Chapter 296: In the roundabout, Tianhai Zhixue understood his feelings for the first time
Sakakihara had a dream.
I dreamed that I went back to the past and slept together with Ah Ling in a six-stacked room.
Every night she would huddle in her arms, like an insecure child, seeking an indescribable sense of dependence in her body.
This represents her trust in herself and a testament to her relationship with her.
Seeing her birth for the first time;
For the first time, I saw her staggering to her legs and walking in front of her;
For the first time, I learned to call my brother;
For the first time, he took the initiative to cry in his arms and seek comfort;
is needed, recognized, relied on, and believed by her, and it is this relationship between brothers and sisters that can be built that forces her to take the initiative to stand up and take on half of the family, forcing her to take the initiative to move forward.
I am her brother, and I am more capable than her, so I really want to take care of her in some way.
Sakakihara still remembers how she felt when she was a child and hugged her after crying.
Not only the trust conveyed from physical contact, but also the bond of "she needs herself" conveyed from the heart
As for why the dream tonight has such a deep feeling.
One is what Ah Ling said to herself tonight.
The second is the girl she is holding in her arms now.
The small body that is as light as a feather, the snow-white skin that is shrived by the moonlight, and the slip dress on the body that seems to be able to see the ravines through the moonlight at a glance.
The way she curled up in her arms and closed her eyes was the same as her younger sister when she was a child.
Sakakihara pushed her away from his arms.
The snow of the sea clearly felt the resistance he pushed away. The warmth that had been in contact with him in his arms disappeared immediately.
"Le, do you want to get up and go to the toilet?"
"Did I say that?" Sakakihara asked rhetorically.
"Nope." Snow of the Sky and Sea replied.
"Then why do you ask?"
"Because Le woke up suddenly."
I woke up suddenly because I realized that I was indeed holding someone in my arms."
“.”
After a moment of silence, Sakakihara said to her again, "Zhiyuki, do you remember what I wrote in your manual?" ”
Tianhai Zhixue replied quietly: "Remember, Articles 175 and 176, you can't casually get in close contact with people, and you can't casually get into the bed. ”
"What are you doing now?"
"Dig into the quilt."
"It's honest," Sakakihara complained casually, "but that's not a reason why you can just get under my bed—"
The snow of the sea suddenly hugged him.
Feeling this sudden bump into his arms, the little head that was close to his mouth, Sakakihara Raku interrupted the words that had not yet been spoken.
And in the hug that she seemed to ask for something, her breathing seemed to stop for two or three seconds.
Tick tock.
All that was left in the bedroom was the sound of the alarm clock flickering.
"Why are you holding me so suddenly?"
"I don't know."
"Zhixue, you understand what it means to hug like this."
"I don't know, I just know that I want to be close to Le."
“.”
Sakakihara sighed in his heart.
After being alone with Zhixue for the past few days, he fully understands what this girl who can see God even when she reads McDonald's family advertisements, what is missing in her heart.
Family, feelings, warmth.
These are things that she has never had.
And as a girl who has no mother since she was a child, and she grew up alone.
Her heart was so empty that all that was left was a blank feeling like snow.
Zhixue probably doesn't like himself either.
From her point of view, few people are happy because of her presence, and few people need her presence.
Her father was too old and the head of the family to speak much to her.
The servants respectfully called her Miss, and for them, taking care of Miss's daily life was just a contract for money.
Zhixue has always lacked someone who can really get close to her and understand her.
So far, it seems that he is taking care of her life and bothering the most.
"Okay, okay, don't hug me so tightly. It's all on my breast. ”
"Aren't you angry?" The snow of the sea let go of him and kept a normal distance from him.
"Angry? Why angry. ”
"Because it violated what Le said."
"Did I tell you after that that I wouldn't be angry with you for your proximity? Well? ”
“.”
Tianhai Zhixue blinked and nodded, affirming what he said.
"Remember what I said to you?"
"Treat me and Suzu the same way."
"That's right. You see Ah Ling hugging me so much today, am I angry? ”
"Nope." The snow of the sea repeats the facts.
