Chapter 342: Qiao Qingzhou's Extra: Love Can't Be Forced
After the news came out that Su Miao and Gu Yuchuan were going to remarry, Qiao Qingzhou pursed her lips and smiled.
Her eyes were full of blessings and envy......
Su Miao has loved Gu Yuchuan for so many years, and hated him for several years, but finally walked together.
Now they have finally broken all the knots in their hearts and are back together.
Qiao Qingzhou blessed from the heart.
She looked at the picture in the frame.
The photo is of four people.
She, as well as Su Miao and Xia Ling, and the remaining one is Lu Chengxiao.
Qiao Qingzhou pursed her lips and gently brushed Lu Chengxiao's face in the photo.
In this photo, she is looking at Lu Chengxiao.
And Lu Chengxiao looked at Su Miao dotingly.
Qiao Qingzhou treated this photo as a baby.
Because this is the only photo of her and Lu Chengxiao.
Qiao Qingzhou picked up the group photo, buried himself in the chair, looked at the man in the photo, and fell into deep thought.
When did you fall in love with Lu Chengxiao?
She forgot.
The only thing Qiao Qingzhou can be sure of is that when he fell in love with Lu Chengxiao, Su Miao had not met Gu Yuchuan again.
At that time, Lu Chengxiao was completely different from other nasty boys.
He is sunny and cheerful, always has a gentle smile on his face, is polite, good-looking and never bullies girls.
Even if a girl sends him a love letter, he will not rudely refuse or accept it, but shows that he has no intention of falling in love now, so he will not accept this love letter.
He will also say that he hopes that the other party will study hard, and now he should focus on his studies.
It's such a gentle and sunny boy, she sank without paying attention.
Qiao Qingzhou looked at Lu Chengxiao, the person in the photo, picked up his phone again, and glanced at the conversation in the friend group.
are all blessing Su Miao.
She also sent a blessing to Su Miao, and then decided to work hard for herself.
"Are you free?" Qiao Qingzhou sent a message to Lu Chengxiao.
"Hmm." Lu Chengxiao quickly responded to the news.
Qiao Qingzhou thought to himself, Lu Chengxiao should be looking at his mobile phone at this time, looking at the circle to discuss the fact that Gu Yuchuan and Su Miao are about to hold a wedding of the century.
She thought that Lu Chengxiao should feel uncomfortable in her heart.
He has guarded Su Miao for so many years.
Similarly, Qiao Qingzhou touched the position of his chest.
She's not having a good time here, either.
The man I've liked for so many years is now uncomfortable with another woman.
Qiao Qingzhou replied, "Can you accompany me back to my high school alma mater now?" ”
Lu Chengxiao replied: "What are you going to do at your alma mater?" ”
"Visit." Qiao Qingzhou said.
"Okay......" Lu Chengxiao agreed.
Qiao Qingzhou took a deep breath, changed into a white skirt, and set off to his high school alma mater.
As soon as she parked the car, Lu Chengxiao also came.
Lu Chengxiao, as an outstanding alumnus, the security uncle recognized that it happened to be the weekend today, and the students didn't have classes, so he put the two of them in.
"What are you doing back to your alma mater?" Lu Chengxiao walked for a while before asking, although he felt uncomfortable, he was still gentle and elegant.
Qiao Qingzhou pointed to the roof of the teaching building and said playfully: "You accompany me to go up to blow the wind, and I will tell you." ”
Lu Chengxiao glanced at the roof and nodded.
The two took the elevator to the roof.
When he walked to the top of the building, Qiao Qingzhou said with a smile: "I didn't expect it to be so convenient now, when we went to school, the school had not yet popularized the elevator." ”
"Hmm." Lu Chengxiao walked directly to the guardrail, blowing the wind.
The wind on the rooftop is very strong, and it seems that facing the wind like this can blow away the depression in my heart.
Qiao Qingzhou walked up to him, looked at the side face that could still indulge her, and said, "Do you remember that we took a photo here?" ”
Lu Chengxiao nodded: "Remember, I still keep that photo." ”
"Coincidentally, I keep it too." Qiao Qingzhou smiled, knowing in his heart that he kept that photo not because of himself, but because there was Su Miao in it.
She has always been very envious of Su Miao, who can choose what she loves, and at the same time, she also has a man who loves her.
