Chapter 232: In the confusion, Sakakihara Raku firmly established his new goal for the first time

"Le, let's create a band."

"Le, let's create a band."

"Le, let's createβ€”"

"Stop!"

In the campus cafeteria at noon, under the gaze of many classmates and seniors, Kamihara Le withdrew his hand to stop the snow of the heavenly sea. He clasped his hands to his chest, closed his eyes and lowered his eyebrows, and waited until the classmates around him no longer cared about this place, and then continued to speak to the girl who suddenly came to talk to him opposite:

"I probably understand Yukiyuki's desire to form a band."

"Then join in." The snow of the sea blinked.

"It's not that simple." Kamihara shook his head.

"Why?"

Kamihara was silent for a long time with his hands on his chest, and after thinking for a while, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at the natural beautiful girl sitting opposite him, "The main thing is that I don't want to treat something as important with a purpose that is not pure." ”

The snow of the sky and sea tilted his head slightly, expressing doubt.

Kamihara explained, "Before you entered this school, I borrowed the music club for a while to maintain my attendance, and I also studied piano and participated in an orchestral ensemble at the cultural festival. ”

"Oh." It looks like the snow of the sky and the sea didn't quite listen to it.

"But after that, although I still like the piano, although I still like to play my favorite music with my own hands, although I can't help but itch my hands to touch the piano when I see the public piano in the mall, but for me... My love for the piano is no better than the instrumentality of the piano for me. I'm not quite as utilitarian as I am to make a hobby. ”

"I obviously said that I wanted to form a band before."

......

Kamihara felt that what he had just said was equivalent to speaking in vain.

"Suzu told Yuki about you, right? This is different, when I called Qi Mingyue and Jiuliuli to form a band, the purpose was nothing more than to bring them together and create a certain space for them to get along. It's a bit of a joke, but I don't think I can really pull them together with a band. ”

Kamihara lowered his hand.

"But if you ask me, Yuki, the meaning of this band is completely different. Judging by the fact that you have to touch a guitar every day when you turn off the lights, I know that you really like rock and roll, and it really wouldn't be a good idea to bring me into your band as the ultimate newcomer who doesn't like music so much and doesn't know anything about rock 'n' roll. ”

β€œ......”

Konoyuki didn't speak for quite some time.

So Kamihara asked, "You understand?" ”

Sky Sea Snow nodded.

"Then it's good that you understand," Kamihara Le breathed a sigh of relief, "Then this matter-"

"Let's create a band."

β€œ......”

"Yuki, don't you understand what I mean?"

Tianhai Zhixue nodded calmly without emotion: "Hmm." ”

"Then you-"

"Le."

"Huh?"

"Obviously, as long as you form a band, you can pull Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu in."

"So, Zhixue, the problem is not here. I don't want to waste a piece of your love because of my business. ”

"Why is it wasted?"

β€œ......”

"Mingmingle can solve Le's troubles as long as he agrees to form a band, and he doesn't have to think about so many things. Le, why don't you say yes. ”

Why not?

Kamihara pondered this question in his mind.

On the one hand, as he said above, he doesn't want the things that Konoyuki loves to become his own instrumental tools.

On the other hand, he no longer wants to give up on something halfway.

What he needs is a goal, a long-term goal that can be as important as the first half of his life and even as a lifetime of life, just like Qingya seniors.

That's what he needs most right now.

Instead of trying to match Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue, he went to make do with it for a short time to create a band.

That's too child's play.

Kamihara was happy to see that Amami no Yuki still didn't understand what he was saying, so he tried to express his meaning to her once again, explaining why he couldn't agree to her.

But after listening to it, Tianhai Zhixue still had the same expression of slightly tilting his head and doubting.

"I still don't get it." Kamihara sighed, he didn't expect Yuki, a girl like a blank slate, to understand his thoughts.

"Le."

"Hmmm......"

"I don't understand what Le said."

"I know, but you just need to understand that I'm not going to form a band with you right now."

"Did Le refuse?"

"Yes."

"Ming Mingle doesn't have any goals now."

"Of course it isβ€”"

Wait a minute...

The words of the snow of the sky and the sea made Shen Yuan Le suddenly fall into deep thought.

That's right, even though you don't have any goals now, you can take the band seriously, why do you want to refuse?

Kamihara frowned.

It seems to be again... Not quite right.

He doesn't know if he loves music or not, and he has the energy to follow through with this hobby as much as he loves running.

Can such a self really join a good band and help Zhixue form the band?

What's the use of a band that doesn't have love and persistence?

Between right and wrong, Kamihara felt as if he understood, but also as if he didn't understand.

The question swirling in his mind made him so depressed for a moment that he couldn't think of how to answer.

So, he had no choice but to say to the snow of the sky and the sea first:

"Zhixue, you wait first, let me think about answering you again."

"Oh."

*

Raku Kamihara has been thinking about this all day.

Going to class, going to school, running, cooking dinner......

This kind of depression accompanied Kamihara Le all day, he wanted to find someone to learn from the experience, but he couldn't find a suitable person to start this topic, after all, it involved wanting to reconcile Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli... At this stage, it is really the next choice to talk to them.

