A New Year's letter to a book friend
All right......
I confess, today is indeed Kavin......
From sitting at the computer desk at more than two o'clock in the afternoon, until now, no less than thirty or forty beginnings have been written intermittently.
As a result, I don't know why, the more I write, the more awkward I feel, and the more I write, the more uncomfortable I feel.
Alas.
Have a good night's rest today, and go through the unfinished plot in your sleep.
Starting tomorrow, Iced Tea will try to save the manuscript.
With the manuscript saved, I don't panic when I encounter this situation again.
At last.
Let's talk a little bit about this book.
The book was conceived in March of last year.
At that time, Iced Tea was still serializing another old book.
Later, ah.
It took almost two months to conceive, and I don't know how many thousands of words I wrote about the outline and outline.
In the end, there are more than 10,000 words.
But at that time, Iced Tea did not dare to write in the face of the outline and outline of more than 10,000 words.
None of them.
That outline and outline are too heavy and too heavy.
The story in that outline becomes more exciting and grand in the later stages.
That's a story I've ever dreamed of writing.
But I was afraid that my writing would not be enough to support the story that only existed in my heart, so I didn't dare to write.
Afterward.
The old book is getting worse and worse (the manuscript fee is 800 to pay taxes, but I can't even meet the minimum standard for three months in a row.) )
At that time, I had to grit my teeth and carry a pen.
In this context, "Eight Years of Seclusion, the Emperor Begs Me to Ascend the Throne" was launched.
Later, the book changed its name several times and eventually became its current title.
After experiencing a one-day trip to recommend a new book, the editor greatly forcibly saved.
The book finally hit the shelves a month and a half later, on July 15th.
On the eve of the shelves, the collection was more than 2,700, less than 2,008.
Judging from the number of collections, it is not difficult to see that this book is once again facing the ground.
On the day it was put on the shelves, there were more than 10,000 words in five chapters.
The results of the second day were as expected, with the first order of 114 and the average of 108.
God knows how desperate I was at that time.
even had the idea of wielding a knife from the palace for a while.
Afterward.
With the encouragement of one book friend after another, the idea of wielding a knife from the palace gradually disappeared.
That's the story I've ever dreamed of writing! ’
Xu Yi in the story did not give up on himself in that environment. ’
'Who am I to give up on him?' ’
He hasn't gotten rid of sin, he's not set foot on the road to victory! He hasn't completed his ideal step by step! ’
"How can you give up on him, give up the story in your heart!"
'Six or seven hundred manuscript fees a month can generate electricity for love for three months, why can't you insist on it anymore? ’
In the midst of asking himself over and over again, Iced Tea stood up again.
It is no exaggeration to say that this book has been at a low point since its birth, and it is at its lowest point.
Like the hero of that story......
And then later.
With the encouragement of book lovers, under the condemnation of conscience.
The book endures.
And the results have also changed from the first order of 114 and the average order of 108 at the beginning to the current average order of 540.
And it's still rising.
But for some reason, the more the grades rise, the more cautious Iced Tea becomes.
The slower you write.
I remember when Iced Tea wrote his first book, he also had a speed of 4,000 words an hour.
There have also been 'highlight moments' for ten consecutive days. ’
And now, for a wording, I searched Baidu, and when I couldn't find the correct answer, I even turned out the thick dictionary of the elementary school.
Sometimes, for the sake of a dialogue, I constantly substitute myself into the role.
'What would I say if I were him?' ’
This sentence is not in line with his personality? Fu does not match his identity? ’
Since stepping on the road, the 'highlight moment' of the past has been completely gone.
Sometimes I can't even write 500 words in an hour.
Sometimes I worked hard to write three or four thousand words, but because I couldn't achieve the satisfaction in my heart, I deleted it directly.
Even if you pay a thousand points for this, even if you stay at the LV1 level forever?
Perhaps it is precisely because of this pursuit of excellence that the book's grades have gradually increased since it officially embarked on the road.
200 equal, 300 equal, 400 equal, limited exemption, 500 equal.
Until now, the story is not yet halfway through, and there is still a long way to go before the book is finished.
The next road iced tea will be more cautious and will be more attentive.
Perhaps, only in this way can we be worthy of everyone's support and tolerance.
Perhaps, only in this way can we be worthy of the story in my heart.
Unconsciously, I said so much.
More than ten minutes have passed......
Don't say it, don't say it, no amount of talk can hide the fact that today's pigeons are gone.
Let's take a good look at the next plot tonight.,I'm trying to save the manuscript from tomorrow.。
Finally, I sincerely apologize to everyone: "I'm sorry, all parents, readers. ”
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