After the people waited for Xiang Ju'an to sleep, Guan Jiyu put down his heart and walked into the courtyard alone, the climate had become warmer unconsciously, even in the middle of the night, the evening breeze was blowing slowly, she didn't feel cold.

Xiang Ju'an's words made her not sleepy, so she sat on the stone bench in the courtyard, quietly blowing the wind.

A person came over behind him at some point, standing quietly beside her, and spoke out for a long time: "He fell asleep?" ”

Guan Jiyu turned around, only to find that it was Xiang Lincheng.

The first reaction was naturally surprise, but after thinking about it, Xiang Ju'an settled in the capital, how could Xiang Lincheng not know?

It's no surprise that he's here.

Guan Jiyu said: "Well, after drinking some wine, I have fallen asleep at this time." ”

The events of the past two days have been annoying enough, and Guan Jiyu's mood is even more complicated when he sees him again.

Xiang Lincheng was thinly dressed and brocade sleeves, and when he was not in Beixin, his skin became whiter, and his eyebrows looked even more picturesque.

Guan Jiyu's apricot eyes flickered, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" ”

Xiang Lincheng sat on the stone bench opposite her, looked at the lights in the courtyard, and said, "I know, I still owe you an explanation." ”

"Explain or not, it's all up to you." Guan Jiyu smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "But the only thing I want to know is, between us, what is it now?" In your heart, what is our relationship? ”

Xiang Lincheng was stunned for a moment, and immediately said: "I am happy with you, Ji Yu, don't you still understand my feelings for you?" ”

Guan Jiyu looked back at him quietly, staring at his face seriously for a long time before saying, "What about the golden cicada girl?" ”

The moment she uttered the question, her heart beat faster, and in the gap between waiting for him to answer, her heart beat like a drum, and she panicked.

"Golden cicada she ......" Xiang Lincheng recalled deeply for a moment, and said slowly: "My parents died at the border pass, and within a few years, my eldest brother went to the north to garrison, leaving me alone at home...... It was actually very bitter at that time. ”

Xiang Lincheng's eyebrows were stained with a trace of bitterness, and he said: "Except for my brother, I don't have any relatives in this world, and my eldest brother is busy with the layout and command of the war, so he rarely has the opportunity to come to see me." ”

When Guan Jiyu heard this, he didn't want to listen to it anymore.

In this large passage of what he said, not a word mentioned the golden cicada, but every sentence paved the way for the golden cicada.

Xiang Lincheng continued: "Jin Chana's father was a medicine farmer in the suburbs of Beijing, and at that time, they specially transported some medicinal materials for the academy, and we met when we were young, more like relatives. ”

Every word of his is like a bead, Guan Jiyu closed his eyes slightly, trying to string the beads together to form a complete past.

Guan Jiyu bit his lip and didn't dare to let go, obviously he didn't dare to continue listening, but he was afraid of missing any word and missing any part.

"One winter, I was caught by the wind and cold, and I was lying in the dormitory of the academy shivering with a shiver, and in a daze, someone put medicine in my mouth and put a wet cloth on my forehead." His voice softened, and he said, "It turned out that Jin Cicada came with her father to deliver medicinal herbs again that day, and she knew that I was alone in the capital and had no one to take care of her, so she volunteered to come over and boil medicine for me." ”

"I still don't dare to forget those kindnesses, I want to repay her, but I'm always entangled in what way."

Guan Jiyu raised his eyes, faced him indifferently, and said: "That's not a kindness, it's the relationship between two little guesses, childhood sweethearts." ”

The wry smile on Xiang Lincheng's face deepened, and said, "Sort of, but no matter what, now she is married." ”

Xiang Lincheng lowered his head, pondered for a moment, and said, "Two years ago, her father was critically ill, and she was the one who couldn't let go of her before she died. Fortunately, her husband is also honest, and there is no problem in entrusting her for life. ”

"Do you regret that?" She whispered, her voice hoarse.

Xiang Lincheng was just silent.

"Yoshiwa, I won't hide it from you." His eyes were extremely sincere, and he said, "I said this just to let you know my past and understand what kind of person Jin Cicada is." ”

Guan Jiyu forcibly suppressed the emotions in his heart, and forced a smile on his face: "It's okay to know you, but if you don't know others, what does it have to do with me?" ”

"I don't know what to say, Yoshiwa, one day, you'll understand." There was a hint of sadness in his eyes.

Another person walked in from the direction of the door, and said: "Second son, it seems that there is your friend outside the door, and he has been standing waiting for you, why don't you go and take a look?" ”

"It's a golden cicada, right?" Guan Jiyu is helpless and sad, after the last farewell, in the days of the northern border pass, there is not a day when she is not tormented, her various imaginations, ten thousand guesses, can not reasonably explain the existence of the golden cicada.

"You also said that she is already married!" Guan Jiyu roared in a low voice, this was the first time in her life, she couldn't control her emotions like this.

Xiang Lincheng had already gotten up, and even if he heard her words so heartbroken, he couldn't keep his footsteps.

"I'm sorry, Yoshiwa."

He hesitated, and finally walked out the door without looking back.

This night, Guan Jiyu did not return to the room, and sat in the courtyard all the time.

The stone bench was cold, and Guan Jiyu's legs, along with his whole heart, were gradually cold and numb.

She has been trying to save face since she was a child, what else does she have? She had nothing, as if all she had left was this ridiculous dignity.

Guan Jiyu tried to pull the corners of her mouth, her lips were already chapped, she licked it, and her mouth was full of a faint smell of blood.

