Tired.

Although the mood is very good.

But it is always a state of physical and mental exhaustion.

From the conversation with his uncle at the office just now, Kamihara was probably a little clear about his somewhat unclear attitude.

This is worthy of joy, but the two phone calls just now made Kamihara not optimistic.

The first call was from Tianhai Jiuliuli.

Her purpose was simple, to ask herself out.

Kamihara Le didn't have any reason to refuse, but five minutes later, Tianhai Qi Mingyue called him again, and he also asked him to go out.

They were deliberately going against each other.

One of the meeting locations is in the east of the city, and the other is in the west of the city, two completely opposite directions!

The spirit and body are too tired to work, how can Shen Yuan Le have time to get involved in the intrigue between them, and directly push them all away.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, when he returned home, Kamihara Le threw off his schoolbag and lay directly on the sofa.

Quickly tapped his finger on the phone screen, and replied to the two people of Qimingyue and Jiuliuli at the same time on the line, giving a reply that he really couldn't go.

After completely getting the two of them, Kamihara sighed and put his phone away.

Just as he was about to prop up his body to get a glass of water, he saw the snow of the sky and the sea coming out of the room.

She seemed to want to talk to herself.

"What's wrong?" Kamihara turned his head and asked.

"Today, Le came back early." The snow of the sea held his hands on the wall, and his voice was ethereal and light. With only half of his head exposed by the wall, he looked like he was peeping, "Yesterday I played the song 60 times before I went home. Today there are only twenty-two times. ”

"Repeat sixty times? Do you play guitar all the time at home? ”

"Hmm."

"The day before yesterday too?"

"The day before yesterday it was sixty-five times."

"The day before yesterday?"

"Sixty-eight times."

"Which song?"

"The first song for the band."

“......”

That song could be more than five minutes long.

So Zhixue keeps playing this song at home?

Kamihara glanced at the time on his watch.

Five twelve.

It was three hours earlier than usual.

Qijiu is gone, Ah Ling has to go to work, and he has to study every day.

Everyone seems to have left her alone at home.

She didn't have any friends, she didn't know what to do, and she was just huddled in her room and playing the guitar.

Through the previous events, Kamihara Raku is clear about the fact that Yukiyuki really likes himself.

"You've been repeating a tune and counting it, are you waiting for me to come home?"

Tianhai no Yuki shook his head, "I didn't keep repeating a song. ”

"And you're still practicing?"

"Hmm. If you're done, you can shoot a video for me when you come back. ”

“......”

Zhixue has always been very interested in her videos, but in fact, whether it is Qimingyue Jiuliuli or Ah Ling, they don't pay much attention to her videos.

Or maybe they're too busy, and they don't have anything that Air Traffic Control Snow likes.

Thinking about it this way, Konoyuki has always been like this.

Because of the advanced maternal age, the mother herself does not learn much, and she wants to practice, and because she often forgets things, she needs to ask for help from others.

Often in a daze, often don't know how to express their feelings carefully, often huddled in a room alone to play the guitar.

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She has lived like this for sixteen years.

Kamihara couldn't help but wonder if she felt a difference in life during the time she came?

Did you feel the excitement of life during the time you were in school, in an orchestra, or on a motorcycle trip?

The old man sent her over with the intention of asking himself to take care of her, but now everyone has left her at home.

Xuexue, who can't be independent herself, can only play the tune over and over again and wait for someone to go home.

Kamihara looked at her and couldn't bear it.

It's no wonder that I would suddenly run out to buy something and make myself fried ice cream.

"Zhixue, come here." Kamihara motioned for her to sit down beside her.

"Do you want to apply ointment?"

"We'll talk about that later. I have something to ask you. ”

Hearing his words, Amami no Yuki left the wall he was holding with his hands, and walked barefoot to the place next to Kamihara and sat down.

When she came over, Kamihara Le found that she was still holding the "Life Manual" he had given her.

"Why do you keep holding this?"

"I always forget, I have to carry it with me."

- That's what I said to her.

"I mainly want to ask you, is it boring to stay at home?"

"It's fine."

"Are you alright?"

"When Le comes back, I'll have something to eat."

“......”

Kamihara tried to find something in her eyes, but alas, it seemed to be just an ordinary fact to her.

"I see how you are avoiding me at school today?"

“... Because he did something wrong, Suzu said that there will be a scar on his face. ”

“......”

Kamihara suddenly experienced a very uncomfortable emotion from the snow of the heavenly sea.

It's a blocked, indescribable emotion.

This emotion makes the voice of the snow, who can't express her feelings, seem to be a little weaker in front of herself, like a child who knows that he has done something wrong.

Now I really want to hug her and comfort her not to take the ice cream thing to heart.