After dinner, Kamihara looked out at Tokyo Tower under the night sky from his balcony and the buildings in the city that were lit up by glass walls.

"What is the reason to start forming this band?"

I couldn't judge the answer to this question in my mind, and the glass door of the balcony was pushed open, and I thought it was Tianhai Jiu Liuli, who had rested and talked to me later, but I didn't expect it to be Tianhai Maodian, who was wearing square-framed glasses, heroic cheeks, and wearing a suit and a blue collar, and walked to the balcony.

He's here to collect clothes.

I happened to see Kamihara who looked back.

"The balcony was cold." Tianhai Shigerun looked at him and said.

From his uncle's tone, Kamihara heard a little bit of Qi Mingyue's words.

Should it be said that it is worthy of a father and daughter?

Although the relationship is not too close, there are some similarities.

Uncle was actually asking himself what he was doing on the balcony.

"I'm looking at Tokyo Tower." Kamihara replied with a smile.

"Looking at Tokyo Tower?" The glasses under the square-rimmed glasses of Shigeru Amami glanced at the pitch-black sky five kilometers away, and finally returned to Kamihara's face, "It looks like you're thinking about something." ”

Kamihara was amazed by the sharpness of his uncle's intuition, and replied with an ordinary expression, "Yes, indeed." ”

"What are you thinking?" Tianhai Shigeru asked directly, and casually took off his and his mother's clothes, "About July and Liuli?" They've been arguing about you lately? ”

It really feels very awkward to talk about this in front of my uncle.

He always had the feeling that his uncle was actually very dissatisfied in his heart.

- Even if the future father-in-law still looks the same.

"No," Kamihara said truthfully, quickly adding, "but it does have something to do with them." Because of my affairs, Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli have been in a cold war attitude at the moment, and I really want to repair their relationship. ”

"Tell me what you think." Shigerunori Amami was still putting away his clothes, but judging from his words, he was a little eager to hear how Kamihara would repair the relationship between his two daughters.

After that day, in his cognition, his two daughters were in a state where he couldn't let go of his feelings.

Kamihara said bitterly, "Uncle, to be honest, I don't know how to reconcile them. All I can think of is to get them close to each other, and through proximity, they accidentally develop a certain affection. ”

Shigeru Amami's movements stopped, "Well, the idea is reasonable, close the distance, and then what?" What are you going to do? ”

"I've been pulling them for morning runs... It seems to have a little effect, but now they are running again. ”

"Failed."

"Yes."

Tianhai Shigeru put down his hand and muttered for a moment: "But I don't feel like you're thinking about this, there are many ways to get closer to them, and you won't be worried about this matter." ”

"Yes." Kamihara nodded and told him about the conversation with Zhixue at noon today.

......

Tianhai Shigerunori carried a number of clothes in his right hand, and listened to some of the words that Kamihara Le had just explained to himself.

"The summary is that Ah Le, you don't want to take advantage of the snow hobby, and at the same time, you are confused about what kind of long-term goal you should set to strive for."

Shenyuan Le opened his mouth, and sighed in his heart that he really deserved to be the elder, the eldest young master of the Tianhai family.

After listening to it, he spoke to his heart.

He nodded, "Yes." ”

"Then Ah Le, let me ask you, do you have your own goals now?"

Uncle and noon, the snow almost the same thing!

- This idea immediately came to Kamihara's mind.

"Nope."

"Nothing needs to be done?"

"Seeking."

"And what are you looking for?"

When Kamihara heard this, the cold wind outside the balcony seemed to penetrate his brain, and he shrank suddenly.

Shikamori Amami continued:

"Ah Le, your confusion comes from your confusion, you don't know how to move forward, you don't know how to move forward, this confusion limits your steps, and it also limits your thinking.

"The snow has taken the initiative to open a path for you, a path that will allow you to find your own purpose.

"Joining the band is not using the band, and joining the band to reconcile Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli through the band is not an impure purpose. What people pursue on a road is never simple, just like you love running, but you will also relax stress through running, get the enjoyment that makes you attract attention through running, and improve your body and perseverance through running. ”

Tianhai Shigeru raised his head to the clothes pole again, stretched out his hand, and slowly removed the remaining clothes one by one.

"It doesn't take a lot of ambition to love something, it doesn't need to be a noble character, sometimes it's just a simple reason - 'money' that brings you into contact with this path.

"This is the beginning, can it be after? What if you could deny your love for this thing later on because you just wanted money in the first place?

"People spend their whole lives on the path of finding something, and it doesn't have to be clear about everything to get started. All you're missing is an opportunity.

Uncle's words came to his mind unhurriedly.

The original music of God is as clear as the initiation of Daigo.

yes, why do you have to deny everything in the first place?

Why did you have to characterize the desire to use the band to reconcile the two sisters as a mere use in the first place?

No one's purpose is pure.

Just like Zhixue, she will also post her own music to video sites in order to gain fans and attention!

Even if you don't have a goal, maybe you can feel the love and motivation to work hard through this band!

