Chapter 250: Before the band performance, a heart-to-heart conversation with Tianhai Qimingyue

At first, Kamihara thought that most people who played rock and roll were the kind of people with colorful punk heads, black leather clothes with iron chains, and metal ornaments, but as Kamihara gradually learned about this circle, he realized that it was just a stereotype of rock and roll for ordinary people. A T-shirt is draped over a coat and at most a beret is thrown into the clothes of ordinary people who don't see anything distinctive on the street.

There are three bands participating in the livehouse, most of the others are duos or solo singers, and the time starts at 7 p.m. and ends around 2:30 a.m. During the rehearsal, Kamihara Rakuta paid attention to it, as Miss Mi Duohui said, as a high school student, the only band to attend was their newly established runto, and the other bands were all members of society, and there was an uncle band with an average age of 50 years old.

As we approached the official stage performance, all the bands sat around in the preparation room to rest and chat.

And Kamihara and a few people sat in the leftmost corner of the preparation room.

"Brother, brother." Suzu Kamihara lowered her voice and approached Kamihara's ears, her eyes constantly peeking to the other side.

"Do what?" Kamihara Raku hugged the bass and replied as she continued to put her fingers on the strings and recall the part of the rhythm she was responsible for.

Suzu Kamihara kept looking at the other bands who were talking and laughing, and said in a low voice in Kamihara's ear, "I feel like they all know each other." ”

Kamihara Rakuzu looked down at his fingers and replied nonchalantly, "Isn't it normal for people to know each other while playing music in one place?" ”

"Normal... Normal is normal, but brother, do you feel that we feel like we are being left out and excluded. Just their bunch of people to communicate, they don't take us with them! ”

"No, there was a captain who came to say hello to me just now."

"Is there one? Why didn't I see you talking to them. ”

"It's just a state of saying hello and getting to know each other."

"Hey, isn't this a snub?"

"It's that you're too sensitive......"

My sister's thoughts are also clear to Kamihara, and it's just that it's just embarrassing to stay in one place with a bunch of people you don't know at all.

How should this feeling be described, probably to participate in a group tour, you find that everyone else knows everyone except you, they talk enthusiastically, and the play is also quite exciting, you can't plug in the topic at all, even the tour guide forgets your existence when collecting statistics.

If you want God to be happy, ignore it and ignore it, and a person will be at ease.

But Ah Ling doesn't seem to like this feeling very much.

Senior autism-Tianhai Qi Mingyue spoke at this time: "It's normal not to take the initiative to talk, regardless of whether you have heard our band or not, in terms of age and the school uniform on us, it is difficult for their group of adults to find a topic with our group of high school students." ”

Shen Yuan Le couldn't help but say: "Miss July, you are the most powerful among us." You also have an investment fund, and when you join your company, the boss has to take the initiative to welcome you. ”

His subtext is that Qi Mingyue is definitely not an ordinary high school student, she communicates with adults, and there are more topics.

"Brother said it well, but please note that I am talking about 'we' now. And work is work, and if you ask me to talk to that group of people about the boredom of life, I can't empathize with it at all. ”

"There's also a reason why our band hasn't been recognized yet." The next door touched his lips to the mug Tianhai Jiu Liuli, raised his head and said.

"After all, there is nothing to achieve, and this is also deserved." Kamihara nodded.

"It's that you've never heard the name of our band at all, okay?" Suzu Kamihara raised a hand.

“......”

Everyone was silent, and there was really no one who was expecting them to perform on stage.

Sure enough, as soon as I talked about this, the atmosphere became inexplicably heavy. I keep thinking that I don't know how the band is doing, and I don't know what the audience will say about them.

If the performance on this thousand-person stage is smashed, I'm afraid that the audience will not have to give a thumbs-up, boo, let them off the stage, and shout for a refund?

This literally allowed them to quit the rock music scene and seal the instrument like a monster!

"Hum ~~"

At this time, Suzu Kamihara suddenly spoke, and her confident appearance broke the slightly solemn atmosphere, she crossed her hands on her hips and her mouth curled:

"Well, there are actually more fans of ours than other bands."

Kamihara Le directly rolled his eyes, "Our little band hasn't uploaded songs on the Internet yet, where are the fans?" ”

Kamihara Suzu waved her hand, full of confidence: "Brother is superficial!" You've forgotten who I am! It's a big voice actor with hundreds of thousands of fans! ”

Regardless of the fact that her "hundreds of thousands" actually only has "more than 100,000" water, but it is true that with her last work, Ah Ling does have a high reputation on the Internet.

