Chapter 144: Cutting the Constant Relationship
"I probably see what you mean."
"Hmm."
"But," Kiyosawa Otoha put down his hand, "I don't know if Kamihara-san realized that this is a completely unworkable thing." You want to get rid of the girl who is stalking you through me, it's nothing more than trying to make her misunderstand the relationship you have now...... There is nothing wrong with this, but one condition needs to be understood, and that is - the game of 'pretending to be a girlfriend' can only be played by people who have no object. ”
"Admittedly, now that Fujino is not here, there is no way he will know about this, and Kamihara-san's request is only to look at each other... But for me, out of friendliness, it's okay to say yes. However, once I switch to girlfriend status, then please forgive me for not being able to agree to this request. ”
Kamihara thought for two seconds, and probably understood Kiyosawa-san's thoughts, "I understand." ”
The reason why Kiyosawa Otoha is pulling Kurofuno now is nothing more than that this guy likes to glance at beautiful girls.
This behavior made Kiyosawa Otoha feel that this guy Fujino was disrespectful to her in this relationship.
On the contrary, if Kiyosawa Otoha agrees to her request, doesn't that mean that she is also doing what she hates and hates?
In this way, my request just now is really hasty.
Kiyosawa Otoha continued, "If I say yes, then what I do is no different from the Fujino I hate now, can I hurt him in the same way if he hurts me?"
"Yes, this is certainly relieving, but it will only lead to the breakdown of the relationship between the two parties, and this thing does not need to be raised to this level with a small fuss...... I blocked him just to keep him calm and calm, let him think about what he did wrong, as long as he understands it and apologizes, I am willing to accept it.
"I wonder if Kamihara-san can understand what I mean?"
The other party hurt himself, but he didn't hurt him back in the same way......
It's really generous.
When Kiyosawa said this, Kamihara had to admire Fujino for having such a good childhood sweetheart.
For Fujino's emotional disrespect, Kiyosawa can go back without respect.
But she didn't choose to do this, but refused, and chose to maintain her boyfriend's dignity
When Kamihara Le thought of this, he was still a little envious of Fujino.
After all, his "flowery" guy still has such a good girlfriend outside, maintaining his boyfriend's identity.
Kamihara inevitably wanted to laugh at himself.
He officially apologized.
"I understand, I'm sorry, Kiyosawa-san, you didn't say what I said just now."
"It's nothing," Kiyosawa Otoha nodded, and said with some doubts, "Kamihara-san, you, have you been through anything lately?" I don't know why, but it feels like you're not the same as before. ”
"Really? A lot of people say I've changed. ”
"It's changed, it's changed... Although we had very little contact, at the last fraternity, Kamihara-san's performance was very impressive, whether it was helping or dealing with big and small things, everyone had the same evaluation of you...... Although I know that I can't make a conclusion, I know that the request just now, Kamihara-san, you will not take the initiative as long as you think about it a little. ”
After a slight pause, Kiyosawa Otoha said again: "Kamihara-san, your heart is upset, are you bothered by something?" ”
What are you worried about?
Distraught?
Disturbed, distraught...... The meaning of the word lingers in the ribcage.
When I say this, it's as if something is really blocking my heart.
This sentiment has been haunting itself lately.
Every time Jiu Liuli appears, he doesn't want to face her.
I don't want to see her apology in person.
He couldn't figure out what this was, but when Jiuliuli appeared, this emotion was extremely strong.
......
Yourself, are you hiding from Jiuliuli?
Kamihara looked up, and the blue sky looked extremely narrow in the cracks of the alley.
He relieved the depression in his heart a little, shook his head and sighed, "It's nothing...... It's just that there are a lot of things that can't be figured out. ”
"In that case, Kamihara-san will take this opportunity to talk about it, maybe I can give you good advice?" Kiyosawa Otoha said with a smile.