I can do this to Ah Ling, Qi Mingyue, and Jiu Liuli, but only to Zhi Xue......

Speaking of hugging...... Kamihara suddenly figured out why Zhixue liked to drill into his own bed.

She is not like Ah Ling, nor is she like Qijiu. She has been a person since she was a child, and because of the early death of her mother and the large age gap between her father, brother, and sister, there has never been a place where she can be spoiled like a normal girl.

Ah Ling can still burrow into her arms to seek comfort when she is sad.

Snow in the Sky Sea......

As her name suggests, it is as pure as the snow that covers the entire sky and sea.

She is so white, I'm afraid that she is so lonely that she doesn't even know how to express her sad emotions to outsiders, right?

"Is Yuki hungry?"

"Uh-huh." The snow of the sea immediately nodded his head.

"There are no ingredients at home, so how about I take you out for a meal?"

"Okay." Tianhai Zhixue nodded again, "Do you want to change your clothes when you go out?" ”

"Yes, you go and change, I'll wait for you."

When Tianhai no Snow heard that he was going to take himself out to eat, he returned to his room barefoot. She didn't even close the door to her bedroom and started changing clothes.

A few minutes later, the snow of the sea that came out of Kamihara's help took her by the collar and led her to the entrance.

He took her shoes out of the shoe closet and took her out the door.

.....

Walking out of the apartment, I came to the city streets of Minato Ward, and it was five o'clock in the evening. The sunlight as thin as a cicada's wings slanted down, sprinkling the pedestrian shopping street directly opposite.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Fried ice cream."

"Why is this again, you can't always eat this thing, and there's nothing for sale outside."

"Happy to decide."

"I decide? There are no delicious snacks, Ah Ling probably took you to eat..."Kamihara Le suddenly thought, "Have you ever been to McDonald's?" ”

The snow of the sky and the sea blinked.

"I haven't been there before. You haven't eaten it anyway, so I'll take you to eat this today. ”

There is a large commercial center directly opposite the McDonald's apartment, and Kamihara Le took her directly to the third floor, pushed open the glass door and walked in.

With beige paint, visually speaking, the decoration of McDonald's has a warm feeling.

Coffee machines, drink machines, staff wearing masks, mothers waiting in line with their children, and the smell of hamburgers and fried chicken wafting through the shop all the time.

It's the first time I've come to this kind of place, so I'm a little curious about the surroundings.

"Two Big Macs, two large Cokes, eight McSpicy chicken wings, a fried chicken bucket, and a strawberry ice cream whirlwind. Ah, and finally, let's have a popular hamburger bucket set. ”

The clerk wearing a McDonald's apron quickly clicked on the machine and repeated what Kamihara had just said: "There's also a popular hamburger bucket set, right?" Need to take out? ”

"Yes, that's all. No take-out, dine-in. ”

"Okay guest, this is your pick-up code, please sit in the store for a while."

"I'm in trouble."

Kamihara took the code and took the snow of the sky and sea to the window of the restaurant and sat down.

The environment here is transparent, the view is good, and you can see the city street below the third floor with your head slightly out.

Because there are a lot of colorful promotional images of the food in the store, the attention of Tianhai Snow has always been on those promotional images.

"Has your sister ever brought you to a similar place?"

Tianhai Zhixue's eyes kept staring at the "McSpicy Chicken Leg Burger" and shook his head.

"Where's Uncle?"

Tianhai Zhixue still shook his head, "My brother will just bring me a gift when he comes home." ”

As for the old man... You don't have to ask.

The old man is even busier. The family is a workaholic.

He can't be blamed, after all, he controls a large group with an annual revenue of $700 billion, and I don't know how many people eat under their enterprises.

"Does Le come here often?"

"Me? No. I used to come with Ah Ling often, and she used to always shout for this. Later, there was no shortage of money at home, and my mother gave us brothers and sisters a lot of pocket money, but they came here to spend revenge for a while. ”

McDonald's was originally fast food, and a lot of things that Kamihara ordered were presented after a while.

Two Big Macs, two large cups of Coke, eight McSpicy chicken wings, and a fried chicken bucket...... It can be said that these things completely stuffed the table to the brim, and there was enough food for four people.

"Le."

"What's wrong?"

"Can I eat it?"

"It's ready to eat."

Snow of the Sky Sea picked up the Big Mac burger, opened its little mouth and bit it down.

Seeing her bite out of the burger with her own eyes, Kamihara Rakuto seemed to be able to feel the flavor of the Big Mac burger in her mouth with bread + vegetables + pickled cucumber + cheese + steak in her mouth.

In front of him, a large pile of golden fried chicken was still wafting with aroma.

