Chapter 199: In the snow, Sakakihara made a choice

"I said it was an accident, do you believe it?" Kamihara retracted his hand in embarrassment. This hand is still a little disobedient, and after leaving, he unconsciously went to collect it.

"What do you think?"

β€œ......”

"In fact, it was an accident."

"It doesn't matter if it's an accident or not, the important thing is that you betrayed your sister one more time now." Tianhai Qi Mingyue pulled the quilt to cover his neck, "Do you want to do it again?" ”

"I really did it, Qi Mingyue, aren't you afraid that you will be afraid?"

"You can give it a try."

The two looked at each other in the bed.

Seven bright moons...

He had just broken free from the dream, and when he met the blue eyes of the seven bright moons of the sky and sea at this moment, Shen Yuanle actually had a surging nostalgia in his heart.

Probably... It's distressing.

He thought so.

"Qi Mingyue just wants me to be a scumbag so much?"

"Not that I want to. It's that you are. ”

There was a trace of depression in Kamihara's heart, but he tried to laugh and said, "I also think I'm the kind of complete scumbag, the kind of scumbag who can leave all feelings behind and never be afraid." But Qi Mingyue, you know, I've never been like this. If I were, I wouldn't have had such a good relationship with Ah Ling now, and I wouldn't have reunited with Jiu Liuli. ”

"You're right, but you're still a scumbag, it's just not that deep."

Scumbag...

Kamihara Le feels that he really wants to be a scumbag now.

Jiuliuli, he couldn't rest assured.

Seven bright moons in the sky and sea... The same goes for you.

She is different from ordinary people, she is a person who will always be upward even after her rejection.

She is special.

One of a kind.

Again and again, she put down her self-esteem and expressed her feelings to herself again and again.

She remembers everything she did to her when she was a child.

She remembers every promise she made.

The little girl in the rainy season was so adored, admired, and loved herself.

So much so that every action and every word of encouragement made her deeply affected and persevered for it.

Chilled potato chips, reading a book, sharking, being a confident, knowledgeable person......

All of these.

If you say that you were a poor guy who cared about anything in your previous life.

So in this life, I have actually harvested what I want the most.

To be loved, to be cared for, to be respected...

I just didn't realize it.

β€”β€”At this moment, he once again met the gaze of the seven bright moons in the sky and sea.

Kamihara felt as if he was once again in that real dream, seeing the poor little girl who stretched out her hands to her on a rainy day and demanded that she abduct her.

"What do you think I'm doing that?" Tianhai Qimingyue's eyes were like ice, "Secretly used me to lust again at night?" ”

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Qi Mingyue's direct words put out the cold water that had been brewing for a long time.

Obviously, I wanted to apologize to her just now.

But her appearance really made me want to gag her mouth.

It's also good that Kamihara doesn't want to make the atmosphere so heavy.

He replied with a smile:

"Auntie, don't think you're so perfect! Every day there is delusion of obscenity. ”

"Heh, I don't know where someone's hand was just now." Tianhai Qimingyue was even more disdainful.

"I was dreaming just now, and it was an unconscious act."

"You mean you don't have to be responsible if you rape me in a sleepwalking state?"

"If you don't come to my room, this won't happen?"

"Weak," Tianhai Qi Mingyue's eyes rose with a contemptuous expression, "You're just diverting contradictions." ”

"Then you let me touch it again, and I promise to take responsibility."

"You can touch it if you want? You have to understand that you will always have to listen to me, and you owe it to me. ”

"Okay, okay, whatever you say," Kamihara Le took the initiative to surrender and admit defeat, and then his eyes became serious, "But Qi Mingyue, you're right, I'm a scumbag." I want to treat everyone with my heart, I can't see people sad, and I can't see people lonely... As a result, I am naturally sorry for everyone. ”

Tianhai Qi Mingyue felt like she was looking at an idiot: "It seems that what I said yesterday was not clear enough, and you didn't understand what I meant." ”

"No, yesterday I understood, but I didn't figure it out, and now I do."

"So, what are you going to do? Decisively cut off my feelings for you? ”

"I would never do that." Kamihara is quite determined.

The meaning of his words is self-evident.

β€œ......”

Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for quite a long time, during which she glanced at Shenyuan Le several times in a row, and her expression was indescribably complicated.

