"What's going on? Won't you give me a baby? Lin Shangchen looked confused, and even a little aggrieved.

"It's not that I don't want to... Be... Can't..."Bu Zheng lowered his head after speaking, not daring to face Lin Shangchen again.

Then he lifted his pajamas, revealing a large scar on his abdomen, which was enough to think of how deep the wound had been.

"At this time, the scar I left when I was injured by the Huns in the northern Xinjiang, you must have seen it a long time ago, at that time, the military doctor told me, I am afraid that I will not be able to give birth in the future, even if I can conceive, it will be difficult to give birth, and the chance of being able to give birth safely is very small, which is too much wear and tear on my body, I dare not gamble with it, so every time I ask Xuan'er to prepare a decoction of contraception for me afterwards, I'm sorry Shangchen, I don't dare to tell you that I know that you like children very much, I'm afraid you will be disappointed..." But having a child is a matter of two people, and he has the right to know that he can't be so selfish.

I thought that Lin Shangchen would be angry that he had hidden it from him for so long, but who expected him to gently hug her, let her lie on his lap again, and gently put his hand on her head and stroked it, and said softly, "I said, you are the most important, everything else is secondary, you don't have to damage your body for me, we have a child is just icing on the cake." ”

She naturally knows about her physical injuries, but what can she do? In addition to being distressed or distressed.

However, his words made Buzheng very moved and extremely guilty: "Hey, see, I can't even meet this request." ”

"Picking the weed, picking the weed, and the weed also stops. It is said that it will return, and the years will not end. You're lucky to be back safely, how could I ask for so much. Lin Shangchen played with her hair and said softly.

"You just read the Book of Songs?" Bu Zheng's eyes suddenly lit up, and he looked at Lin Shangchen, and her rubbing made him really itch.

"Yes, it's the Book of Songs, so you've read it? Also know this. Lin Shangchen was a little surprised.

"No, it's just that I used to hear Daddy read it often, but he only seems to know this, or my aunt taught, I just followed my brothers into the school for a few days when I was five or six years old, and then we refused to go again, only Brother Jingyou persevered, so we also read books for him, I am a rough person, I only recognize a few words, and I can exchange letters normally." Buzheng recalls the carefree and happy days of his childhood, and occasionally regrets that he didn't read much.

As the saying goes, "there is Yan Ruyu in the book", but she can sleep on such a piece of fine jade without reading any books, and she is quite happy when she thinks about it carefully.

"Wait a minute, I have a collection of the Book of Songs in my room, I'll find it and show it to you!" Then Lin Shangchen got up and walked to the bookshelf to look for it, and after a while, he found the book from the shelf and handed it to the step kite.

His bookshelf is very large, there are many books, but they are all organized, but they are just a book, and they can be found quickly, which reminds the kite of his arsenal unconsciously, messy, but fortunately the weapons are all different, if they are like this book, I am afraid that I will have to go crazy.

She took the book and flipped through it casually, uh... Actually, I just can't understand it.

"Bo Xi is miserable, and the state is miserable. Bo also insisted on being the king's precursor.

From the east of Bo, the first is like a flying canopy. Is there no anointing? Who's comfortable!

Its rain and its rain, Gao Gao out of the sun. I wish to speak of Sibo and be willing to be the first to be sick.

What do you have to do with the grass? The back of the tree of words. May words make my heart sloppy. ”

Buzheng finally turned to a familiar article and read it unconsciously.

"Do you know all the words in this?" Lin Shangchen felt incredible, ordinary people may not be able to recognize all the rare words in this, didn't she just say that she only recognized a few words, and the traffic was fine? Is she still hiding her knowledge? She doesn't look like a very learned person, does she?

"I don't know, it's just that when Daddy was out on the expedition before, my aunt kept reading these words at home, and I read them out by impression." Buzheng explained.

Xu thought of her mother, she was a little stunned, and then said, "My mother taught me a lot before, but I forgot it, and I don't know what these poems mean." ”

"Husband, husband, the hero of the state. Hold the gun and defend the country!

The husband went to the east, and his hair was like a fluff. No one pleases himself, for whom!

Looking forward to the rain and looking forward to the rain, and seeing the sun again. I only miss my husband, and I have a splitting headache!

Where can I find it? But I miss my husband, and I am worried! ”

Lin Shangchen patiently explained the meaning of these poems to her, and when he saw that Buzheng did not respond, he felt that she should not have understood, and added, "This is a wife's thoughts about her husband who is in the army, and her husband is charging forward for the interests of the country, she is deeply proud, she is loyal to love, and she looks forward to her husband's return in loneliness and fear." Xiaozheng, I'm the same, I haven't worried about you for a day in these days you've been outside, it's good if you can come back, I don't ask for anything else. ”

His feelings are very pure, as long as she is still by his side, no matter what, he can accept it.

Seeing that she still didn't make any response, Lin Shangchen looked down, and it turned out that she fell asleep listening to it.

"No wonder they don't remember anything." Lin Shangchen shook his head and muttered softly, and then gently covered her with a quilt, the hard-working Mrs. Lin still has to continue to prepare for class...

"Are you saying that Brother Jingyou is going to Fanzhou to take office, and he will leave the day after tomorrow?" Bu Zheng confirmed repeatedly.

"Yes, I heard what their Xiaoshi said, he is a person close to Young Master Li, and there will be no mistake." Xuan'er replied.

"The Bu Li family has been friends for generations, and I grew up with Brother Jingyou again, so I'll pay a visit tomorrow, and I will see off Brother Jingyou." Buzheng said with his cheeks on his back.

In fact, everyone didn't know that on the day she left Beijing alone, Li Jingyou also went to send her off, and she had to send it off.

Early the next morning, Buzheng took a few good ginseng and entered the Li Mansion alone.

"Xiao Zheng is here!" When Li Chenhui heard that Buzheng was coming, he ran out excitedly, and he was accompanied by the new champion Li Jingyou.

Buzheng saw them come out and immediately got up, "Uncle Li, I came here today to congratulate, congratulations to Brother Jingyou, I heard that Uncle has been in poor health in recent days, and specially brought a few ginseng that have been treasured at home for a long time, and I hope to smile." ”

"Sit down quickly, don't be so restrained, just come, what kind of etiquette do you bring!" Li Chenhui greeted warmly.

"Didn't you say congratulations to me? Why did you only give it to Uncle Li? Li Jingyou pursed his lips and said dissatisfied.

"Who's out there, so lively?" Mrs. Li heard the laughter in the hall in the courtyard, Li Chenhui had never liked to associate with those officials, but today it was unusual, which made her a little confused.

"It's General Buzheng who is here, saying that he is here to congratulate the eldest young master, and it is better not to come forward, madam." The maid next to Mrs. Li persuaded, after all, she was also afraid that her wife would make trouble in the hall.

Unexpectedly, Mrs. Li said, "I am the housewife of the Li family, and I naturally have to go over to entertain guests when I have guests." Help me go back to my room to freshen up and dress up first, you can't lose your dignity. ”