Her identity is a voice actor and a short video blogger.

When Shen Yuan Le occasionally watches videos, he will see that the simple short video posted by Ah Ling has millions of likes.

The guys who commented were all a pair of [Ahhhhh [Suzu-chan, feed me cake!] ], [Suzu-chan, Suzu-chan, can you reveal the role of the next dubbing.] ], [Suzu-chan, why don't you post more videos, it's super cute!] Avid fans like this and so on.

Wait a minute, plus her own short video account, it seems that she really has hundreds of thousands of followers......

Kamihara touched his chin, and his eyes lit up: "You mean, you called your own fans over to cheer us on?" ”

"Hmph~ I still announced it a few days in advance, and I posted updates on Twitter and tiktok. Fans have long known about my recent events in a rock band. Just now I knew that there was a live broadcast on this stage, so I took advantage of the time to post two more updates, and now there are probably fans waiting in the live broadcast room, brother, you can take a look on your mobile phone. ”

"I'll see."

Kamihara took out his mobile phone, found the live stage URL that he knew from Miss Mido before, and came to the live broadcast room. The number of people in the live broadcast room is not very large, but a glance at the comment area did find that there are many enthusiastic viewers who support [runto], and they have said that they have arrived and asked when it will start.

Of course, it's more about asking when you'll see the bell. It made them look like they were the main band of the scene.

[When did it start?] [What is the number one in the runto?] ]、[I heard that I'm going to cover the recent Suzu-chan's animation OP.,Is it true?] ]

A barrage related to his own small band flashed from the screen of his mobile phone.

Not only was the previous inexplicable pressure swept away, but there was also a passion to do your best to perform well.

[Come on!] ]

I will encourage myself so much in my heart.

"Hehe, how is my brother, it feels good to have someone to support, right?"

Kamihara put away his phone, "I understand why you are so tired of being a voice actor, and you have to persevere, and the feeling of having someone to support you really gives people a lot of confidence." ”

"Is it a big deal?"

"We'll have a big meal when we get home!"

"I'm going to eat grilled steak!"

"Eat!"

As time progressed, more and more people came to the underground stage, and Kamihara Le, located in the preparation room on the second floor, could already see the thousands of spectators who were about to fill the entire huge underground space underneath, and most of them gathered in front of the bar on the right under the lights, some bought fruit wine, some bowed their heads to play with their mobile phones, and some wore headscarves with the names of singers written on them, holding unshiny glow sticks in both hands and waiting for the performance to officially begin.

An inexplicable feeling is brewing in the atmosphere of the festival.

Kamihara Le was holding the iron railing on the second floor and looked into the distance, and he could only see a black crowd under the steel frame light overhead.

The size of a thousand people was far more than he had imagined.

He even saw someone holding an LED cheering sign with the word "Suzu-chan" written on it.

This couldn't help but make Kamihara smile in his heart.

Ah Ling has really become a little idol......

"Runto's guys."

The person who came was Miss Mi Duohui, who was in charge of the on-site coordination work, and she came to the preparation room and called everyone in school uniforms together.

"Before I act, I first need to confirm your position, and then the staff will bring your instruments up."

Kamihara Le discussed with everyone for a while, and there is no doubt that Ah Ling, who is the lead singer, and Zhixue, the lead guitarist, must be the C position at the front, and although the drummer Qi Mingyue is in the back, there is also a high platform, and the position is also very conspicuous. Jiu Liuli and Kamihara are the left and right protectors of the band, responsible for polishing the music on both sides.

After informing Miss Mi Duohui of the location, she put away the workbook and said to everyone with a smile:

"People don't feel pressured, do they?"

Kamihara: "There will definitely be pressure, but it's not a big problem. ”

"In that case, well, come on, everyone! You are the fourth guest to appear, and it can be regarded as a very important time. ”

......

The start time is approaching, and the singers in front of them have already rendered a warm atmosphere above the stage, with music and an active atmosphere. On the stage, the singer sang enthusiastically in gorgeous costumes, the passionate beat accompanied by a cheerful melody, the dazzling lights hit his held microphone, and a burst of explosive rock rhythm made the audience cheer.

Even Raku Kamihara, who was in the preparation room on the second floor, could feel the vibration of the floor.

He propped his hand on the railing and watched the enthusiastic response of the audience.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue came to his side and looked at the crowd below with him.

"Speaking of which, Qi Mingyue, why don't you play the violin so often? Even on Saturdays and Sundays, Jiuliuli will find time to practice the piano. And you basically read books at school, and you never brought the violin to school. ”

"What does my brother think?"