This situation and this scene, I can't help but miss it when I see it.

......

In order not to let her eat boring, Kamihara Le also combined the situation that Ah Ling wanted to eat when she was a child, but she didn't buy it for her, and she was angry.

said how she lost her temper, said that she was lying by the window watching people because she wanted to eat burgers too much, and was bought one for her by a kind uncle, and how happy she was.

Speaking of the back, even Kamihara Le complained that he always used Ah Ling to tell stories to others.

Fortunately, Tianhai Zhixue was very happy to listen to and eat, and every time he finished eating, there were countless things to eat in front of him.

But while eating, Kamihara Le suddenly found that Tianhai Zhixue was staring at something, and even stopped eating.

"What are you looking at?"

Kamihara looked back and followed her gaze, it was a billboard. It broadcasts McDonald's spring advertisement, as well as McDonald's new spring set menu.

There was nothing in the advertisement, but when Kamihara continued to read it, he knew what attracted Yuki.

In the advertisement, there is a scene of a family eating McDonald's happily.

In the restaurant, the mother smiled and took the pickled cucumber from the child's burger that she did not want to eat; On the mountain, the family was tired of climbing the mountain, and sat together to take out the burgers that had been prepared in advance; Under the cherry blossom trees, the family gathered in a circle and handed the hamburger from the lunch box to the child.

The theme of the ad is "Happiness is always around." ”

And the whole process focuses on the interaction of the family; Laughter, fighting, parents looking at each other and smiling when they see their children tired of playing.

Seeing these situations, it instantly reminded Kamihara of Yuki's life experience.

He turned his head to observe the current expression of the snow in the sea of the sky.

She was still staring at the screen without squinting, her expression was not so much in a daze as in a daze.

“......”

Seventy-nine, bell, snow...

Everyone, in fact, is just hoping to have a home.

"Snow, snow."

"Huh?" The snow of the sky and the sea turned around.

"Are you still happy eating?"

"Happy." She whispered, took another bite of the burger in her hand, and chewed it in her small mouth.

"And what would you do if I said I couldn't bring you to eat like this all the time?"

“......”

This question stopped Tianhai Zhixue, and she stopped moving. His eyes were fixed on the Big Mac burger in his hand, and he held the burger in the air.

Kamihara looked at her downward gaze and understood that she was thinking, and also understood that she didn't know how to express the emotions in her heart at this time.

She couldn't say it, let alone say it.

After thinking about it for a long, long time, the advertisement had been rotated five times, but she just shook her head gently.

Maybe she is in the same mood at this time as she usually sees the world.

It's dazed, it's overwhelming.

I obviously want to have things to keep, and I obviously have things I don't want to throw away, but I don't know what I can use to keep them.

After thinking about it over and over again, after examining the heart over and over again.

There is only one reply - [shakes head].

......

Seeing this, Kamihara Le thought that Soichiro Amami was cruel.

Leaving her daughter who has never seen her mother since she was a child to her grandchildren, she has not been able to give her any affection since she was a child, and taking care of her is only superficial.

But perhaps Soichiro Amami also understands his cruelty and understands his mistakes.

That's why the personality has become much gentler than before during this time period.,All kinds of requirements for Zhixue are also met.。

No wonder, no wonder my uncle said that the old man dotes on Xue, he probably knows where his cruelty lies, right?

Alas.

Kamihara first sighed in his heart, but now he knew what he should do:

"Don't worry, Zhixue, I was joking just now, and it's just an assumption, not a definitive fact."

"Hypothetical." Tianhai Zhixue raised his head, and his eyes reflected him sitting directly across from him.

"Well, that's hypothetical. You and we still have a long way to go in the coming days. I will also do my best to take care of what you should have, if you want to eat, I will take you out to eat, if you want to play rock and roll, as long as I am free, I will definitely promise you, everyone can also come together; If you need it, you can call me for help, I have a lot of love for Qi Mingyue, Jiu Liuli, Ah Ling... The same is true for everyone in the family.

"Zhixue, don't think that everyone hates you, it's just that everyone is busy. This is an indisputable fact.

"During this time of getting along, everyone is also very happy with you, and Ah Ling likes you very much. I've also learned to take care of people and get your response... In fact, watching your family be happy is also a kind of happiness.

"Zhixue, although I can't completely replace your parents, I also hope that you will feel warm in this home and no longer be so sad."

"Le..."

"Touched? Alas, don't really think so, I don't even know how many people I've said this. ”

"I don't understand."

“......”

"Anyway, you just need to know that I don't hate your proximity."

"The burger is delicious." Tianhai no Xue didn't respond, just said to the hamburger in his hand.

Kamihara laughed, "What about fried chicken?" ”

"It's delicious, too."

......