time I quarrel, as long as I am there, my sister asks me to beat my dad, and I ask her every time, why do you hate our dad so much, he is getting better, although I hate it too, but there is still expectation at that time.

My sister was silent at this time, or turned her head away.

The other day, I learned the truth.

Before the day of my sister's so-called car accident, my dad was drunk and beat my mom, and it seems that my mom found out about the affair (I don't remember it clearly, and I didn't ask again later, so I'll tell you the reason later)

But she was very helpless at home, and she had a quarrel with my dad, so she couldn't help it, so she called my sister and asked my sister who had just joined the work to go back.

Anyway, my dad was sure that he didn't.

But my sister is very tough, and she has been used to seeing him beat my mother since she was a child, and she has long lost her trust, so she has been spending time with my father.

These days have passed, and during this period, my uncle and cousin seem to have gone to my family, in short, my father is very shameless, but he just doesn't admit it, he is drunk and dreams of death, and he does his own thing.

Then on this day, he got drunk and went to trouble my mom and my sister again.

But he took out a bottle of pesticide from his clothes, and he said he was going to be forced to death by my sister and my mother.

Then he poured it down in one gulp and threw the bottle on the ground.

Seeing this, my sister regretted it very much, and in an impulsive manner, she picked up the medicine bottle on the ground and took a big sip.

There are so many simple and refreshing ways to die, my dad doesn't die, why do you have to choose this?

Because he didn't drink.

But my sister drank it.

My mother was in a hurry and called my cousin to take my sister and my father to the county people's hospital.

After a check, my dad had no toxins in his body, but my sister was not saved.

My dad bought paraquat, the most toxic pesticide, and my sister drank it, and the doctor said the survival rate was less than 1 percent.

At that time, my sister's lungs and liver had already begun to be damaged.

Later, my mother called to find a relationship, looking for relatives and friends, and later found out.

Qilu Hospital, specializing in this drinking paraquat.

That afternoon, my cousin drove my sister and my parents to drop me off at a high speed.

Then dragged the relationship in line, and my sister began to wash blood.

That's when I called, and it happened to be my sister's first wash.

Drinking this medicine will make you very conscious, but the internal organs are almost not saved, that is, you are awake and waiting for death, and it is very slow, half a month or even a month.

Normally, you can queue up once in a night, because there are too many people, Zhejiang and even Guangxi......

But it was also the night of the phone call, and my sister relied on the relationship and the few cents that the family had saved in the past few years, and washed it five times.

With these five times plus the medicine, my sister survived, but there are still bubbles on her lungs and liver that burned out at that time.

But it's already a blessing.

Yesterday, I heard my mother say that my sister was hospitalized, and many little girls had broken love, bought medicine and drank it, etc., and my sister was the luckiest one.

……

The reason why I know is because the other day, I was sure that my dad was having an affair, staying home with my mom, and then arguing with my dad for a while.

When I was on the top, my dad did it again.

He told me that he was going to be forced to die by me, going out and driving to kill himself, or he would hack himself to death with a knife.

Coincidentally, there was a knife on the table, right in front of him, but he didn't take it.

I was on the top at the time, I was excited, I was really going to pick it up and die in front of him, I was usually very calm, but that mood at that time, I can't be normal.

Then my mom stopped me and told me the truth.

At that time, there was only one thought in my mind, terrible, I didn't expect my dad to be so terrible.

What's even more terrifying is that my mom talked about what happened to my sister, and my dad only told my mom what he did in the past, and he didn't fart a single fart.

My mother said that her daughter was almost gone, and she didn't want her son to be gone.

And my mom also said that he has been watching the news of killing his son a lot lately, and he wants to kill me without breaking the law.

My dad didn't refute either, still calm.

I was literally cold from head to heel.

……

My mother has really suffered too much over the years, fortunately, tomorrow now says today, my mother decided to sue for divorce under the persuasion of me and my sister.

Even if you can't leave, at least leave my dad, it's too dangerous.

By the way, my dad was looking for something to do and drove away, and he wanted to be away from home, so he had to find some excuse and put the blame on my mom.

Are you angry?

I really want to stab him, but I don't want to take human life, I still have to support my mother.

I just think that when he was a wave, he could be hit by a car and die, and I think about what he did to my mother, my sister, and me since he was a child, and it is not worth nostalgia at all.

Recently, I've been wondering why I wasn't the first child in the first place, and I changed my age, so that my mom could tell me this sooner and save my mom seven years of suffering.

Unfortunately unrealistic.

I don't have any wishes now, I just want to be able to take care of my mother with my sister.

I also advise all the brothers, after all, everyone will have fun, family harmony is really the first, not for yourself, but also for each other, for the children.

The trajectory of my own life is really affected by this kind of family, so I don't want to say much, but it's a pity.

I haven't drunk alcohol anymore, and I really want to quit, and it's not a way to escape and relieve my sorrows.

My dad, part of his madness is because of alcohol, but more of it, it is an excuse for a little alcohol, and his consciousness is very clear.

I didn't hate it that much before, but now I really hate it.

I recently thought that my dad was playing those two cents by the junior for half of his life, and he was hated by his wife and daughter, and he was sad.

I want him to feel sad and uncomfortable, but if he can do it to my sister and me, then he probably won't.

But I believe that there will be retribution for what he has done.

Finally, don't pick it up in your heart, let alone feel uncomfortable, then I'll be guilty, just watch a story and laugh at it.

One last instruct, brothers, after all, family harmony really comes first.

But I believe that since everyone is looking for fun, the reality must not be a person like my dad, let alone so ruthless.

It's dawn and I hope it's going well today.