"That's not it. You hug me, I accept it, but if you hug me like this at night, it's not appropriate. Even Suzu, I would refuse to have such contact with her at night. Sakakihara quickly added, "Unless she does cry to the point where she needs my hug. But even so, it's not like this in the bed at night. ”
Sakakihara really didn't have any thoughts about the snow of the sky.
Even though she is beautiful and clean.
Regarding her mentality, Sakakihara has been completely classified into the attitude towards Suzu.
"But now I want to sleep with fun." The snow of the sky heard the bedroom door being pushed open.
Sakakihara has been thinking about how he should explain the situation to Zhixue: "Yuki, as a human being in this world, you must control your sense of distance from anyone in this world. Identity, feelings, and acquaintances are all important reasons for building distance, and at this point, you should learn from Ah Ling. You see, she's very good at keeping her distance from me, and she won't do anything like getting into my bed. ”
"Hey, hey, old. Elder brother! I'm coming! ”
Just when Sakakihara Leku was earnestly guiding the values of Tianhai no Yuki, Suzu Sakakihara, who had crept to the side of the bed from just now, and then lifted the quilt on the side, and Suzu Sakakihara, who was lying directly in it, instantly slapped him in the face.
“.”
Sakakihara heard his sister's voice and couldn't help but cover his forehead.
"Huh?"
Of course, it was not only Sakakihara who was silent, but also Suzu Sakakihara.
Because when she was preparing a surprise for Sakakihara Le, she didn't expect him to give herself a surprise as well.
Sakakihara Suzu rubbed her eyes, and by the moonlight, she realized that it was not her brother who was lying next to her, but the snow of the sky.
After Suzu Sakakihara saw it clearly, her pupils immediately shrank, and she was shocked beyond measure.
He even rubbed his eyes, wondering if he was looking at something wrong.
"Suzu." The snow of the sea even shouted her name.
Sakakihara is on the right, the snow of the sky and sea is in the middle, and Sakakihara Suzu is on the left.
The three of them are currently in the same bed in this very strange way.
“yyyyyu,yuki! Why are you here? Suzu Sakakihara, who reacted suddenly, panicked so much that she hurriedly supported her body, and kept her eyes jumping back and forth on the faces of the two people lying on the same bed like husband and wife.
Things are troublesome again.
Sakakihara pinched his eyebrows and said angrily, "I should have asked Ah Ling why you are here, right?" ”
Why am I here?
It's not because I see that you're unhappy that I want to chat with you at night while you're still asleep?!
No, now is not the time to think about these things.
“yuki! Why are you in the same bed with my brother? Sakakihara Suzu hurriedly asked.
"What the bell said, take the initiative to comfort Le." Snow of the Sky and Sea replied.
When Sakakihara heard this, his brows immediately tightened.
It wasn't because she didn't remember what she said to her.
Feelings are your bad idea Sakakihara Suzuji!
He originally planned to deal with Zhixue's feelings gradually, but this stupid old girl is good.
As soon as he said it, he thought about drilling his own bed again.
"Ah Ling, what did you say to Zhixue again?"
"Ha ——?!"
Sakakihara Suzu immediately pulled out her voice, sat up directly, and kept pointing at the two of them and said, "You guys, you two stay together and sleep together in the middle of the night!" I—I haven't asked you what you're doing! You're good, let's beat a rake! ”
"What a rake, if you hadn't said those words to Zhixue, Zhixue would have come to my bed?"
"Huh? Then dude, you won't lock the door? ”
Sakakihara Suzu panicked, really panicked.
My friend who just united front actually engaged in a sneak attack!
Sakakihara Le's forehead tightened again: "Let's not say for the time being whether I know what you said to her, even if I know." You still don't know that the door of my room was blocked with glue by Qi Mingyue? The lock can't be opened, and it's still locked? Do you have time to change it lately? ”
"Who knows about this kind of thing!"
Tianhai Zhixue looked at the two of them left and right, and could only interject in a whisper: "Don't quarrel." ”
"You don't know yet? Well, even if you don't know, what are you doing in your room at night? ”
"That's not because. I see that you are bored, so I want to come over and chat with you in the evening and enlighten your heart? ”
"What kind of mess, if you want to talk, just say it during the day, what kind of trouble is it to come to your brother's room at night!"
"I'm—I'm — " Sakakihara Suzu couldn't think of anything.
"That's it!"