"At the beginning, you and Jiu Liuli were genius girls who were called together, right? But according to the evaluation I found on the Internet, Jiuliuli has always been slightly better, and compared to you, everyone praises Jiuliuli's peerless first-class talent. ”

......

There was a little silence.

"No matter how bright a star is, it can only serve as a foil to another star that shines even brighter." Tianhai Qimingyue said, "I said it a long time ago, my sister actually knows how to play the violin, as for why I am not in charge of the piano, I believe that brother, you probably have an answer in your own heart." ”

"Ugh." Kamihara understood and sighed.

To put it bluntly, Qi Mingyue has always been setting off Jiuliuli, and Qi Mingyue is not very comfortable.

July, definitely has its own pride.

Even if I respect my sister in my heart, there will still be some psychology of not admitting defeat.

Instead of always foiling my sister, it is better to quit as soon as possible.

Looking back on the young age, Kamihara Le can better understand the psychological origin of Qi Mingyue's refusal to admit defeat.

Because my aunt has tilted most of her resources to Jiuliuli since she was a child, whether it is education or care, my aunt's focus has always been on Jiuliuli.

But what are seven and nine?

It's twins who are only five minutes apart and have been closely connected since childhood!

Such differential treatment must have snubbed July, and it would definitely make her feel sad and uncomfortable, and give rise to a sense of loss that she was not as good as her sister...... Indirectly led to the competitiveness of wanting to win over Liuli after July.。

Qi Mingyue didn't have the light to support herself when she was a child.

It just so happens that when he was a child, Kamihara was the light that brought the seven bright moons forward.

Today's sister even has to grab this only remaining light from her, which is why Qi Mingyue will seem so unconvinced and difficult to compromise.

Even though Qi Mingyue has all kinds of foresight, her heart has actually been extremely uneasy.

This is why she always wants to consolidate her position, and why she likes Kamihara to take the initiative to kiss her.

Everything stems from the uneasiness in her heart.

"Seven bright moons." Kamihara shouted to the girl beside him.

"How." Tianhai Qi Mingyue agreed expressionlessly.

"I want you to feel safe in me."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue replied to him with some contempt: "I don't know if it's because your emotional intelligence has become higher recently, you have pulled back your previous inexplicable self-confidence." But you think it's okay to lie to my sister, but it's useless to lie to me. ”

"Knife mouth, tofu heart." Kamihara stared at her flaxen-colored sideburns as she looked sideways.

"Why do you say that?" Tianhai Qimingyue brought the hair in his ears behind his ears.

"Since you don't want to feel safe from me, why do you keep taking the initiative to let me kiss you?"

"I'm just enjoying the pleasure of stealing something from my sister."

"Not really."

Tianhai Qimingyue turned his face away.

"July."

"If you say no, you don't."

"July."

"You can say as much as you want... Wait, what are you pulling me for? ”

"Come with me."

Kamihara pulled her to the second basement floor, in a dressing room next to the preparation room, where there was no one and the space was quite cramped.

He took the initiative to bring the Seven Bright Moon Walls of the Heavenly Sea to the wall, and put his hands on her face.

The sky blue eyes of the seven bright moons of the sky and the sea were as deep as the ice ocean, and the girl's face was expressionless, her back was against the wall, her face was slightly turned to the right, and she glanced at the arm he was propped up on her shoulder.

"I've been a lot tougher lately." The voice of the Seven Bright Moons in the Sky Sea is still very calm.

"Seven bright moons."

Kamihara's earnest voice brought her gaze back to the front. She noticed that he was very close, and his eyes were fixed on her.

"You... What do you want to do? ”

"You're not going to be scared, are you?" Kamihara asked by staring straight at her.

"No, I know you won't do anything to me." The Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea met his gaze calmly.

The eyes meet and stare at each other.

Shenyuan Le took the initiative to kiss her on the mouth, and Tianhai Qi Mingyue subconsciously pushed his chest with both hands, but before he could exert his strength, he suddenly left again.

"What did you do all of a sudden?"

"I like you, July."

"And then?" Tianhai Qi Mingyue pursed the lip flap that had just been kissed, "You suddenly kissed me?" ”

"You like that, don't you?"

Tianhai Qimingyue did not speak, which can be regarded as a default.

"But... Qi Mingyue, I don't like you wholeheartedly, I understand, I also like Jiuliuli. ”

"So?" Tianhai Qi Mingyue didn't like to hear this very much, and the expressions on her faceless became even colder.