But she soon sighed and said:

"It seems that I still underestimated your scumbag, I didn't expect to accept it so quickly. Tell me why it's suddenly like this. ”

"This isn't what you expected?"

"That being said, I think you should have an acceptance process."

"What can be the process of this?"

Tianhai Qi Mingyue thought for a moment, then pulled his wrist and put it on his face and said:

"You face my feelings but don't want to betray my sister, but you really can't hold back your scumbag nature, after getting deeper and deeper contact, you began to act recklessly towards me, recklessly without thinking...... Then, one day, my sister accidentally found out about our relationship, you stood up naked, pointed at me in a panic and explained to my sister, 'No, Jiu Liuli, no, it's not what you see, I thought it was-'"

"Stop, stop, wait, brake quickly."

"Isn't it interesting?"

"What's interesting there? If that's the case, Liuli has to stab me 800 times to be enough, the kind that runs through the front and back. ”

"Ru, Li?"

β€œ... How normal this is. ”

Tianhai Qi Mingyue suddenly lost interest, sat up, and lifted her hair back.

The girl's fair neck was revealed.

"You're going to get up?"

Kamihara Lebecause he was lying next to her bed, seeing her get up like this, he inexplicably had the sense of dΓ©jΓ  vu of an old husband and wife.

"I probably understand what you mean," Tianhai Qi Mingyue replied to the question, she said as she tied her hair with elastic bands, "Although I don't understand why you suddenly changed so much, and you don't want to explain, the truth is, you obviously don't want to give up on me, right?" ”

"That's it.

”

The girl with only a slip dress on her upper body has her back to the window, and her snow-white skin is illuminated.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue tied her hair into a ponytail, she put down her hands, looked at Kamihara Le and said:

"Then you are ready to betray your sister completely?"

"Not ready."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue retracted her gaze, obviously unhappy, and even her tone became cold: "Then you still have a long way to go, after what happened before, neither me nor my sister will give in to each other." ”

"What about harmonious coexistence?"

Shen Yuanle's words directly made Tianhai Qi Mingyue condescendingly give a very cold look. Staring at people's backs is cold.

"It depends on whether you have the ability to do it."

......

Seven bright moons.

Seven bright moons.

Seven bright moons.

Seven bright moons in the sky and sea.

The name was repeated in his mind, accompanied by a face that barely had any calm color.

Long flaxen hair, gold-rimmed glasses, long black silk legs under pleated skirts, and while she likes to hold a book, the girl doesn't care about the people and things around her.

Condescending, looks down on people, and likes to play tricks on people.

She has a complex personality, cold, arrogant, a little devil, and a poisonous tongue......

There are too many elements.

But this is the kind of person who followed his ass every day when he was a child, and kept shouting "brother, brother, brother..."

In the past, she wanted to see herself, she was very eager to see herself.

Before leaving, she regarded the gift she gave her as a treasure.

She also remembered a casual word of encouragement when she was a child, and made it a lifelong goal.

The reason is that what she is doing to herself now is the fruit of her own planting.

Raku Kamihara propped his hands on the edge of the open window, and his eyes followed the road, looking at the bus stop with only a black dot left on the side of the road in the distance.

It was a dream.

Some scenes feel like yesterday.

It's been a week since I remembered what happened when I was a child.

The relationship between himself and Qi Mingyue has not changed.

I began to understand and learn to accept her feelings in my heart.

Sheβ€”

Well, she still hasn't changed anything.

Although she expressed her love to herself, she had the same idea as Jiu Liuli, and she would not give in to each other because of the relationship between sisters.

Kamihara now needs to consider two things.

First, how to tactfully inform Jiu Liuli of her thoughts, and try not to get her hurt more.

Second, how to tactfully handle the relationship between the two, so that the two can achieve... The default degree.

......

Well, Kamihara himself felt that he was too shameless.

Don't be so embarrassed that you want to slap yourself.

But isn't that what a scumbag is?

He doesn't want to give up, so there is only one way to be a scumbag.

Let's not talk about whether it can be successful or not, what the result is, the reaction of my uncle and mother... But always try.

......

I'm persuading myself, but I'm still a little uncomfortable in my heart.

Next, Kamihara thought that he had to find a goal for himself, a goal that he could grow.