"Hmm..."Kamihara pondered for a while, and then asked, "If a person has caused unforgivable harm to you, but sincerely apologizes afterwards, and wants to get your forgiveness, very sincerely, you can also feel her sincerity in wanting to get your forgiveness, will you choose to forgive for such an apology?" ”
Kiyosawa did not rush to answer, but thought deeply before saying, "Everyone's choice is different, and generally speaking, I don't think you should forgive first. ”
"Why?"
"Hurt is always hurt, some hurts are wounds that can't be stitched up, and since the other person hurt you, then there is no reason to forgive the other person."
"Isn't a sincere apology unforgivable?"
"For the moment, it's not worth forgiving, but it also depends on the situation, people are different......" Kiyosawa suddenly raised his head and asked him, "Let me ask first, is it himself who Kamihara-san just arrived?" ”
Shen Yuan Le didn't mean to hide it, and said in a soft voice, "It's me." ”
Kiyosawa Otoye smiled: "I just said that people are different, since you have asked me this question to Kamihara, then it means that your heart is not firm enough now, what is the reason why you are not firm enough?"
"Isn't it just that you can't let go? Isn't it the other party's behavior, in your opinion now, not so hateful? ”
Can't put it down?
Is it? I can't put it down......
Kamihara Le looked up at the end of the street, and Tianhai Jiu Liuli, who was hiding behind, once again withdrew his head from poking out.
Kiyosawa Otoha continued, "If something is completely unforgivable, then the other person's apology can be completely ignored. But now that you are so hesitant and hesitant, it shows that what the other party has done is by no means something that can never be forgiven. ”
Kamihara: "I see what you mean... Maybe I can't let it go, but I still don't want to forgive her. ”
"I can understand your feelings, but I don't want you to forgive her, what I want to say is that in the face of this kind of thing, the best way to deal with it is definitely not to dodge, but to face it head-on."
"Facing head-on?"
"Yes, doesn't Kamihara-san feel that in this case, both sides are in pain? The other party wants to get your forgiveness, and you can't forgive her because of the other person's mistakes, and you are stumped because of her sincerity...... Without being open and honest, this will only kink into a twist that will hurt both of you deeply from the relationship. ”
Kiyosawa Otoha said something that made Kamihara take a deep breath.
Then I was smooth in my heart.
He pondered for a moment, and things were just as Kiyosawa had said.
Both sides are not having a good time right now.
"So how do you break this relationship?"
Kiyosawa Otoha crossed his waist with one hand and said with a smile: "The bitterness in life is temporary, and my advice is - at the right time for you, be honest with the other party, tell the other party the reason why you will not forgive the other party, and then, according to the other party's reaction, make the decision you think is right."
"I don't know the current situation you are facing, and I can't just give you decisive advice, I just give a reminder based on my personal experience, and I ask Kamihara-san to remember this."
......
Kamihara pondered.
That's right, if you don't forgive Jiuliuli, it doesn't mean that you can't really let go.
As long as she is now nothing more than obsessed with her deception and getting rid of herself.
At the end of the day, it's all about "let go".
Alas, I thought I had put it down.
As a result, Jiu Liuli found herself that day and kept sending an apology message to herself.
I still can't help but care.
......
I have to admit that as a party to the organization of the sorority, the president of the student union of the women's college next door.
Kiyosawa Otoha does have his own opinions.
Kamihara felt that he had suddenly broken free from the mystery, and he also knew what he should do, and he nodded slightly to the person in front of him to express his gratitude:
"Thank you."
"There's nothing to thank, just the bystanders. Is there anything else Kamihara-san needs to ask? ”
"No, I already know what to do."
"Well, well, for the girl who is following you in the back, I think you should also explain the situation to her."
After Kiyosawa Otoha said this to Kamihara, he nodded to him with his hands together and took the initiative to leave here.
After Tianhai Jiu Liuli found out that the unknown person came out, he hurriedly hid.
Kiyosawa Otoha pretended not to see it and continued walking, but as soon as she reached the second corner of the alley and came to the intersection of the shopping street, she was stopped by a girl with long flaxen hair.