"Guan Jiyu, Guan Jiyu, have you seen it, this time, you are still the one who was left behind."

She looked in the direction of the gate and muttered, "Are you destined to be discarded in this life?" ”

Early the next morning, Xiang Ju'an said that it was time to go back, Guan Jiyu could only pretend that nothing happened, and after saying goodbye to him, he went back to the north.

After a sleepless night and the fatigue of the journey, after arriving at the main city of the Yanjiang Corridor, she went straight back to her room and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept this night, and when I woke up, Xiao Qingyuan stayed by her bedside, and when she opened her eyes, the worry on her immature face dissipated.

Xiao Qingyuan breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Master Guan, you can be considered awake, do you know how long you have been asleep?!" ”

Guan Jiyu propped himself up and wondered, "Have I slept for a long time?" ”

Xiao Qingyuan didn't answer this question, but sat down beside her and said with an ambiguous face: "Something is wrong, Lord Guan, it's not right." ”

Guan Jiyu said: "What's the matter?" What's wrong? ”

Xiao Qingyuan leaned closer, blinked and said, "I always feel that you came back this time to be weird, Lord Guan, shouldn't you be arguing with Lord Jiang?" Did he go to the capital too? ”

What is this and what?!

Guan Jiyu smiled helplessly, and said weakly: "What's the matter with him?" Xiao Qingyuan, let me tell you seriously, Master Guan and I are just colleagues in the army, not the relationship you think. ”

"Tut-tut, that's someone else. Your lover in the capital must have had a conflict with you, so you slept so depressed for a day and a night! Xiao Qingyuan was very sure.

Guan Jiyu was told that he was in his heart, so he lowered his head and was silent.

Seeing this, Xiao Qingyuan was afraid that Guan Jiyu would be sad again, so he grabbed her shoulders and said, "Okay, okay, don't be sad." Isn't he just a stinky man, don't bother him if you make you unhappy. She paused, and then said, "It's not as good as Lord Jiang, I see that you are very happy with Lord Jiang, why don't you think about Lord Jiang?" ”

"It's not right, it's not right." Guan Jiyu waved his hand again and again, and said, "How can I be with him, the two of us are born to resist each other, and it is impossible to be together!" ”

"Restraint?" Xiao Qingyuan was very puzzled and said, "He ran so far just to see you, where did he stop him?" ”

Guan Jiyu was asked for a while, and he couldn't speak in a panic, so he had to change the topic and ask Xiao Qingyuan, "What about you?" I'm not here for the past two days, how are you and your brother Lang? ”

It's okay not to say it, but when it comes to Helan Yan, Xiao Qingyuan pouted and glared at him, and said angrily: "He? I don't want to say anything, I don't ask for anything else now, as long as I can get that Feng Yan out of here quickly, I'll burn high incense! ”

Don't look at Xiao Qingyuan's young age, he talks one by one, and says in an old-fashioned manner: "The man didn't chase after him, there are a lot of troubles, I'm really here to find myself guilty!" ”

Guan Jiyu also made a mistake and said, "But there is one thing to say, you are too young, right?" If you are two years older, it will be about the same, if you are like this, Helan really wants to have something to do with you, but it seems that he is not as good as a beast. ”

As soon as Xiao Qingyuan heard Guan Jiyu say that he was small, he quickly puffed up his chest and said, "You don't always treat me as a child, okay?" In Heeliu, there are many girls who are as old as me who have already gotten married, okay? Do you have to start worrying when I grow up to be an old girl and no one wants me? ”

The old girl that no one wants...... Guan Jiyu couldn't help but fall silent again.

Xiao Qingyuan saw that she was interested, and explained: "Don't think about it, I didn't mean that." ”

Guan Jiyu said that she was not unhappy because of this sentence, she thought about it and said, "Actually, you have a sentence that is quite right." ”

"If you make me unhappy, then leave him alone!"

On the way back to the north, Guan Jiyu made up his mind that if he couldn't move forward on a road, it would be better to retreat back to the same place.

She doesn't want to compete with others, and if she needs to fight, she doesn't want it!

Xiao Qingyuan's words made her more determined to this idea, Guan Jiyu suddenly brightened up, and asked, "Is there any food?" Hungry. ”

Xiao Qingyuan said: "Yes, yes, yes!" I'll get it for you! ”

Guan Jiyu did not continue to stay in the room, the spring breeze had already blown to the northern border, she moved the table outside the house, basking in the sun and eating a big meal.

"Guan Xiaomei?" Helan Yan put his hands behind his back, swayed to her side, and said, "Are you out of love?" ”

"Poof~" Guan Jiyu was choked suddenly, and said unnaturally: "What kind of love is lost?" Don't talk nonsense, who am I in love with? ”

He curled the corners of his lips, pointed to his eyes, and smiled: "My eyes are not allowed to see anything else, but this kind of man and woman thing is the most accurate." ”

Guan Jiyu stuffed a large mouthful of rice into his mouth, and pretended to be calm: "There is no such thing. ”

"Oops." Helan Yan sighed and said regretfully: "Some people really have no vision, our Ji Yu is so good, and there are others who are blind and don't know how to cherish it." ”

"Alas! This is a certain city without vision! ”

"Poof~" Guan Jiyu was choked again, and this time she was caught off guard and coughed violently, coughing all over her face.

She patted her chest vigorously and stammered, "You...... You got it? ”

Helan Yan looked smug and said, "I already knew, there are few people in the camp who don't seem to know about the two of you?" ”

……

Guan Jiyu's back was cold, and she asked herself, she is usually very low-key, how can everyone know about it?

It's over, this time it's really, it's a shame!