Make yourself qualified enough and worthy enough to be in that position.

How do you say that?

Yes, say goodbye to your once cowardly and hesitant self.

On this road, we will not only gain the value of life, but also the sublimation of confidence.

"It's going to change a little, Kamihara."

Kamihara looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly let out a sigh of relief.

Why does this sound so secondary?

Today is the time for my grandmother to be discharged from the hospital.

After returning to Matsuyama City this time and picking up my grandmother from the hospital, several people will return to Tokyo from their hometown.

Inside the hospital.

Taking advantage of the fact that my mother took the two of them to go through the discharge procedures in the hospital, my grandmother, who seemed very energetic after recovery, dragged her grandson alone and asked, "Last time, didn't you go to the movies with the July girl?" ”

"Grandma wants to ask how it turned out, right?" Kamihara smiled.

Grandma looked at him with a smirk on her face, and her tone was strange: "Is the stupid grandson enlightened?" Tell my grandmother about it. ”

"It was a lot and a long process, I went to the movies and then went shopping, and I went to the amusement park... Finally, I kissed her. ”

"She agreed?"

"Hmm."

"That's good, that's good, that's good."

When my grandmother heard this, she nodded with satisfaction, and her grandson was indeed enlightened.

"Did she say yes?"

"Well, not yet. But grandma, you have to keep it a secret from me. ”

"I know you little young people like to play sneaky. Okay, grandma will help you keep it secret. ”

The old lady was a little nostalgic, and talked about the old adult things when Shenyuan Le and Tianhai Qimingyue met when they were children, and Shenyuan Le knew that the old lady wanted to find someone to talk to, so they all listened to them one by one.

The old lady said how the little girl came to him like this, how she secretly looked at you in the back, and how she looked like she wanted but didn't dare to say it in front of you.

The girl in the back also took a lot of money, hundreds of thousands of dollars in cash. When my grandmother asked, she said that she was going to give it to her brother, and where did my grandmother dare to accept it, so she gave it back to her mother.

He was rather surprised to hear it.

- Because this is something that Kamihara does not know.

After picking up my grandmother and going home, Kamihara Le and my mother made a reunion dinner for everyone, and my grandmother also had to mix.

As a result, only Qi Mingyue and Ah Ling were waiting in the living room.

They're at odds right now.

Wait a minute... It seems that the two of them didn't deal with each other before.

It's always against it.

Grandma seemed quite enthusiastic at the table, always serving Qi Mingyue vegetables, and telling her a lot of things.

This made Ah Ling full of vinegar at the same time, but also made my mother wonder.

However, she thought that the old lady probably liked this titular granddaughter very much, so she didn't ask too much.

Early the next morning, the four people who packed up and dressed stood at the door of their grandmother's house.

The heavy snowstorm of the previous day stopped, and the sky cleared, and the sun pierced the puffy clouds and shot down obliquely, and the vegetable patch covered with film at the door was illuminated.

Snow has been shoveled at the door, laundry hangs from clothespoles, wood is piled up to the eaves, orange cats are sleeping on their stomachs, and smoke wafts up from the chimneys behind the black crests.

"Hey, beauty and you have changed a lot now, and you have a lot of temperament, no wonder that the young master can look down on you."

"Mom, Maodian doesn't like that."

"When you look at you and look out, you feel like you've been the same since you were a child."

The old lady was a very optimistic person, and when she heard that a few people were going back to Tokyo, she didn't have any sadness.

On the contrary, he kept telling you to leave you quickly, so you don't have to worry about me.

Mom began to be a little reluctant to her mother:

"Mom, take care of yourself, your body is the most important, don't always tire your body for a few cabbages. Now we are not short of material things in life. ”

"I'm just having fun, what's bad or not. The material things in life, the crepe, aren't they just money? ”

"Why don't you come with us, Mom, to live in Tokyo."

"Tokyo? That place is not good," the old lady shook her head, "the air is not good, and you can't grow vegetables, so how can you live in the countryside." I'll recuperate again, wait for the old man to come back, listen to him, and go out for a trip. ”

"Okay, that's fine, remember to let Dad take you out for a walk, feel good. Also, Mom, eat less salt, don't have high blood pressure again. ”

"Got it, got it."