"Are you...?"
......
Kiyosawa Otoha is gone, but the words left behind make Kamihara inevitably think.
Facing it head-on?
Yes, it's time to face it head-on.
The calm that had been built up in the previous month was shattered on the day when Tianhai Jiu Liuli first came.
This shows that I haven't let go at all.
Petty temper, childish... It is also an avoidance of Jiuliuli's apology.
It's true that I like her, it's true that I've been deceived and hurt by her, and her apology is also true.
This contradictory feeling is built up in an emotional way that makes it difficult for Kamihara to calm down.
Can.
Because of this, I have to take the initiative to do something.
Escaping won't change any of the problems.
Kamihara Le took a step and came to the corner of the street, where he found the Tianhai Nine Glass hiding behind.
Tianhai Jiu Liuli was obviously startled by the Kamihara Le who came over, and subconsciously wanted to find something to hide.
In the end, she hid behind a decorative tree in front of the store, and finally she noticed that Kamihara Le, who was approaching, stopped in front of her for a long time, and realized that she had been discovered, and took the initiative to poke out her head.
"Brother......
Kamihara didn't want to make the atmosphere too stiff, and said with a smile: "Jiu Liuli has been following me from the beginning, right?" ”
"Hmm..."Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded, his slender hand tired of the shoulder strap hanging from his shoulder.
"The reason, why are you following me?"
"The reason... I don't know..."
"Don't know?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli hurriedly explained: "No, it should be said that I don't know, I want to apologize to my brother, I want to get my brother's forgiveness, I don't want my brother to have such a hard time...... Although I knew I was not qualified to say these things, I still wanted to say it to my brother. ”
"Well, I understand you really want me to apologize."
Tianhai Jiu Liuli was stunned, because she suddenly noticed that Shen Yuan Le didn't seem to hate herself as much as before: "Brother, how do the cookies I gave you taste?" ”
"I didn't eat it."
"yes... Qi Mingyue has always said that her sister's biscuits are not very delicious. ”
As he spoke, Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around and took out a delicately packaged lunch box from the schoolbag hanging on his shoulder.
She pinched the lunch box in her hands with both hands, took two steps forward, handed it to Kamihara, and said with a low face: "This, I want to try to make lunch for my brother, because when I gave my brother cookies, my brother didn't see me... So I hesitated for a long time today, but I still couldn't send it out. ”
Kamihara Raku reached out and took the bento she made.
I opened it and looked inside.
The food is exquisite, and it is the kind of delicacy that is unique to girls.
Neat dishes with just the right vegetables, broccoli for garnish, and handmade sushi wrapped in oiled paper.
If it's an ordinary boy, I'll definitely be happy to be given a gift by a beautiful girl like Jiu Liuli.
Kamihara looked at the lunch box in his hand silently for a while, closed the lid, put it in his hand, and did not return it to her.
I chose to accept it.
"Jiu Liuli thinks, what is the relationship between us now?"
"I can't answer either... It's complicated, it's complicated. ”
"That's it," Kamihara looked at her and smiled with relief, "I don't want to embarrass you, Jiu Ruri." ”
"Can my brother go home and live? I don't ask my brother for your forgiveness... Just want to-"
Kamihara shook his head: "I didn't plan to forgive you, and I didn't plan to move back in, I admit that I liked you, and your apology is indeed sincere... The previous experience was not a lie. ”
"Nine glasses."
"Brother... What are you trying to say? ”
"Let's break up here."
"Brother...... Tianhai Jiu Liuli didn't know why, and after hearing this, his heart jumped a little.
Kamihara said with a smile: "The official breakup means the end of our relationship, as long as it is over, we don't have to worry about the previous things anymore, and you don't have to ask for my forgiveness for the previous things." Of course, I'll make concessions accordingly and don't care about what you've done before. ”
Kamihara said this calmly.
made Jiuliu feel calmer than when he saw him a month later.