There will even be a hard fight to bring this little band to perform at the Tokyo Budokan!

And you can also gain a lot in it.

With Nine Glass, Seven Bright Moons, Ah Ling, and Snow... Their companionship and growth.

Witness their ascent with themselves?

Witness yourself as a small band supporting each other all the way to the top of your dreams?!

Accompany.

Isn't this exactly what I look forward to and want to cherish in my two lives?!

......

For a moment, Kamihara felt that his mood was stirring and warm.

He really seemed to know what he should do and what he should aim for.

Tianhai Shigeru stood in front of him, saw his silence, and put the last piece of clothing on the hanger on the stacked clothes in his left hand: "It seems that you have figured it out." ”

Kamihara took a long breath of relief and tried to calm down his excitement, "Thank you, uncle, for being willing to say these things to me." ”

"I didn't do anything, in fact, you have always known it in your heart, but one or two sentences are missing to help you clear your mind."

Tianhai Maodian continued to look at his stepson, "I won't say more, after all, it has long been decided that your relationship will be handled by yourself." But as a father, I still hope that you, don't be sorry for the relationship between Ruri and July. Especially the kid in July......"

Kamihara looked at his uncle, who was inexplicably a little emotional.

I only heard him say: "When I was five years old, I dared to run out across most of Japan to find you, and I have been thinking about you for so many years... The more she did this, the clearer it became to me how sorry Bertha and I were for her in the first place.

"And Ruri, even at the age of fifteen, she still regards her mother as her goal in life. Even if she knew that Bertha was lying to her, she would still believe it and do it.

"I ignored their presence. As their father, a person who has neglected them for too long, in fact, what he wants most is that they can get the happiness they want...... That's one of the reasons why I'm starting to relax their lives and not get in the way of you, Ah Le, you, understand? ”

In the neon-lit city of Tokyo, the words of my stepfather on the balcony are heavy and heartfelt.

"Maodian, haven't you taken back your clothes yet?"

In the hallway of the living room, there was the sound of my mother's call.

"I'll do my best." Kamihara replied solemnly.

"Hmm."

Shigerunori Amami reached out and patted Kamihara's shoulder, took the clothes he had just taken off, pushed open the sliding door of the balcony, and walked in.

Kamihara looked back at his stepfather's back, and for the first time, he felt the care from his father.

Uncle Tianhai is actually the kind of person with a cold face and a warm heart, right?

is also a little tsundere, obviously she can buy some gifts for them on Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli's birthdays to make up for their feelings, but on the grounds of "it's not suitable now", she shirked the matter of giving them gifts to herself.

This old father wants to be doughy.

I really can't say to my daughter, "I actually love you very much, and I'm sorry for my previous negligence".

Can you say it yourself?

Kamihara couldn't help but think so.

He began to imagine his own daughter in the future.

If he had a daughter, in the face of this situation, he would pat his daughter on the back with a big grin and say to her with a smile, "Dad actually loves you very much." "To ease the embarrassment, right?

Kamihara returned to the living room from the balcony with a smile on his face.

This smile was also seen by Tianhai Jiu Liuli, who helped her mother clean the house.

"What are you laughing at?"

Kamihara didn't think much about it, but was still deeply immersed in his own thoughts, so he replied casually: "Ah, I was thinking about how I would apologize to our daughter if she got angry in the future." ”

"Huh...?! Whyβ€”How can you say this all of a sudden......"

Hearing the words "our daughter", Tianhai Jiu Liuli's cheeks turned so red that he tightened his hand holding the mop.

This was originally a good topic to start, and Kamihara Le didn't feel anything strange after reacting to what he said, and after seeing the reaction of Tianhai Jiu Liuli.

But when he saw Tianhai Jiu Liuli standing behind him and looking at his mother with a strange expression, Shen Yuanle's face suddenly changed.

Why is Mom here?!

"What are you talking about, stupid boy?"

"I ......"

As soon as Shenyuan Le was about to explain, he suddenly found that Tianhai Qimingyue, who was sitting on the side sofa reading a book not far away, lowered the book, revealing a face that was wearing gold-rimmed glasses and looked extremely cold.

Tianhai Qimingyue stared at him coldly.

β€œ......”

Finished.

Kamihara tried to avoid everyone's gaze and looked around.

He found that Mom, Qi Mingyue, and Jiu Liuli, they were all staring at him with different expressions and eyes, and only one of them, Suzu Kamihara, who was watching TV and laughing on the couch with a carrot doll, was so happy that he got carried away and danced with his hands.

"Poof~ I'm laughing to death, this heroine is gone, the male protagonist is still here happy when he runs away, she understands the male protagonist well, hahaha, brother, brother! Come on, come and see. ”

Suzu Kamihara smiled happily and held the carrot doll to prop herself up from the sofa, she lay her hands on her back, and waited until she saw clearly that Tianhai Jiuliuli, Tianhai Qimingyue, and her mother were actually looking at her brother.

The smile on the girl's face also collapsed.

This scene...

Wait a minute, why did she suddenly feel that the heroine in the TV series just now looked like herself?!

.....。