"By the way, brother, why didn't my grandfather come back?" Kamihara Suzu asked quietly behind Kamihara.

Sure enough, it's a stupid sister.

"It snowed heavily a few days ago, and we had to go out by car depending on the time, do you think my grandfather can come back from a trip abroad?"

"Oh, that's it."

If it weren't for the heavy snow, Tianhai Jiuliuli would actually come over.

She told herself about it on the line.

My mother and my grandmother fought for a while about whether to go to Tokyo or not, and finally my mother lost to my grandmother.

According to her grandmother, she has lived in this place all her life, her feelings and roots are here, and she and the old man also met on this land, and she can't leave, and she doesn't want to disturb her daughter's life.

She knew that her daughter was doing well now.

"Mom, let's go."

"Well, let's go, let's go."

"Grandma, goodbye."

"Goodbye Grandma!"

"Goodbye, grandma."

"Okay! Goodbye, I'll come back when I have time, and I'll ask the old man to make you some seafood to eat." ”

Everyone waved to their grandmother standing on the snow, saluted, and got back on the bus to the city.

"Brother, I'm sleepy~"

β€œ... Why do you sleep lazily every day, what do you do at night? ”

"A girl's secret."

"I'm still a boy's secret, okay, okay, you can sleep."

"It's still my brother who treats me well~ I'll sing to you when I go back."

"I'll be thankful you wash two more dresses."

"There's no way, who told you to raise me to waste."

Tianhai Qimingyue sat by the window, and there was a thick warm light outside the window. As the bus departs along the country road towards the city, the black ridges of the village gradually disappear, the sky gradually clears, and the snow-colored countryside and white mountains flash into view, and the light shines through the windows from the east side of the ridge line to the ground far away inside the car.

Half of the girl's beautiful cheeks were bathed in light, and her flaxen hair was shiny.

The vehicle continues to drive.

In the sound of the engine, the scenery of the road flickered, and the seven bright moons of the sky sea that had no color in her eyes suddenly seemed to sense something, she raised her head, her gaze, and involuntarily looked at a rural platform that was getting closer and closer in front of her.

Under the village platform, a little girl in a blue dress is sitting quietly with her head bowed.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue saw the little girl in the distance in front of her.

The station is getting closer and closer, but it is moving, more and more like a lake.

The bus approached.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue had an impulse in her heart for a long time, she wanted to try to see something clearly, and subconsciously, involuntarily put her hand against the window and looked back.

But the little girl only flashed by, and faded away, and in a moment, it was no longer visible.

Tianhai Qimingyue seemed to have lost something in her heart, and lowered her eyes slightly, wanting to withdraw her gaze.

But at this moment, the sparkling waves crashed against the shore on the other side of the countryside, and the white remnant thorns splattered from the waves made her eyes narrow.

When she got used to it again, she suddenly realized that in front of the seat, in front of the gap between the window and the back of the seat, Kamihara was also leaning against the window, as if he was looking at something far away, and kept the same posture as him.

When the girl looked at him, he turned back appropriately.

The line of sight looks through the narrow gap.

The eyes meet.

β€œ...... You, are you alright? ”

The Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea trembled.

That call suddenly came from the depths of her memory, and in a moment, she seemed to be back to that afternoon when she was drenched in the rainy season.

It was in that afternoon that a strange boy with a knife and tape spoke to her for the first time in the rain.

"Seven bright moons?"

Tianhai Qi Mingyue's heart trembled for the first time in a long time, she avoided her gaze, but she couldn't help but want to look at the gap again.

He smiled.

Smiling as if the boy had been talking to him before.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue sighed, closed her eyes, and sat up straight again.

......

After looking at her for a while, Kamihara in front of him retracted his gaze, and soon after, the phone received a message that had just popped up.

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Kamihara Le looked at the news and smiled, and while letting Ah Ling lie on his lap to sleep, his fingers tapped the screen and replied:

[Shouldn't it be followed by the phrase, 'I like you?'] ]

......

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Kamihara turned his head and looked at the girl behind him through the gap in his seat.

She looked at herself, her cheeks bathed in light, her hair fluttering in the breeze.

......

Kamihara pointed his phone at the gap between the seat and the window.

Katsa.

[Sure enough, I still think you look beautiful in the car, and I can't help but want to take a picture.] ]

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