Tianhai Jiuliuli pinched the shoulder bag on his waist: "In other words, my brother wants to completely clear up the previous relationship, right?" ”
"Well, yes, before forgetting, you forgot what I did before, and I will try to forget what you did to me. My parents got married, as a family, this is already an inseparable fact, I just hope that our relationship will be good together, and everyone will not have to mention this past in the future. ”
"Can you really forget?"
"No one mentions it, naturally."
"In the future, they will be just ordinary friends?"
"Yes."
"The relationship has also become the relationship of ordinary friends?"
"Yes."
Tianhai Jiu Liuli: "Okay, brother, I agreed." ”
"It's good to agree, you let it go, I will let it go, and everyone will live their lives peacefully in the future."
Kamihara Le was about to say goodbye and leave, but Tianhai Jiu Liuli raised his face in front of him again:
"But... Since it is an ordinary friend relationship, then, this also means that I have the right to welcome ordinary friends, right? ”
Kamihara didn't understand what she meant: "Yes." ”
"So, I also have the right to pursue my brother, right?"
“......?”
"I know that my brother wants to forget about this incident, because he wants us to separate our lives and feelings, and we will be ordinary friends when we meet again in the future...... But I can't do it, brother... I really can't do it......
"In the past month, I have thought a lot, and I know that I have too much to be sorry for my brother, who is so good to me, but I only think about deceiving and hiding him. Dating should be something more pure, just like my brother did with my feelings at the beginning......
"I also understand what my brother wants to see this relationship, but I really can't forget the place where I can't live with my brother, every time I think of my brother cooking so many delicious foods for me at night, getting up at six o'clock every morning to make breakfast for us, and when I am unhappy because of my mother's affairs, my brother tries to get me back to normal...... These are all my brother's concerns about me! The more I thought about these things, the more I realized how sorry I was for my brother.
"So, so brother, how do you want to be nice to me, if you want to ignore my feelings, what I want to say is that even if you refuse to do it many times, brother, you feel guilty, like, and the happiness you got along with not long ago, these are real emotions, I also understand that I am reluctant to spend this time together, I will try to try to save my previous feelings!"
......
Tianhai Jiuliuli finished saying this passage in one breath, and he was already so tired that he couldn't breathe.
Tianhai Qimingyue was at another corner behind Tianhai Jiuliuli, with her back against the wall, and heard a long monologue from her sister.
After Shenyuan Le finished saying this passage of Tianhai Jiu Liuli, although his face was not calm, it could not be said to be happy and moved, but it was just an inexplicable and indescribable expression:
"yes, even if I don't respond to you at all."
"Yes! Even if my brother doesn't give me a response, I will try to pursue it. ”
"I really won't say yes."
"Then I'll try to work hard!"
Kamihara smiled... I want to let go, and Jiu Liuli wants to pursue.
The two reached an agreement to let go of their previous feelings together.
But this does not mean that Jiu Liuli herself can let go of her previous emotions, because she is the perpetrator and the guilty party, and with her character, it is even more difficult to accept the kind of mistakes she made.
I can understand, but it doesn't mean that I have to agree.
“......”
Kamihara didn't say anything more, but in silence, turned around and walked out of this alley.
Tianhai Qi Mingyue leaned against the corner of the wall behind her sister, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
......
And further afield, Nishijima Daiki and Fujino Yoshiyuki have become a mess.
After listening to the whole conversation, their hearts were surging.
"Wait, don't worry, let me clear my mind. First of all, Minister Kururi has been in a relationship with Kamihara Raku. ”
"Hey, didn't you hear Minister Jiuliuli shouting Brother Kamihara? Since they are brothers, why do they date together? ”
"Then, Minister Jiuliuli seems to have done something sorry for Shenyuan and wants to apologize to him."