But Qiao Qingzhou was not jealous.
She knows that love can't be forced.
But even so, she still wanted to be brave once.
Qiao Qingzhou turned sideways and looked at Lu Chengxiao with a straight face.
"Lu Chengxiao, I called you this time because I have something I want to say to you, if it is very important, I want to waste ten minutes of you, or rather, to fight for ten minutes for myself."
Lu Chengxiao's thick eyebrows furrowed slightly, and before the words could be spoken, Qiao Qingzhou said: "Don't refuse me first, just ten minutes." ”
"I don't know when I fell in love with you, I just remember the first time I looked at you, I felt that you were a prince in a fairy tale, very gentle, very sunny, at that time, I didn't have the urge to be a princess."
"I don't know when it started, I suddenly found out that my feelings for you are not simple, probably at that time, I wanted to be the only one by your side and become your princess, but I know that you have always loved Su Miao, so I have always suppressed this wish in my heart and have no intention of saying it."
"But once the like is generated, she will continue to grow, like a wildfire, how can it be suppressed, all the time, I have tried to control my liking for you, but Lu Chengxiao, now I don't want to control it, I want to tell you what I like about you, Lu Chengxiao, I like you, the girl you guard, she finally found her happiness, this time is different from the last time, they are happy with each other."
"It's cruel to you to say that, but they're going to be together for the rest of their lives, because they know that each other is the only one, and they're going around in circles and eventually coming back to each other, and this time they're not going to be separated again."
"So, Lu Chengxiao, you don't have a chance."
When Qiao Qingzhou said this, the corners of his eyes inevitably moistened.
She didn't want to say such cruel words, but if she didn't let him recognize the facts in front of her, how could she have a chance?
Others say that she is kind and can't bear to hurt others, but this time, she wants to fight for herself.
Even if the chances are slim.
Lu Chengxiao was about to speak, Qiao Qingzhou spoke again: "Lu Chengxiao, this is the first and last time I say these words to you, if it bothers you, then I will say sorry first, but I still have to say, I really love you very much, beyond liking, I don't want us to be just ordinary friends forever, and I don't want you to know that I like you, but pretend to be confused." ”
"Lu Chengxiao, can you be my boyfriend? Even if you still have others in your heart now, as long as you are willing to give me this opportunity, I will work hard to drive away the person in your heart, I am also very good, very good, if you agree, you will not suffer, you think about it? ”
Qiao Qingzhou finally said in a joking tone, but his bright eyes were already full of tears.
Even if Lu Chengxiao didn't speak, she knew what he was going to say when she saw his frowning brows.
In fact, she and Lu Chengxiao have the same attitude towards relationships.
You don't have to get it.
But if it is something they don't like, they won't force themselves and resolutely refuse.
Lu Chengxiao was silent for a few seconds before he said, "Thank you for your like, Qingzhou, but I have someone in my heart, and I am sorry that it was unfair to you to agree." ”
"Even if that person is not destined to be with you, don't you think about me?" Qiao Qingzhou asked persistently.
"I'm sorry." Lu Chengxiao turned around.
"Lu Chengxiao, thank you for your refusal, at least I can let go of this obsession that has plagued me for many years, I am going abroad to continue studying, let's just leave it here......" Qiao Qingzhou looked at his tall back, there were more and more tears in his eyes, and his figure became more and more blurred.
She stayed on New York Street for him and followed him back.
In the end, it was a no-show.
Sure enough, it's a dream.
Her youthful joy and her persistence when she grew up have all been in vain.
Lu Chengxiao's footsteps paused, and finally he didn't look back: "I wish you success in your studies." ”
"Thank you for your blessings, I will definitely go smoothly, and then I meet someone who likes each other, and you will too, Lu Chengxiao, if you are so persistent, it will be rude, and it will be very uncomfortable."
"I'll learn to let go." After Lu Chengxiao finished speaking, he walked into the elevator.
Qiao Qingzhou continued to stay on the balcony, she raised her eyes, and a plane was flying low at altitude.
Soon after, she said goodbye to Yangcheng and once again embarked on the road of studying abroad.
This time, she's going to work hard for her dream.
The moment the plane broke through the clouds, Qiao Qingzhou closed his eyes slightly: "Lu Chengxiao, goodbye." ”