"So I can't give up Jiuliuli." Kamihara continued to say seriously, "I know I'm sorry for you, but I'm sorry, I really can't rest assured that Jiu Liuli, you hate me, hate me, it's all things that should be done, after all, I'm such a scumbag." But there is only one thing I won't give up, and that is that I won't give up liking you, Qi Mingyue. ”

"Don't you think that's ridiculous? And you're kidnapping me with your liking. ”

"It's ridiculous, but I can't help it, like I said yesterday, I'm not kidnapping you, I'm begging you... July...... If you really can't accept it, I can completely understand it, I will try to chase you back, whether you agree or not it will definitely be your own choice Qi Mingyue.

"July, you love me, I understand. But I'm sorry, I can only give you half the love back, you... Accept? ”

Tianhai Qi Mingyue did not answer again.

He has made it very clear that his love for himself is not all, and it is his choice to leave or stay.

If he wants to go, he will keep it, and he will try to pursue it, and as for whether he agrees to keep it, that is his choice.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue was not afraid, but met his gaze and said softly:

"Scumbag."

"Hmm." Kamihara agreed.

"Maybe one day I'll stab you in the back."

"It's a right you should have."

"It's obviously your fault, and now you have to leave the choice of whether you want to go or stay in my hands."

"I'm ashamed of you, so I'll try to find you even if you're gone."

"Just by who you are and how you treat me at this time?"

"I like you, July."

Kamihara has no choice, there is really no way to face this situation, all he can do is try to say his heart and ask for her forgiveness in July.

He continued to gaze at the eyes of Xiang Tianhai Qimingyue with a slight emotional color, and he was waiting for her answer.

If she agrees, then it means that she is willing to accept Kamiharaku's current idea.

If she refuses, Kamihara will still try to pursue her back.

......

"Is it necessary to talk about this now?"

"There's no need, but I suddenly understood a lot of things just now, and there's nothing inappropriate to ask now, so... Qimingyue: What is your answer? ”

......

......

After being silent for a long time, Tianhai Qi Mingyue withdrew her eyes that were staring at him, pushed him away and walked to the side, clasped her hands on her chest, closed her eyes with her back to him and said:

“... Okay, do you want to perform the next show well, haven't you been looking forward to this scene all along? ”

"You... Promised? Kamihara looked at her back in a Western-style school uniform, and didn't know if she should be happy.

"I didn't say yes."

"July... Don't be stubborn at this time. ”

"I don't have a hard mouth... But I suddenly had a different idea. ”

"What?"

"The first time, it had to be with me."

“......”

Tianhai Qi Mingyue's words were not smooth, and Shen Yuan Le probably saw the awkwardness in her heart from the back of her chest. It seems like...... She didn't really like to say such things seriously. Joking at her was of course casual, but apparently, at this time she was serious.

“... Why do you suddenly talk about this? ”

"You, shy?" Tianhai Qi Mingyue asked rhetorically with his back to him.

"Huh? I don't think so. ”

"Admit it, I won't laugh at you, it's a mere virginity after all." After Tianhai Qi Mingyue finished speaking, he deliberately coughed twice to hide his embarrassment.

“... Besides, it's not a commendable thing, so why did the topic suddenly come to this point! ”

"Let's just ask you if you agree."

“...... If I promise you, I agree? ”

"Reluctantly, maybe I would agree, but not right now."

Qi Mingyue gave an ambiguous answer.

Kamihara also heard what she meant, but no matter what she said, it was also a condition for her to soften her attitude... Although this condition is very shameful......

“... Then I'll say yes... Forget it......"

"Forget it? Why add up? Are you having a hard time with me? ”

Kamihara Le felt uncomfortable all over his body now, and sighed: "It's just a tone word, anyway, I'm just... Agreed......"

"Alright, that's it, I'll go back."

Tianhai Qimingyue left such a sentence, and Kamihara Le watched her leave the locker room with her own eyes, and the girl seemed to be fleeing the scene as quickly.

Kamihara's head was still very messy at this time, after all, Qi Mingyue suddenly took out that matter and said it......

At first glance, it is indeed outrageous at first glance, why do you suddenly say this?!

However, after calming down and thinking about it carefully, it is not unreasonable for Tianhai Qi Mingyue to ask for this.

She understands that as long as she does that kind of thing to her, with her own character, there is absolutely no way not to be responsible for her.

It's also sandwiched in some of the meanings of wanting to win over nine glasses.

In the final analysis, she still has no sense of security in front of Jiuliuli.

......