"All said and done, the identities between them have not been determined, how can you be sure of the relationship between them? But I'm sorry for Kamihara, this matter is certain. Fujino Yoshiyuki said, suddenly excited, "By the way, why was Kiyosawa in the alley just now!" Minister Qi Mingyue also pulled her to the other side to talk! ”
Nishijima Oki frowned and pondered, and then explained: "Didn't you say that Kiyosawa her cousin's shop is open on this side of the street, and it just so happens that Kiyosawa-san is here to play with her cousin?" ”
Fujino Yoshiyuki calmed down: "Recently, she has been staying with her cousin, and I went to look for her yesterday, and I saw it too... However, what is the relationship between Kiyosawa and Minister Jiuliuli and Minister Qimingyue?! I don't understand. ”
Fujino Yoshiyuki was calm at first, but in the end he couldn't calm down at all, and pulled Nishijima Daiki's arm and shook it vigorously.
"Hey, wait, don't worry!"
"Then analyze it quickly, my head is about to explode!"
"Ahem... First of all, the beginning of everything is Shenyuan. ”
"Well, yes, and then what?"
"Minister Jiuliuli tracks Shenyuan, Minister Qimingyue tracks Minister Jiuliuli, but now Jiuliuli and Minister Qimingyue are twins, and the relationship is good, and Minister Jiuliuli has an inexplicable relationship with Shenyuan......"
Fujino Yoshiyuki's eyes widened: "Could it be that Minister Seven Bright Moon also likes Kamihara?!" The guy in Kamihara that Minister Jiuliuli wants to pursue is simply explosive news, okay! ”
Nishijima Oki pushed his eyes: "No, didn't you notice that Minister Qimingyue was following Minister Jiuliuli?" I speculate that Minister Qimingyue should know about the relationship between Minister Jiuliuli and Shenyuan, and also know that Minister Jiuliuli is going to follow Shenyuan today...... So, the younger sister followed the older sister. ”
To further test his suspicions, Nishijima poked his head out and looked across the street.
He saw a picture, "Sure enough. ”
Fujino Yoshiyuki slammed against the wall: "Sure enough." ”
When he looked at it, he saw the seven bright moons of the Tianhai holding the nine glasses of the sky sea in the alley of the street.
He still didn't understand.
Nishijima Daiki said again at this time: "There is only one truth! That is the fancy love triangle that Minister Qi Mingyue felt sorry for his sister and then deliberately came over! ”
"What? It's a love triangle. ”
"Hmph, I don't know if you've heard a rumor in school about Minister Qi Mingyue."
"What's it?"
"Then Minister Qi Mingyue, she doesn't like to have contact with boys, she only likes her sister's rumors, that is to say, Minister Qi Mingyue and Minister Jiuliuli are actually ......"
Fujino's eyes widened again: "It's so exciting." ”
"Of course, this is just a rumor, but if you extrapolate from the current scene... Ah~ It's not impossible. ”
"What about Xiao Ye! What does my Xiao Ye still have to do with Minister Qi Mingyue, I see that Minister Qi Mingyue just grabbed Xiao Ye and said a lot of things! ”
"This..."Nishijima Daiki was also stunned, he pondered for a while, "yes... What role does your girlfriend play in this? I didn't hear that she knew the two ministers, what did Minister Qi Mingyue say to her? ”
"And Xiao Ye, she has recently blocked me, I don't even know the reason."
"Indeed, this thing seems to be getting more and more strange..."
At this moment, both fell into a deep silence.
The two crouched down.
"Do you understand?"
"Nope."
"What then?"
"Do you want to try to meet your childhood sweetheart?"
"Huh? No, she won't see me when she's angry... I've got to buy her the gift, and I've got to figure out what I'm doing wrong. ”
Nishijima Daiki glanced at the camera in his hand: "By the way, I'm going to tell the group of people in the forum about the relationship between Minister Jiuliuli and Kamihara." ”
Fujino Yoshiyuki looked at him: "But... If you don't tell it, there will be no reward. ”
"What do you know?"
"It doesn't feel like it's righteous, and when it rises to this level, it's their private matter.
"Don't tell me?"
"If you don't tell, you won't have any money."
In the endless entanglement and complex network of relationships, the two lowered their heads and fell into silence again.
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