"I'm fine." Su Miao saw the worry in his eyes and wanted to pin his face to the window.

Gu Yuchuan's hand was squeezed tightly: "Su Miao, you really can't protect yourself, it's only been a long time since you came back to Yangcheng, and you have suffered so much damage." ”

Su Miao's eyes were astringent and moist, and before she came back, she was mentally prepared to be injured.

But Gu Yuchuan's words still hit her most vulnerable place.

Su Miao parted his hand, looked out the window, and did not speak.

She was so tired that she didn't want to confront him.

Gu Yuchuan was annoyed for a while, took out a cigarette, and habitually put it in his mouth to light it, only to realize that he already had her by his side.

Su Miao didn't like to smell smoke.

Gu Yuchuan put the lighter back in its place, his slender fingers played with the cigarette, and after a long while, he said, "Miao, it's all over." ”

Su Miao glanced back at him, "I'm not your ex-wife." ”

"Well, it's okay if you don't admit it, but there are some things I want to tell you." Gu Yuchuan didn't force her to admit her identity at this time.

Su Miao tried her best to hide the turbulence in her heart with a cold tone: "I don't want to hear it." ”

"You're a lot like my lover." Gu Yuchuan didn't seem to hear what she said, and said to himself.

Su Miao's body trembled, and the resistance in her heart made her subconsciously unbuckle her seat belt and want to push open the door.

But Gu Yuchuan had the foresight to lock the car door.

Then, his tone was close to pleading: "Even if you are not her, even if she really died in the sea three years ago, there are still some things I want to tell her personally, can you ......"

Gu Yuchuan paused, and a choked voice appeared in his tone: "For the time being, just take her and let me finish the next words?" ”

Su Miao's heart trembled violently.

Gu Yuchuan would be so humble.

Su Miao still thought that he would only use strong means to tame others......

She should have refused.

But the mouth triumphed over reason: "Good." ”

Gu Yuchuan threw a grateful smile at her.

I know that her heart is still soft.

Gu Yuchuan folded the cigarette in his hand into two pieces and squeezed it tightly: "What I want to say is actually the matter of filing for divorce with her back then......"

Su Miao frowned, thinking that what he was going to say was about his mother, but he didn't expect it to be this.

mentioned the divorce that year, she was very resistant, and when she was about to interrupt, Gu Yuchuan said: "After you wait for me to finish, it's not too late to scold." ”

"I'm not her, so I'm not qualified to scold you." Su Miao said lightly, looking ahead, but her eyes were wandering.

"Huh." Gu Yuchuan laughed, the curvature of the corners of his lips was a little cold, "The reason why I said the divorce back then was that Tang Xiaoxiao came back, and I didn't realize my feelings for you at that time." ”

"The disappearance of my biological mother has always been a knot in my heart, Tang Xiaoxiao's return made me see the hope of investigating the truth of the year, but the Tang family's power in the underworld should not be underestimated, although I didn't realize my feelings, and I didn't want to drag an innocent person into danger, so I would file for divorce, who knows, you are actually pregnant......"

"Because of the divorce, you have been hiding the pregnancy, until the child is gone, I saw you lying on the bed weakly, crying because of the child, at that time my heart was tightly entangled and extremely uncomfortable, that was the first time I doubted that I insisted on finding out the truth of the year is meaningless, not only did I not find anything, but also lost our child." When Gu Yuchuan said this, he crumpled the cigarette in his hand into a ball, his fingernails turned white, and he still exerted himself.

Su Miao frowned, hearing this, she keenly captured a key piece of information.

Gu Yuchuan didn't think about letting her lose the child? Or does he not know the truth about the miscarriage?

So does the fact that she was drugged and aborted the child have anything to do with him? Or is it —

Tang Xiaoxiao deceived her from the beginning?

In order to occupy Gu Yuchuan and make her die for him, he lied?

Su Miao was suspicious in her heart, but did not ask.

She doesn't believe in Gu Yuchuan or Tang Xiaoxiao now, only if she investigates it, she will believe it.

But at this moment, the seeds of doubt have been planted deeply.

Gu Yuchuan didn't notice the change in Su Miao's mood, and continued: "At that time, I have begun to gradually realize that the three years of married life have changed my mentality, in fact, I have been in love with you for a long time, but you are dead to me because of the loss of the child, and you want to divorce me, I am very afraid, I can't imagine what life will be like without you, I have thought about retaining, but you still insist on divorce." ”

"On the day I watched the sea, I agreed to divorce, because when I looked at the sea, I thought that my mother's hatred was more important, and it was a pity to miss you, but what I had to do in the future was more important, but I still underestimated my feelings for you, and the moment the divorce certificate came down, I completely regretted it, but this divorce can protect you."

"I thought, although you divorced me, I can still keep you by my side, while coaxing you, and when the matter of my biological mother is investigated, I will confess to you immediately, but you didn't have this opportunity with me, and chose to leave in such a decisive way, grandpa left, and you also left."

Gu Yuchuan paused, remembering the scene that day, he couldn't help but redden.

"It took me a long time to learn to accept this result, and then I began to re-investigate the matter of my biological mother, but in the past three years, I have not been able to sleep peacefully, if you want to sleep, you have to drink, get yourself drunk, so that you can sleep, every time I sleep and dream of you, a long dream, I will wake up very scared."

"I've heard a saying, when a person leaves, he doesn't dream of the other party once, it means that the other party is forgetting, I'm scared, I love you so much, how can you forget me?"

When Gu Yuchuan said this, he turned his face sideways and looked at Su Miao.

Su Miao was also looking at him, his eyes were slightly moist, and the sky that had been dark and heavy just now suddenly cleared up, and the sun poured down.

A few rays of sunlight spilled into the car, illuminating Gu Yuchuan's angular face.

His resolute facial features have softened a lot, and at the same time, there is also an indescribable sadness on it.

"But I, not her." Su Miao insisted on her attitude, and after speaking, her eyes were dyed red.

Realizing that her emotions were not right, she turned her face away.

Gu Yuchuan still saw it, and under the sun, the redness in Su Miao's eyes was very obvious.

"Well, you're not her." Gu Yuchuan nodded, in the past three years, she has indeed been reborn.

After listening to Gu Yuchuan's inner monologue, Su Miao was afraid that if he continued, it would directly drive her emotions, so she changed the topic: "Your biological mother, what's going on?" ”