Sakakihara has experienced this kind of scene countless times, and he understands that he should calm the atmosphere at this time, and then take care of the situation.
Explained to each other for about half an hour.
All three understood what the situation was.
First of all, the reason is that Ah Ling said something to Zhixue, which caused Zhixue to think that Sakakihara needed comfort, so he took the initiative to drill the quilt. And Sakakihara Suzu herself thought so, and after she couldn't sleep at night, she was bored, so she took the initiative to talk to Sakakihara Le.
Sakakihara is just teaching the snow of the sky what to do.
Misunderstanding cleared.
Suzu Sakakihara was the first to breathe a sigh of relief.
Fortunately, Zhixue is not really there with his brother.
If you think about it, it's such a simple little girl.
How could such a thing be done!
My brother is also a very upright man.
Sakakihara put the quilt back on his lap and said to his two younger sisters sitting cross-legged in front of him:
"Alright, that's the end of the matter, you all go back to your rooms. I know you want to care about me, but caring about this matter is not something that can be solved by drilling into my bed. ”
It just so happens that the relationship between several people is transparent, and Sakakihara Suzu plans to ask Sakakihara about Sakakihara's plans for the snow of the sky:
"Brother you. Really plan to use the snow as the kind of sister who has a very good relationship? Same as me? ”
"Or else? You see, a few of you, you've never taken care of Zhixue, haven't I always taken care of her? ”
"Oh-oh," Sakakihara nodded repeatedly, "then I'll be more at ease." ”
"Rest assured what?"
"Nothing." Suzu Sakakihara hurriedly shut up.
"If it's nothing, you can go back quickly, and Zhixue will go back too."
Sakakihara Le's entire tense body slackened as he pushed them all back to his bedroom.
He lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling.
What is this called?
At home, the same character as his two sisters, he almost met the Shura field?
Sakakihara suddenly doubted that he was really full of peach blossoms in his life, and there was a woman everywhere.
Speaking of this, Sakakihara Le is a little bit thinking about Jiu Liuli again.
Or, the method you thought of this afternoon, let Zhixue help?
Sakakihara thought about it carefully and felt that it would not work.
Zhixue still has a high degree of liking for herself, and if she asks her to help, doesn't that mean that she is taking advantage of her feelings?
was originally a girl who went with the flow, but when she was used by herself like this, she was completely reduced to a tool.
Or to use her for other women, it's too shocking.
Sure enough, it's better to let it go.
At this stage, I don't have any good conditions to use others to break the deadlock.
Sakakihara fell asleep quietly in thought.
But after he fell asleep, the bedroom door, which could not be locked, was quietly pushed open again.
The snow of the sea looked quietly at the door and looked at the bed.
She didn't know why she was here again, but she knew it would be reassuring to just stand outside the door and see someone's face.
The girl, with her bare white feet, quietly walked to his bedside.
The girl looked at his sleeping face, and remembered the way the heroine secretly kissed the male protagonist's lips in the TV series late at night.
"Fun"
Tianhai Zhixue doesn't know why he has always played the guitar badly in the past few days, and he always thinks about a person's name and a person's image in his heart.
The image of making fried ice cream for yourself, the image of taking yourself out to eat McDonald's alone, the image of taking yourself to an aquarium that you have never been to. Everyone doesn't care about themselves, but he will take the initiative to help him deal with the image of the video.
And the booklet, a life manual written all over his handwriting.
Happy times are like a marquee, vivid.
It was as if the whole world was filled with his shadow.
I want to get close to him whenever I want.
Whenever I want him to take me to see something new and strange in this world.
Whenever I like him yawning and helping myself deal with the back of the video.
Exactly how to do it. to sustain these things.
She didn't know how to express her heart to him, and she didn't know how to say it.
Every time faced with his problems.
I can only say the thin word "like".
And in this way, everyone will say that they "like", not really "like". ”
What is that real like?
“.”
The snow of the sky and the sea does not know the true meaning of kissing in the TV series.
But I also know that it symbolizes the birth of a contractual relationship.
Whenever the TV series ends, the male and female protagonists will give each other a happy kiss when they go to the palace of marriage.
So, she learned like that, and quietly left a deep mark on his lips.
"I want to be liked by Le."